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Blindspot | Chapter Two
Spencer Reid X Helena Blake (OFC)
Summary: When a woman with no identity disappears, Spencer Reid is thrown into an investigation that quickly becomes personal. Helena Blake, a figure from his past, resurfaces through notes, codes, and buried memories. Amidst enigmatic clues and a conspiracy involving neuroscience and mind manipulation, Reid must decipher the truthâbefore silence swallows her forever.
She isn't lost. She's hidden. And only he can find her.
Warnings: Psychological manipulation, sensory deprivation, illegal medical experimentation, disappearance, kidnapping, institutional conspiracy, memory/identity disorders, psychological violence, mental disorders mentioned (Diana Reid)
(If I forgot any, please let me know)
Author's Note: This is my first post, please be kind. English is not my first language, so I apologize for any spelling, grammar, and slang errors that may be present in the story. đ§đ·đ€
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Helena's Apartment
Light filtered through the heavy curtains, giving the room the air of a time capsule. Everything there seemed meticulously impersonal. No perfumes, no jewelry, no clothes left lying around. Helena left no traces. No scents. No marks.
But even she wasn't perfect.
"Reid. You need to see this," JJ called, her voice low, almost reverent.
She was kneeling before the built-in closet, where the edge of the old wallpaper was slightly peeling. Like a poorly covered scar.
Carefully, JJ pulled at the detached edge.
Beneath it, written directly on the wood, was something that didn't belong to any decor: small words, drawn with black pen. Firm letters. Surgical precision.
It was a riddle.
"In the sum of your steps, the answer dances between primes and names.
Where you saw me for the second time, the truth is in silence.
23.7.11.19 â 5.18.9.14 â 7.5.1.18"
JJ frowned.
"Is this some kind of code?"
But Reid was already crouched, his eyes fixed on the ciphers. It spoke to him in an ancient tongueâa mixture of mathematics and memory. It was like finding a note written in his own childhood.
"It's an alphabetic cipher. Each number corresponds to a letter. But there are layers hereâŠ" he murmured, more to himself than to her.
He pulled his notebook from his jacket pocket. He began to scribble.
"23, 7, 11, 19⊠gives W, G, K, S...
5, 18, 9, 14⊠E, R, I, N...
7, 5, 1, 18⊠G, E, A, R."
He stopped. JJ watched with a furrowed brow.
"'Wing⊠K⊠Seringear'? Is that a name? A place?"
"'Wing' is the east wing of the Caltech library," Reid said, his voice softer. "K.S. are the initials of one of our professors. And 'Seringear'⊠itâs not a word. Itâs an anagram."
He mentally scrambled the letters.
"'Re-gain-ser'... or maybe⊠'Re-signal.' Reactivate."
His face paled. The blood drained from it.
"She's alive," he whispered. "She's guiding me."
"Reid?" Hotch entered the room, his eyes sharp.
Spencer stood up, still holding the notebook. He looked at everyone there as if he were seeing the pieces of a board larger than he had imagined.
"This riddle was written for me. No one else would understand the meaning of these elements. She knew I would come. Not the BAU. Me."
"Do you know this woman?" Hotch asked.
"Yes. Helena Blake. Caltech, 1999. Brilliant. Mysterious. She never revealed much about herself, but she knew things no one else knew. About me, even."
"And why didn't you say anything before?"
Reid ran a hand through his hair, restlessly.
"Because I didn't know it was her. Not with that photo. It's been a long time. And⊠she changed."
"But the riddle...?"
"This⊠was our code. Our thing. She used to leave hidden puzzles in library books. It was a game just for us. She's repeating the pattern now."
Emily crossed her arms, serious.
"Reid, if she knew you were coming, that changes everything. It means she's not only alive⊠but she's leading this investigation."
He nodded slowly. But his eyes were far awayâvery far from there.
đ Flashback â Caltech Library, 1999
He was reading, concentrated, when he heard a whispered voice behind him:
"The mind that opens to a new idea never returns to its original size." Einstein.
Spencer turned around. It was her. Helena.
"He never actually said that," he commented, pointing to the phrase noted in the book.
She smiled.
"I know. But you think as if he had."
He frowned.
"The other day, when we bumped into each other⊠how did you know my name?"
"I know many things, Spencer Reid. Things you can't even imagine."
She winkedâand disappeared among the shelves before he could ask more.
đ Present â Police Station
Reid stared at the wall. The pattern was now clear.
She knew. From the beginning.
And he⊠was just beginning to put together the pieces of a game she started years ago.
A game where only he knew the rules.
Or thought he knew.
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Caltech Library â East Wing
Time seemed to have forgotten this place.
The east wing of the Caltech library was an abandoned sanctuary: dusty corridors, empty shelves, wood creaking underfoot, and a silence too dense to be casual.
The BAU team walked in a silent single file, as if invading a temple. Reid led the way, his eyes scanning every shadow, every crack in the walls, as if something there still breathed.
"This place gives me the creeps," Prentiss murmured, looking at the faded event posters from 1999, crookedly tacked to the walls.
"It was here," Reid said, stopping before an oak bookshelf. "It was here I saw her for the second time."
He knelt slowly. His fingers ran over the worn spines of the books until they stopped at a familiar volume.
The Interpretation of Dreams by Freud.
"It was in this book that she left the first riddle for me⊠but she would never repeat the hiding place. That would be too predictable."
He pulled out the volume, opened it. Nothing.
But then, glancing at the back of the shelf, he saw it. A subtle, metallic glint, embedded in the inner wood: an old microdevice, almost camouflaged by dust.
"JJ. Here."
She approached, her eyes attentive.
"This looks like⊠a memory card?"
"An SD-Mini," Reid said. "Out of use since 2005."
Garcia was called via video. Her laptop screen flickered until her image appeared, with a cat-ear headband on her head.
"What do we got, kittens?"
"Garcia, we found an SD-Mini card. I need you to try to access it."
"Send me the picture, Reid. I sent an adapter in the field kit, remember? The one you thought looked like a museum flash drive? That's it."
He connected it.
Seconds later, the content was projected onto the BAU's laptop screen. A single text file:
> File Name: đđ°đ”_đą_đšđąđźđŠ.txt
You are finding me. As always.
Replace yourself with the places most natural to you.
What you see, is what you are. As always.
And then, open the drawer to the right of the last piano we played together.
Don't trust soft voices.
Follow the absence.
I am not lost. I am hidden.
â H.
The silence that followed was thick, filled with bated breath.
Rossi broke it first:
"This is a puzzle within a labyrinth."
"Not for him," Prentiss said, glancing at Reid.
He didn't respond. His eyes fixed on the screen, his fingers clutching the side of the table. Every line of that text was a trigger. A disguised memory. A trap.
Hotch approached.
"Reid. You said she was brilliant. Enigmatic. But⊠what exactly was your relationship?"
Reid took a deep breath.
"We had a few encounters⊠but it was never simple. She'd appear. Challenge. Disappear. She knew things about me that no one else did. My father's name. My mother's illness. The fact that I slept with the light on until I was seventeen. I never said anything. She⊠just knew."
JJ crossed her arms, suspicious.
"And why did you stop seeing each other?"
"She disappeared. Without warning. Without explanation. At the time, I thought it was just⊠an intellectual game. But now?"
He looked at the screen.
"Now I think she was preparing me."
The phrase hung in the air like a suspended blade.
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ONGOING SERIES:
Blindspot | Spencer Reid
The Theory of We | Spencer Reid
ONESHOTS | CRIMINAL MINDS
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The theory of us | (Oneshot)
Spencer Reid X Reader
Masterllist
Everyone thinks he's quiet, reserved, soft-spoken. And he is. In FBI reports, in interrogation rooms, in the halls of headquarters. But with you?
With you, he's a completely different theory.
He's bold. Arrogant. And just a little bit indecent â the kind who'd quote the Kama Sutra between kisses. Because the truth is, he's not shy when it comes to loving you. Touching you. Studying your every breath as if it were an ancient language. Teasing you. Meticulously dismantling your self-control.
Spencer lets you sit on his lap while he studies a case as if it's nothing, his hands resting on your thighs with an almost scientific naturalness.
Spencer grabs your butt in public with a face so serious he looks like he's solving a differential equation. And then, in a low, precise voice, he challenges you: "Are you going to reprimand me for that, or are you going to admit you liked it?"
Spencer groans against your ear when you say something inappropriate in the middle of a team dinner, as if the world around him ceases to matter.
Spencer pulls you into empty hallways just to kiss you with enough intensity to redefine the concepts of space-time and smeared lipstick.
Spencer murmurs, "I'm going to f*ck you when we get home," with an almost clinical intonation â low enough to be confidential, loud enough to make you press your thighs together.
Spencer holds your throat with the delicacy of someone handling historical artifacts â firm enough to take your breath away, but gentle enough to make you beg for more.
Spencer floats on the border between arrogance and reverence when he whispers, "Look at you... absolutely mine."
Spencer loves it when you wear his shirts (or rather, nothing underneath), and gets hard just by observing your gait â probably with some neuropsychological explanation, but totally out of control.
Spencer f*cks you on the couch before a flight, saying, "I need to memorize your taste. Physical absence is more tolerable with this kind of sensory memory."
Spencer groans when you touch his chest, when your nails scratch his abdomen, when you say, "You're mine." And he repeats it, like a vow.
Spencer whispers inappropriate words against your neck as he moves his hips at an almost hypnotic, calculated rhythm â as if he has eternity (and with you, he wants to have it).
Spencer loves to give you oral pleasure. He can spend hours on it. He holds your hips firmly, lets you pull his hair, and smiles like he's deciphered a sacred code when you moan his name.
Spencer comes just at the sound of your voice. Just with your hands pulling his curls. Just with you saying, "Please, Spencer."
Spencer grabs your wrist and kisses your palm afterward, with the tenderness of someone who has just saved a life â yours, his, maybe both.
Spencer calls you "baby" with that rare, sweet smile, but says "mommy" in a husky whisper when he's on the verge of collapse.
Spencer always, always sleeps glued to you. Chest against your back. Arm around your waist. As if the only safe place in the world is right there.
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Blindspot | Masterlist
Spencer Reid X Helena Blake (OFC)
Summary: When a woman with no identity disappears, Spencer Reid is thrown into an investigation that quickly becomes personal. Helena Blake, a figure from his past, resurfaces through notes, codes, and buried memories. Amidst enigmatic clues and a conspiracy involving neuroscience and mind manipulation, Reid must decipher the truthâbefore silence swallows her forever.
She isn't lost. She's hidden. And only he can find her.
Warnings: Psychological manipulation, sensory deprivation, illegal medical experimentation, disappearance, kidnapping, institutional conspiracy, memory/identity disorders, psychological violence, mental disorders mentioned (Diana Reid)
(If I forgot any, please let me know)
Author's Note: This is my first post, please be kind. English is not my first language, so I apologize for any spelling, grammar, and slang errors that may be present in the story. đ§đ·đ€
Chapter One
Chapter Two
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Blindspot | Chapter One
Spencer Reid X Helena Blake (OFC)
Summary: When a woman with no identity disappears, Spencer Reid is thrown into an investigation that quickly becomes personal. Helena Blake, a figure from his past, resurfaces through notes, codes, and buried memories. Amidst enigmatic clues and a conspiracy involving neuroscience and mind manipulation, Reid must decipher the truthâbefore silence swallows her forever.
She isn't lost. She's hidden. And only he can find her.
Warnings: Psychological manipulation, sensory deprivation, illegal medical experimentation, disappearance, kidnapping, institutional conspiracy, memory/identity disorders, psychological violence, mental disorders mentioned (Diana Reid)
(If I forgot any, please let me know)
Author's Note: This is my first post, please be kind. English is not my first language, so I apologize for any spelling, grammar, and slang errors that may be present in the story. đ§đ·đ€
Lista da série
BAU Conference Room
The BAU's conference room was steeped in a thick silence, the kind that heralds storms. The rustle of turning pages, the opening of folders, and the pouring of coffee into cheap plastic cups marked the beginning of another unlikely day. Because at the BAU, normal days didn't exist.
JJ entered first, a thin folder in her hands and an expression that blended tension and restraint.
"We have a new case. Baltimore. Woman missing for three days," she said, without preamble. "Local police found the scene...strange. Nothing indicates a direct struggle, but there are inconsistencies. And so far, no one's been able to confirm the victim's identity."
"No identity?" Morgan raised an eyebrow. "Fingerprints, documents, neighbors?"
"Nothing." JJ slid the sheet to him. "She lived alone. No close relatives, no accounts in her name. No driver's license. No social media. Nothing."
"That's not normal," Emily murmured. "Even ghosts leave a digital trail."
"Exactly. It's like she appeared out of nowhere...and evaporated just the same way."
She placed a single sheet on the table. An image captured by a security camera. The woman's face was slightly out of focus, her hair casually tied back. But her gaze...
It was a gaze that said something. That knew something.
Reid picked up the photo without much interestâuntil his eyes met hers. He froze for a second. A cold pang shot through his chest. As if the image pulled something old. Something buried.
He took a deep breath.
But he said nothing.
"Any leads on where she's been in the past few days?" Emily asked, flipping pages.
"Neighbors said she was reserved. Worked from home as a consultant, but no one knows what field. The name on the apartment lease appears to be fake."
Hotch entered last, a map of Baltimore under his arm.
"We fly out this afternoon. The local detective asked for help. Said he has 'things that don't add up,' but doesn't know where to start. We need to fill in a lot of gaps. No identity, no history, no connections. This woman is an enigma."
The meeting ended quickly. Too quickly for what Reid was feeling.
He stared at the photo longer than he should have. There was a latent unease he couldn't name. Those eyes seemed to know him. More than any unfamiliar face should.
He tucked the paper into the bottom of his folder with an automatic gestureâand a discomfort that refused to be silenced.
Police Precinct, Baltimore
The place smelled of burnt coffee, old papers, and unresolved urgency. As soon as they arrived, they were greeted by the detective.
"Hi, I'm Jennifer Jareau, you can call me JJ. We spoke on the phone. These are Agents Hotchner, Morgan, Prentiss, Rossi... and Dr. Reid. We'll need a room to set up our post."
"It's a pleasure. I appreciate the help." Detective Bell greeted them one by one. "Detective Shawn will be available for whatever you need. We've already set aside a room."
