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Holy wow 🔥🔥🔥
UNTOUCH-UP
Tattoo Artist!Lee Minho x Reader | Exes. Ink. Unfinished business. And nowhere left to run.
🔞synopsis: Tattoo Artist AU. You go in for a touch-up. He’s the one holding the machine. Your ex. The one who fucked you like he loved you—and left like he didn’t. Now he’s working on your skin again. And you’re both trying not to fall back in. Too late. You never stopped wanting him. He never stopped being yours. This time, he’s not letting go.
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💌a/n: bro. BRO. i am ✨deceased✨ this fic nearly ate me alive. i was so lazy writing it my brain was just like . . . O.O static noise the ENTIRE time. BUT I DID IT. I DID IT. SHE’S DONE. Minho's demon dick: delivered. Tattoo angst: served. You: ruined. also not me having a day™️ — my cat knocked over a potted flower like she pays rent in this house?? broke the damn pot. soil everywhere. ON. THE. CARPET. and guess who was sitting in the mess like a chaotic forest gremlin? her. the criminal. not even sorry. anyway enjoy the filth I bled for <3 p.s. reblog for minho's sake. he worked very hard. p.p.s. if you read this and didn’t moan once, you're lying. p.p.p.s. minho said “mine” and I folded like a lawn chair in a hurricane.
⚠️ warnings: 18+ ONLY | MINORS DNI | Exes to lovers with years of tension | Fingering (f. receiving), oral sex (f. receiving), face riding | Protected sex because Minho is a King | Overstimulation, squirting, rough sex | Hair pulling, light choking, possessive behavior | Filthy talk™ and degrading praise | Clit play so intense you might ascend | Reader is gone. dumb. dripping | Minho lives upstairs. You live upstairs now too. It’s canon.
📌 Please read with caution. Scream into a pillow. Mop your floor. Apologize to your downstairs neighbors.
📍credits: dividers by @cafekitsune
🎧 » WANT — Taemin « 0:58 ─〇───── 3:29 ⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻
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BACKSTORY
You met Lee Minho back when he was still building himself. Not the man with a waitlist. Not the name clients whispered like prayer. Just a perfectionist with ink-stained fingers, a cigarette habit, and a sketchbook full of obsessions.
He only took blackwork clients. His designs were architectural. Cold. Brutally beautiful. Like cityscapes carved into skin. Like cathedrals swallowed by shadow. You used to tease him—“Do you ever draw anything soft?”
He never answered.
But he kissed you like his mouth was a vow.
You were chaos to his control. Bright to his brutalism. A fire escape on legs, always halfway out the window—but you stayed for him.
The first tattoo he gave you was on your ribcage. Fine lines. Intricate, dark, permanent. He said, “I’ve never done this for someone I care about before.”
You said, “Don’t make it perfect. Just make it ours.”
He made it perfect anyway.
But love wasn’t enough—not when his world narrowed to ink and reputation, and yours was spinning with needs he couldn’t name, let alone meet. He stopped coming home. You stopped trying to explain. The last fight was quiet. The kind of silence that ends things.
You left. He let you. Neither of you ever reached out again.
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Seoul, South Korea. Wednesday, 4:03 PM
The bell over the door jingles.
It’s the same goddamn sound. That soft metallic chime, like a warning.
You step into NO SAINT INK and inhale the familiar scent—disinfectant, ink, citrus cleaner, and something darker beneath it. Nostalgia, maybe. Or just Minho’s ghost.
“Hi! Welcome to—”
Jisung’s voice cuts off the moment he looks up. Eyes widen. Blink. Blink. Jaw slightly drops. He’s behind the counter in a ripped vintage tee, one glove on, holding a paper cup of iced Americano like it’s mid-scene in a music video.
“...Holy shit.”
“Nice to see you too,” you deadpan, stepping up to the reception desk like it’s a confession booth.
From the back, Felix emerges, sliding in with a practiced spin on the rolling stool. His crop top says “NO SAINT, JUST HOT” and he’s chewing pink bubblegum like it’s personal.
He squints. “Wait. Waitwaitwait—no way.” He turns to Jisung. “That’s her, right?”
Jisung nods slowly, eyes still on you like you might disappear if he blinks. “Mm-hm. That’s her. The ribcage girl.”
You sigh, reaching for the clipboard. “Still the same greeting process, I see.”
Felix leans in over the counter, lashes weaponized. “So. What brings you back to the scene of the crime, gorgeous?”
“Tattoo,” you say simply, checking the box marked cover-up on the intake form.
Felix raises a brow. “Cover-up? On what?”
You give him a flat look. Then slowly, deliberately, tap your rib.
Jisung immediately chokes on his iced coffee. “Oh my god. You’re covering Minho’s piece?” he hisses.
“Don’t say it like that,” you mutter.
Felix gasps dramatically, grabbing your form. “Does he know? Does he know you’re here?”
“No.”
“Does he know you're gonna cover the sacred rib tattoo of doomed romance™?”
“Still no.”
Jisung is now whispering to himself in horror. “He’s gonna combust. He’s gonna short-circuit like a printer from 2003.”
Felix pats your hand. “You’re braver than the Marines.”
You slide the completed form back to them. “You gonna let me through, or you want me to relive the breakup right here?”
“Booth Three,” Jisung says instantly. “He’s in there right now. I’ll text him that a client is coming in.”
Felix grins like the devil. “We won’t say who. Surprise trauma!”
You exhale slowly as you make your way to Booth Three and pushing the door open.
Minho is inside, doesn't even look up. Of course he doesn't. He is seated at his workstation, black hoodie sleeves pushed up, long fingers flying over his iPad. The screen glows with precision: a mandala lattice interwoven with brutalist architecture, all angles and absence. It’s violently elegant. Just like him.
He’s got one AirPod in. The other rests on the desk, silent. His tattoo gun is prepped and sterilized beside it. Black gloves folded, still untouched.
You stay silent for a beat.
He’s changed, but not really. Hair darker now. Under-eye shadows deeper. Forearms inked in blackwork he used to say wasn’t “for him.” You recognize his neck tattoo—you designed that motif. He said he’d never use it. Guess he changed his mind.
You speak, voice even, soft.
“Hope you still remember how to do ribs.”
He freezes. Literally freezes mid-stroke, like someone hit pause on a film reel.
His eyes flick up.
And when they meet yours—his stylus drops.
“...No fucking way.”
You smile, tight-lipped. “Hi.”
Minho blinks. Once. Twice. Then leans back slowly in his chair, as if needing distance just to believe you're real. He doesn’t say anything at first. His eyes drag down you like a scan—lips, collarbones, arms. His gaze stops right where it used to rest: the dip beneath your ribs. “What the fuck are you doing here.” You shrug, like this isn’t a slow-burn emotional arson scene. “Cover-up.”
He exhales like he got sucker punched.
You don’t say it. You don’t have to. He knows which one. For a moment, neither of you move. The only sound is the quiet buzz of the fluorescent light, and your pulse hammering against silence.
Minho finally breaks it, voice lower now. Raspier. Rough around the edges.
“Sit.”
You walk forward. The vinyl of the chair squeaks as you lower yourself onto it.
Minho adjusts his stool with one foot, pulling closer—close enough that your knees nearly touch. He reaches for a fresh pair of gloves and pulls them on with a muted snap.
“You still flinch?” he asks, without looking up.
“Only when it matters.”
A breath leaves him like a short laugh, disbelieving and hollow. He nods at your ribs.
“Show me.”
You tug your top up slowly. The air is cool against your skin. But his gaze is colder.
The tattoo’s still there—his lines, his shape, the intimate architecture of a design he once called a cathedral just for you. You watch his eyes trace it like he’s reading a language he forgot he wrote.
He exhales through his nose, once. Then leans in. Not touching. But close.
“Still healed well,” he mutters. “Even after everything.”
He lets out a short sound—not quite a laugh. Not quite not.
Then turns to grab his iPad.
You watch him swipe past old sketches. Lines. Shapes. A few human figures, but mostly… structures. Always structures. Stained glass, brutal staircases, the shadows between pillars. And suddenly—one design with your face sketched into the edge of a crumbling spire flashes past.
You blink.
He quickly flips to a blank layer.
“What are you thinking?” he asks, stylus in hand.
You hesitate. Then: “Something clean. Cold. Geometric. No softness.”
He looks at you. Just looks. Then tilts his head. “So the opposite of what you used to want.”
You lift a brow. “People change.”
“Do they?” He doesn’t say it like a question.
Silence. Only the soft tick of the stylus moving. Drawing. Erasing. Redrawing.
You glance over.
The lines are sharp. Intricate. Interlocking shapes—architectural, yes, but still haunting. There’s depth beneath the harshness, shadows where light should be. He’s already building something brutal.
