eushiloh

[eushiloh]

it HURTS it hurts to write endings but hey, who knows, we could reopen and all of this is pointless BUT if you would like to see how my kiddos wrapped up their little lives and what not, please inquire below hehehehe

this is gonna be for all three, i aint got time to post on each page.

tw: drug use, near death, mental illness

SHILOH: okay, miss shiloh here, your favorite sleepy little bug. basically, she barely skated by graduating but she did it. earning her degree in dance, she set off to be a professional dancer, going on a few tours either as a backup dancer or a choreographer for really big artists (halsey, ariana grande, little mix, doja cat to name a few). during her time as a professional dancer however, she ran into nicolai when she was in the same city as him. she didn’t know he was there on some mission khilone sent him on, and almost got attacked by a monster, had he not stepped in to defend her. whatever monster it was ended up doing on damage on nic, shiloh summoned up her shapeshifting abilities to fought it away, then stayed by nicolai’s side until he was better. they grew closer and mended their relationship, shiloh teaching him he’s only a pawn in his godly parent (and real life father’s) game. eventually after her tour is over, they move back to denmark together and get a really nice house, nicolai helps fund shiloh’s first big dance studio where she teaches kids and teens. they end up having two kiddos together, it’s real cute innit. 

DAXTON: oof, okay, this is gonna be a lil sad and rough but here we go. dax was up to his usual fuck shit, gambling in shady rings with shady people, messing around with people’s hearts, you know how he does. his addictions start to get the best of him, and when his guard is down, he got stabbed by someone who robbed him. yikes, big yikes. when he’s in the hospital, getting treated, he ends up sort of having a realization whenever he almost dies and gets to talk to his grandmother and mother. it’s still a struggle when he gets out not to fall back into bad habits as he sort of becomes depressed (oof), however, his close bond with momo grows despite him sort of screwing her over in the past. they end up in a really healthy relationship with momo getting him help and therapy and all that good stuff. she truly becomes a light in his darkness, eventually he proposes and they live happily ever after. he helps fund her business when she opens her big greenhouse, it’s cute....even if dax doesnt deserve it. >.>

TEDDY: the golden boy himself, he quickly becomes zeus’s pride and joy. yuck, BUT he wears it proudly like you would expect. teddy is a big quester, went on a BUNCH and almost died like five times but much like a cat with nine life’s, he’s still kicking. he manages to graduate, but doesn’t really end up using his degree. instead he moves back to new york and takes a role as one of the leaders of camp half blood, helping new demi gods and training them, he’s a great role model and spokesperson. while back in new york, his sister tricks him into going to see virginia in her broadway show, they end up reconnecting and teddy helps her go to therapy and get better at coping with her feelings. teddy then proposes to her after a few years, at the playground they first met. they are happy, little shits.

[eushiloh]

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anton: ladybugs are very cute. i love ladybugs. you can be my lady(bug).

anton: ...🥵. my mouth can keep your mouth company, though.

anton: oh, thanks! i'm really good at drums for some reason. how are you feeling now, btw? you good?

anton: i don't really know if i can thank you enough for being at the right place at the right time. i really needed that.

shiloh: well look at us, two bugs. my, of the lady sort and you of the....ant sort.

shiloh: i don't doubt that for a second.

shiloh: probably because it's a good way to let out all your energy, either way, i'm honored to be joypills number one girl fan. i'm feeling good, sorry i was a little...loopy.

shiloh: i might've been a little bit of a mess, but i'm a supportive mess! so it was my pleasure.

[eushiloh]

eucarly​:

♡

Carly laughed at the rhyme; she was lucky to have a best friend like Shiloh, who didn’t care when she was covered in grass stains and had dirt under her fingernails. She held up the monstera carefully and showed her the roots that she was carefully untangling. “You have to break up the root ball when it gets all squished together in its pot like that so it can keep growing. She’s getting a new home today,” she told her, and nodded toward the new, larger pot, ceramic painted pale pink. “Yeah? Anything I’ll get to see soon?” she asked, perking up.