Settled in their new base, the team quickly divided. Morgan and Emily went to get more details from the detective. Hotch pored over the victim's apartment records. Reid stayed with JJ, reviewing the few available images and data.
Garcia appeared on the line, vibrant as alwaysâbut with a hint of frustration.
"Okay, JJ, babycakes... I've scoured four federal databases, two private, even obscure social media sites only Russian teenagers use. And? Nothing. This woman doesn't exist."
"Nothing at all?" JJ frowned.
"Not even a fake social security number. Not even a public university library card number from 1990. It's like someone took a cosmic eraser and wiped her off the planet."
"Then keep looking. Check old academic records, scholarships, elite school archives. Any similar woman, anything."
"Copy that, cupcake. I'm even going into Sith mode here."
While JJ spoke with Garcia, Reid organized the records. The woman's photo now seemed to burn his fingers. There was something about her face. The way her eyes were half-attentive, half-eluding.
A name almost came to mind.
But it didn't.
He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to excavate the memory.
Nothing.
"You're acting strange," JJ commented, noticing his silence. "Does that photo remind you of someone?"
Reid hesitated.
"No..." he lied.
But deep down, in the blind spot of his memory, a name began to vibrate like an ancient echo.
Helena.
And this... this was only the beginning.
--
The woman's apartment was too silent. Light walls, neutral decor. Everything meticulously organized, cold, impersonal. A place where no one truly livedâthey merely existed.
Reid walked slowly through the rooms, his eyes registering every detail. No dishes in the sink. No pictures on the walls. The booksâmany of themâwere lined up alphabetically, dust-free, showing no signs of use. All, except one.
"Crime and Punishment," Dostoevsky.
Left casually on the coffee table, like an intentional error. A break in the symmetry.
Reid stopped in front of it. He carefully picked up the book, as if it were a relic. As he opened it, something light and old fell out: a note.
Yellowed with time, with fragile edges and fading ink.
"The problem with pretending to be someone you're not...
is forgetting who you were."
â H.
The handwriting was familiar.
The phrase, even more so.
For a second, Reid felt the ground shift. His mind leapedâquick, sharpâtowards something he thought he had forgotten.
"Anything?" Emily appeared in the doorway of the room.
Reid turned with the reflex of someone hiding a secret. With a discreet movement, he folded the note and tucked it between the pages. He placed the book back on the table, as if nothing had happened.
"Nothing conclusive yet," he replied, his voice too controlled.
Emily stared at him for a second longer than necessary. She noticed his discomfortâbut didn't push.
"It looks like she wanted to be invisible, right?" she commented, looking around. "Nothing personal. Not a single photo, not even a grocery list."
"Invisibility requires discipline," Reid murmured, not looking at her. "This place...it was meticulously constructed. She didn't want to leave any traces. None."
He ran his fingers over the spine of the book. The note inside seemed to weigh more than the Russian novel itself.
Penelope Garcia â Connected from the BAU
Garcia's voice came through the speakerphone in the small room at the precinct, a mix of excitement and frustration.
"Guys, I have a lead. Partial, but intriguing."
"Send it, Garcia," JJ said, pulling up a chair.
"Our missing person's image doesn't appear in official databases. But...I found an incomplete match in a Caltech record, dated 1999."
"Name?" Hotch went straight to the point.
"Only the first: Helena. The file is corrupted. Student ID photo was moved or deleted. I found it by metadata. It's a digital miracle I even got this, so...you're welcome."
Reid, leaning against the door, froze.
Caltech. 1999.
Helena.
The name exploded in his mind like a memory that only needed a spark.
đ Flashback â Pasadena, 1999
Spencer Reid walked through the Caltech library corridors balancing three books, reading as he walkedâas always.
The turn of the corridor was unforgiving.
"Ow!" he exclaimed, the books falling like dominoes.
"Watch it, walking genius," a female voice said.
She crouched down to help. Dark brown eyes, a smile that didn't ask permission. The kind of presence that didn't need to announce its arrival.
"You read while walking? That's an assault on your physical integrity."
"Technically, it's just inefficient," Reid replied, pulling his books closer, his face flushed.
"Spencer, right?" she extended her hand. "I'm Helena. Helena Blake."
"You...are you in the logic program?"
"I'm in a lot of places," she replied with a twinkle in her eyes. "I just haven't decided where I belong yet."
He remained silent. She laughed.
"It's a metaphor. Or a joke. Your choice."
đ Present â Precinct, Baltimore
Reid closed his eyes.
Helena Blake.
The woman in the photo. The missing woman.
And now, more than ever, a woman he definitely knew.
But he said nothing. Not yet.
On the other end of the line, Garcia continued:
"And here's the kicker: after 2001, there's no trace of her. None. It's like she evaporated from the planet."
Hotch crossed his arms.
"We're dealing with someone who spent the last few years erasing their own history. The question is: why?"
And Reid remained there, silent, his mind racing.
Maybe he never truly knew who she was.
Maybe no one did.
But now...he would have no choice but to find out.
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from friends to this
â đ Ì. max verstappen x reader â đ Ì.



you've been friends with max for as long as you can remember, it takes a redbull engineer asking you out for both of you to realise you want more. (so much softness and longing)
alternative ending possessive version can be read here
You couldnât remember the exact day you two had become friends. It was some day in middle school, you were sure of that. But the details had blurred over the years. It felt like you had always known each other.
Max had always been in your life.
You had always been in his.
Sitting in each otherâs orbits just felt naturalâthough entirely platonic. That was the part others struggled to understand.
It was laughable the amount of times waiters had brought candles to your dinner table, 'for the mood', assuming the two of you were on a date. You'd stop correcting them after the third time it happened. Besides, it was fun to laugh about. To joke about how much you'd annoy each other if you really were a couple.
"You snore like a bear," you said, laughing over a glass of red wine, "I pity your future girlfriend."
"Doesnât seem to bother you too much."
âFor a free hotel room, Iâll put up with anything.â
He laughed.
After all these years of sporadically sharing hotel rooms, late night drives, unlimited paddock passesand crude jokesâyou two had stayed simply good friends. He'd held you through bad break ups and you had held him through every DNF and every crash. You knew eachother like the back of your hand. Friends for life, that was what you always said.
Until things started to shift. Slowly. Subtly. So gently that neither of you really noticed.
It was Free Practice.
Rain had settled over the city days ago and showed no sign of stopping anytime soon. The paddock was chaosâengineers scrambling to keep tires warm, trainers trying to keep drivers from catching colds.
Max stood calm in the middle of it all. You watched him, helmet in hand, exchanging quiet words with GP. It was always a strange sort of magic, how he could look so at home in the stormâlike it was made for him.
You smiled to yourself.
Heâd be fine today. You knew it.
âSo, how long have you been together?â
The voice broke you from your thoughts.
You blinked, turning to find Marcusâone of the newer engineersâlooming beside your seat. Tall, a bit cocky, but charming in a way that probably worked for him.
âWhat?â you asked, unsure if youâd misheard.
âYou and Max. Been together long?â
You snorted. âOh. No. We arenât together. Just friends, yâknow?â
It wasnât the first time someone has misunderstood your relationship with Max. Hell, it wasnât even the first time someone from Red Bull had made the mistake. Marcus glanced back toward Max, then returned his gaze to you with a slow smirk.
âDamn. And here I thought I had no chance.â He grinned. âYou free tonight? Iâd love to take you for a drink.â
You opened your mouth, then closed it again. Your brain fumbled for an excuse, but none came fast enough.
âSure,â you found yourself saying. âWhy not.â
Barely a few minutes later, Max is by your side, throwing a tyre blanket over you to keep warm.
âItâd be unfortunate if you died of hypothermia before you saw me win on Sunday.â
âYeah, what would you do without your only supporter cheering in the crowd?â You joked, burrowing into the blanket and sighing from the sudden warmth.
âIâd be lost without you,â he said, mock-solemnly. But there was a warmth in his voice that caught you slightly off-guard.
Max had told you to wear an extra jacket this morning. You had ignored him. He was pretty smug about it, but it didnât stop him from trying to warm you upâeven going as far as to offer his own jacket. As if he wasn't also standing out in the cold.
âDinner tonight?â He asked, sipping on his water bottle and moving to sit beside you.
âUh, Iâve got plans actually.â
Max raised an eyebrow. âPlans? With who?â
âMarcus,â you answered, feeling a strange knot form in your stomach. âHe asked me out for a few drinks.â
âOh.â
Max didnât say anything for a moment, but his gaze flickered briefly to Marcus, cold and stiff, before returning to you. There was something unreadable in his expression.
âWell,â he said, his voice casual but slow, jaw tight and face still, âHe seems⊠nice. I guess.â
You smiled slightly, though it didnât feel true. You were unable to keep the small flicker of guilt from beating in your chest.
That night, as you found yourself in the dimly lit bar, nursing a glass of wine with Marcus, you couldnât shake the feeling that something was... off. Not with Marcus, exactly. He was a decent guyâcharming in that way that could probably win anyone overâbut the whole time, you couldnât stop thinking about Max.
Suddenly a text came through. You knew who it was before you even checked.
Going ok?
Marcus leaned over to see the message. He scoffed slightly, âI thought you werenât together?â
âWe arenât.â
âThen why is he checking on you? Need his permission to go out?â
âOf course I donât. He justâŠâ you werenât sure how to phrase it. âHe just likes to know Iâm ok.â
Another text came through, you angled your phone towards your chest so Marcus wouldnât see:
I can pretend to be sick if you want to leave.
Then another:
I can see you reading these⊠is he that boring?
You laughed slightly and put your phone away.
It was ridiculous. You were here with someone else. Yet Maxâs face kept slipping into your thoughts, his teasing smile, the way he always seemed to have your back without even trying. The way he cared so effortlessly. Always checking to make sure you were safe, you were happy.
When the evening ended and Marcus walked you back to your hotel, you could tell he wanted to kiss you. But a pit formed in your stomach at the thought of it. So you just smiled, thanked him for a nice night (not a great night, but a nice one) and quickly walked into your hotel room.
Being alone again was a breath of fresh air.
The next day, quali day, you found yourself wandering the paddock, watching the flurry of activity around you as everyone prepared. Max was in his element, once again, focusing completely on the task ahead. But when he saw you, that familiar, soft smile curved across his face.
âSurvived last night?â he asked, walking over to you, his voice a mix of teasing and genuine concern.
You rolled your eyes, though you couldnât stop the tiny smile that tugged at your lips.
You rolled your eyes, though the corners of your mouth tugged upward despite your best effort. âBarely. I think I hit my lifetime quota of polite smiles. I can only listen to guys explain their workout routine for so long.â
Max let out a low laugh. âSounds fucking borning.â
You bumped his arm with your elbow, the familiar rhythm of your banter helping smooth the awkward edge that had hung in the air since last night. âMaybe I just have high standards.â
He tilted his head, eyes steady on yours. âMaybe you just went out with the wrong guy.â
The words hit you in the chest harder than you expected. You opened your mouthâhalf to laugh it off, half to challenge itâbut nothing came out.
Max seemed to catch himself, blinking once, then glancing toward the garages like he hadnât said anything at all. âAnyway,â he said, softer now, âGlad you survived.â
âI always do,â you replied, your voice not quite as light as you meant it to be.
Another pause. A quieter one.
Then he asked, âDid he try anything?â
You looked up at him, surprised by the questionânot because he asked, but because of the way he asked. Not teasing. Not brotherly. Just⊠careful. Like he wasnât sure he wanted to know.
âNo,â you said. âIt wasnât like that. I donât think I wanted it to be.â
Max nodded once, but didnât say anything. His jaw ticked slightly. You noticed.
Before you could decide what it meant, one of the Red Bull crew called his name from across the paddock, breaking the moment in two.
He started to walk off, then hesitated. âYouâll be watching?â
âYou even have to ask?â
He smiled at that, something warmer than victory flickering in his expression.
And just like that, he disappeared into the crowd, leaving you standing there with a hundred unsaid things heavy on your tongue.
Max dragged the car to pole, of course.
By the time the final times were locked in, your voice was hoarse from cheering and your heart felt like it had been running laps alongside him. You waited until the press was done pulling him in every direction before slipping backstage near the motorhome.
He spotted you instantly, eyes lighting up under the brim of his cap. âThere she is.â
You didnât hesitate. You threw your arms around his neck and held tight, letting him feel the full weight of how proud you were. âYou killed it out there.â
He laughed into your shoulder. âYou think?â
âI know.â
When you pulled back, his hands lingered at your waist, grounding you. The smile on his face softened as his gaze dipped lower, hovering somewhere near your mouth.
You swallowed. He didnât say anything elseâjust gave your hip the lightest squeeze. You thought he would step back, like he always did after a celebratory hug. But instead he stayed there. His eyes remained locked on yours.
âWhat?â You asked.
âNothing.â His eyes flicked to someone behind you, then back to you.
âNothing,â Max repeated, but there was a flicker of something in his voice. Something restrained. âJust⊠youâre here. Thatâs all.â
You huffed out a small laugh, though your heartbeat was climbing at a concerning rate. âWhere else would I be?â
He didnât answer that. Didnât need to. You both knew where he was thinking ofâacross a bar table from a different guy, smiling politely, checking your phone too often.
Someone called Maxâs name againâsharper this time. He blinked, like surfacing from deep water, then slowly stepped back. His hands dropped from your waist. You tried not to feel the loss of warmth too acutely.
âIâll see you later,â he said, already backing away.
You nodded, watching him go. The moment, so suddenly, over. The warmth of his hands on your hips lingering after he had gone.
Later that night, you found yourself standing in the hallway outside Maxâs hotel room, quietly debating whether or not to knock. He had texted earlierâMovie? My room? Just us?âlike it was the most casual thing in the world.
But it didnât feel casual.
Not anymore.
You knocked.
The door opened almost instantly. He mustâve been waiting.
He stood there in sweatpants and a hoodie, barefoot, hair still slightly damp from a shower. Your gaze dropped instinctively to the nape of his neck, the clean skin of his collarbone and familiar freckles.
He stepped aside without saying a word, and you moved past him into the room.
It was quiet inside, dim and warm. The curtains were drawn, a movie already paused on the screenâsome familiar, ridiculous action flick with explosions every other minute. You smiled.