“You always sketch this fast for clients?” you ask.
He doesn’t look up. “Only the ones who know how to bleed for it.”
Your breath stutters. He notices.
After another beat, he holds the iPad out to you, jaw tense. “You want this? Final answer.”
You study it. And it’s beautiful. Devastatingly so. The kind of piece that erases history—not by covering it, but by burying it in monument.
“Yeah,” you murmur. “It’s perfect.”
He huffs softly. “It’s not.”
“Minho—”
“It’s not what I wanted to put here.”
The sentence hits like a quiet car crash. No screech, just impact. You say nothing. He turns away to print the stencil. You watch the lines appear on paper, black and cruel.
“This gonna take long?” you ask lightly, trying to breathe again.
“Yeah,” he says, voice low. “It’s big.”
“Good. I’ve got time.”
He turns. Looks at you—really looks. The gloves are still on. The stencil in hand. “You sure you can lie here for hours with me that close?”
“You sure you can touch me for that long and not fall apart?”
For one suspended moment, the room goes still.
Then Minho steps forward. “Let’s find out.”
He sets the stencil aside. Pulls out the prep tray. It’s methodical—his ritual. You remember it. He moves with that same detached precision: antiseptic wipe, alcohol spray, barrier film over his tray, black nitrile gloves pulled snug with that quiet snap that used to make your stomach twist.
The scent of alcohol hits first. Then the click of the spray bottle. Then his voice—low, close. “I’m cleaning the area.”
He waits. You nod.
And then his hand—gloved, cold—presses gently at your side, just under your ribs. The contact makes your breath hitch. He feels it. “Still ticklish,” he murmurs, but there’s no amusement in it. Just memory.
His fingers move across the old tattoo and you close your eyes as he presses the stencil on.
“Hold still,” he says softly. Too softly.
You feel the pressure of his palm, the warm slide of his knuckles against your waist, the careful tension as he positions the design.
Then he pulls back. Steps away. And you exhale.
“Mirror’s there,” he says, voice neutral.
You sit up, top still raised, and step to the full-length mirror near the booth’s edge.
The stencil is stark black. Clean. Brutal. It spans from just under your chest down to your hipbone—an interlocking spiral staircase, collapsing inward on itself, surrounded by broken geometry and cathedral archways. Inside the spiral, there’s a single vacant silhouette—like a missing piece in the shape of a person.
“It’s…” you begin. But you can’t find the word.
“Empty?” he offers.
“Yeah.”
Minho shrugs slightly, adjusting the height of the chair. “You wanted cold. Unsweet. Brutal.”
You nod. “I did.”
He doesn’t move until you return to the chair and settle in again. He leans down, pulls the stool closer—so close his knee brushes yours. “Ready?”
“No.”
A pause. Then: “Good. That’s honest.”
The machine buzzes to life. He dips the needle into the ink—pitch black—and presses the foot pedal. Then the first contact hits. The sting. The bite. The sound.
Your breath stutters. His hand is firm on your waist, grounding. “Still breathe like that,” he murmurs.
“Still touch like that.”
The buzz of the machine fills the booth like static between stations.
Minho works in silence. You breathe in silence. Time stretches. His gloved hand stays steady on your waist—anchoring, professional, unyielding. But every time his fingers shift to wipe the ink, every time his forearm brushes your side, you feel something buried rattle. Like bones under floorboards.
You focus on the ceiling tiles. Count them. Try not to flinch when he drags the line near your ribcage. He’s precise. Too precise. You feel every goddamn millimeter.
And still—he says nothing. It’s been maybe an hour. Then—quietly, like a thread being tugged:
“You finish school?”
Your eyes blink open. “Yeah. A while ago.”
“Thought so,” he murmurs. “You used to study here. In this chair.”
You huff. “I used to do a lot of things in this chair.”
He pauses. Then wipes your skin with slow, deliberate pressure. “Still mouthy.”
“Still quiet.”
“One of us had to be.”
The machine hums again. You both fall silent. But the air isn’t. It hums now—charged and heavy. After another few minutes, you speak, voice softer.
“You still living above the shop?”
Minho’s hand doesn’t pause, but you hear the answer in the way he exhales. “Yeah.”
“You ever fix the leak by the kitchen window?”
“Eventually. Felix slipped on the water and broke his assbone, so…”
“Justice.”
A faint smile ghosts across his lips. You catch it. Pretend not to. “What about you?” he asks. “Where are you now?”
You shrug. “Seoul. Still. I work freelance—mostly visual design, some concept art stuff. Clients suck. Pay’s decent.”
“Still draw?”
“Always.”
He nods, as if that explains something only he understands.
Another beat of quiet. Then: “You tattoo now too?”
That makes you pause. “A little. Not full-time.”
“Anyone ever ink your ribs like this again?”
You meet his eyes. “No one ever touched me here again.”
That silence? Not like before. This one cracks. Minho sets the machine down slowly. Wipes the needle. Re-inks. Doesn’t speak for a full thirty seconds.
Then: “Good.”
You shift, heart thudding. “Why?”
He glances up, and for once, doesn’t look away. “Because it’s not theirs to touch.” He says it like he didn’t just lay a claim. Like it’s fact. Like it’s law.
You don’t reply. You can’t. Your ribs ache—not from the needle, but from the breath you’ve been holding since he started this goddamn piece.
Minho presses the foot pedal again.
The machine whirs to life, slicing through the silence. The black ink spreads, sharp and deliberate, marking over what was once softness.
His hand settles against your waist again. Firmer now. Less technician—more… anchor. His fingers brush under the hem of your top again. Not on purpose.
But he doesn’t apologize.
“Gonna do the lower spiral now,” he murmurs. “I need to adjust your position.”
You nod. Try to keep your voice even. “Tell me what you want.”
His gaze flicks up. Something flashes in it—heat, recognition, regret. “Lift your arm. Stretch back.”
You obey. Your back arches slightly. The angle shifts. Your shirt slides up higher. And suddenly, his breath catches. Not visibly. Not loudly. But you feel it—in the tiny hesitation between glove and skin. He moves slower now. Drapes the barrier cloth gently over your chest. Focuses on the lower edge of the design.
His hand brushes the curve of your hip. “Still got the scar,” he mutters.
“From your old chair. That screw that stuck out.”
“I told you to stop climbing into my lap during sessions.”
“I told you to fix your fucking chair.”
Another small ghost of a smile. Another memory you didn’t mean to let through. The machine buzzes. The lines go deeper now. Bolder. You wince slightly—less from pain, more from the weight of his closeness. “Hurts?” he asks, quiet. “Not as much as losing you did.”
The machine goes silent. He sets it down. Slowly. His head tilts up, eyes dark, unreadable. “You think I didn’t lose you too?”
Before you can answer—knock knock knock.
The booth door creaks open an inch, and Jisung’s head pops in. “Hey, just checking—OH.” He blinks. Stares. Feels the temperature of the room. “Never mind.”
Another head appears behind him—Chan, black tee, clipboard in hand. Owner. OG. Quiet ringleader of this whole tattoo circus.
“Minho, did you review the—” He pauses mid-sentence. Eyes shift from Minho to you. To your lifted shirt. To the way Minho’s gloved hand is hovering just above your skin.
Chan arches a brow. “...So this is happening again.”
Minho doesn’t even flinch. “Out.”
Jisung salutes. “Godspeed, soldier.”
Chan just sighs. “Try not to punch holes in the wall this time.”
The door shuts. The lock clicks. Silence again.
You exhale. “They always this nosy?”
“You always this distracting?” His voice is low now. Tight.
You blink. “Minho—”
“Lie back.”
You obey. He pulls the stool closer. Closer than necessary. Then, gloved hands on your hip, he says—quiet, slow: “I’m finishing this. Every goddamn line.”
You nod. And the machine starts again.
You lose track of time somewhere around the fifth wipe.
The sky outside is darker now. The booth hums with that post-tattoo stillness—low light, blood buzz, the deep ache under your skin like something blooming and bruised.
Minho’s working slower now. Not out of fatigue. No—he’s dragging it out. You can feel it in the way he traces your skin. The pauses. The glances.
It’s 7:23 PM.
You know this because your phone buzzes uselessly on the counter and Minho glares at it like it’s an intruder. Then again—he hasn’t looked away from you much at all.
“You’re almost done?” you ask quietly, voice hoarse from the hours of not speaking.
“Final shading,” he says, shifting. “Then bandage.”
You nod, letting your head fall back against the chair. You close your eyes.
Until—click. The door opens again.
“You better not be tattooing her feelings back on,” Jisung says, peeking in once more.
“It’s after seven,” Chan adds, stepping in behind him. “We’re leaving. You can lock up.”
Minho doesn’t even glance at them. “Bye.”