          THE MERE SOUND OF her friend’s laughter causes a grin to break out onto her face, shiloh liked to be put together but as a dancer it was a nasty reality when she was a kid that it wasn’t possible. you would sweat, you would bleed, your knees would be bruises and dirty by the end of a practice...it was just a fact of life. “seriously, when are we going to go to a plant shop because i have no idea where to start. also, i might need something easy to care for, i get a little...” and she motioned to her head, tapping her temple before twirling the same finger up to the sky. her head was always in the clouds, remembering to water plants might not be her strong suit, “that or, you just have to come hang out with me every day.” she was only half joking as she plopped down on the steps near carly, leaning against the railing as she sighed out, “maybe, it needs some serious elbow grease.”

[eushiloh]

eucarly​:

where: in front of the aphrodite house who: closed for @eushiloh​

“Be careful, there’s dirt everywhere.” Carly looked up just long enough to flash a quick smile at Shiloh, too focused on the task at hand to stop. Her hands were covered with damp soil and she was carefully breaking apart her monstera’s root ball for repotting. “Where have you been? I haven’t seen you in almost twenty-four hours, that feels like a really long time.”

          WHEN IT CAME TO PEOPLE shiloh found herself spending time with, carly’s was slowly easing her way to the top of the list. the blonde just enjoyed being around her, finding a comfortably in a person had always been one of her favorite things, so here she stood in front of the aphrodite house with a gentle smile as the girl worked on her plants, “a little dirt never hurt.” shiloh mentioned with a scrunch of her nose, walking over to observe a little closer, “what’re you doing? what is that?” she really needed her gal pal to show her the whole plant thing, her room was sorely lacking, “me? oh, i was working on this new routine, i tend to sort of disappear when i get inspired but after the carnival i was just overwhelmed with all these ideas and....yeah.” 

[eushiloh]

SYDNEY SWEENEY as CASSIE HOWARD chronologically in every episode of EUPHORIA (season one, 2019)

[eushiloh]

rioneu​:

breaking into the hypnos house had never proved to be a challenge before and rion lets himself in like he was the one who lives there. given all the time he spends with shiloh, he may as well live there, grabbing a drink from the kitchen there before he shows himself up to shiloh’s room. with a hum, his shoes left outside the door to her room, he collapses onto her bed, gently pulling cloud onto his chest to cuddle with the cat. taking a nap, he wakes up at the sound of a door opening, one eye opening to see shiloh. “fucking took you long enough.” / @eushiloh

                  DANCE BAG HITCHED UP on her shoulder, the blonde was humming the tune of her new routine under her breath, pushing open the door to her personal ra room only to jump back a bit at the sight of rion curled up on her bed. “gods, you scared me!” shiloh whisper-yelled as she shook her head, tossing her bag to the side as a smile spread across her face as she practically skipped to her bed. “i see cloud has been keeping you company though, hopefully you weren’t stuck waiting for too long. sorry, i got wrapped up in this new dance and-” waving it off, she jumped onto her bed, plopping onto her side as she shoots him an apologetic smile, “i’m glad you’re here though, i missed you.”

[eushiloh]

eunicolai​:

♔

Hate. There’s really no other word more fitting for what he feels towards himself as they awkwardly stand by the sidewalk, both of them seemingly waiting for something to leave the other’s lips… and both of them knowing too damn well that something will never be spoken. Not here, not now, probably not ever. He stands and listens and observes, all while hating this version of himself– not entirely gone is the version of that proud boy with devine blood flowing through his veins, but there’s this vulnerability too, in his smiles and in his words… the way they’re so carefully chosen instead of confidently spoken with that way of his that brought many to step down and vow their heads in submission. It’s strange if you come to think about it, the way a person like him ended up tangled up not merely physically with the soft girl that stood before him– but it’d come to make sense eventually and perhaps that’s the most frightening thing of all. He watches, notices, and is sure the other is aware of his knowing too. He’s been trained to know the tells of people ( or creatures ) when in a fight, to be able to read them– not only their fears but their weaknesses, the truths spoken through their’s souls windows without their permission. With Shiloh he might’ve applied those same techniques once upon a time as he leaned against walls with that dashing smile, main goal of the day being she looked him in the eye for the duration of their conversation. He now doesn’t need to. He knows her, as she knows him too and on her entire being he finds something that both makes him draw back from the aching and growing distance it secures… and makes Nicolai want to the the exact opposite as he catches something that resembles doubt in her eyes.