âGot snacks,â Max said, moving to the side table. âBut no wine. Sorry.â
âGuess Iâll survive,â you said softly, taking off your jacket.
He sat on the bed, remote in one hand, and gave you a small smile that was all shyness and something a little deeper. âYou coming?â
You joined him, sitting close enough that your shoulders touched.
The movie played.
You tried to focus, really, you did. But the warmth of his leg against yours, the way his fingers occasionally brushed the comforter close to your handâit was pulling all your attention away from the screen.
And then it happened. Slowly. Like everything else with him.
Your head dropped to his shoulder.
He didnât flinch. Didnât move. Just let you stay there. Like heâd been waiting for it to happen. Hoping it would. You felt, more than heard, the breath he released. It ghosted across your hairline.
âI missed you last night,â he said, barely a whisper.
Your heart stuttered. âYou knew where I was.â
âDoesnât mean I liked it.â
You turned your head to look up at him. He was already looking down at you.
A beat of silence stretched between you. His hand twitched at his side, like he wanted to reach for you but wasnât sure he was allowed to.
So you reached first.
Your fingers curled into the fabric of his hoodie, tugging him a little closer.
âI saw you walking back with him last night,â Max went on, his voice rougher now. âAnd all I could think about was how he got to be the one beside you. Even if it was nothing. Even if it didnât mean anything. I hated it.â
The silence stretched out.
âI didnât kiss Marcus,â you said, âbecause I couldnât stop thinking about how it would feel if it were you.â
He swallowed hard, his gaze flickering down to your mouth. âDonât say that unless you mean it.â
âI do.â
Another breath. Then, finally, his hand rose to your cheekâtentative at first, almost reverent. Like he couldnât believe he was allowed to touch you this way. His thumb traced just below your cheekbone, and his eyes were full of something deep and aching.
When he kissed you, it wasnât sudden. It was slow. Careful. Like heâd been dreaming about it for so long he didnât want to get it wrong. His lips moved against yours with a kind of quiet desperation, like he was pouring years of longing into the space between you.
You melted into him instantly.
And when you finally pulled back, breathless and heart thundering, Max rested his forehead against yours, eyes still closed.
âIâve wanted that for so long,â he whispered.
âI know,â you whispered back, smiling. âMe too.â
He opened his eyes, and they were softer now. Unshielded. âPlease tell me this isnât just for tonightâ
âItâs not,â you said. You knew then, as you think you knew years ago, that this was it for you. Max was always where you were meant to end up.
hope you enjoyed <3 i've never written this trope before so apologise if it dragged a bit! as always requests are open!
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Jet Lag & Pancakes - KAÂčÂČ
Kimi Antonelli x Reader
Summary: After Miami, Kimi returns home early to surprise his girlfriend before as wakes up.
Contains: Established relationship, fluff, use of Y/n (sometimes)



The smell hit her before consciousness did.
Sweet, warm, unmistakableâvanilla, cinnamon, something sizzling on the stovetop. Y/n blinked slowly, her cheek still pressed into Kimiâs pillow, crumpled on the left side of the bed. The morning light streamed through the linen curtains of their Bologna apartment, soft and golden, diffused just enough to make the room feel like a dream.
Andrea wasnât supposed to be home yet.
Her brain, still hazy with sleep, struggled to remember the race schedule. Heâd been in Miamiâit wasn't the worst track but the timezone differences definitely ruined it for him. He was due back tonight. Sheâd triple-checked his texts. His flight was scheduled to land at 8:45 p.m.Â
So why did their little kitchen smell like pancakes?
She sat up slowly, brushing her hair out of her eyes. A creak of the floorboards outside their bedroom confirmed she wasnât hallucinating. Someone was out there. But there were no signs of panic in her chest. No creeping dread. Only a bloom of curiosity.
She swung her legs off the bed, her bare feet finding the cool wood floor. She grabbed one of Kimiâs sweatshirtsâgray, oversized, still faintly smelling of his cologneâand pulled it over her head before padding out toward the kitchen.
He was there.
Kimi Antonelli stood at the stove in grey joggers and a black tee shirt, his back to her, his dark curls still damp from a shower. He was humming something under his breath. There were pancakes in the pan, a plate already stacked high beside him. A half-cut banana rested on the counter next to Nutella and a small jar of Y/nâs favorite strawberry jam.
She stopped in the doorway, the breath catching in her throat.
âYouâre home,â she whispered.
Kimi turned at the sound of her voice, his whole face lighting up the moment he saw her. âCiao, amore.â
It wasnât dramatic. It never was with him. Not after the long years theyâd spent figuring each other out, with time zones and circuits and days full of noise. What made Andrea special was this: the way he could make a simple thing feel like everything. Like standing barefoot in the kitchen, holding a spatula and smiling like she was the win he was proudest of.
âI thought your flightââ
âChanged it,â he said, flipping the last pancake with a little flourish. âDidnât tell you. Wanted to surprise you.â
âYou did.â Her voice was still sleepy, soft with disbelief and something that felt like awe. âGod, I missed you.â
Kimi crossed the room in three steps, wrapping his arms around her. She tucked her face into his neck and breathed him inâsoap, coffee, something faintly citrusy. Her hands curled into the soft fabric of his shirt.
âI was counting the hours,â he murmured against her temple. âMiami was hell.â
âYou finished P6.â
âAnd I hated every second.â He leaned back enough to look at her, brushing his fingers over the curve of her cheek. âYou werenât there.â
âYou know I wanted to beââ
âI know,â he cut in gently, thumb stroking over her skin. âItâs not about that. Just⊠nothing feels real without you.â
Her throat tightened. He said things like that casually, not to impress her, not to make her swoon. He just meant them.
She reached up to kiss him, soft and slow, and he leaned into it with a sigh like heâd been holding his breath since he left. The kiss deepened, then broke, and he smiled.
âPancakes,â he said, stepping back. âBefore they get cold.â
They ate at the little kitchen table by the window, where the plants she loved had grown wild and green. Kimi poured syrup like he always didâtoo muchâand Y/n tried to pretend she didnât find it endearing. He told her about the race, about a near miss with Turn 11, about how Max had nearly clipped Lando, and how no one on his team could figure out what Miami was doing with the tire strategy.
âAnd the hotel room had a leak,â he added with a grimace. âI woke up at 3 a.m. to dripping water. Thought it was a dream. Nope. Just Florida.â
She laughed, and he beamed like heâd just taken pole.
âWhat about here?â he asked between bites. âDid the plants survive?â
âBarely,â she said.Â
âI knew it.â
They lingered over breakfast, letting the morning stretch out slow. Kimi eventually leaned back in his chair, full and content, watching her like he couldnât quite believe she was real.
"I'm so proud of you Drea." She told him softly, before adding, "My champion."
He looked at her then, really looked, and something shifted in his expression. All that subtle restraint he carried with him, the careful balance between focus and modesty, slipped.
âYou really think so?â he asked quietly.
âOf course I do.â She stood up, rounded the table, and slid into his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck. âDo you have any idea how hard I cheered when I saw your name at the top of the timing sheet? I almost threw my phone.â
Kimi laughed, breath warm against her cheek. âNow I really wish I couldâve seen that.â
She pulled back enough to look at him. âI donât want you to downplay this. Youâve come so far. I remember when you were finishing P14 and still calling it âa good learning weekend.â Look at you now.â
His hands found her waist, holding her steady like he wasnât quite sure she was real. âI think I just needed to hear it from you.â
âThen Iâll keep saying it.â She kissed his jaw, then his cheek, then finally his lips. âIâm proud of you, Andrea. More than youâll ever know.â
He kissed her back, and this time it wasnât soft. It was full, deep, a little desperateâlike the kind of kiss that came when someone finally let themselves believe they were worthy of being celebrated. She clung to him, hands tangling in his curls, and he held her like he didnât ever want to let go.
When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads touched.
âGod, I missed this,â he whispered.
âYouâre here now,â she said, her voice barely audible. âAnd Iâm not letting you go for at least two days.â
Andrea grinned. âFine by me. But I might need a nap first.â
âI warmed the bed for you,â she said, sliding off his lap and tugging his hand. âCome on, pole sitter. Letâs make jet lag your co-pilot.â
Back in their room, they curled up together like muscle memory. Kimi tucked himself behind her, arms locked around her waist, their breathing syncing in quiet rhythm
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Notifications and Nervous Glances (L.N)
Lando Norris can't help but smile when fans tease him for continuously checking his phone for a certain someone to message.
The midday sun hung lazily over Monaco, casting golden stripes of light through the open balcony doors of Landoâs apartment. The sea beyond glittered like a jewel, but Lando was inside, hoodie half-zipped, hair fluffed in every direction from running his hands through it too many times. He was mid-Twitch stream, headset on, fingers flying over his controller.
âAlright, alright, I swear this is the last race,â he laughed, eyes flicking toward the live chat as messages scrolled faster than he could read. âIf I win this, you all have to stop saying I'm washed, deal?â
âYeah right, mate!â came Max Fewtrellâs voice through the headset. âIf anything, youâre gonna rage quit before we even hit the third lap.â
Lando grinned. âNot this time.â
But just as the race loaded, a soft chime rang outâhis phone, buzzing on the desk to his right. His hand twitched toward it instinctively before pulling back.
He kept his eyes on the screen. Focus. Except now he wasnât focused at all.
The chat noticed.
"đ not you checking your phone AGAIN" "who you waiting for, loverboy?" "she texted yet???" "just CALL HER YOU COWARD" "landoâs in his 'will she text me' era"
He blinked, trying not to smile. Tried and failed.
âYou guys are so annoying,â he muttered, adjusting his mic. âCanât a guy check the time?â
âTime?â Max said dryly. âMate, your phoneâs been lighting up like a Christmas tree and you havenât stopped sneaking glances since we started.â
Lando flushed. âItâs notâokay, shut up.â
The chat went wild again.
"GUILTY!" "he's so whipped and it's not even official" "bet itâs that girl from the paddock đ"
And okay, maybe they werenât wrong.
Youâd met during the chaos of the last race weekendâsome mutual friends, a few too many drinks, and the kind of conversation that left him grinning long after it ended. You werenât a celebrity. Werenât chasing fame. Just... smart, grounded, and funny in a way that disarmed him.
Youâd left the next day for a work trip, but youâd been texting every day since. Nothing flirty, not exactly. But something was there. At least, he hoped so.
The last message had come a few hours agoââLanding soon. Might be off the grid for a bit, but Iâll message you when I can! :)ââand heâd been low-key checking his phone ever since.
Just in case.
As the race ended (he came second, to Maxâs eternal smugness), Lando leaned back in his chair, pretending not to care as he casually picked up his phone.
Nothing.
He dropped it again, face slightly warm.
âYou know,â Max said, his tone teasing but not unkind, âyou could just text her first. Say hi. Ask if she landed okay. Youâre allowed to show interest, mate. It's not a crime.â
âI know,â Lando mumbled.
But still, he didnât.
The chat rallied again, this time with emojis and messages of encouragement and chaos in equal measure.
"we believe in you đ«¶" "text her or we riot" "lando, youâre literally a Formula 1 driver and you're scared to double text???"
âAlright, thatâs it,â Lando said, throwing his hands up. âThis stream is bullying now.â
He was laughing though, eyes crinkled in that way his fans loved, cheeks dusted pink.
âIâll text her,â he added under his breath, like it was a secret he couldnât help but share.
And he did. Right there, in front of thousands of people.
âHey, just checking inâhope your flight went okay :)â
He hit send, then instantly tossed his phone onto the sofa like it had burned him.
âIâm done for today,â he declared, stretching with a groan. âThatâs enough emotional damage.â
âEmotional damage?â Max repeated. âYou texted a girl âhi.â Are you twelve?â
âI hate you.â
The stream ended not long after, fans flooding Twitter and Tumblr with screencaps and memes: Landoâs face mid-phone-check, the exact moment he blushed, the chat going absolutely feral.
But Lando barely noticed.
Because twenty minutes later, while he was lazily scrolling through delivery apps and wondering if gelato for dinner was socially acceptable, his phone buzzed again.
âJust saw your messageâlanded safely :) stuck in traffic now but excited to finally be home. Also, I missed talking to you. â€ïžâ
Lando stared at the screen, lips parting in a slow, dumb smile.
Then, with a quiet laugh, he typed back:
âWelcome home. Wanna come over later?â
And this time, he didnât throw the phone away. He held onto it, just in case the reply came quickly.
It did.
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Flirt - Franco Colapinto
@shitshowblog prompt request #1 - "I like your last name. Can I have it?"
Summary: Franco is notorious for his flirting abilities, but maybe he's met someone who can play him at his own game.
Norris!reader (bc Lando and Franco seemed to be good friends last year and I think this would be a fun pair)
Word count: 903

Lando was the least surprised person to find his little sister was interested in the Williams driver who subbed in for Logan. The two had crossed paths last year a couple times but it never seemed to get anywhere as more than passing flirty banter than disappeared over the winter break and with him not returning as a driver, y/n wasn't sure what to do.
But then he got announced as Alpine's reserve driver.
Y/n returned this year more determined to get Franco's attention and keep it.
"Hey, Franco." Y/n greets as she passes by him in the paddock making his head whip around upon hearing her voice.
"Hermosa, I-where are you going?" Franco asks expecting her to stop for conversation. But y/n has a plan and it doesn't involve making his life easy.
Y/n slows her steps smiling as she turns to find Franco moving to catch up with her.
"I was going to grab something to eat at McLaren." Y/n explains as if she's none the wiser. "Unless you know something better to eat?"
"I could suggest one or two things." Franco smirks dragging his gaze up and down y/n's body which almost makes her stutter but she manages to maintain composure and maintain the energy he maintains with ease. "I think my ideas would fill you up very well actually."
"That's a very bold statement. You should really act on it rather than saying it." Y/n states watching his eyes widen for a moment.
"Come eat lunch with me. I will make sure you are well fed." Franco states making y/n internally celebrate that her mission is so far a success.
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It didn't take long for Lando to realise his sister wasn't going to be spending more than the journey to the track with him so he just let her get on with it because he actually likes Franco and while he doesn't want to think about what the two might've got up to last night after being caught leaving together.
