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It's official. Yesterday morning, I had to resign from my job. I was terrified of having to go into work and terrified of having to quit.

I assumed I'd be able to just quit and focus on getting better, but last night, I was in the ER with a migraine lasting three hours and with stroke symptoms again.

I've a long road to recovery ahead, and I'll be stuck at home for a while.

Tinnitus is also shite. I had a migraine Thursday night last week, and since then, it hasn't stopped.

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So I'm going to be very in and out for a bit; we can say it's a semi-hiatus again, though I'm here in the backend for sure, but I'm not doing well mentally to be as active as I want to be.

I work in a nursery and have never been allergic to plants more than the average.

In 2020 I suffered with migraine attacks that impacted me heavily, but I got through them and have been going strong even with the damage that it dealt me.

Well, I'm six months into working at my job and I'm dealing with intense migraine attacks again, to the point of stroke symptoms.

This past week I have had three, which means I'm having them every other day. Which isn't a good sign for me because it could mean I'm starting up like I did back in 2020.

It also means I may have to quit my job because it's 95% possible the migraines have been brought on by the plants I am working around.

I'm taking every precaution to not have these attacks, and yet still I'm having them. My first one this week terrified me because it happened during work, and that has never happened before; it's always been at home, and it has really affected things for me.

Considering how the economy is, I know if I quit my job now, I will probably not have one for months...even if I scrimp and just pay my big bills. I'll probably only have enough money to last me three at the most before finding another job.

I'm on edge, and I apologize for the drop, but I'd rather people understand the struggle than think I'm ignoring people...because I don't want to ignore anyone, but I'm just so all over the place right now.

I'm not certain where to take my first step into the unknown.

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open to anyone;

Why did they keep looking at her like that? What did it mean? What did it matter so much that their eyes felt like they bore into her? "Stop it!" She spoke quickly before Taggie let her eyes come up to meet them. "I-I know you believe this is all a game, b-but it means something to me!"

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open to anyone;

The possibilities, the endless nature of everything when you were at the top. "You behave as if I'm trying to poison you. All I asked is if you'd like a drink." Rupert took a sip of his glass of scotch, looking the person next to him over. "It was only an offer, a kindness, not a flirtation." Though he wouldn't mind if it had been, they were just a bit too stiff, a bit too worried over something.

"What do you need? I'll do my best to accommodate, but you can't just stand there in misery all night."

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....so I decided to load up 'Rivals' on my kindle last night and start reading. I can say I already hate Tony so much more having started this book.

-_-

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So I'm back to watching 'Rivals,' and in the midst of it want to write as either 'Taggie' or 'Rupert.' If there is anyone that wants to start some plots based on the pair, I will easily play the opposite.

I'll admit I'm more in favor of Taggie but will easily attempt being Rupert.

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The kid was all over the place, probably trying to cover up something. He was too anxious, too jittery. "You're a worse liar than my son, but also an easy one to spot, which means you're not here to blackmail me." Was he a new reporter? He perked up at the mention of Jameson, which made him feel like the two were linked. "I don't know what a Spider-Man is; is that some code or something?" It was a few years off for that; Oscorp wasn't even at that point in experimenting.

"What are you, like, fifteen or sixteen? Decide to sneak into the building for some science project research. I just need you to be honest with me, kid. I don't want to have to call the police."

❝no, i, look –❞ peter knew that he was blabbering at this point so it was probably good that this man decided to stop him. he sighed and fell silent though his hands were still fidgeting just as his restless mind in trying to make sense of what had happened. he wasn't really sure himself. just that he was home and next second he was here, wherever that might be. different time, different place. a different universe. was there a different him somewhere as well? 

the man in front of him looked familiar—awfully familiar—but what else was peter supposed to do other than following him inside when he randomly appeared in front of the osborn's office? jumping through the window didn't seem like a good idea. 

❝i –❞ peter took another deep breath. ❝wait, jonah jameson is here too?❞ at least something similar to his universe. ❝i mean, no, i don't read him at all. is he writing something bad? um... something about the spider-man?❞ 

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STAR TREK: THE NEXT GENERATION (1987-1994) “True Q” (6.06)

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THE MUMMY (1999)

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Jorah's heart had a moment of ease when she spoke those few words. He knew with her conviction that it would be true. That Daenerys would be the one to truly unite the kingdoms again. His eyes fell on his queen when he noticed her turning to look at him. Her words were kind, and just in that moment, knowing she might wish for them to be true. "Between now and then, Kahleesi, we have many challenges to face; Bear Island is far in the back of my mind. It is a distant memory that if I see it again, I know I will remember it just as it was." There was not a hint of sadness when he spoke, but it was clear he cared for his former home.

"Here I stand, Kahleesi; my home, my place, will always be near you." Mormont had chosen his place long ago: to stand at her side, to stand ever near. "I have no claim over my home, but you, you are the rightful queen of the seven kingdoms." A light smirk came before he shifted to move toward the side of the ship.

"Dragonstone sits and waits for you. Bear Island, well, I'm certain the rightful Mormont has claimed its place. One not exiled for their own desperate choices."

daenerys listened to his speech, her throat tightening in the process as she kept her gaze fixed on the waves beneath them. she recognized how much truth jorah put into his words, how much it all mattered to him, how he missed his home while realizing that it was never perfect and at the same time never to be the same again. 

❝i will,❞ she said in regard to his last sentence. she had no desire to be a queen over charred bones and ashes. no, she will bring justice to westeros, breaking the wheel once and for all. ❝i swear.❞

then daenerys turned to him, her gaze landing on the elder knight. ❝and about bear island... i will make sure that you see your old home again, jorah. that you will be able to call it home again if you wish to.❞ she had never thought before about what would happen to jorah when she became a queen of the seven kingdoms. would he stay by her side on dragonstone? or would he leave her, going north? 

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"Well, aren't you a sad sort? You really think I'd put us in a situation where we'd get killed? I'm not that piss-poor of a person." Jonathan tells the man next to him that even he knew this was a bit more danger than he expected to come across. "Mentally bad, a fish? Honestly, we need to throw you into these situations more often. You need to meet people."

" I been in mentaly bad things in my life, and Ia have a fish at home" He rather not die, like ever.

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"Oh, come on, if you believe this is bad, you've not been in enough bad situations."

"I swear it's not what you think. I know from your point of view it's bad, but…it's not as bad as you believe."

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"I swear it's not what you think. I know from your point of view it's bad, but…it's not as bad as you believe."

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Jonathan Carnahan {The Mummy Trilogy}

FACE CLAIM: John Hannah AGE: Late 30s STATUS: Alive SEXUALITY: Straight OCCUPATION: Entrepreneur

ACTIVE UNIVERSE: The Mummy

STANDARD BIO:

Jonathan was born in London in 1910 in a rich family. He and his sister Evelyn became interested in exploration and Jonathan loved finding treasure. Jonathan wanted to set himself up as a famous treasure hunter, but he was too incompetent to do so and was reduced to stealing from real explorers.

DEVELOPMENTAL BIO:

Jonathan for the most part is set in stone by the placement of his character in the movies. He's a thief in part, a scholar in part and a true loyal brother. Though he's not as competent as most he will do everything to the best of his ability.

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I'm really just trying to let myself in enjoy writing but I'll admit it's difficult more than not.