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I REALLY WISH A VIXEN OF A WOMAN WOULD TALK TO ME

IM BORED & IVE BEEN ALONE LONG ENOUGH

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SMH ALL THESE FOLLOWERS BUT NO ONE TALKS TO ME THIS SUX

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IF YOU'RE BETWEEN 19 - 35 YRS OLD

and looking for a Dom/ caring hubby

plz hmu let's talk and get to know each other

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SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO HOLD HER DOWN AND FUCK HER SILLY UNTIL SHE CAN'T DO ANYTHING BUT SHAKE AND CUM ALL OVER

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this reminds me of the time b4 a certain someone's last visit to my room and it's driving me crazy XD

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I WOULD LOVE NOTHING MORE THAT TO GET YOU IN THE BEDROOM SO I COULD KISS, BITE & LICK YOUR BODY ALL OVER UNTIL YOU SHIVER IN MY HANDS AND BEG FOR MY COCK TO ONLY BE TEASED WITH IT RUBBING YOUR CLIT AND PROBING JUST ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU WRAP AROUND ME AND THRUST INTO YOU DEEPLY AND LISTEN TO THAT MELODIC SOFT MOAN IN MY EAR AS THE TIP HITS YOUR SQUIRT BUTTON AND YOU GO CRAZY UNDERNEATH ME 😈

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damn if I don't have a good-bad girl on my mind XD 🤟😜

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Watch "Jordan Peterson Thoughts On Joker" on YouTube

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HOW MANY TIMES CAN MY HEART BREAK OVER AND OVER AGAIN? APPARENTLY THAT MEANS EVERY DAMN DAY I WAKE UP AND REMEMBER SHE'S NOT HERE AND SHE WONT BE TONIGHT EITHER

WHY CANT I JUST DIE SO I CAN LET GO OF EVERYTHING AND JUST BE DONE WITH IT

BECAUSE THE WOUNDS SHE MADE AND THE FLESH SHE TOOK WHEN SHE GOT UP AND JUST LEFT ONE DAY ARE FUCKING HAUNTING

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Watch "Mr. Probz - Waves (Robin Schulz Remix Radio Edit)" on YouTube

thank God somebody cool enough to let use they're hotspot on break I needed this song so much just now

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I wish death on me

I'm sober but what does that even mean at all now that it doesn't even matter now

what difference does it make when I already lost her and she might not ever choose me again

I'm not in her heart anymore

like she is in mine

I see that now

truly the price I pay for my stupid FUCKING worthless self

why did the gods answer my prayers to help me be sober when it doesn't matter now!?

WHEN I HAD BEGGED AND PLEADED FOR MANY YEARS TO SET ME FREE FROM IT!?!?!?

WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST OVERDOSE ME THEN!!!?

BECAUSE NOW I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE FUCKING THOUGHT IN MY HEAD TO DO IT OR THE WANT OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT!?!?!?

ITS NOT EVEN A FUCKING STRUGGLE WTF!!!!!

I NEVER WANTED HER TO FEEL THAT WAY

I AM SO VERY SORRY

I CANT EXPRESS THAT ENOUGH 😭 IM SO SO SO SORRY

THE ONLY REASON IT'S EVEN SO SET IN STONE NOW & I AM FREE OF IT WAS BECAUSE I BELIEVED IT WOULD HELP OUR FUTURE AND EVEN NOW I DON'T WANT IT BUT....

I STILL DON'T WANT IT

what's the point now?

what does it even matter then..

I lost my only true dream even though I fought so hard for it and I still lost it now I damn the path you lay before me

for I will not continue on your path if this is what it costs I would rather be damned so my end will find me sooner

none of my recent accomplishments even matter knowing what I know now

will I really just have nothing but work and money and loneliness........LOL

what a pointless life to look forward too

don't send anymore to try to claim my heart for I will never give it them I will be firm in letting them know not to get attached to me because they will never be my dream come true

for you have forsaken my hopes,prayers and dreams

I will lock away the heart you cared so much to save FOR NOTHING!!!

it's ironic really smh

I will keep my vow I made to you

thank you so much for loving me

I'll always love you

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OMG LMFAO one of my old friends sent me this today to remind me of my younger self I believe I was 16 in this picture