"Try this." Franco demands holding his fork out with some Korean BBQ chicken on it that he took from the Alpine catering which seems to be providing better than McLaren today. Y/n flinches away from the suddenness of the fork in her face and she hardly has a chance to process what he's trying to feed her before he speaks again. "You did not complain at what I was putting in your mouth last night you can trust me."
"I prefer what you were doing with your mouth last night too." Y/n comments earning a smirk before she leans towards the chicken and finally accepts the bite to try earning a smile while Franco shifts over and kisses her cheek while she chews and nods in defeat of the fact that his food is much better than what she'd been offered. "Can I have some more?"
"Of course, hermosa." Franco laughs nudging his plate towards her for her to have some more.
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Franco visiting the Norris family home since y/n still lives under her parents roof is already beginning to be more and more of a norm, but Lando hadn't been home during one of his visits despite being a witness to them in the paddock.
"You two are all over each other. Please." Lando groans as he walks out into the garden where the two are "sunbathing" but really are a couple movements away from having sex in the garden with how far their tongues are into each other's throats.
Apparently that was all he came to say so presumably he'd looked out the window and felt the need to speak up, because he disappears back inside.
"I told you we should've gone to your place with Lando coming to visit." Y/n states while Franco hums, his mind very much elsewhere and the lust clouding his eyes is definitely not going to be easy to clear so she has to say something to snap him out of. "You know I like your last name."
"Thank you, mi amor." Franco mumbles slowly coming down from his thoughts while y/n smiles a little.
"Can I have it?"
"Of course you-my name? You want my-oh-OH you are very good." Franco laughs then pausing. "Do you really want my name?"
Y/n had really just stolen the pick up line and put it to use on the Argentine. But in truth neither had actually discussed their long term future, they've sort of been caught up in living in the moment that they just didn't think about the future much.
"I...I mean it would be quite nice to think we'll last that long together." Y/n mumbles earning a grin before she is almost head butted in an excited kiss.
"Amor, you leave it with me I will make sure you get my name and anything else you'd like." Franco smirks then biting his lip for a moment. "If your brother does not want to know what we get up to, I will get us a hotel to have fun in."
"W-Wait, leave it with you? What does that mean?" Y/n questions realising she might've just encouraged a very early engagement.
"Do not worry about a thing mi amor." Franco assures her then muting her second attempt to question him with another kiss. "Let's go find a hotel."
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honey , youâre familiar ➻ max verstappen x reader .
featuring max verstappen , established relationship , domestic , fluff word count  0.8k authorâs note MY FIRST REQUEST !! genuinely so excited to have been able to write this for you and i hope i executed what you wanted . ngl i got a little bit carried away and it ended up way longer than expected but i hope you still like it ! my inbox is still open , so please request anything you want and thank you so much for reading ! title is from from eden by hozier .

56: a warm palm and a flannel shirt .
You wake with a jolt, the Monaco light filtering through the gauzy curtains. Max had been gone for two long weeks for the grueling double-header, and you must have fallen asleep before he got home. It's happened before, but it always takes you a moment to get used to the weight of his arm draped over your waist, the warmth emanating from his body as he clings to you. You open your eyes slowly, blinking against the warm dawn, and there he is, curled beside you, breath steady and even. He looks younger when he sleeps, almost peaceful, like the weight of the world he carries on his back has finally slipped off.Â
Itâs hard not to wake him up. You want all the time you can get with him. But you canât bear the thought of him losing those precious, peaceful moments. So you press a soft kiss to his shoulder and slip out from under the duvet.Â
The apartment is cold, in that early morning way, where everything is quiet and still around the edges. The flimsy sleep shirt and shorts youâre wearing do nothing to protect you from the flat, air-conditioned chill. Your bare feet pad to Maxâs closet, slowly rolling back the door and grabbing a flannel hanging on the rack. Youâd bought it for him long ago, in a joint effort with Victoria and Sophie to get him to wear anything but that hideous Red Bull merch. But you should have known it wouldnât work. Your Max is stubborn, and you end up wearing the button-down more often than he does â itâs soft and warm, and it smells like his slightly smoky cologne. It dwarfs your small frame, but with the sleeves rolled up it works just fine.Â
You start the coffee on autopilot, measuring out the grounds carefully, methodically. The water bubbles inside the pot, gleaming in the pale light. Youâre humming a song you heard the other day, something about a man slithering home to his loverâs door, and Jimmy is curling around your ankles in that familiar way. Max is home, and for the first time in two weeks the ache in your chest begins to lessen.Â
âYou look better in that than I ever did,â his voice sounds from behind you, still rough from sleep, and you smile to yourself, turning around. His blonde locks are messy, eyes still weary. But heâs real, heâs here in front of you, and your heart is swelling so much you think it might burst out of your chest.Â
âYou always say that,â you reply softly.Â
âI always mean it,â he says, so matter-of factly, and extends his hand to you, palm up.Â
You take it, because of course you do, fingers trailing over his. His fingertips are calloused, scratchy from years of slipping over steering wheels and bending the strongest machines in the world to his even stronger will. When you feel them, you understand how people speak his name with fear and awe. But his palms are soft, warm. This is the Max you know â the one who rubs your feet when you canât fall asleep, who speaks with a softness reserved just for you, who smiles at you like you hung the stars in the sky.Â
Your fingers stay intertwined for just a moment. Then he pulls you into him and wraps his arms around you, holding you like heâs holding something precious heâs afraid to break. âGood morning to you, too,â you giggle as he buries his nose in your hair, breathing in the familiar clean scent of your shampoo.Â
âMissed you, liefje,â he mumbles, his hands skating down your sides to rest on your waist, and not even the flannel can stop the goosebumps that erupt where his bare skin touches yours.Â
âIâve only been out of bed for five minutes,â you protest, but youâre smiling.Â
âThatâs five minutes too long,â he states, letting go and nudging you back to look at you. Something slow settles in his gaze, and his eyes gleam in the morning light as he lifts you effortlessly onto the counter.Â
âMax,â you protest halfheartedly as he settles in between your legs, his thumb grazing tenderly over your cheek. His lips meet yours, slow and soft, and you thread your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck. He sighs against your mouth, and you press yourself closer, closer, like youâre making up for two weeks of lost time.
The coffee is cold by the time you get around to pouring it, but it didnât matter. You two had all the time in the world.
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Focus X Lewis Hamilton
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Request: Lewis Hamilton x Reader The Reader is a photographer and they had to do a shooting and it gets spicy after.Â
Thereâs something about the way Lewis Hamilton looks at the camera like itâs a rival heâs trying to outwit. Most people soften when theyâre being photographed. Not him. He holds your gaze through the lens like heâs testing you, challenging you to keep up.
And unfortunately for me, I wasnât just behind the lens today.
I was feeling it. Every ounce of it.
The shoot was supposed to be clean-cut editorial, minimal lighting, high-contrast black and white. We were tucked away in a private studio in Notting Hill, the kind with concrete floors, tall windows, and walls painted a moody grey. The creative director had left us alone for the final set, trusting me to get the good stuff. I always did.
Lewis stood in front of my backdrop in a partially unbuttoned black silk shirt, sleeves rolled, chain glinting under his collarbone. The lighting hit him just right soft shadows lining the cut of his jaw, his tattoos teasing through the fabric. He gave a small smirk as I adjusted my focus.
"Howâs this?" he asked, subtly changing his angle.
"Keep doing that and Iâm not going to be able to hold the camera steady," I muttered before I could stop myself.
His smirk deepened. "Is that right?"
Heat flooded my cheeks. I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and snapped another photo, pretending to busy myself with the shot.
But the room had changed. There was a tension now thick and slow, like honey dripping. He took a step closer.
"Youâre good at this," he murmured.
"Thanks," I said, voice smaller than I wanted it to be.
"Like... really good. The way you direct. The way you look at me." Another step. He was close now. "You see things other people miss."
I lowered the camera slightly. "I like seeing people for who they are. Not just how the world sees them."
His eyes flickered down to my lips. "And what do you see when you look at me?"
Dangerous question.
"I see someone who knows exactly what he's doing, but still carries a storm behind his eyes," I replied, voice soft. "Someone who lives in control... but wants to let go. Just sometimes."
The silence between us pulsed. Neither of us moved. The only sound was the quiet hum of the lights and my own racing heart.
"Let me take one of you," he said suddenly, gently sliding the camera strap from my neck.
My breath hitched. "Iâm not..."
"Just one," he said, lifting it to eye level. His voice was velvet. "Come on. Let go, just a little."
So I did.
He captured me. Just like that. And I knew from the way his mouth twitched slightly, from the flicker of heat in his gaze that he saw something too.
He lowered the camera slowly. âGod, youâre beautiful.â
Before I could respond, he stepped forward again, hands finding my waist, grounding me. My breath caught as his lips hovered just above mine.
"Iâve been thinking about this," he whispered. "Since the last time we met. At that launch party. You wore that red dress and made me forget my own name."
I let out a soft laugh, breathless. âYou seemed composed enough.â
âBarely.â
His thumb brushed my hip. His touch was light but electric. I leaned into it without even meaning to.
When his lips finally met mine, it wasnât rushed. It was reverent. Like heâd been waiting for permission and now that he had it, he planned to take his time.
The kiss deepened, slow and warm, and his hands slid up the sides of my body with careful precision. My own fingers tangled in the soft fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer until there wasnât an inch of space between us.
He pressed me gently against the edge of the studioâs wooden table, the contact grounding and heady all at once. His lips trailed along my jaw, down the side of my neck, hot breath sending shivers over my skin.
âYou feel incredible,â he murmured, nipping lightly before soothing the spot with his tongue. My knees went soft.
My hands explored the planes of his back under the silk, the lean strength there making me ache in places I hadnât thought about all week.
He paused, breathing heavily. âTell me if you want me to stop.â
âIâll tell you when to stop,â I whispered, pulling him back in.
The rest was a blur of heat and sensation his hands lifting the hem of my shirt slowly, his mouth following the path of exposed skin. Every move was measured but unhurried, like he was memorising me with each kiss, each sigh.
When his lips moved lower, dragging over the curve of my hipbone, I gasped and threaded my fingers through his curls.
âLewis,â I breathed. It was both a plea and a promise.
He looked up at me from where he knelt, his eyes full of mischief and hunger. âStill want me to stop?â
My only answer was a quiet moan as his mouth met skin, devotion in every touch, every press of his tongue. He was gentle but not shy. Thorough. Focused. Like this was its own kind of race and he knew exactly how to win.
Time lost meaning. The world outside the studio fell away. It was just the two of us, tangled in shadow and light.
And when we finally moved together when everything that had built between us found its crescendo it wasnât rushed. It wasnât loud. It was the kind of closeness that made everything else go quiet. The kind you donât just feel in your body but in your chest, too. Deep and tender. Safe.
Afterwards, I lay draped across his chest, fingers drawing lazy lines along his ribs, the camera still abandoned on the floor near us. His hand slid through my hair as he pressed a kiss to the top of my head.
âYou alright?â he asked softly.
I nodded, not ready to speak yet. My heart was still catching up.
He smiled against my forehead. âDidnât expect the day to go like this.â
âNeither did I,â I murmured. âBut... Iâm not complaining.â
He chuckled quietly, pulling the blanket around us tighter. âSame. Though we might have to reschedule that last outfit shot.â
âI think I got everything I needed,â I whispered, fingers tracing the curve of his jaw. âYou gave me more than I couldâve captured.â
He grinned and kissed me again slow, sweet, and full of promise.
And for once, I didnât need to focus through a lens to see how real this was.
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Authors Note: Hi All! Wow. Lewis Hamilton absolutely slayed this look! I should be studying for an exam right now but I couldnât help but write something for the Met Gala 2025. I hope you all enjoy! Lots of love xx
Summary: Lewis Hamilton and his girlfriend share an intimate reveal of their outfits before making a stunning entrance at the Met Gala, capturing the spotlight with their love and style.
Warnings: mentions of sexual content
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àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ
The morning sun filtered through sheer curtains, casting warm golden streaks across the hotel room. The air was still quiet, humming softly with the calm before chaos.
You stirred awake to the steady rhythm of Lewisâs breathing, his body curled behind yours, arm slung over your waist, holding you like something he couldnât afford to lose.
You didnât move for a long time. Just laying there, pressed against him, listening to the world spin slowly outside while his presence grounded you. In these rare hushed moments, Lewis wasnât the 7x Formula 1 World Champion, the activist, the fashion icon. He was just yours. And you were his.
A sleepy kiss pressed to your bare shoulder made you smile.
âYouâre awake,â you whispered.
âMhm,â he mumbled, voice rough with sleep. âBeen awake. Just didnât want to let go.â
You rolled over gently to face him, fingers sliding between his multiple braids that framed his face. His eyes blinked open, warm and full of something deeper than just affection. Something heavier, quieter.
"Big day," you said, brushing a thumb across his cheekbone caressing it.
"Biggest," he replied. âBut not because of the carpet. Itâs because I get to walk in with you.â
He said it so casually, but the words hit you like a warm wave. You kissed him, soft and unhurried. Your hand sliding to rest on his bare chest, feeling his heartbeat beneath your palm. He rolled over you delicately, pinning you beneath him with a smile that was both teasing and reverent.
âDo we have time forâ he trailed off, nuzzling into your neck, âjust a little more?â
You laughed, pulling him down into another kiss, slow and languid. Time stretched and folded into itself. Even if the world outside demanded perfectly tailored tuxedos and curated appearances.
This moment was gloriously undone, just the two of you tangled up in sheets and skin. Whispering promises and breathless giggles between kisses that lasted too long.
When the knock at the suite door finally broke the spell, it was with an audible sigh that Lewis rolled away, mumbling, âWhy canât the Met Gala be tomorrow?â
àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ
The room buzzed with an intensity that almost felt electric. Stylists, assistants, and fashion press worked tirelessly to prepare the final touches for the Gala.
A mix of anticipation and excitement filled the air, but amid the controlled chaos, there was a quiet understanding between you and Lewis.
Both of you had decided to get ready separately, not out of superstition but because you wanted to preserve the sacredness of the moment when you saw each other for the first time. Fully dressed, in your Gala attire. No cameras, no flashes just the two of you. In a private world of your own. It would be a reveal just for you.