“Damn,” Jisung mutters. “I missed when you were nice.”
Chan folds his arms. “He was never nice.”
Minho wipes your side again. “Do you two need something, or are you just doing walk-in commentary now?”
“We’re giving you the key,” Chan says patiently, tossing it toward the counter. It lands with a clatter. “And also warning you: no sex on the chair.”
“Especially not that chair,” Jisung adds. “That’s the holy one. Client blood and heartbreak juice only.”
You blink up at them. “You do know I can hear you, right?”
“Sweetheart, you’re like three moans away from a confessional,” Jisung grins.
Minho’s hand tenses on your hip.
Chan gives Jisung a sharp look. “Okay, that’s enough. Let the man finish tattooing his ex.”
Minho’s voice cuts in—low, flat, and dry: “I’m raising the booth rent if you two don’t leave.”
Jisung gasps. “You can’t evict my vibe.”
“Watch me.”
With one final laugh, Chan tips an invisible hat at you. “Pleasure seeing you again. Don’t break our boy, yeah?”
You don’t respond. You just hold Minho’s gaze.
The door closes. The lock clicks again. Alone. Again.
He exhales. “They never change.”
You hum. “Neither do you.”
“Not with you.”
His hand brushes your skin again, wiping the last bit of ink away. He doesn’t move it. Just leaves it there. Warm and steady.
“I’m done.”
You nod. Slow. Dazed. “Yeah,” you whisper. “Me too.”
But neither of you move.
The machine is off. The gloves are still on. His hand is still resting on your bare waist.
You watch his throat move as he swallows.
“I need to bandage it.”
You nod.
Minho finally pulls back. Peels off the gloves, slow. Tosses them into the bin with a soft crack. His hands are bare now—warmer, familiar, devastating. He reaches for the tattoo film. The kind that clings like a second skin.
“This part’ll be cold,” he murmurs.
“So were you.”
His hands pause.
Then, with infinite care, he presses the bandage to your ribs. The plastic clings, sealing the ink beneath. His fingertips ghost over your side. Flattening. Smoothing.
Too gentle.
His hand lingers a second too long on your hipbone. Then again on the edge of your waist, just under your breast. You don’t move. You don’t breathe.
Neither does he.
“You’re still warm here,” he murmurs. “Still soft.”
“I never stopped being yours here,” you whisper. “Even after you let me go.”
His hand freezes.
And then—
Minho exhales. Slow. Controlled. Devastated. “Fuck,” he says. “Don’t say shit like that unless you mean it.”
“I do mean it.”
He looks up at you, finally. Face unreadable. But his eyes? Wrecked.
“I didn’t stop wanting you,” you say, soft. “I just stopped begging.”
And that’s when something inside him cracks. Minho drops the rest of the bandage. One hand cups your jaw. The other pulls you forward by the waist. His lips crash into yours—not neat, not planned, not patient. Just real. Messy. Hot. Familiar. Like all the years you lost were just smoke.
He tastes the same. Regret and hunger.
You kiss him back. Desperate. Needy. Home.
When he pulls away, he’s breathless. “The shop’s closed,” he says hoarsely.
“I know.”
“You’re not leaving yet.”
“I know.”
But he can't stop kissing you and his kisses leave you gasping, lips parted, your ribs burning with fresh ink and something even hotter under your skin.
But Minho doesn’t move for your mouth again.
He just looks at you. And presses the last edge of the bandage into place. Palms flat on either side of your ribs, holding it there. Holding you there.
“You need to keep this clean,” he murmurs, voice wrecked. “Saniderm on for at least a day. No sweat. No friction. No heat.”
You smirk. “So I shouldn’t fuck my tattoo artist, huh?”
He closes his eyes like that physically hurts. Then opens them again, and they’re darker. Gone. “Fuck,” he mutters. “Come here.”
He grabs your face and kisses you again—harder this time. His mouth is warm, demanding. He tastes like ink and restraint and the last piece of something you thought you’d never get again.
You whimper into it, fingers fisting into his hoodie, tugging him closer. He moves fast now, pulling you upright, spinning you around so your back hits the wall behind the chair.
Your top rides up, exposing your waist. His hands drag along the un-tattooed side of your ribs, his touch finally hungry.
“Minho—”
“You still talk too much.”
His hand finds your thigh, fingers digging in as he lifts you onto the edge of the chair.
“Don’t you dare come undone on this chair unless you want your name carved into it,” he growls.
“Do it,” you whisper, breath hot. “Like old times.”
He groans. Hands gripping your hips, pulling you forward against the bulge in his jeans. But even now—he's careful. His fingers skirt around the bandage. His mouth trails everywhere but the fresh ink.
“I can’t touch there,” he pants. “But everywhere else? Mine.”
He leans in—bites at your neck. Licks under your jaw. You shudder. “Mine.”
You nod, breathless. “Yours.”
“Say it again.”
“Yours.”
He groans into your skin. One hand slips under your waistband—slow, deliberate, filthy. “Keep still. You move too much, I’ll stop.”
“Minho—”
He kisses your collarbone. Soft now. “I never should’ve stopped touching you.” His voice is low, almost broken against your skin. And then his hand dips further—sliding past the waistband of your pants, then beneath your underwear. You flinch at the first brush of his fingers against your bare heat.
“Fuck,” he hisses. “Already soaked?”
You moan, soft and unfiltered. “You did this.”
“Damn right I did.”
He doesn’t dive in right away.
Minho’s fingers ghost along your folds, barely there—just the suggestion of touch. Teasing, cruel, worshipful. Like he wants to remember this. Every slick, desperate twitch.
“Still so fucking warm,” he murmurs. “Still react to me like this.”
“Because I never stopped needing you.”
That does something to him. His jaw tightens. His free hand grips your thigh harder.
His fingers stroke your clit now—slow and purposeful. He still hasn’t pushed in. Just teasing, rubbing, feeling every tremble in your core.
“You’re shaking,” he whispers. “All this time and I still ruin you like this.”
You whimper, hips bucking up—but he presses you down against the chair again.
“What did I say?” he growls. “Keep. Fucking. Still.”
You nod, gasping. “I’m trying—fuck—Minho, please—”
He slips one finger inside. Just one. It glides in so easily, so wet, he groans low into your neck.
“Still tight,” he pants. “Still perfect.”
You clench around him and he curses, fingers curling just slightly as he begins to move.
“Say it again,” he whispers, lips dragging over your ear.
“Say you’re mine.”
“I’m—fuck—Minho, I’m yours—”
His second finger joins the first. Scissoring. Filling. So slow it’s maddening. His thumb circles your clit in rhythm, expertly cruel. You’re grinding against him now, trying not to cry out.
But it’s no use.
“That’s it,” he growls. “Let me hear you. You think I forgot what you sound like?”
You moan—loud this time—and he smiles against your skin.
“There she is.”
His fingers curl again—deep, deliberate, cruel. You cry out, thighs trembling, body completely unhinged on his tattoo chair.
“Fuck, you’re clenching so hard,” he groans, dragging his fingers out almost entirely before plunging back in with a wet sound that makes you whimper. “You missed this, didn’t you?”
“Y-Yes,” you gasp.
“How much?”
You can barely breathe. “So much—Minho—fuck—”
“That’s not good enough.”
He pumps harder. Faster. His fingers scissor deep inside you, stretching you wide while his thumb circles your clit with just enough pressure to keep you right on the edge. His forehead presses to yours, breath ragged, jaw clenched like he's holding back a growl.
“Feel how fucking hard I am for you,” he grits, grabbing your free hand and dragging it down between you both.
Your fingers brush the bulge in his jeans and—fuck. He’s thick. Hard in a way that hurts even through the denim.
“All that from just your voice,” he rasps. “From your pussy sucking my fingers in like it still belongs to me.”
You whimper, hand tightening instinctively over his cock. He twitches under your grip.
“You’re gonna make me cum just from your fist at this rate,” he breathes, panting into your mouth. “And I haven’t even fucked you yet.”
Your hips roll against his hand, the wet slap of your cunt obscene now, the squelch of each pump making your eyes roll back.
“M-Minho—can’t—too much—”
He leans in, lips brushing your ear. “Take it. You used to take it so well.”
You cry out, grinding shamelessly against his hand, your wrist still caught against the outline of his cock. His fingers are relentless now—deep, punishing strokes that angle just right, hitting the spot that makes your back arch.
“That’s it, baby,” he whispers, voice hot and filthy. “You gonna cum for me?”
“Please—need to—”
“You think I’m letting you go home with anyone else’s cum in you again?” His hand grips tighter. “Nah. You’ll cum on my fingers. Then my tongue. Then my cock. One by one. Until you remember who you belong to.”
You sob into his shoulder, body locking up.