I never miss a good sunset, she reminds him and it does the trick as a memory of golden lights up in the back of his mind. A smile lingers at the touch of the memory and the man cocks his head to the side… for a second and then two. The space between his actions the only tell of his hesitation as Nicolai steps closer– not caring about what it might make her feel, what she might come to think. She’d walked out, either way. She’d walked out and left him with keys in his hands and a puzzled look on his face as for the first time he’d at least been willing to consider someone else’s entrance and she’d refused. So Nicolai figures he’s well within his right to do as he pleases, as he reaches over and places the bag on his shoulder instead and nods towards their new destination. “We better hurry then”.

                    THERE WAS A TIME when seeing nicolai brought this overwhelming rush of comfort, of safety as she would run into his arms and he would twirl her around, and things just felt so right. a simple reminder of being home, the memory of fresh baked bread as they strolled down the pavement, it was all a distant memory that she would cling onto in the back of her mind. now their time together had been replaced with tension, tension she knew damn well was her fault, for breaking the trust he’d given her the day she walked away from him. the look on his face was one she couldn’t get out of her mind, and she’d tried her hardest to wipe it clean, but his eyes haunted her and the way the hurt and confusion washed over him as she simply said ‘i can’t do this anymore’. it was a common tale for the blonde, after nicolai she’d done the same to another, breaking their hearts before she had the chance to be made out like some lovestruck fool. but even as they stand here together, shiloh fidgeting in her place as nicolai just stood there, she can’t help but be selfish in the happiness she finds that he doesn’t just walk away from her altogether. her wide eyed gaze moves to look over his face, those handsome features forever etched into her mind, trying to offer whatever smile she could manage despite the ache in her chest.

                  BUT THEN HE’S MOVING closer to her, the space between them closing as she picks up the familiar smell of him again, triggering an onset of several memories, it was times like this she wished she wasn’t a child of hypnos. her memories always more vivid, more intense as she swallows down the nerves radiating through her delicate frame. as he takes the bag off her shoulder, she lets out a small breath of surprise, “oh-” but she wanted this, she wanted him to joing her as selfish as it was, so she couldn’t even act surprised as she tucked some of her golden locks behind her ear, “yeah, i guess we should.” shiloh murmurs, although there’s a tiny smile tugging up the corner of her plush lips, slowly beginning the short walk to the spot she was heading to. “thanks for carrying that, i’m not going to lie, i had a practice earlier and my body is killing me....and i tend to overpack for sunset views.” something he was probably already very aware of, she was sure. nevertheless, she gives him a look of appreciation before she quickly moving her gaze away. 

[eushiloh]

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anton: wdym???

anton: your eyes are so friggin gorgeous!

anton: besides, the bigger the better, amirite?

anton: ...yeah, i tried to unsend it, but my fingers are just too fast and efficient sometimes. sigh.

shiloh: i mean, when i was little i looked like a bug, but this girl once told me that ladybugs are cute so i just try to remember that.

shiloh: i can't argue with the fast fingers, but still, please...if you keep that up, my mouth won't be full of anything.

shiloh: btw, your set at the carnival was wicked.