Your dressing room was a sanctuary of elegance. Soft, golden light filtered through the windows. Bathing the room in a warm, almost ethereal glow. The air was thick with the scent of perfume, freshly pressed fabric, and the soft sound of music playing in the background - classical, yet full of emotion.
You stood in front of a full-length mirror, a whirlwind of stylists and assistants working around you, their hands moving in rhythm as they made their final adjustments.
Your gown was custom, of course. It was everything you had imagined and more. The color was a stunning shade of bronze silk, so rich it almost seemed to glow under the lights. The fabric shimmered with every subtle movement, as though it had a life of its own. The corseted bodice fit your frame perfectly, hugging your figure with a sculpted precision that felt like second skin. The waist was cinched in just enough to create an hourglass silhouette, while the skirt billowed outward, its shape reminiscent of the regal gowns worn by queens of centuries past. The way it moved, catching the light and swaying ever so slightly made you feel like royalty.
But what truly set the gown apart were the intricate details. Geometric embroidery, inspired by African diasporic design, was woven into the fabric in rich metallic threads, glistening with every angle. The embroidery wasnât just a decorative touch.
It was a bold statement, a celebration of culture, history, and tradition. It felt like the very embodiment of power and beauty, as if you were wearing not just a piece of art though a piece of your own heritage.
You caught sight of yourself in the mirror and for a moment, you almost didnât recognise the woman staring back. There was something about the attire that transformed you. It wasnât just the design or the craftsmanship, it was the way it made you feel. Empowered. Strong. Confident.
Lewis had introduced you to the designer and you could see now why he had been so adamant about this specific choice. He wanted you to feel more than beautiful. He wanted you to wear something that spoke to your strength, to your identity and to who you were at your core. The designer had crafted a piece that was a perfect blend of tradition and rebellion, history and modernity, just like you.
"He's going to lose it when he sees you," your stylist whispered, her voice filled with admiration as she pinned the final piece of fabric into place. "Youâre going to take his breath away."
You felt a warmth spread through you, a flutter of nerves mixed with excitement. The idea of revealing yourself to Lewis, of showing him what he had helped create felt almost surreal.
You could already picture his reaction. The way his eyes would light up when he saw you, the soft intake of breath, the way he always looked at you like you were the only person in the room. But most of all, how everything else fell away when he focused on you.
For just a moment, the world outside your dressing room seemed to disappear. The buzz of the fashion press, the voices of assistants in the hallway and the chaotic energy of the event. Everything was muted. It was just you, this gown, and the promise of a moment that would belong only to the two of you.
You ran your fingers over the delicate fabric one last time, feeling the weight of its significance. It was the culmination of your journey with Lewis, of the moments you had shared, of the power and love you had found together.
And in that quiet sacred moment, as you prepared to step into the world of the Met Gala. You couldnât help but think that this moment would be one youâd carry with you forever.
àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ
The moment finally arrived.
You knocked softly on the adjoining door between your suites. âReady?â
There was a brief pause, then Lewisâs voice, warm yet playful, âOnly if you are.â
You smiled to yourself and pushed open your door just as he opened his, and time seemed to stop.
There he stood, every inch the vision of class and style. He was dressed in a bespoke cream suit designed by Wales Bonner, tailored to perfection. The suit clung to his form with a sharpness that seemed almost sculpted, its rich texture telling stories of past generations while pointing toward the future. His accessories - gold pins gleaming against the cream fabric, stacked rings that caught the light, delicate chain links that added an elegant rebellion to the whole ensemble came together like a quiet revolution in fashion. It was a bold statement, one that demanded attention without shouting.
He looked like the future, wrapped in the finest memories of the past.
And there you were, standing before him in your custom bronze silk dress, glowing with an ethereal radiance. The gown hugged your figure and billowed elegantly, the intricate embroidery shimmering with a life of its own. The light caught your skin and for a fleeting moment, you were both in a world of your own an artwork brought to life.
âJesus,â he muttered under his breath blinking rapidly, as though heâd forgotten how to breathe in the face of such beauty.
You couldnât help but smile, your steps slow and deliberate as you walked toward him, savoring the moment. âGood wow, or too much?â
He laughed, his voice full of disbelief, still unable to tear his eyes away from you. âThereâs not enough language in the world for what kind of wow this is.â
Your arms slid gently around his neck, drawing him closer as you leaned into him, your body fitting seamlessly against his. âYou clean up pretty well too, Mr. Hamilton,â you teased softly, your lips brushing against his ear.
He grinned, his hands finding their way to your waist as he tilted his forehead against yours. The quiet intimacy of the moment hung between you two like a secret, just the two of you in this space. âYou make me wanna skip the carpet, you know that?â
Your heart swelled at his words, a rush of warmth and affection flooding through you. You kissed him softly, lips lingering as if savoring the moment. The taste of him lingering on your tongue. âLetâs give them something to talk about first,â you whispered against his mouth.
And with that, you pulled back the connection lingering between you even as you straightened. The anticipation of what was to come humming in the air. Together, hand in hand you stepped into the world awaiting you - ready to turn heads and ready to be unforgettable.
àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ
The limo ride was a soft, velvet pocket of quiet between the chaos. You sat beside him hand resting on his thigh, your fingers intertwined.
He watched you from the corner of his eye, unable to stop himself. âYouâre the most beautiful person Iâve ever seen.â
You turned to face him, blushing. âYou say that now.â
âNo, Iâve seen podiums, wins, thousand camera flashes. But this?â He lifted your hand to his lips. âThis is everything.â
Your gaze softened. âI know tonight is huge for you. I just want you to be proud.â
He leaned in and kissed you. Deep, grounding. âI already am.â
Loud yells and cameras clicking could be heard outside the limo. The slick black car rolled up to the Met Gala before stopping.
When you stepped out of the car, the world erupted.
Flashes exploded like fireworks. Reporters screamed your names. The red carpet was transformed into a living runway, but you two walked it like you owned it.
Lewis kept you close, one hand on the small of your back with an expression proud and protective.
Everywhere you looked, people stared. Some with admiration while some with envy. You werenât just guests. You were the couple. The moment.
@NYCFashionWatch: âLewis Hamilton and his stunning girlfriend are the blueprint tonight. Tailored excellence and bronze royalty. #MetGala2025â
@F1InsiderBuzz: âThey said power couple, and they meant it. Lewis Hamilton serving cream couture, his partner redefining grace.â
@BlackStyleArchives: âLewis and his partner pay homage to Black elegance through tailoring and textile. This is more than fashion. This is narrative.â
@VogueOfficial: âWe have to talk about the chemistry. The styling. The hands never letting go. The looks exchanged. The whispering smiles. Itâs romance, but itâs also power.â
Backstage, stylists and other guests approached the two of you with warm smiles and hushed compliments.
âIâve never seen him like this,â one editor whispered to you as Lewis stepped away to speak to a designer. âHeâs softer. Brighter.â
You glanced toward him, watching as he laughed warmly with one hand still subtly reaching for you.
âHeâs just himself,â you said. âAll of him.â
àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ
The theme Lewis had co-chaired âSuperfine: Tailoring Black Styleâ, was alive in every curated corner of the Met.
Lewis walked you through the exhibition with the quiet awe of someone who had helped build it from concept to creation. His hand rarely left yours, his voice dipping to a near whisper when he leaned in to share details about specific pieces.
âThat oneâs inspired by Dapper Danâs original Harlem cuts,â he said, nodding toward a sharply shouldered double breasted jacket displayed in a glass case. âNo label. No runway. But it turned the world upside down.â
He paused at a minimalist charcoal suit designed by Bianca Saunders. âSheâs the future,â he said. âStructure, soul and softness too. I love how it folds, almost like origami.â
You looked at him then, not just at his words but the way he stood. Shoulders straight, fingers gently brushing the edge of a plinth like he was touching memory itself. His passion for what this night meant was written in the way he held space for each garment, each stitch.
Every few moments, he turned to you, eyes warm. âThis one,â he murmured once, standing before a velvet frock coat hand embroidered with ancestral symbols, âthis one I want to show my mum. Sheâd cry.â
People floated by, murmuring greetings and admiration. Journalists, designers, museum curators. But you and Lewis moved like the eye of the storm still, centred and deeply connected in the whirl of celebration.
And then came the cameras again.
Not the frenzied clicks of paparazzi, but the poised intentional elegance of Vogue, Getty and Vanity Fair. Followed by the host of other publications capturing the official portraits inside the Met.
âMay we get the two of you here?â someone from the Cut asked politely, gesturing toward a marbled archway beneath soft amber light.
Lewis glanced at you with a subtle nod. âLetâs give them a show.â
He pulled you gently to him, one hand settling on your waist, the other holding yours just so elegant and firm. You tilted your head slightly toward him, the curve of your lips soft but confident. As the camera clicked, your eyes found his.
And thatâs when it happened, the moment.
A brief flicker of something unspoken passed between you. Love, pride, history, maybe even a quiet rebellion. And the photographers caught it.
Lewis with his jaw slightly clenched, standing tall in his cream suit. You regal and glowing in bronze beside him, your hands perfectly clasped between you.
The next shot was a little more relaxed. You turned to him with a smirk as he dipped his head to whisper something only you could hear. You laughed softly, leaning into him.
Click. Flash.
You posed for more, shifting from classic to casual. One photo had you seated beside each other on a velvet ottoman. His hand resting on your thigh, your fingers loosely laced with his, your gown cascading in a pool of silk. Another showed Lewis fixing the single curl that had fallen near your eye while you watched him with visible affection.
@VogueRunway: âTailored storytelling. Hamilton and his partner exemplify everything the 2025 Met Gala aimed to celebrate: legacy, craftsmanship, and unmistakable connection.â
@Essence: âThe intimacy. The elegance. The statement. Lewis Hamilton and his partner didnât just arrive. THEY embodied.â
As the Met wore on, the gala unfolded in waves of live performances, curated cocktails and speeches about representation in fashion. But no matter where you moved, Lewis always found you in the crowd.
Between poses, he kissed your knuckles. Between conversations, he leaned close to ask if you were okay. During the speeches, his fingers remained gently curled around yours.
At one point, a photographer caught you two standing alone in front of a towering black and gold tapestry that mirrored the patterns embroidered into your gown. The lighting framed you like royalty with Lewis whispering something in your ear, your eyes crinkled in laughter, the champagne in your hand forgotten.
That image would later go viral, dubbed by Twitter as - âThe Metâs most iconic candid. Not just a look. A love story in motion.â
The rest of the evening blurred in art and elegance, but the thread never snapped between you. You were each other's constant, each other's mirror, muse and memory.
àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë àŁȘđČᄫᥠâ âč Ë ÖŽ Ö¶ đàŁȘđČᄫᥠâ
Back at the hotel room, the atmosphere shifted. The bustling energy of the Gala had given way to a soft, intimate quiet moment of just the two of you in a world of your own. The luxury of the night was still present, but now it felt like a backdrop. Almost like a memory waiting to be tucked away as you peeled away the layers of opulence.
You started with your dress, slowly unzipping it. The fabric, once fitted perfectly to your body now slipped from your skin with a soft sigh. Pooling onto the floor in a heap of bronze silk and intricate lace.
The contrast between the elegant exterior and the warmth of your bare skin was almost poetic. You felt an overwhelming sense of freedom. No cameras, no lights, just you and him, as raw as it could get.
Lewis stood behind you, watching every movement. His eyes filled with a quiet admiration that made your chest tighten. As your gown fell, you turned to him, your gaze locking for a moment. His hands moved toward you, fingers grazing the curve of your waist.
He stepped closer, eyes never leaving you. Delicate lingerie covered you and that felt like the only real thing in the room, Lewisâs gaze never wavered. His breath caught in his throat as he took you in, your bare skin and every curve. He looked at you like he was seeing the most breathtaking masterpiece, yet with so much admiration and tenderness that it made your heart flutter.
You reached for him, gently slipping his tuxedo jacket from his shoulders, fingers grazing the smoothness of his suit. The material felt cool beneath your fingertips as you undid his cufflinks one by one before finally removing the shirt that clung to his body like a second skin. When it fell to the floor, revealing the taut muscles beneath, you couldnât help but admire the quiet strength in him. Everyone about him so sculpted, yet so unassuming.
With a soft gasp, you leaned forward your lips brushing against the smoothness of his collarbone, feeling the heat radiating from his body. His hands cupped your face, guiding you back to meet his gaze. His eyes were darker now, focused only on you, though softness was there, an affection so deep it made you melt inside.
He kissed you then, slow and deep. Lips moving against yours like they had all the time in the world. The kiss was full of everything you had shared tonight, the glamour, the adrenaline and the electric energy of the world watching. But it was also full of something so personal, something between the two of you that no one else could touch.
âI know we were dressed for the cameras tonight,â Lewis whispered between kisses, his voice rough with his lips trailing across your jaw and down your neck. âBut every time I looked at you, I forgot the world was watching.â
His words sent a shiver through you, making your heart race. You pulled him closer, your bodies pressed together now. Fingers threading through his braided hair. You didnât need to say it, but you felt the truth of it in every inch of your skin. Here, in this moment it was just you and him. No one else.
You smiled against his lips, your fingers trailing down his tattooed chest, feeling the rapid beat of his heart. âThatâs okay,â you murmured softly. âI only saw you too.â
He paused for a heartbeat, his forehead resting against yours as if absorbing the weight of your words. The quiet tenderness in the space between you was so palpable. But Lewisâs hands began to roam over your back gently guiding you toward the bed, where the sheets awaited soft and inviting.
As you lay down together, everything in the room felt suspended. Like time had decided to slow down just for the two of you. Lewisâs lips found yours again, but this time it was different. It wasnât rushed or eager, it was a slow lingering kiss, as though he was savoring every moment.
Your hands roamed over him, tracing the familiar yet always thrilling planes of his body. Feeling the heat radiating from his skin as if he was a flame that you couldnât stay away from. The air around you was thick with the electricity of desire, but it wasnât just physical it was the culmination of every glance, every smile, every word youâd shared. It was the connection, the intimacy that no spotlight or flashing camera could capture.
His lips trailed down your neck, pausing over your pulse point, kissing softly before moving lower, drawing delicate patterns on your skin. Your breath caught as his hands caressed your sides, pulling you even closer as his body hovered above yours. His warmth enveloping you completely.