“Then cum,” he growls. “Let me feel you fucking fall apart.”
And you do. You shatter. Right there in his chair, cunt clenching around his fingers so hard he curses, hips bucking involuntarily, thighs shaking. The orgasm crashes through you like a wave that never breaks.
You’re still gasping, barely coming down, when he kisses you again—rough and breathless.
Then he pulls his hand out and brings his digits to his lips, licking his fingers clean with a sinful groan. “Still the sweetest fucking thing I’ve ever tasted.”
Minho leans in—presses a soft kiss just beneath your jaw. Then another. Then pulls back, his lips swollen and wet with you.
“Stay,” he says simply.
“Yes.”
“Upstairs.”
You nod again, dazed. He grabs a clean towel, wipes his fingers off, then flicks off the booth lights.
You stumble to your feet. He steadies you with a hand on your lower back—protective, but firm. The other hand? Already sliding down to cup the curve of your ass.
“Don’t test me,” he murmurs, voice rough. “Or I’ll take you right here. Front door be damned.”
You laugh breathlessly. “You always talk this much now?”
“Only when I’m starving.”
He steps out first. Walks to the front.
The shop’s dark now—just the glow of the neon sign outside, and the sound of him flipping the lock with a click. Pulling the blinds. Turning the CLOSED sign.
The only other sound is your breath. And the creak of stairs.
Minho turns back to you. Extends his hand. “Come home.”
And you do. You follow him up the stairs—your fingers tangled in his, your heart in your throat. He pulls you behind him, not once looking back.
The upstairs apartment is dim, clean, and familiar in a way that makes your chest ache.
His hoodie hits the floor first. Your shirt follows. Your bra is gone with one snap of his practiced fingers.
“Fuck,” he breathes, stepping in closer. “I’ve dreamed about this. Exactly this.”
“Then stop dreaming.”
“I’m not stopping anything tonight.”
He kisses you hard, mouths crashing, tongues tangled. His hands roam over every inch of skin he missed—the good side of your ribs, your back, your thighs. He lifts you. You wrap your legs around his waist.
Your back hits the hallway wall.
Your pants are yanked down, barely a memory. His belt clinks open, jeans shoved past his hips. You’re both gasping, biting, pulling, years of silence poured into filthy, reckless touch.
“I missed your body,” he mutters into your mouth. “Missed how you sound. How you taste. How you fucking feel.”
“Then take me.”
“You think I won’t?”
He kicks the bedroom door open with one foot, lays you down onto his bed, and finally—finally—he crawls over you like you’re something holy. You are.
Minho kisses you again, slower now, lips dragging down the column of your throat. Over your collarbone. Across the top of your chest. He palms your breast—squeezes, just enough to make you gasp—and then closes his mouth over your nipple.
You arch.
“Still so responsive,” he murmurs, flicking his tongue over the peak before sucking hard, slow. “Still so good for me.”
Your hands knot in his hair.
He kisses across to the other one—giving it the same attention, tongue lazy, mouth open and hot. Every sound you make fuels him.
Then lower.
His mouth trails down the center of your stomach—soft kisses, open-mouthed and hot, then bites just sharp enough to leave blooming heat behind. He kneels between your legs, hands parting your thighs.
You’re soaked again. Dripping. Panties long gone.
He growls low, eyes locked to your pussy like it’s fucking divine.
“You knew this was next,” he says, voice low, hands sliding under your thighs to lift your hips. “I told you.”
“Then shut up and—”
He doesn’t let you finish.
Minho licks one long stripe up your slit—slow and filthy—from the bottom of your entrance to your clit. And moans. Loud.
“Still taste like a fucking fever dream.”
Your hands shoot into his hair again. “Minho—fuck—”
He flattens his tongue against your clit, then circles it. Slow, heavy pressure. Just enough to make your thighs jerk around his head. “Keep them open,” he mutters, pulling back only to kiss your inner thigh, your hipbone, your mound. “Let me see all of you.”
And then he devours.
Tongue pressed deep. Lapping. Sucking. Flicking. He eats like he missed meals for years and this is how he survives now. Your moans go from soft to broken, gasps ragged, legs shaking around his head.
“Oh my—fuck—Minho—”
He groans into you, the vibration making your hips buck. His arms wrap tighter around your thighs, holding you down, keeping you right there as his tongue circles your clit in tight, ruthless rhythm.
He sucks your clit—harder now. Lips wrapped around your clit, tongue swirling in circles so precise it feels like he mapped this out. Every flick is a promise. Every kiss, a punishment.
“Minho—fuckfuck—please—”
Your thighs tremble against his shoulders, toes curling, head thrown back into his sheets. But he’s relentless. Focused. Cruel in the way only someone who knows your body this well can be.
Then—suddenly—his tongue dips lower again.
He licks into you—deep—pressing into your entrance, slow and wet and hot.
Minho—”
He moans into your cunt, arms flexing around your thighs, nose pressed into your mound like he never wants to come up for air. He tongue-fucks you harder, the slick sounds obscene now, spit and arousal dripping down his chin.
He pulls back just enough to suck your clit again, messy and loud—then goes back down, tongue fucking you like it’s a competition. Like it’s penance. Like he’s going to draw the second orgasm out of you with his mouth alone.
“You’re close again,” he pants. “I feel it. You gonna cum for me, baby? Gonna soak my face?”
“Yes—yes, please—don’t stop—”
He doesn’t. In fact, he doubles down—tongue driving in and out while he rubs tight, fast circles on your clit with his thumb. Your thighs snap around his head. You try to pull away, too sensitive, too much—
But Minho just growls, deep and possessive.
“Fucking take it.”
Fuck you do. You fucking do take it. How can you not. And you finally break apart on his face, legs locking, body spasming as that second orgasm rips through you harder, wetter, longer. He holds you through it, licking and sucking until your voice is nothing but choked whimpers and your body can’t stop twitching.
When he finally pulls away, his mouth is glossy, chin soaked.
He smirks—wild, satisfied, dark before kneeling up, grabbing a condom from the drawer, tearing it open with his teeth.
“Now I’m gonna ruin this pussy properly.”
You’re barely conscious of the way he tears the condom wrapper open—just the sound of it, sharp and needed in the haze of your wrecked body. He rolls it on quick, jaw clenched, hand pumping his cock once, twice, eyes locked on you like you’re prey he’s finally allowed to devour.
“Get on all fours.”
You try to move, limbs shaking, but he grabs your hips and flips you himself—effortless, firm, like muscle memory. You barely get your arms under you before he’s behind you, one hand gripping your ass, the other dragging along your spine.
“You remember how loud you used to get?” he mutters, voice thick. “Gonna make you scream into my fucking sheets again.”
He guides his cock to your entrance—rubbing the tip through your soaked folds, slow and teasing, soaking himself in your mess.
“Fuck—you’re dripping,” he groans. “You came so hard for my mouth, and you’re still ready for my cock?”
“Please—Minho—need it—need you—”
He sinks in. Deep. One smooth, devastating thrust that punches the air from your lungs.
“Oh my fuck—”
“That’s it,” he growls, bottoming out. “Tight as ever. Like your pussy never forgot me.”
You choke on a moan as he pulls out slow—just to slam back in, harder this time. Your arms buckle, face falling into the mattress as his hips snap against your ass with punishing rhythm.
“Minho—fuck—you’re so—deep—”
“Yeah? You missed this cock?” His voice is ragged, filthy. “Tell me. Tell me who fucks you like this.”
“Only you—fuck—only you, Minho—”
“Damn right.”
He grips your hair, pulling you up by the back of your neck, arching your body so your back curves into him. His mouth is by your ear now, panting, biting.
“No one touches you here,” he growls, fucking into you harder, deeper. “Not your mouth. Not your thighs. Not your pussy. All mine. Say it.”
“I’m yours—Minho—I’m fucking yours—”
“Louder.”
“I’m yours!”
He snarls into your neck and slams into you so deep you see stars. One of his hands slides down to your clit, rubbing fast, relentless circles while his cock drags against your g-spot.
“You gonna cum again?” he pants. “On my cock this time?”
“Yes—yes, please—don’t stop—”
“Let go for me, baby.”
You don’t even need to try.
His thumb circles your clit with such devastating precision, and his cock hits so deep, so right, you come apart again—body locking up, mouth falling open in a moan that barely sounds like your own.
Your orgasm slams into you like a wave, sharp and overwhelming, your pussy fluttering around him, gripping him, milking him like your body knows he’s supposed to stay there.
“Fuuuuck—Minho—!”
“That’s it,” he growls. “Cum on my cock like a good girl. So fucking wet—so tight—I can feel you pulsing, fuck—”
Your vision blurs. But he doesn’t stop. He keeps thrusting through it, relentless, dragging it out with brutal pace, your pussy so sensitive now you can barely breathe. His hand’s still on your clit, rubbing slow now—just enough to make you whimper.