[eushiloh]

eufletch​:

☆

The ride lifted off for another go round, and Rhys figured he had at least a few moments to stand and talk to her before she was off again, distracted by the bright lights or the spinning of the ride. He leaned back against the barrier and folded his arms over his chest. “Hermes, yeah. Got the speed, the good looks, the petty crime. I’ve never met Hypnos. D’you take after your dad, you think?” At this point he probably would have taken any nickname she gave him. His imagination and foolish romantic tendencies were taking over, imagining their first date and what kind of dog they’d adopt together. “Cheetah? Cheetah, I like it. Sounds kinda badass. They’re actually quite skittish, cheetah’s, don’t know if you knew that. Zoos give them golden retrievers as companions, so they don’t get anxiety. Like an emotional support pet, but for another animal. Bit weird. But, um. Cheetah. Cheetah works, cheetah’s good.”

             IT ALL ADDED up, his godly parentage, especially after he mentioned his speed earlier. she was fairly familiar with hermes, being a close friend to anton and all, it was a shocker that they hadn’t crossed paths until now. “petty crime, huh? so you’re a bad boy?” shiloh teased with shimmering eyes, peering up at him as he asked about her father. hypnos really doted on the blonde, being ra of the cabin and all, she was very well versed in traveling the dream world. but parent bonding was a touchy subject for her, especially father figures, the revolving door of men who promised her a father were too many to keep track of. “i mean, hypnos is a really chill guy, very much a meditate and breathe mentality which is totally cool. we get along quite nice.” and it was the truth, a small smile on her lips as she leaned back against the railing, palms itching to get on these swings. “wait, seriously? they have their own pets? wouldn’t they like, try to eat them? i never would’ve known that, i guess you learn something new every day?” her gaze floats back over to him now, head falling to the side as she looks him over, “yeah, i think it fits you. just don’t run away just yet, we have a ride to swing on.”

[eushiloh]

[eushiloh]

SYDNEY SWEENEY via Instagram story

[eushiloh]

@eucarly

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[eushiloh]

eugrant​:

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            IF THERE WAS ONE person in this world, in this reality, in this existence, that he would happily bend over backwards for, follow into the depths of the underworld, sacrifice everything to please, it would definitely be shiloh. anton hasn’t always had the best experience when it comes to romantic relationships, mostly because he could never be as reliable as others needed him to, but there was no doubt in his mind that she could make him try harder, perhaps even the hardest he has ever tried in his entire life. “you’re sweeter.” the words found no resistance as they escaped his lips, like whispers in the wind, though definitely more audible between them. when his dark brown eyes found themselves on her lips again, he didn’t even notice his tongue slipping out discreetly to wet his own, as if a thirst was soon to be quenched. “yes.” there was no other answer that lingered in his head, no other option or choice for him to ponder on and on and on, and it came out as quickly, probably even quicker, as his fingers slowly, carefully, glided over her chin. there was nothing left to say, nothing left to think about, as anton did as he was told, her voice soothing music to his ears. the taste of her lips, the warmth of her breath, spurred his heart to race, his pulse to quicken, as if he needed to do this, savor this, all this, before his time comes up. in between the brief moment when their lips parted again, his arms on his waist, just mere inches separating them from each other, a playful smirk streaked across his lips. “you love me the most, right?” he teased again, a part of him wanting to hear her say yes, even though in the grand scheme of things, he was already contented even if he just ends up with this single moment in time. “if this is just a dream, i better not wake up.”  he kissed her again. and again. and again. as much as he could. as much as she’d allow him to. there was no better motivation for the hapless drummer of levi’s band, for the son born of misguided bravado and ill fortune. in his head, he had spoken three more words to her. shame his mouth was full.