In this space, there were no barriers. There were no cameras flashing. Just the two of you, skin and heart tangled in a dance that was yours alone.
âIâm so glad youâre here,â Lewis whispered against your lips, his voice thick with emotion. His forehead resting against yours as his hand caressed your cheek. âNo matter what the world thinks, itâs just us.â
The words felt like a promise, a quiet vow. And in that intimate silence as his hands traced the lines of your body with so much care and love. You knew this was real. This moment, this connection, nothing else mattered.
Your hands tugged at his waist, pulling him closer, feeling the warmth of his skin and steady rhythm of his breath. The space between you didnât exist anymore. It was only love.
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Lewis Hamilton x reader
In which Lewis is jealous of Roscow

There were few things that hadn't changed since I was little, like the fact that I loved Taylor Swift from the first album or that I loved lilies, but unfortunately also that I didn't like dogs. Even though that seemed like something I could handle, I never expected to date a man who was not only 20 years older than me but also had a dog as his most loyal companion. And yet, it happened. For the first few weeks, I simply kept my distance from the dog. I found everything about him horrible: the way his face was so wrinkled, the way he was always drooling and panting, and also the fact that this dog always came when I was in bed with Lewis. But I also knew it wasn't fair to Lewis; he loved this dog more than anything. When I came home from work one rainy Tuesday, exhausted, and sat down sleepily on the couch. To my surprise, it didn't take long until Roscow came over to me and not only lay down next to me, but also rolled over on his stomach to demand a cuddle. And even though I really didn't want to, it was hard to refuse those beautiful dark eyes. So I started to gently scratch his stomach, which only made him crawl closer to me and cuddle up. Even though I didn't expect it from me, I laid my face against the dog's warm fur. Wow, that was good, I hadn't expected anything like that, it was a really nice and safe feeling. There were only a few things that hadn't changed since I was little, like the fact that I loved Taylor Swift from the first album or that I loved lilies, but unfortunately also that I didn't like dogs. Even though that seemed like something I could deal with, I never expected to date a man who wasn't He was only 20 years older than me, but also had a dog as his most trusted companion. And yet, this is how it happened. For the first few weeks, I simply kept my distance from the dog. I found everything about him horrible: the way his face was so wrinkled, the way he was always drooling and panting, and also the fact that this dog always came when I was in bed with Lewis. But I also knew it was unfair to Lewis; he loved this dog more than anything. When I came home from work one rainy Tuesday, exhausted, and sat down sleepily on the couch, it wasn't long before Roscow came to me and not only lay down next to me, but also rolled over on his stomach to demand a cuddle. And even though I really didn't want to, it was hard to refuse those beautiful dark eyes. So I started to gently cuddle his stomach, which only made him crawl closer to me and cuddle up to me, and even though I didn't expect it, I put my face against the dog's warm fur. Wow, that was good, I hadn't expected something like that, it was a really nice and safe feeling.
When Lewis came a few minutes later, I didn't even look up, and Rsocpw didn't come trotting over to him like usual either. "Baby, are you there?" his voice rang out through the house. "Yes, yes, Lewis," I said without looking up. He hadn't even come to the living room door. "Baby, where's my hello, kiss?" I heard Lewis's voice, which still hadn't come any closer. "Lewis, not now." I really didn't want to go over there, especially when Roscow's paw gently dug into my top to stop me, as if to say don't go. "Baby, um, I forgot something. I have to go quickly," Lewis apologized. Even though I found the situation strange, I still didn't want to get up, and the dog's grip on my shirt showed me that he didn't want to either.
After about a minute, I heard Lewis return, but this time I also heard footsteps quickly approaching the living room. And there he was, wearing a nice shirt, jeans, and holding probably the biggest bouquet of flowers and the cutest Jellycat ever. A little pink bunny. "Baby, I don't know what I did, but I'm sorry," he said, handing me the bunny and the flowers. I promptly hugged the bunny to my chest. "Lew, you didn't do anything, I just made friends with Roscow," I said with a smile. He was really sweet. Lewis's expression changed from guilty to surprised in an instant. "You and Roscow," he noted with surprise. He probably hadn't expected my initial dislike for this dog to change. That I suddenly loved this dog. "Yes," I said, laying my head against the soft fur again. "What now? Do I have to share my cuddles with you and this bunny?" Lewis asked, and even though I wasn't looking at him, I knew he was smiling. Without saying anything, I slid in. I moved aside a bit to make room for Lewis, who happily accepted the invitation. And so we lay there for hours: me, Lewis, Roscow, and the new bunny. It didn't matter how much time passed because I knew it was worth it.
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Oscar Piastri and Lily Zneimer with Chronically Ill reader



This honestly applies to all chronic conditions, and I left it kinda vague lol
When you told Oscar and Lily that you had a chronic illness, you expected him to break up with you, like your past partner had
But instead they took you in their arms and told you they weren't scared of your illness
They always make sure that you take your meds
It's part of your nightly routine
Whenever you have to go to the hospital, or doctor, they'll always go with you if you want
For any long term hospital visits they make sure that at least one of them is with you at all times
Hospitals are stressful, no matter how many times you've been to them
And after every appointment they'll pull you into bed to talk about it
They'll hold you close whether it's good news or bad news
Whenever you can't travel, Lily will stay at home with you
The two of you send pictures of you cuddled in bed watching quali and the race to Oscar
He always gets kinda jealous
When you do come to a race Oscar makes sure that his drivers room is as comfortable as possible
There is a replica of your chronic illness cart, the most comfortable bed imaginable, and a fridge stocked with feel good and healthy foods
Whenever you can't get around, they'll put all their focus into you
Making sure you can reach your mobility aids, bringing you anything you need so you don't need to get up and use excess energy
Oscar loves carrying you in bridal carry around the flat
Lily has gotten into cooking meals that can easily be reheated for the days were you don't have energy, and are very nutrient dense
All the calculations are kinda like engineering to her
Every time you get anxious about your illness, they'll hold you close and re-promise that they'll never leave you
In sickness and in health, even if you guys aren't married yet
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f1 grid (1/2) | orange theory



àšà§ : featuring : max verstappen, lewis hamilton, george russell, carlos sainz, charles leclerc, lando norris, oscar piastri (click here for part two) àšà§ : synopsis (requested by @holycastles) : quiet moments where love is tested through the smallest acts because sometimes, peeling an orange says more than 'i love you.'
àšà§ : genre : fluff & romance àšà§ : word count : 1214
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ᥣđ© a/n : i love love love writing things based off of tik-tok trends, it's so sweet and cute >.< also i know these are super short but i think that it reallyyy captures their personalities :)
Êă»max verstappen
you toss an orange at max during downtime and go, âpeel this for me?â
he catches it mid-air, looks at you, deadpan. âwhat am i? your personal chef?â
you snort and walk away, not expecting anything. max doesnât do sweet, right? not like that.
but a few minutes later, you find the orange sitting on the counter, peeled perfectly â skin discarded, slices arranged in a neat spiral.
you eye him across the room, arms folded. âdid you peel this?â he shrugs without looking up from his phone. âwas bored.â
you know better. max verstappen doesnât get bored. he gets intentional.
the next day, he grabs one for himself â and another for you. doesnât say a word. just peels both and hands one over like itâs routine.
when you try to thank him, he waves it off. âdonât get soft on me now.â
but when he catches you smiling, he smirks.
because of course he peeled it. of course he cares.
he just needs you to understand that his love isnât loud â itâs in the quiet things. like protecting you from citrus juice and acting like it means nothing.
Êă»lewis hamilton
you barely get the words out, âcan you peel this for me?â
and lewis is already taking the orange from your hand.
âno problem, babe.â
he sits beside you, cross-legged on the couch, and starts peeling it with careful fingers, chatting about his day while he removes the white pith piece by piece.
then he gets up, walks to the kitchen, and returns with it sliced.
âi thought weâd elevate the citrus experience.â
you stare at him, wide-eyed. âlewis, itâs an orange.â
âexactly,â he grins. âyou deserve your fruit with style.â
he kisses your forehead, then curls up beside you as if he didnât just turn a tiktok test into an act of service so soft it made your heart melt.
he never calls attention to it, but he always peels your oranges after that. leaves them in little containers when youâre busy. packs them in your bag before flights.
you never have to ask again. and you know why.
because lewis isnât just your boyfriend â heâs the kind of person who peels oranges like heâs caring for your soul.
Êă»george russell
george blinks down at the orange you placed in his lap like itâs a bomb. ââŠyou want me to peel this?â
âyup,â you grin. âno knife allowed.â
he stares at it, then at you. âthis is a trick, isnât it?â
ânope. just love language stuff.â
he huffs but you can see the gears turning. within two minutes, heâs looked up the most efficient orange peeling methods on his phone and begins carefully creating what can only be described as citrus origami.
âgeorge, youâre taking this too seriously.â
âincorrect. iâm taking you seriously.â
he finishes with a perfectly spiraled peel, hands you the orange like a gift, and raises his brows. âwell? did i pass your little test?â
you bite into a slice and nod, stunned. âyou aced it. definitely best in class.â
he beams and mutters something about how heâd like that on the record.
you find out later that heâs now obsessed with fruit prep. pineapples. mangoes. grapefruits. the works.
all because you handed him a single orange.
and george russell doesnât do anything halfway, especially not love.
Êă»carlos sainz
you hand carlos an orange and say, âcan you peel this for me?â
he blinks. âare your hands broken?â
you give him a look. he gives you one back.
he sighs. âyouâre doing one of your tiktok psychology things again, arenât you?â
you say nothing. just smile sweetly and leave the room.
a few minutes later, you hear him mumbling in spanish, something like âwhy do i always fall for this nonsenseâŠâ
but sure enough, the orange is peeled. slices separated. a napkin even folded beside it.
you grin. âi knew you loved me.â
he points a finger. âi only did it because i didnât want you making a mess.â
âsure,â you say, popping a slice in your mouth. âthatâs the reason.â
the next day, you find two oranges in your lunch bag. peeled. packed. one labeled âfor mi amorâ with a heart.
carlos acts like he has no idea how they got there.
but when you thank him with a kiss on the cheek, he just hums and goes, âwell⊠i do spoil you.â
and you both know the truth: he always will.
Êă»charles leclerc
when you ask charles to peel an orange for you, he doesnât even blink. âokay.â
you expected teasing. maybe a confused âwhy?â or at least a sarcastic comment.
but no, he just quietly takes it and starts peeling like itâs the most normal thing in the world.
halfway through, he looks up. ââŠwait. is this a test?â
you nearly choke laughing.
âoh my god. itâs one of those tiktoks, isnât it?â
you nod. âso? did you pass?â
he pauses, holding out the perfectly peeled fruit. âi mean⊠itâs in one piece. thatâs worth at least a b+.â
you take a slice and smile. âa+ for effort.â
charles keeps stealing glances at you the rest of the day.
that night, he casually places another peeled orange on your nightstand before bed.
no words. just soft fingers brushing yours as he hands it over.
and in the quiet, you realize this man would do anything for you.
even pass little love tests without realizing he was taking them.
Êă»lando norris
âpeel it yourself,â lando says immediately when you hand him the orange.
you pout. âfine. i just thought you loved me.â
he groans like you just kicked his puppy. âoh come on.â
you walk away.
ten minutes later, you hear him cursing softly in the kitchen.
âwhy is this so hard?! this peel is evil.â
he returns with a mangled, chaotic-looking orange and dramatically sets it in front of you.
âitâs done. donât say i never do anything for you.â
you try to bite into a slice and get hit with the bitterness of leftover peel.
âyou suck at this,â you laugh.
he grins and kisses your temple. âyeah, but i tried. and that counts.â
the next day, he hands you a pre-peeled orange in a ziploc bag like heâs been training for it.
he also printed a label that says âfrom your emotionally available boyfriend.â
progress.
Êă»oscar piastri
when you hand oscar an orange and ask him to peel it, he gives you the driest look imaginable. ââŠwhy?â
âjust do it,â you say, kicking your feet on the couch. âplease?â
he doesnât ask questions. just takes the orange and gets to work.
two minutes later, he hands it back, peeled clean, slices stacked neatly like a pinterest tutorial.
you raise a brow. ââŠthat was suspiciously fast.â
he shrugs. âitâs not that hard.â
âyou didnât even ask why i wanted it peeled.â
âdidnât need to. you wanted it, i did it. simple.â
your heart actually stumbles.
later that night, he places another orange in your hands, already peeled, in a container, lid snapped on.
he doesnât say anything. just walks off like itâs no big deal.
but youâre left there holding the container like he just proposed.
because when oscar piastri quietly decides to care about you he really means it.
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†i've been loving him to pass the time | lando norris
pairing: lando norris x fwb!reader
summary:Â you've been loving lando to pass the time, but is that really all it is? (inspired by 'oh my' by alessi rose)
wc: 4.6k
warnings: angst with a happy ending! not great relationship skills and allusions of smut
†MASTERLIST
It was nothing special. What you and Lando had was, really, nothing special.
Or, perhaps you should say what you have is nothing special. It hadn't died yet, even if it seemed like it had a hundred times over. You were still here, standing in his kitchen, unloading his dishwasher, while a hoodie of his and some random dress shoes were still tossed about your living room.Â
But it was nothing special. You were just strangers who sought comfort in each other from across the hall, because the longer you think about it, you never were friends.
You're not sure who had set that hard boundary, but it was evident, because days like this remind you that you're not central in each other's lives, don't matter outside of your homes and bedrooms, don't exist to anyone else. You'd woken up alone in his bed like you always do with a sticky note stuck to his pillow that he was having people over later, so you should head out before four. It was normal enough, though it once wasn't - where before you used to rush to leave, you now spend your morning, eating and tidying up after yourself to leave no trace behind, like you didn't live just down the hall.
If people looked, really, they'd see it, but you'd both gotten so good at pretending that it was convincing enough even you couldn't decipher if it was all real. There was a time when you thought about defining what you were, making things more obvious, but that had been a year ago, and all your secrets were still tucked away in the back of each other's bathrooms, hidden toothbrushes and hygiene products just in case. If people looked, really, they'd see it, but there's no one to ever connect the dots besides you and him.
