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De Canfranc a Somport ( frontera entre España y Francia). Subida y bajada. Altura Canfranc estación 1.190 metros. Altura Somport 1632 metros. 21- mayo-2021

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Today's Flickr photo with the most hits shows the little Spanish village of Aribe, Navarra, situated on the river Irati.

A lovely old bridge bridge spans the river there. Gordon and I crossed it en route from Pamplona to Pau (France). Avoiding the main routes, we crossed the Pyrenees at Puerto de Larrau. An exhilarating drive.

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Pyrenees Mountains, Pierre Vignaux.

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Spanish Pyrenees 

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Uldis Knakis

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“Lupine Season 🌿” by | Steffen Fossbakk

Skógafoss, Skógar, Iceland

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Iceland, europe

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A remote town in Iceland

© norrisniman

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Iceland | benstraussphotography

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Craters in Iceland by h0rdur

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“Life goes on, so don’t waste your time worrying about your mistakes.”

— Unknown

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Dec 1, 2021

11:56 am

It's December everybody~ 2021 is almost done! Wow.. 2021 just passed like that, in a blink :( Well, thanks to new comer named Covid-19 for ruining our 2020-2021 era. After a year, I tried hard to accept the situation no matter what. Not being able to travel freely, constantly having fear and worries around others, I am done with those things. Well, after all, It also helped to me realize that I truly am introvert~ not meeting others for long time doesn't bother me that much. For past 2 years, the amount of hang outs or meeting others for catching up can be counted with my fingers~ Generally, I met people when they asked me first. Beside that, combo laptop - Wi-Fi - phone are enough to accompany me for all day long. I don't know if it's a good thing or not, but too much interaction with human beings these days are hard and drained me.

As usual, end of year always feels colder, emotional and blue for me. Long time ago, I read about Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) and don't know why but feel relate to the symptoms. Well, till these days, I haven't receive any professional helps to be honest, not because I am afraid, but mostly because I am not ready, that's different everybody. I've put my mind for it for long time, but financially, I still prepare it. Back to SAD, since early Fall *I live in 2-season country btw, but still Fall-winter months in here also cold, due the heavy rain * my sleep pattern is gradually getting worse. I thought I've overcome my sleeping trouble but it back again, and it suck. It's hard to wake up in the morning, and I ruined my diet also~ I hope until winter is over, I won't do funny thing for the time being. Well, 2021 is almost over, holidays is coming *sad, I think I won't be able to spend Christmas with my fam this year*, cold weathers are coming too, hope you all will have a good December~ be happy always, everybody, you are enough and precious~ peace out, love, Ev

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Nov 21,

last 20s!! End of 20s era y’all~

Today is my last day of being 20s~ I spent my whole day with binge-watching Workman *YouTube series* ahaha~ Well, as expected, the numbers of people around me who still remember me were decreasing~ Bit bitter, but at some point, I don’t think much about that. Those people who I called bestie didn’t send me any messages, wait only one, and she is someone who I’ve never meet again for past 10 years? Well, I also take a part on drifting people away from my own life, so I no longer feel bad about that. During a week prior my last 20s day, I got a news from home about my mom would have a surgery soon, that news kind of scaring me, because too many bad news nowadays. 

Btw, I become moreeeee introverted than ever, but that’s okay, human beings scare me, and make me tired. I really need a fur buddy 😭 But my current situation won’t allow me, I have no good environment for them, neither enough financial support. Next year, I really want to try to find new stable opportunity so I can move out and adopt my dream fur buddy or baby. It will be good for my mental stability too, i think. Living alone in big city kind of scary and bit lonely sometimes. 

Btw, congrats for me for surviving throughout 20s days~ you’ve made it~ you’ve done well, Ev~ really.

Ev, your 20s are amazing, I hope you know that. It’s time for you to truly expand yourself, be ready for that~ 

BTW, super mega duper thank you for BTS~ without them, this girl can’t imagine what will happen to her back in 2016. Purple you, forever and always

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Just a happy admirer 😘

Hello, world, Ev's here. Been having this acc since long time ago, but never post something, haha 😁~ Now I have a reason to post here~

Well, the first post will be dedicated to someone who is getting further away than ever right now. You, someone who's been in cold yet beautiful land since a quiet long time~ I just noticed that you were no longer stay in your homeland. My bad to never asked or put more attention on you~ I thought you will stay in your homeland for good. Btw the place where you stay or live right now is one of BTS' destinations for BV 🤣 Miaaan, I couldn't help to not notice that. How's there? Is that great? Cold? Are you healthy? I hope you are all good out there.

These days rarely do I feel down over someone's achievement or live, but after I saw you having a great time *I assumed from your pic tehee* inside a library in cold land, suddenly my mind went "shoot, what I've done here.. what am I doing so far?" suddenly felt like I was a failure. No, rather than see you as a rival or someone to compete, I see you as my spirit booster and someone l look up to. someone I really want to show and know that I'm fine and I'm doing a lot. My last messages were stupid and silly, I know. I was ashamed till these days to be honest.

Shall I contact you again? Maybe at Christmas? Like what I used to do, annual greetings.. 😌 f, I don't want to be as awkward and conscious as now, but I can't help. I always am afraid that I will disturb or make you uncomfortable, I don't want to be seen as weirdo as well, what should I do, hon? This situation is killing me for years. I miss you so so much, always missing you, no cap~