“Minho—please—I can’t—”
“Yes you can.”
He leans over your back again, teeth dragging along your shoulder, breath hot and harsh. “You gonna take it, baby,” he pants. “You’re gonna be good and take it. All of it. Until I cum too.”
You cry out when he fucks you harder, cock slamming in deep, hips slapping skin, the sound so obscene it makes your whole body flush. You feel your own slick running down your thighs, pooling under you—and still he keeps going.
“You said you were mine,” he groans. “So act like it. Let me fuck you how you need.”
“Minho—f-fuck—it’s too—too much—”
“It’s never too much,” he hisses. “Not for my good girl.”
His fingers leave your clit, only to grip your throat—lightly, possessively, pulling you up so your back is flush to his chest. His cock drives into you deeper from this angle, the stretch unbearable, perfect.
“You feel this?” he whispers into your ear. “You feel how hard I still am inside you? I’m not even close, baby.”
“Oh my god—”
“You’re gonna take every fucking second of it.”
You moan, broken and needy, as he slams into you again and again. His hips are ruthless now, fucking you straight through your oversensitivity, chasing his own high while demanding you keep up.
“Gonna ruin you,” he groans. “Gonna fill you up and fuck you until you can’t even stand—until all you know is my name in your throat.”
“Please—Minho—yes—yes, please—”
You feel another orgasm building and he knows it. His hand snakes down again, fingers finding your clit, rubbing quick tight circles just as he starts fucking you even deeper, fucking into your sweet spot with perfect, punishing rhythm.
“Cum again,” he growls. “Do it. Show me how good your pussy gets when it’s mine.”
Your legs are trembling now, slick and spent, but Minho doesn’t let up.
“C’mon,” he pants, voice wrecked. “Give it to me again. You know you can.”
His fingers never leave your clit—tight, ruthless circles in time with the brutal rhythm of his thrusts. He’s fucking into you so deep you swear he’s carved out space inside you. Your body’s a live wire, too sensitive, too soaked, too close.
And then—
You break.
A cry tears out of you as your body convulses, squirting hard around him, wetness gushing as your vision whites out. He curses low and vicious, gripping your hips to ride it out, holding you through the aftershocks.
“Fuck—just like that, baby. Look at this mess. All for me.”
You’re limp, gasping, gone—and he’s still fucking you, chasing the edge with a growl in his throat. His rhythm stutters, hips snapping faster, deeper, until he finally buries himself to the hilt with a sharp gasp.
“Mine,” he groans. “Taking all of me—fuck—mine.”
You feel the shudder of him spilling into the condom, body tight, muscles locked, every filthy, pent-up second poured into you.
And then—
Silence.
Only breath. Sweat. Your heartbeat in your ears. He doesn’t pull out right away. Just stays there, chest pressed to yours, mouth by your ear and pressing soft kisses.
Then finally—slowly—he pulls out. You both shiver from the loss.
Minho moves carefully now, the storm in him simmered down to something softer, raw-edged but human. He slides off the condom, ties it off, discards it in the bin by the bed. Then he vanishes for a beat—into the bathroom maybe—but returns just as fast with a warm cloth, water, tissues.
“Easy,” he murmurs as he wipes between your legs, his touch gentle, reverent. “Let me take care of you.”
You wince slightly when the cloth brushes too close to your clit, overstimulated and twitchy. He notices immediately.
“Sorry,” he says quietly. “You okay?”
You nod. Too gone to speak yet, but he sees it—your blinking gratitude, the softness returning to your breath. He kisses the inside of your knee before tossing the cloth aside.
And then he climbs back into bed, arms open. You crawl into them without hesitation. He pulls the blanket over both of you, tucks your head beneath his chin. One hand rubs slow circles into your back; the other is tangled in your hair.
For a long time, neither of you say anything. Just breath. The muted thud of his heartbeat under your ear. The faint creak of the studio pipes somewhere above.
Until you finally whisper, “Why’d we stop talking?”
His fingers still for a moment. Then resume. Slower. “I was angry,” he says. “And stupid.”
You hum. “Me too.”
He sighs. “I hated that you left without saying goodbye.”
“I hated that you let me.”
A pause.
“You came back,” he says quietly.
“I never stopped thinking about you.”
Another beat of silence, heavier now. “I never moved on,” he admits.
You look up at him, eyes glassy. “Neither did I.”
His jaw flexes. His thumb brushes your cheek. And this time, when he kisses you—it’s slow. Deep. No lust. Just longing. A kiss built on what-ifs. On might-have-beens. On maybe-again.
He whispers against your lips, “Stay the night.”
You nod, barely breathing. “Okay.”
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It’s been three weeks since that night. Since Minho locked the studio door, fucked you senseless, and told you—without words—that he never stopped wanting you.
Now?
Now, your toothbrush is in his bathroom. Your sketchbook’s on his kitchen counter. Your bra’s been living on his bedpost for four days and counting.
You’re upstairs more than not—first it was overnight visits, then a drawer, then a closet, then one morning he just grunted, “Your stuff’s already here. Might as well stop pretending.”
So you stayed.
Mornings are quiet. Shared coffee in oversized mugs, his hand on your thigh while he skims client bookings. Nights are louder—sometimes it’s just TV and takeout, sometimes it’s moaning into his mouth while he fucks you over the arm of the couch, one hand tangled in your hair and the other keeping your legs spread.
Rebuilding hasn’t been linear. You argue. You remember old fights. You see old wounds still healing. But you talk now. And when you don’t have the words, he kisses the silence out of you, palms framing your face like he’s afraid you’ll vanish if he blinks too long.
One afternoon, Jisung barges in to drop off a delivery and freezes at the top of the stairs. You’re half-naked in one of Minho’s shirts. He’s behind you, tattoo gun still buzzing.
“Are you seriously tattooing her naked again?”
Minho doesn’t even flinch. “My apartment. My rules.”
Jisung groans. “I’m gonna start charging rent for the trauma.”
Minho just smirks, wiping your skin clean and pressing a kiss to your bare shoulder. “Close the door on your way out.”
You laugh into the sleeve of your shirt. You’re glowing. A little inked, a lot in love.
And Minho? He’s not going anywhere this time.
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for morale | myg
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— pairing: min yoongi x f!reader
— playlist: moment's silence (common tongue) - hozier, love me harder - ariana grande, honey - kehlani, adorn - miguel, don't - crush, waves - dean
—  summary: After two weeks apart, you come home from Bali sun-kissed and full of stories—except none of them compare to the warmth of Yoongi’s arms. He wrote you a song. You brought back tequila, a TikTok trick he has no idea about, and a plan you executed after a terrible week strictly for morale.
Yoongi never stood a chance.
—  word count: 9.9k
—  warnings: lovey dovey couple, they're so in love, little fluffly at the beginning but they're always horny (i get them), established relationship, tequila shots?, yoongi missing oc, oc missing yoongi, unprotected sex, dirty talk?, cunnilingus, little rough, multiple orgasms, jealous yoongi if you squint.
—  note: HELL YEAH! so this was fun to write because it was born, like most of the things i write, from a personal experience with tequila shots. wanna thank miss salma hayek for letting us know The Trick to get a man like that. i miss you yoongi (thank god he'll be back soon). FIRST YOONGI ONE SHOT BTW CROWD CHEERED.
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Yoongi has always been sure of two things. Well—always is a strong word. Maybe lately is more honest. Certainty doesn’t come easy to him; it’s something he’s had to fight for, inch by inch, thought by thought. But here, in this quiet moment—his fingers idle on the keys, a half-finished verse echoing in his mind—he knows these things like he knows his own name.
One: he loves music. Not in the cliché way people throw around the word love, but in the way it threads through the cracks in his chest and holds the broken parts together. It’s been his anchor, his escape, his language when he couldn’t find the right words. Music has never asked him to be more than what he is. It just lets him be.
Two: he really, truly, fucking loves you. It’s terrifying, how real that is. How permanent it feels. Like it’s carved into him somewhere deep. You came into his life without warning, without fanfare—and now you’re in the pauses between his breaths, in the silence between his notes. He doesn’t know when it happened, but loving you feels inevitable now. Like it always would’ve come to this, no matter the path.
Three—was there a three? Yeah because now, standing here at the airport, watching you walk toward him, duffel slung over your shoulder, smile cracking through the jetlag—he knows something else, too.
He’s really fucking glad you’re home.
You nudge him gently, your fingers brushing against the fabric of his hoodie sleeve as he sits hunched over his laptop, headphones around his neck, the room bathed in dim yellow light and the faint scent of coffee and something else uniquely him.