You had his favourite chocolate hidden at the top of your cupboard for late-night meetings, or just needing a reminder of him. He had your spare key in some junk drawer, attached with some gaudy tourist keychain he had tried to pawn off to you for your birthday, only for it to end up back at his.Â
But it was nothing special.Â
You were always last, because this was nothing special. He was rarely home to begin with, but he wasn't solely to blame. He knew you'd wait for him, something soft and unspoken between you where he'd find solace on your couch or you in his arms and within a few hours, no evidence of what happened would remain.Â
4:Â
you didn't have to clean
Not existing was a strangely easy task, names ignored in contact lists, paparazzi unaware, even when his fame picked up, and he had to admit to you who he was. Your total absence from his life doesn't take away from the fact that you were there, helping him practice for interviews, compiling your own secret list of stories he'd only ever told you, getting to ask personal questions without crossing your lines. You had never been to a single race, but that didn't stop you from watching every one, listening to him excel in the spotlight for hours on end as you sat in the dark of his apartment.Â
5:Â
you're welcome
You were better than him, he'd told you one of those long nights spent under his sheets, but only by a little bit. So you would be 5, when he was 4. It was a one-off joke, but his words had taken up more of your time than you're willing to admit. He could do that, turn seconds to hours and days to nothing. You could spend all the time in the world and it wouldn't matter, or you could exchange a glance in a hallway and have it feel like an eternity.Â
But it was nothing special. You're not sure what you'd do at this rate, to be honest, if he tried to change that. You were so used to revolving around Lando's schedule you'd forgotten that you could exist with him beyond being a satellite. If he asked to be something official, you think you'd say yes, but that wasn't a dream or a fantasy, just simple delusion.
If anyone else asked what you were, you'd say neighbours. It didn't matter the routines you fell into, the bonds you shared, the yearning, the distance, the silence. What you and Lando have is, was, nothing special.Â
Didn't matter how you felt about it. What you have is nothing special.Â
"I feel bad." He appears at the door at some ungodly hour, curls ruined with sweat that makes his t-shirt cling to him. Outstretched is a singular cupcake with a few random letters on it, taken obviously from some birthday celebration. "You're not my maid."Â
"If you want to feel better," You say as you accept the cupcake, "Then don't leave everything a mess. I'm trying to help you maintain those F1 delusions of grandeur."Â
"You shouldn't." He responds, letting himself into your apartment and closing the door behind him. You take a bite from the cupcake, savouring the chocolate for a moment as he stares you down. "It'll inflate my ego. I'm trying to stay humble."Â
"Tell that to the cars in the garage downstairs." His lips are on yours, cupcake abandoned on the kitchen counter beside you, knocked over and icing smeared across the marble.Â
You don't know why you let him do this. Maybe it's the way he makes you feel, desperate to hold you like you're something he could actually lose, even when he could have anyone else. Maybe it's the gifts, maybe it's the humour, that stupid smile, but for the past year, you've let him rule your romantic life, kept single for the moments he'd decide to pay some attention to you, and you dumbly realize, hands woven through his hair as he lowers you onto your bed, that it's become your favourite passtime.Â
With all the hours spent, you've been loving him to pass the time, because what else do you do? Move on to a worse smile and someone who doesn't understand you or your body the way he does?Â
Someone else would be seen with you, your brain reminds you as his lips find your neck. Someone else would give you a title, take you out, show you off. Your entire life keeps moving forward around you, new jobs, new friends, new adventures, and then you return to him like you hadn't grown at all, and you let yourself spiral as he does what he does best, taking control, giving you just enough pleasure to stay. Making you feel like the centre of all his worship for the night, so that when he collapses beside you, it feels like he'll stay. He'll wrap an arm around you and press himself to your side, to your back, whatever way he likes, and you ask stupid questions back and forth about things like how your day went and the cute dogs you've seen in the building before dozing off, and expecting him to stay.Â
He never does. Â
"Isn't that a bit big on you?" Your friend pulls up the hood to your hoodie, laughing as it swamps your face, and you reach up to toss it back.Â
"It's-" Lando's. He'd abandoned enough sweaters in your place to last you a lifetime, and to keep from mixing worlds, you return them to him diligently. This one must have slipped through the cracks, even as you savoured the smell of him all day. "It's supposed to be a boxier fit."Â
He won't be back for two or three odd weeks, having managed to text this morning that he was off racing somewhere and had to wake early for his flight. It's almost honourable, you think, the way he tries to excuse his behaviour as if he hadn't disappeared every morning. As if he didn't just seek you out when he wanted.Â
Then, like clockwork, like he can't even let himself go the 24 hours without finding you at night, he calls at 12:26, which is apparently 2 AM his time. He could have anyone else, you like to fantasize as you listen to him drunkenly drawl about a DJ. He could be with any other girl, but he's on the phone to you, like he's loyal, like this whole thing is something he could be loyal about, but it's nothing special. He just happens to call when he's drunk, because he can trust himself to say stupid shit to you and no one find out about it.Â
That's how it all started, anyway. You heard someone knock at your door and then a loud, heavy fall outside at around midnight, and discovered a drunken Lando on the floor, the newest resident to the apartment building. He said something about needing help getting to his place, and you'd dragged him to his door, helped him with his keys, got him to bed.Â
He'd returned the next night with cookies as an apology, and it felt like he never left after that. You were the one part of his life, he liked to say, that had nothing to do with fame or family or pressures. You would argue you weren't really part of his life, but it wasn't an argument you wanted to have.Â
Not when, on the rare nights when he felt romantic, he'd get some fancy food delivered and order some nice wine and once, at the beginning of all this hell, he'd held your hand under the table like you could've been anything more than strangers in the night. The last truly romantic gesture was weeks ago, but you weren't counting.Â
You never really counted on him to do much besides show up at your door, after another failed race that you claimed you didn't watch, because you didn't watch racing, because this was nothing special, even if you found yourself glued to your TV no matter the hour. He lets his aggression out in the healthiest way he can, letting you sit in his lap on his couch and venting about all the problems with his car in between breathless kisses, clothes abandoned at some point and dignity at another.Â
He'd say things in the heat of the moment that he'd never mean, about how he wanted you, only you, wanted you to stay. You'd give in to every word, even if you weren't under him, because it's all you ever wanted. You wanted him, wanted it all, wanted more than you could ever reasonably ask and more than he could ever give you.Â
And there, curled up for the hundredth time, you feel the world finally shift.
Time, once dictated by his arrival or departure, pushes forward without him as he turns to look at you in the dim moonlight. He's leaving, you realize, even if you knew it was happening. The whole reason he was here was the in-between until he was able to move to wherever he needed to go, and he'd told you back in those first, fateful days, it would be a couple months at most. You suppose those many, many months have finally caught up with you.
"Monaco, huh?" You breath out, and Lando buries his face into your neck, unable to say the words himself.
You were just loving him to pass the time, you remind yourself. It was nothing special, though it's impossible to act like this wasn't consuming both of you alive, only for him to extinguish himself. Maybe it was mercy, leaving you here to burn alone.
You gather your things that morning as you leave, ultimately needing a box to put everything in. You would make a joke about how much he'd kept over time, but he's not there, like every morning, like nothing could ever change, time pushing you forward, as if to tell you to move on. It's your tupperware, socks, a camera with your name on it, but with all his photos, a year summed up in a handful of random items.Â
You do the same to yours, returning the sweaters, the shoes, the watch you've been holding hostage since he left. His oversized sweater remains in your drawer, your last souvenir of him, and unbeknownst to you, the random friendship bracelets you left behind one drunken summer night remain in his bag.Â
If you cry over him for the first time that night, it's no one's business but your own. And if time slows to let you process it, no on else notices.Â
What Lando and you had was nothing special.
It wasn't romantic, despite the flowers Lando knew were your favourite, it wasn't committed, despite the fact he hadn't sought out other women, considering you were right there, and just right. You never gave each other enough time for it to be anything special, though more and more often, it was Lando leaving you alone, in his bed, when he went to work out, when he ran to do his meetings. You didn't mind, Lando was almost entirely sure, because it was nothing special. It had ended as peacefully as it had begun, and Lando hadn't thought much of it until he found himself lonely in a life he had thought he was fulfilled in.
He saw the same people, tried making new friends, did the exact same routine, but he found himself stuck on the edge of something invisible, something he couldn't understand.Â
He couldn't understand how his socks piled up so easily, or how long it took to put away all the dishes, like he hadn't already done them a million times before. He couldn't understand why his bed felt so cold in such a warm place like Monaco, why people kept asking him if he was alright when he'd never been better.Â
What you and Lando had was nothing special. He was just indulging in the rare chance of normal, loving you to pass the time while he had it, because everything was such a rush around him. He couldn't understand how everything moved so fast, how nights moved so fast, when they used to stretch out so long for him.Â
He couldn't understand why other dates weren't the same. Why they didn't understand what he'd want, predict his next moves, give him that extra space on the other side of the bed because he likes to splay about. He couldn't understand why even his groceries were different, because sure, he's in a new country, with new stores, but it was still the same chocolate, even if it wasn't stolen from ridiculously tall cupboards. He finds your favourite fruit in his basket before he questions it, something he always picked up for mornings he never witnessed, mornings that were not special, where he'd eat the leftovers, even if he didn't like them.Â
He thinks of texting, but then again, you didn't text first. You didn't text often, actually. He only called when he was drunk, and despite his few escapades out at night, there were no new secrets he needed to share, because they didn't really matter anymore. It was nothing special, anymore.Â
He finds himself scrolling through his phone at random hours of the night when time seems to refuse to slow down for him, and it was nothing special, so when he finds the only photo of you on his phone from some night where you both got tipsy and tried to play a minigolf course set up in his living room, he couldn't understand why he had to stare at it to fall asleep, over and over, your smile as you laid on his couch, hands clutched to your stomach in laughter, half of the course knocked over in his footsteps.Â
After another race he loses, he realizes he doesn't have your social media. It doesn't matter, really, considering you didn't know anything about racing, as much as you played along that you did. He thinks he might find you among his followers, but you'd never cared for his fame. He finds your account anyway, private, and it makes sense. You always were private with your life, with what you did outside of the hours spent with him. He's not sure if he knows your job, even if he knows how much you hate his choice in soap, he's not sure he knows the names of any of your friends, even if he knows your aspirations, your dream pets, your first and second favourite colours. He tries to ask other people the same questions, but their answers don't sound the same, answered for the sake of answering, not for the sake of sharing.Â
He goes home, and tries to ignore the draw of going back to his old building, to that door, but he's a man who acts on impulse, unable to keep himself from driving down your street, his street, thinking about what you'd be doing at this hour, and he doesn't understand it. You were just strangers in the night, really, people who found comfort in each other, so why was he so stuck on the thought of you?Â
What you had didn't exist outside of apartments and memories, so how could it occupy every area of his life? The concert he's back home for is a band that he introduced you to, every song tied to some stupid moment nestled together, and as some romantic ballad starts up, he spots you in the crowd, the first time he's seen you outside his and your walls, the first time he'd seen you properly dressed up and not getting undressed. You're all but screaming along to the song, knowing the lyrics like knowing him, and you turn to beam at some friend beside you, and it wasn't anything special, but Lando was jealous of it.Â
You used to smile at him like that, even when he never went out, even when he tried to keep things with you as secret and normal as possible, hidden away from anything that might ruin it, including himself. It was the most selfish, dickish thing he ever did, and you never mentioned it, never brought up your thoughts on it. Lando thought it was mercy, letting him have some normalcy with you. Now, he realizes, it was because he never gave you the space to say something, never gave you the time or the possibility to turn what you'd created into something more.
Now, he realizes, he wants you to look up from your seat and see him staring from the VIP section, and smile at him, and choose him again, because he realizes that's what he's been missing this whole time. He wants you to sing along to a cheesy love song, not because he taught it to you over a drunken night of karaoke, but because you want to say those words to him.
You were always there. He never had to make a choice, only had to show up at your door, but now? It wasn't his choice anymore. He didn't deserve one, anyway. You deserve to choose him, should you want, and god, the thought makes Lando realize how much he wants it. He wants you to choose him because you can, because he mattered to you outside of all the shit he put you through, he wants you to want him outside of the hours of night, because standing here, longing for something he didn't realize he wanted in the first place, maybe it was special.Â
Maybe you made it special.
He buys the last two VIP tickets and gets some security guard to bring you up as he disappears out the back door, leaving behind the music he had once been so excited to hear, now reduced to background noise. His feet take him to your building, time sped up to get him there in what feels like minutes flat. He knows your code to punch into the building, has your spare key in his back pocket just in case, though he could never bring himself to use it. He used to let himself into your apartment like it was his own home, but now, he's forfeited that right. So he sits on the floor next to your door, head rested back against the wall, and wills the hours to speed up to bring you home to him.Â
You get home with more questions than answers, but it doesn't matter. Why you were chosen out of a sea of fans for some random band your friend pulled you along to, with lyrics that haunted you more than you could ever explain, to go to the VIP section, you have no idea. Time had sped up, rushing you through the night faster than you've ever felt, over in just a second for the walk down your hallway to be the longest you've ever experienced, because Lando was at the end of it.Â
Even if it wasn't anything special, you could always sense Lando from a mile away, knew he was here the moment you set foot in your building, having pulled strings and made your night better when he used to never see you out. You could sense him when you went on more dates, when life kept going, when nothing matched. You found yourself longing for things to do, seeking out friends when the silence was too obvious, longing for someone to ask you a question because they wanted to know everything about you, and not to just pass the time.Â
But it was nothing special. What you and Lando had before and after he left didn't matter, even if you wanted it to. And even as you approach him, his eyes closed but not quite at peace, you try to convince yourself it doesn't matter. That he's just back in town for the night and wanted a place to crash, that he wanted one more night, but you were always more than that, even if it wasn't anything special. He always somehow chose you, even when it seemed like he couldn't care less about you. You were always better than him, always something he came back to, even hesitant, like he was afraid you wouldn't be there.Â
But he knew, and you knew. You'd always be there, even if he wasn't. You'd always wait, even if you shouldn't. His eyes crack open to stare up at you, that ridiculous, soft smile instantly plastered over his face.Â
"You're getting glitter on the carpet." He voices quietly, hand reaching out to undo your heel nearest to him, the smallest smattering of glitter falling from your dress to create a halo around you. It suited you, Lando would say if he could stomach it. He finishes one shoe before moving to the next, and you slip out of them easily, despite the fact you're now standing in your stockings in your apartment hallway.Â
Then, you realize, he hadn't kissed you. For once, he doesn't surge up to bring you inside, to get your dress off, you don't plant yourself in his lap, you just stare, time stopped between the two of you. Nothing could move the silence between you, not now, likely not ever. What happened tonight was supposed to happen, whether either of you realized it or not.Â
He wears a VIP bracelet around his wrist, the same as you. He'd given up the concert of some band he loved for you, and you, for once, let yourself read into it. You had been making love with him to pass the time, but by now, it was more than that. You weren't loving him to pass the time, to keep up with what you'd started, because it wasn't just a pastime, wasn't just a hobby. It wasn't just seeking pleasure, even if at times it was. It wasn't just something normal for him, even if at times it was. You were loving him because it had become second nature, outside of everything you did. It was the default, what you reverted back to, as if you had loved each other for years, and not just moments.Â
You loved Lando, and there was nothing special about the thought.