                 WRAPPING ANTON AROUND her finger wasn’t exactly the game plan when they first met, when they crossed paths originally, shiloh was rather put off by the son of hermes and his crazy antics. but slowly and surely, he wormed his way into her bed, and she had to say that she wasn’t let down despite her initial reservations around him. now here they were, her false annoyance with him pretty much melted away by the effects of the drug pumping through her body, his compliments making her melt into him just as her touch made him melt into her. “you’re flattering me, ant.” the blonde hummed out, fingers toying with the boy’s long strands, slipping through the spaces of her nimble fingers. the bait of a kiss was quickly taken, anton grasping at it quickly whenever he tipped her chin up and his lips met her. the mere touch alone with amplified by her state of mind, a soft sigh slipping through her nose as she kissed him back without little to no hesitation. while he might’ve been a little unstable, being wrapped up in him was intoxicating that she didn’t mind a bit of uncertainty, his question making her giggle against his mouth, “you’re ridiculous.” shiloh breathed out, a small tugging up the corner of her lips as they brushed against his, “guess you’ll just have to take that risk when it comes to me.” she teased before he moved to kiss her again, over and over, taking the air from her lungs and suffocating her in the most beautiful way. she knew that if he had it his way, they would be doing this (among other things) all night, but as the blonde pushed up against him she heard someone call out about the band. breathlessly, she pulled away, doe-like eyes gazing up at him, “i think that’s your cue?”

[eushiloh]

[eushiloh]

eucarly​:

♡

Carly knew a little about the Hypnos powers from being close to Shiloh and Adelaide, but she still struggled to wrap her head around the reality of having friends who could slip into the form of an entirely different being with a little magical prowess. She was a scientist at heart, had spent her life studying biology despite knowing that the gods existed. “I don’t really know much about it, but it doesn’t sound like you’re doing that badly. You could be a butterfly or a dove or a swallow. That’s amazing.” As they sat, Carly finally began to feel a little bit like she was coming back to Earth. The breeze lifted her hair away from her shoulders and she shivered, goosebumps erupting at the way it felt caressing her skin. “I always wanted to be a bird when I was little. Or a ladybug, or a dolphin. Anything that had a chance of getting the hell out of Texas. I would’ve killed to do what you do.”

          THE POWERS HER GODLY parent bestowed upon her could be, for a lack of better terms, a little overwhelming. whispers of her house being the most dangerous on campus due to it’s sleepy state it put you in always made her sad, because her comfy cabin was one she wanted to be welcoming. often times people sought it out like a safe haven, or even sought her out, helping get some sleep and trusting her to be near them in such a vulnerable state, it was flattering. “it’s weird, to take the shape of something new, certainly something to get used to.” shiloh huffed out, although her mouth fell open in a soft ‘o’ shape as she heard the ideas of new forms, “a ladybug...i never thought about that, that’s so cute....texas? i’ve never been to the states, i pretty much stayed in copenhagen unless i was going to camp but, i get it. look at us now, right?” she offered, nudging the dark haired demi-goddess as she tucked her head into her shoulder.

[eushiloh]

eufletch​:

☆

They stop at the end of the line for the swing ride, and Rhys looks up. This carnival does seem to have some extreme luck for him tonight, his pockets full to prove it, but perhaps the nicest memory he’ll take with him is something he didn’t have to steal. “Certainly puts anything I can do to shame,” he tells her. “Though if you ever need a good sprinter, I’m your guy.” He arches an eyebrow and looks down at her beaming face. “Fine, good, yeah. I can roll with Butterfly if you want to be Butterfly. What’ll my name be then, if we’re going undercover tonight?”

              THE LIGHTS BOUNCING from surface to surface were enough to give iris a run for his money, and she was totally entranced by them as she stood beside this sweet boy. her brows raised as her glossy gaze moved over to him now that he spoke, a small smile tugging on the edges of her plump lips, “a sprinter? so, i’m assuming....hermes?” shiloh muses with a tilt of her head, golden locks falling over her shoulder in tandem, “mmmm, let’s see.” her brows knit together as she ponders a good name for him, stepping back and giving him a once over before snapping her fingers as if it came to her, “cheetah, because like, you’re fast! i assume you’re fast, if you say you’re a good sprinter?”

[eushiloh]

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anton: that's 🥵 ngl

anton: the eyes rolling back into your head but also the staring. you have gorgeous eyes, dream girl.

anton: you want some mozzarella in your mouth later?

anton: ...

anton: okay that last line was horrible. this is why i do emojis.

shiloh: i used to hate my eyes, they are so big but, there's not much i can do about it so....if you like them, then they'll do.

shiloh: ........

shiloh: i threw up, i cannot believe u said that.