“Yoongi,” you say, voice soft with that teasing affection only he ever gets to hear.
He glances over, the corner of his lips twitching into a tired smile—one of those barely-there ones that still makes your chest warm. His eyes, though, tell a different story: they flicker with something like relief. Like seeing you in front of him makes the past two weeks fall away.
“I wanna hear the full song?” you ask, and then you hesitate just a beat, voice quieter, more vulnerable: “Missed you.”
That’s when he turns fully, shutting the laptop with a quiet click. His eyes don’t leave yours.
“I missed you, too,” he says, and it’s not just words—he means it. His voice carries that low, slow sincerity you know he only lets out when he’s too tired to hide anything. “House felt empty. Bed felt colder.”
You laugh softly, settling down beside him on the couch, your thigh pressing lightly against his. “You could’ve texted more, you know.”
“I know,” he murmurs, and his hand finds yours, thumb brushing over your knuckles. “Didn’t want to bother you. You were having fun.”
“I was,” you admit, leaning your head on his shoulder. “But it didn’t feel right without you. Kept looking over like I was gonna see you sitting next to me.”
He lets out a breath, quiet and shaky. “I kept hearing your voice in my head when I was working. Thought I was losing it.”
You grin. “Maybe you are.”
He finally laughs—low and real. Then he squeezes your hand and says, “Let me play you the song. I finished it... the night before you came back. It’s about you.”
Your heart skips, just a little. “Of course it is.”
And in the soft silence that follows, he slips the headphones over your ears and presses play, watching your face as if every beat and lyric matters more now, because you’re home. And so is he.
The music washes over you like a wave—warm, layered, intentional. It’s him in every note: the way he composes with feeling first and logic second, the subtle textures, the pause right before the chorus that somehow says more than words.
And the lyrics? God. They’re not even overly romantic, but they are him—honest and understated and impossibly vulnerable. There’s a line in the second verse that pulls something tight in your chest. Something about “empty spaces filled by the weight of a laugh I forgot I needed.” And another one, quiet, tucked into the bridge, that just says: “You made room where I didn’t know I had any left.”
When it ends, you don’t say anything for a moment. You just breathe. His hands are resting on his thighs now, and you can tell from the way he’s chewing the inside of his cheek that he’s nervous.
You blink a few times, then take off the headphones slowly, setting them aside. “Yoongi,” you say, voice soft, caught somewhere between awe and teasing, “are you trying to kill me? Be honest.”
He raises an eyebrow. “Emotionally or musically?”
You snort, nudging him with your shoulder. “Both, obviously. That was… wow. I don’t even have the words.”
“That’s ironic, coming from someone who works with words all day,” he says, smirking just slightly, but his eyes are searching—worried.
You look at him. “I’m serious. That was beautiful. It felt like…” You pause, pressing your lips together before letting the truth out: “Like you cracked open your chest and just—let me see everything.”
Yoongi shrugs, but it’s the kind of shrug he does when he’s trying to be chill and failing. “Yeah, well. Took me long enough to say all that. Figured I’d just put it in a track before I chickened out.”
You lean in, forehead touching his. “You’re still such a coward sometimes,” you whisper, smiling against his skin.
“I know,” he murmurs. “But you waited for me anyway.”
You both go quiet for a second. The kind of silence that doesn’t ask to be filled. The kind you only get with someone who knows you inside out.
“I was gonna say,” you continue, pulling back just enough to look at him, “funny how this all started with you awkwardly avoiding eye contact that night we met at Hobi’s thing.”
Yoongi groans. “Don’t remind me. I was not avoiding eye contact.”
“You literally stared at the floor the whole time.”
“I was tired.”
“You were shy.”
He rolls his eyes, but there’s no heat behind it. “And you were so annoyingly composed. Sitting there with your editor brain probably judging my entire existence.”
“I was not judging,” you say, laughing now. “I was intrigued. You were the only one in the room who looked like they wanted to be somewhere else.”
He smiles again—smaller this time, realer. “Yeah. Then you sat next to me and started talking about existentialism and short stories and somehow I didn’t want to leave.”
You grin. “And then we spent the next year pretending we weren’t falling in love during every 3 a.m. conversation.”
Yoongi’s hand finds yours again, and this time he lifts it to his lips, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. “You didn’t pretend very well, by the way.”
“Oh?” you tease.
He nods. “You kept looking at me like you were already writing a story about us.”
You shrug. “Maybe I was.”
Then, quieter, you add: “But I like your version better.”
You and Yoongi have been together for over two years now. That’s not even counting the year before—when you both clung to the idea of just friends like it was some kind of lifeline, even as everything between you said otherwise. Late-night calls, shared silences, too-long stares, the kind of conversations that felt like peeling each other open, layer by layer.
Everyone saw it. Except, apparently, you and him.
Or maybe you did see it. Maybe you were just scared to name it.
Either way, it all came to a head one night—tangled sheets, hearts racing, a confession slipping out in the dark like it had been waiting all that time just to be said out loud. And after that, well… the rest unraveled beautifully.
“It was bound to happen,” Hoseok had said with a grin so wide it felt smug. “Honestly, I was just waiting for one of you to crack. You were already acting like a married couple and you hadn’t even kissed yet.”
Seokjin, ever the dramatist, had clapped a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder and told you both, “You don’t understand. This guy? He doesn’t react to people. He nods at introductions and moves on. But you? You walked into the room at that party and he looked up. That’s practically a love letter coming from him.”
Namjoon had agreed, of course—more calm, more analytical, but just as insistent. “We’ve seen him hear a song he loves and still just blink. But when you spoke for the first time, he tilted his head, like he was trying to figure out a melody he didn’t want to forget.”
It sounds dramatic. Overblown. But you’ve lived with Yoongi long enough to know that his reactions aren’t always loud—but they’re deep. And real.
And now, two years in, you still catch him looking at you the same way he did back then—like he’s studying you, memorizing you, writing lyrics in his head that only you’ll ever get to hear.
You joke that he’s soft for you. He just shrugs and says, “Yeah. And?”
But there’s this quiet steadiness to it, too. Like after all the slow burn, the long talks, the almosts and maybes, you both found something solid. Something that doesn’t need to burn wildly all the time because it stays.
So yeah—Hoseok was right. It was bound to happen.
And now you both took a break.
Well—technically, you didn’t take a break. Let’s rewind. That makes it sound way more dramatic than it was.
You just went on a trip.
A girls’ trip. Bali. Sun-soaked beaches, endless laughter, fruity drinks with names you couldn't pronounce, and the kind of easy joy that only comes when you’re surrounded by women who love you like sisters. It was good. No—wonderful, even. It was the kind of trip you talk about for years after, the kind that feels like a pause from real life in the best possible way.
But still… you missed him.
You didn’t say it at first. You told yourself it was healthy—good, even—to have space. That it was nice not to be The Couple for once. You didn’t need to be that clingy type, right?
Right?
Except… it hit faster than you expected. Maybe on the second morning, when your coffee didn’t taste quite the same without his weirdly specific milk-to-coffee ratio. Maybe when someone cracked a joke and your instinct was to turn, to catch his eye across the table and share that look you always did when something was exactly your brand of funny. Maybe when you fell asleep without the weight of his arm slung around your waist and woke up reaching for someone who wasn’t there.
It was the first time you’d spent more than 48 hours apart since becoming officially, capital-B Boyfriend and capital-G Girlfriend—a title that felt funny on your tongue at first, but quickly became second nature. You weren’t all over each other all the time.
(Okay, you were. But like, in a wholesome, “I’d follow you into the kitchen just to steal a grape from your hand” kind of way.)
But it wasn’t just physical. That wasn’t it. You liked him. Genuinely. You liked being with him—liked how he made space for your chaos, how he listened like every word mattered, how he challenged you without ever making you feel small. You liked the quiet hours and the loud laughter and the strange little routines that made your life feel stitched together in all the right ways.
So yeah, Bali was gorgeous. Your girls were radiant. The food was incredible. But there was this quiet, persistent pull in your chest the whole time—a whisper that said, I wish he was seeing this too.
And now you’re back. Sitting beside him, knees brushing, headphones still warm from when he played you that song. And it hits you all over again:
You missed him. Not in a dramatic, world-ending way.
Just in the way you always miss home when you’ve been gone too long.
You’re still barefoot, half sunk into the old couch in the corner of the studio, hair a little messy from the flight, face flushed with excitement instead of exhaustion. You just listened to the song—his song—and you swear your ribcage is still vibrating from the last chord. But your mind’s already off, burning through memory, hands moving animatedly as you talk.
“Oh, babe,” you say, practically bouncing in your seat, “Bali was insane. I mean, the kind of beauty that doesn’t even feel real half the time. You’re walking down a street and suddenly there’s a temple just... there. No gates. No warning. Just stone and incense and a woman with silver hair weaving flower offerings like it’s the most normal Tuesday in the world.”