He grabs your shoes as he rises, and you let him into your apartment. He fits like the last piece missing, an absence you'd tried to ignore. He tosses his own shoes off, landing where his dress shoes always used to be, and he drops your heels unceremoniously next to them by the door, cluttered like they were always meant to be side by side. His outstretched arm finds your waist, hesitant, and you don't blame him. Your usual territory was demanding touches, heavy and all-consuming. Coming home to each other like it was a normal night, like you were something domestic, wasn't exactly ever on the table, even if you had done his laundry a hundred times, even if he used to help with your groceries, even if you had kissed and embraced enough times to know exactly what the other person needed.Â
Leaving space for each other was customary, but filling real spaces in each other's lives was not.
"Did you miss me?" His words are low, not quite ego-driven, even if you know he'd use them against you later.
"Of course." Your hand finds his curls, gently sorting through them, those two words the most open you'd been about how you feel about him. You don't ask the same, partially because you don't want to ruin the moment, partially because you already know the answer. He came back to you, but it was still the same, old patterns. It was the middle of the night, and he was looking at you like he could devour you whole, and you'd let him.Â
"Can I kiss you?" He hadn't asked before. He didn't need to, considering the flurry of emotions, the desperation for each other, the limited time you were allotted.Â
The words being spoken aloud stop time in its tracks completely, and you gently place a hand on his chest to feel his heart pounding, an anxiety you'd never experienced from him before. He wanted to kiss you, and he wanted to ask, and you let him. His hand comes up to cradle your cheek, but rather than pushing you back against the door, of it being hot and heavy, it's nothing special. It's a soft, quick kiss, like coming home after a long day at work, a tender thing that never had to be spoken. It's normal, like you've always wanted it to be.Â
There's still that old connection there, from the way his hands tighten on your hips, but he pulls away before he allows himself to indulge for reasons you're both not privy to and yet well aware of. It wasn't that absence had made you fonder of him, or he of you, but it had made you realize that your nights spent together weren't just passing the time, weren't just midnight affairs. Something had broken between you when he left, maybe long before that, and for the first time, you think you might survive the repairs.
"Do you want to stay the night?" You ask, another first, because you never had to ask before. He just did. The path to your bedroom is well worn, but this time, the flurry of clothes was not for each other, but rather to slip into pyjamas. Him tossing you onto the bed was not to get to you there faster, but rather to hear that laugh bubble out of you, wrapped in an old t-shirt he's pretty sure he gave to you.Â
It's the fact that he collapses into the divet he'd created in his side of your bed, unchanged, unoccupied since he left, and you mould around him like you always knew how to, and nothing else happens, because tonight is nothing special. What you and Lando have is nothing special, nothing like the poems about star-crossed lovers, or some front-page headlines. It's just you and him in the bed you made.Â
When your alarm goes off in the morning, he's still there, face hidden in your neck as he snores softly.Â
It's the first time you'd ever heard the sound.Â
a/n: i know its not my typical style but i am going through a situationship of my own that is driving me crazy, so i needed to let that energy out somewhere - enjoy?
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f1 grid (1/2) | sharing the cookie



àšà§ : featuring : max verstappen, lewis hamilton, george russell, carlos sainz, charles leclerc, lando norris, oscar piastri (click here for part two) àšà§ : synopsis (requested by anon) : your f1 boyfriend agrees to try the viral cookie challenge with your toddler⊠only to be hilariously betrayed (inspo: tiktok - click for reference)
àšà§ : genre : comedy àšà§ : word count : 1792
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ᥣđ© a/n : this tiktok trend had me dying and then lawson and hadjar did it with their reserve driver im hollering T-T - also i am so so so sorry for missing my update for friday rip... but its okay ill be back on schedule fr (also the first part will now include lando and oscar because in part two i will be adding isack hadjar and liam lawson cus they were requested to be added and i just cant say no considering they are also on the grid >.<)
Êă»max verstappen
"come on," you said, holding up the phone. "it's just a tiktok. she gets two cookies, you act like you didnât get any, and we see if she shares.â
max crossed his arms. "sheâs two. she doesnât even share her toys with me."
"exactly," you grinned. "thatâs why itâs funny."
he sighed dramatically. "fine. but if she betrays me, iâm eating both next time."
you set up the camera. max sat cross-legged on the living room floor, your daughter bouncing excitedly in front of him. you handed her two cookies. max? none.
"papa doesnât get one?" she asked, blinking up at him.
max pouted like he was a contestant on survivor. "nope. they only gave you cookies."
she blinked again. looked at both cookies. looked at him.
and then.
she. ate. both.
BACK TO BACK.
maxâs jaw dropped. "are you serious?!"
your daughter just licked the crumbs from her fingers and smiled. "yummy!"
you couldnât stop laughing behind the camera.
max dramatically flopped back onto the carpet like he'd just lost a world championship.
"i gave her life. and she gave me nothing."
âsheâs literally two,â you laughed.
"two ruthless," he corrected.
later that night, he snuck her another cookie while she sat in his lap, still chewing like she ran the place.
âyou gonna share this one?â he asked hopefully.
she nodded, broke it in half⊠and gave both pieces to the dog.
max gasped. âthis is targeted.â
you? filming from the corner, crying laughing.
Êă»lewis hamilton
"just act like you donât have any,â you whispered as you handed your daughter two cookies and lewis none.
he raised an eyebrow. "she always shares with me."
"alright then, letâs put that to the test," you grinned, hitting record.
lewis sat cross-legged on the rug, smiling softly at his daughter as she waddled over with a cookie in each tiny hand. she plopped down in front of him, cradling her cookies like they were ancient treasures.
âoh wow,â lewis said, peering at her plate. âthey didnât give me anyâŠâ
she blinked. then blinked again. the gears in her brain visibly turned.
and thenâshe took the biggest bite possible from one cookie, stared him down, and said through a full mouth, âthat sucks.â
your hand flew to your mouth to keep from bursting out laughing. lewis sat there, stunned.
âdid you justââ
she held up a tiny finger. âi need both. for balance.â (balance. you nearly dropped the phone.)
lewis tried not to laugh, but it cracked out of him anyway. âwow. thatâs cold, little miss.â
âlike you when i take your hoodie,â you chimed in from behind the camera.
âsheâs my daughter alright,â lewis muttered, dramatically falling back into the pillows like heâd just been betrayed by his own bloodline. âiâm retiring from parenting,â lewis sighed.
Êă»george russell
george was suspicious from the moment you handed him zero cookies.
âitâs a tiktok trend,â you whispered. âjust pretend itâs normal. letâs see what he does.â
your son plopped down next to george, cradling his two little cookies like they were made of gold. he blinked at his dad. george gave him a soft smile and the most tragic sigh youâd ever heard.
âwow. i didnât get one,â george said, all british melancholy. âguess iâll just sit here⊠cookieless.â
his son looked at him.
then looked at the cookies.
then looked back at him.
and took a very slow bite, still holding eye contact.
george blinked. âright. okay. thatâs⊠noted.â
he cleared his throat, visibly trying to stay composed. âare you sure you donât want to share one with your dear father? the man who changes your nappies?â
another bite.
then your son tilted his head and said, âyou can have one⊠if you say please.â
georgeâs jaw dropped. âare youâ? i taught you that word!â
you had to cover your mouth to keep from snorting. george held his hand out, now looking genuinely betrayed.
âplease,â he said slowly, dramatically. âmay i have one cookie?â
your son stared at the remaining half of his cookie⊠and shoved it in his own mouth. then nodded. âyou said please!â
george looked directly at the camera like he was on the office. âthis is a test. iâm being tested.â
five minutes later, george was spotted making a second batch of cookies with your son sitting proudly on the counter beside him.
âbecause we believe in manners and equality in this household,â he muttered, flour on his shirt.
Êă»carlos sainz
carlos sat on the rug as your daughter waddled in with two chocolate chip cookies and the worldâs biggest smile. her curls bounced with every step, and carlos was already melting before the challenge even began.
âhola, princesa,â he cooed, arms out.
she plopped down next to him and immediately held both cookies to her chest.
âoh, you got two?â he asked, pretending to pout. âthey didnât give any to papa.â
your daughter paused.
she stared at the cookies.
then stared at him.
then without a single ounce of hesitation, she picked up the bigger cookie and gently placed it in carlosâ hand.
âhere, papa,â she said sweetly. âyou can have mine.â
carlos blinked. like, literally stunned into silence.
âyouâre giving me this one?â he asked, glancing down at the cookie like it was made of diamonds. âbut itâs the bigger one.â
she just nodded and leaned into his chest with the other cookie in her hand. âbecause i love you big.â
you gasped behind the camera.
carlosâs entire soul left his body. âay dios mĂo. youâre going to make me cry on tiktok.â
he immediately scooped her into his lap and kissed her cheek a thousand times while she giggled into her cookie.
âte amo, mi corazĂłn,â he whispered. âyouâre the best part of my life.â
then he looked at the camera and pointed. âyou owe her a bakery.â
Êă»charles leclerc
charles was already sitting on the rug, legs crossed, smiling like he had no idea what was coming. (he did. you prepped him. but he was ready to be dramatic.)
when she walked over and sat down with her cookies, he gasped.
âthey gave you two?!â he said, eyes wide. âand none for me?â he held his hands up like he was being robbed. ânothing? pas un seul?â
your daughter blinked, looked down at her plate⊠then back up at him. then she frowned.
ââŠthatâs not fair,â she whispered, clearly distressed.
you could almost hear the little gears turning in her brain. she looked between the cookies like she was about to do intense mathematical calculations.
charles tilted his head, still acting sad. âitâs okay. you donât have to share. iâll just⊠starve.â
âpapa,â she gasped. âno starving!â then â and this was the most leclerc moment â she picked up one cookie and broke it perfectly in half like it was a fine art.
she handed him one full cookie⊠and then added half of the other one.
âthere,â she said seriously. ânow you have un et demi.â
charles looked at the cookie halves in his hands like heâd just been gifted the crown jewels.
âyou gave me more than one?â he asked, visibly moved. âare you sure?â
she nodded proudly. âbecause iâm smart.â
you nearly dropped the phone from trying not to wheeze.
charles pulled her into his lap and kissed the top of her head, murmuring, âyou are so smart, mon amour. and kind. i will never forget this act of generosity.â
she grinned. âyou owe me a cookie later.â
charles blinked. ââŠfair.â
Êă»lando norris
âthis is going to be so easy,â lando whispered as you handed his child two cookies and him none.
you raised a brow. âconfident.â
he flashed you a grin. âtheyâre obsessed with me. iâm definitely getting one.â
you pressed record.
lando sat down on the floor, stretching his legs out, watching as your toddler toddled over like they were on a very serious cookie delivery mission. two chocolate chip cookies, one in each fist. determined eyes. crumbs already forming and not a bite had been taken.
âthose look so good,â lando said, dramatically clutching his chest. âbut⊠they didnât give me any. thatâs a bit sad, huh?â
your child blinked at him. looked at the cookies. then back at him.
then smiled.
âoh, dada,â they said sweetly, holding up one cookie⊠only to immediately lick it and take the tiniest nibble ever.
lando stared. âdid you justâ?â
they held out the now-slightly-soggy cookie. âyou can have this one.â big proud grin.
lando, who wouldâve accepted literal dirt from this kid, took it with wide eyes. âwow⊠thank you⊠so much.â
then, as he brought it to his mouth, they shrieked:
âWAIT! NOT THAT ONE! THAT WAS MINE!â
they snatched it back. both cookies now secured.
lando looked into the camera like he was betrayed by his own flesh and blood. âwhat just happened to me?â
you nearly dropped the phone from laughing. âyou got hustled by a toddler.â
âshe literally baited me,â he muttered. âi respect it.â
later, he brought out a secret third cookie from the kitchen.
your toddler gasped. âdada! whereâd you get that?!â
he winked. âthe real cookie challenge is knowing where we hide the backups.â
Êă»oscar piastri
âi really donât think theyâll give me one,â oscar whispered as you handed your toddler two cookies and him none.
you raised an eyebrow. âwhy?â
he shrugged. âthey like sharing with you more. they say iâm too quiet.â
you stifled a laugh and hit record.
oscar sat down on the rug, legs folded neatly, as your toddler waddled over proudly â one cookie in each chubby hand, already taking careful little bites out of the edges.
âoh,â oscar said softly. âthey gave you two cookies?â
his kid blinked, wide-eyed. âyeah!â
oscar smiled. âwow. i didnât get anyâŠâ
there was a beat of silence. your toddler looked at their cookies. then at oscar.
then back at the cookies.
then very slowly, they scooted closer, placed one cookie in his lap⊠and gently patted his knee.
âyou can have this one. because i love you and i donât want you to feel sad.â
oscar literally froze. like system shut down. the only movement was the slow widening of his eyes.
âwait,â he whispered, âare you trying to make me cry?â
your toddler beamed. âdonât cry! eat!â
you had to hide behind the kitchen counter to keep from audibly sobbing.
oscar looked straight at the camera, voice half-choked. âi wasnât emotionally prepared for this challenge.â
he reached over, pulled them gently into his lap, and kissed the top of their head. âyouâre too good for this world.â
later, you found the uneaten cookie in the fridge with a note (scribbled by oscar) taped to it:
âfor my favourite teammate.â
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