Yoongi hums from the swivel chair, eyes on you, chin in hand. You’re not even looking at him—you’re too wrapped up in everything you're trying to say at once. And god, you’re glowing.
“And the air?” you go on, laughing breathlessly, “Yoongi—it’s like the whole island is perfumed. Salt, frangipani, smoke, clove cigarettes—it gets in your clothes, in your hair. You become part of it. I haven’t felt that light in years. Like my whole body was being wrung out and re-threaded.”
He doesn’t say anything. Just watches. Quiet. Intense.
“And there was this one night,” you continue, tucking your feet under you. “We went to this hidden beach—like, you have to go down a billion steps that look like they’ve been carved by actual ghosts—and when we got there? Bonfire. Music. Locals playing guitar on these beat-up amps powered by a generator that sounded like it was dying.”
You grin, eyes flicking up to him for the first time. He’s still. Too still.
You push on, because you’re on fire now. “They handed us drinks—stuff made with arak and fruit juice, totally unregulated, I’m probably lucky I didn’t go blind—and they were just... flirting. Shamelessly. With everyone. Dami got asked to teach this guy how to salsa. Chaeyoung got proposed to with a mango. And I—” you pause, tilting your head, eyes dancing, “—I got called a goddess like, three times. Four, if you count the guy who kept asking if I wanted a moonlit shoulder massage.”
Yoongi's eyebrow twitches.
You notice. You smirk.
“Relax,” you tease. “I told him I was taken. Very taken. Like, off-the-market, emotionally-devoted, boyfriend-writes-me-songs kind of taken.”
His lips twitch, but the line of his jaw stays tight.
You lean forward a little. ���Yoongi.”
He still doesn’t look at you.
“Yoongi,” you sing again, dragging out the vowels.
Finally, he lifts his eyes to yours, deadpan. “I’m just wondering why you remember how many times someone called you a goddess, but you can’t remember the name of the ramen place we went to three times in one week.”
You blink. Then you laugh. “Are you—oh my God, are you jealous?”
He shrugs like it’s nothing. “I’m just saying, you were gone for two weeks and apparently became the main character in a beach romance novel.”
“Well,” you hum, shifting closer, “I am a woman of many genres.”
He gives you a look. “Including ‘hot girl summer in Bali with mysterious shoulder-massaging men.’ Got it.”
You bite back another laugh, slide closer until your legs touch. “Would it make you feel better if I told you none of them had your voice? Or your hands? Or your devastating ability to turn missing someone into actual music?”
He doesn’t reply—but he’s listening.
You rest your chin on his shoulder. “I loved every minute of it. But I thought about you the whole time.”
His voice is lower now. “Even when someone was calling you a goddess?”
You grin. “Especially then.”
He exhales, finally, leaning back into you.
“You’re still annoyed,” you murmur, smiling.
“I wrote you a love song and you got proposed to with fruit,” he mutters.
You laugh against his neck. “Okay, that’s fair. But at least your song didn’t give me food poisoning.”
He finally cracks a smile.
And in the soft silence that follows, you slide your hand into his.
Back. Safe. Still burning—with the sun, with the music, with him.
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The day after the studio session—after Yoongi had pulled you into his world and played you that new song with the kind of pride he rarely let show—you were finally home, finally grounded enough to unpack.
You’d brought back a mountain of things, mostly souvenirs for your friends. It wasn’t even guilt-buying; you just missed them. A lot.
You started sorting everything out on your floor, each item sparking a memory of someone’s laugh, someone’s oddly specific obsession.
For Namjoon, you had a set of handcrafted ceramics—delicate bowls and one oddly shaped mug you knew he’d appreciate in an “object with character” kind of way. He was into stuff like that: things with weight, texture, stories.
Seokjin’s little bundle was easier. He had this current fixation with coffee, and not just any coffee—he’d sent you the exact brand he wanted, grown somewhere at a particular altitude, roasted a certain way. You weren’t even sure how he found it, but you made the detour just for him. Worth it, you figured, for the chaos he’d unleash in the group chat once he got his hands on it.
Hoseok was getting the batik fabric you found in a tiny shop tucked away near the market. It had deep blues and burnt oranges—bold and beautiful, just like him. You already pictured him turning it into a jacket or draping it over something dramatically at a dance studio. And for his girlfriend, a delicate piece of handmade jewelry—silver with tiny amber stones, shaped like falling leaves. She was going to lose her mind over it.
Your own stuff? That took less time. You hadn’t packed much to begin with—mostly bikinis and breezy tops. The heat had practically demanded it. But you’d also picked up a bunch of new shorts, the kind that showed off your legs just enough. The thought made you grin.
You were definitely planning to wear them around Seoul soon. Yoongi was definitely going to like them.
You were halfway through organizing your pile of clothes when your hand hit something solid near the bottom of your suitcase.
“Oh... right.” Tequila.
Chaeyoung.
The memory hit you like the smell of lime and salt.
She’d shown up in Bali like a whirlwind—barely touched down in Seoul for the past eight months. She’d bounced from London to Chile, Argentina, and then Mexico, and somehow skipped straight to Bali to meet you all, suitcase in tow and stories practically spilling out of her mouth.
“I brought the best tequila for you girls,” she’d announced like it was gold. She held it up like a trophy, her sunglasses still on even though the sun had already dipped behind the trees.
“You’re gonna love it. I swear,” she added, unscrewing the cap to let you smell it right then and there.
Dami squinted at her, skeptical. “What do you mean best? Like—good flavor or good time?”
Chaeyoung had smirked. “Oh, babe, if I told you half the things I did after a couple of shots of this…”
“You’re crazy,” Taeha called out from the back patio.
“No, babe,” Chaeyoung said, eyes wild and glass already half-empty, “you’re gonna want to be crazy after I teach you this little trick. Trust me—this stuff? It’ll get your man on fire.”
The room paused, like it collectively sensed incoming chaos.
Jieun blinked. “Why does that sound illegal?”
“Because it probably is,” Dami whispered, crossing her arms like she was preparing for war.
Chaeyoung ignored both of them, too far gone. She slammed her glass down like she was about to present a scientific discovery. “Okay, LISTEN. I’m about to change all your lives.”
“Oh no,” Taeha muttered. “Not another ‘I saw a TikTok and now I’m a sex guru’ monologue—”
“SHUT UP and listen”, Chaeyoung snapped, already standing like a drunk prophet. “So I was in Mexico, okay? Had just eaten like...six tacos and a churro. I’m tipsy. This guy is rambling about the flavor notes in mezcal like he’s auditioning for MasterChef: Alcoholic Edition, and I’m scrolling TikTok minding my business—and BAM.”
She clapped loudly. Everyone jumped.
“This woman—an actress, like straight up goddess energy—comes up on my For You Page. And she’s like, ‘This is how you seduce a man in ten seconds or less.’ I didn’t even blink. I learned.”
“Stop,” Jieun begged, already wheezing. “I can’t breathe when you talk like this.”
“I’m serious!” Chaeyoung shouted. “You don’t need lingerie. You don’t need a playlist. You just need THIS.”
She grabbed a pillow off the couch and slammed it onto the floor like it owed her money. “Dami, you’re the man. Get over here.”
“No. Absolutely not.”
“DAMI. Get. Over. Here.”
By the time Dami crawled over, purely out of morbid curiosity, Chaeyoung was already miming the scene. She picked up her shot glass like it was sacred, locked fake-eyes with Dami, and whispered:
“You take the tequila. You hold it. You stare. Not blink. Not smile. Just stare like you’re about to commit emotional crimes.”
She mimed holding the shot in her mouth, then leaned toward Dami with cartoonishly intense eye contact.
“And THEN,” she continued, dramatically slow, “you pass it. Mouth. To. Mouth.”
The room exploded.
Jieun SCREAMED. “WHAT THE FUCK!!!”
“I SWEAR TO GOD I’M GONNA DIE,” Taeha said, curled into a ball.
Dami fell backward, shrieking. “Get off me, you demon woman!”
“I WAS DOING RESEARCH!” Chaeyoung yelled back, offended.
“YOU DID THIS TO SOMEONE?” you gasped.
“In the bathroom of a rooftop bar in Oaxaca!” she declared like she was announcing a Grammy win. 
“WHAT.”
“WHATTTTTTTTT?!”
Jieun was hiding behind the couch now. “I cannot believe I have to know you.”
Chaeyoung, now fully unhinged, launched into a dramatic reenactment—flipping her hair, straddling the pillow like a man was beneath it. “Then we made out so hard I almost knocked a soap dispenser off the wall. I think there was applause outside. I don’t know. I blacked out from the POWER.”
“You need help,” Dami groaned, fanning herself.
“No, YOU need tequila and a man with low expectations,” Chaeyoung snapped, already pouring more shots. “Now, who’s next? Let’s practice. I’ll be the guy. Come on. Seduce me, cowards!”
You were crying from laughter. Your stomach hurt. Your soul hurt. Jieun looked like she was about to call a priest.
“Do we need to tell Yoongi about this?” Taeha asked you with an evil grin.
“No one tells Yoongi anything,” you said quickly, gripping your drink like it was your only protection.
Chaeyoung just smirked at you, devilish. “You’re gonna try it. I know you are.”
You just laughed—and avoided her gaze.
But she already knew.
Yeah, that bottle of tequila was now staring at you.
Oh, you were gonna have fun.
By the time Yoongi woke up—hair messy, hoodie slipping off one shoulder, blinking at you like you were a dream—it was nearly noon.
“You unpacked already?” he asked, voice raspy, warm with sleep.
“Trying to pretend I’m not still on Bali time,” you mumbled, smiling into your mug.
He padded over, kissed your temple, and muttered something about making tteokbokki.
And god, he really could cook.
You sat cross-legged on the counter while he moved through the kitchen with quiet confidence, slicing green onions, adding just the right amount of gochugaru like it was instinct. The rich, spicy scent filled the apartment, and when you finally sat down to eat, you could have cried from the comfort of it. After two weeks of fresh seafood and tropical fruits, having something that tasted like home—like Seoul, like him—felt grounding.
“Still like mine better than any Bali food?” he asked, smug as he watched you devour the last piece.
You licked your spoon. “No offense to Bali, but your tteokbokki is emotional support food. It wins.”
He grinned, that small, rare one that made your stomach flutter.
Now, hours later, the sun was setting outside the living room window. The city buzzed softly in the distance, but here in the apartment, it was calm—dim lights, a quiet movie playing, legs tangled under a shared blanket. Yoongi leaned into the cushions, one arm draped behind you, the other lazily scrolling through his phone during the slow parts.
“Should we open some wine?” he asked, his voice low, almost a hum.
“Only if you pick it,” you replied, resting your head on his shoulder.
He gave you a small pat on the thigh before heading over to the shelf tucked into the corner of the kitchen—a narrow unit lined with a modest but respectable collection of bottles. He crouched down, humming to himself, searching for the right red.
Then he paused.
“...What the hell is this?”
You turned your head.
Yoongi straightened slowly, holding up a sleek, unfamiliar bottle. The label was bright. Bold. Very not him.
He squinted at it. “Did this multiply in my apartment without my permission? I did not buy this.”
You bit your lip, trying very hard not to smile.
He turned to face you. “This yours?”
You gave him a sheepish nod.
He examined the label again, then looked at you with a mixture of suspicion and amusement. “Why... do you have a bottle of tequila hiding in my apartment?”
“Chaeyoung gave it to me,” you explained, as innocently as possible. “As a gift.”
Yoongi arched a brow. “That sounds fake. Try again.”
“Okay,” you admitted, slowly standing up, blanket falling from your lap. “It was part of a girls’ night... situation. Involving stories. And hypotheticals. And a very specific TikTok.”
Yoongi narrowed his eyes at you like he was trying to read subtitles you weren’t offering.
“…What kind of TikTok?”
You gave him a totally innocent smile. “A harmless one.”
“That’s never true,” he said flatly. “Every time someone starts a sentence with ‘so I saw this TikTok’ it ends in something insane or borderline illegal.”
You raised your hands in mock surrender. “Nobody got arrested. Nobody died. There were just... beverages. And discussions. That’s all.”
Yoongi held up the bottle like it was radioactive. “So this ended with you bringing back imported mystery tequila from girls' night? That’s the takeaway?”
“Don’t be dramatic,” you said, walking over and plucking the bottle from his hands. “It’s artisanal.”
“That’s not reassuring.”
“You act like I’m hiding a crime,” you teased, setting it carefully on the table.
“You are hiding something,” he muttered, still watching you suspiciously. “You’re way too smiley for this to be a normal ‘hey let’s have tequila’ situation.”
You shrugged, doing your best to look unbothered—even as your face threatened to betray you with another grin. “Maybe I just missed you and thought it’d be fun to have a drink together.”
“Uh-huh,” he said slowly, eyes narrowing like he was filing that line away for later. “Totally believable. No other reason. No hidden context.”
“Exactly.”
A pause.
Yoongi finally dropped back onto the couch beside you, still eyeing the bottle like it might start talking.
“You’re lucky I like you,” he muttered under his breath.
You nudged his knee with yours. “I am lucky.”
He glanced at you, then let out a small, exasperated laugh. “And now I’m low-key afraid to drink that.”
You leaned over and kissed his cheek. “Well, good thing we’re having wine right now.”
He shot you a look, but couldn’t help the amused smile tugging at his lips.
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It had been a shitty week. No poetic metaphors, no dramatic flair. Just plain, exhausting, soul-sucking shit. Going back to work was shitty. As an editor at a publishing company, you were used to juggling deadlines, writer meltdowns, and 2 a.m. “urgent” revisions — but this week? This week decided to personally test your will to live.
By Friday, you were running on caffeine, petty rage, and whatever serotonin your cat videos could offer.
Thankfully, it was over. Finally.
You were curled up on the couch in an oversized hoodie, staring blankly at your phone while half a bag of chips sat forgotten beside you. Yoongi had texted earlier — be home in an hour, miss u — and even just that had been enough to keep you from combusting.
With a sigh, you opened your messages app, finally catching up on the chaos you’d ignored all week.
Your friends' group chat was on fire. Everyone was still riding the Bali high, posting blurry sunset photos, thirst traps in bikinis, and messages like:
Taeha: literally thinking about the nasi goreng at 3am Jieun: my skin still glows like i bathed in tropical gods Dami: WHEN are we doing round two. i need a new passport stamp and a new man. urgently. Taeha: can we do Greece. or Spain. or literally anywhere with sun and drama.
You smiled, heart softening a little. Yeah. That trip was magic.
And then you saw it — a private message from Chaeyoung.
Chaeyoung💥: [TikTok link] “this is the visual representation of what i tried to explain that night LMAO” “giving this to u cuz u r the only one with a man lol”
You tapped the link, suspicious.
The video started playing — and you immediately paused it, jaw dropping, face heating.
Oh. OH.
It was the exact tequila trick she’d so enthusiastically attempted to act out back in Bali. Except now, seeing it performed in real time — slow, hot, absolutely lethal — made something in your brain short-circuit. You blinked, stared at your phone like it betrayed you, then hit play again. For science.
The way the woman in the video straddled her man, the effortless way she passed the drink between their mouths, the almost moan he let out like it rewired his whole nervous system—
Yeah. You were watching this on a Friday night after getting metaphorically body-slammed by your job. You deserved joy. You deserved serotonin. And preferably, you deserved it in the form of your boyfriend, shirtless, on this very couch.
You: chaeyoung. what the hell. why r u sending me this 
Chaeyoung: DIDN’T I JUST SAID YOU R THE ONLY ONE WITH A MAN THAT YOU CAN CALL YOURS. SEE THE VISION
You: i see it i feel it
Chaeyoung: YESSSS get that man WEAK, babes.
You: he’s coming home in 40 how fast do u think i can shower and emotionally prepare
Chaeyoung: light the fucking torch.
You stared at the screen for a second, heart racing, lip caught between your teeth.
Well. You did just wash your hair last night. And your cute robe was clean. And that bottle Chaeyoung gave you? Still hiding behind the wine rack like a dirty little secret.
You stood up.
Time to turn this terrible week around—with tequila, TikTok tactics, and one very lucky boyfriend.
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The apartment was dimly lit, cozy, and quiet—exactly the way Yoongi liked it after a long day. He kicked off his shoes by the door, ran a hand through his hair, and called out casually, “Babe? I’m home.”
No answer.
Well, no immediate answer.
Just the soft hum of music coming from the living room—something low and sultry. It wasn’t your usual playlist. This was a vibe.
He squinted. Suspicious.
“Babe?” he tried again, stepping further in. His jacket was halfway off his shoulders when he turned the corner—and stopped dead in his tracks.
You were in the living room. Waiting.
Correction: you were posed in the living room.
Wearing your favorite silk robe—one that barely grazed your thighs, tied in a loose, suspiciously flimsy knot. Candles flickered on the coffee table. Two glasses sat beside a bottle he definitely didn’t own.
“Hi,” you said sweetly, crossing one leg over the other as you sat perched on the edge of the couch like a perfectly wrapped sin.
Yoongi blinked. “...What the hell is going on.”
“Celebrating,” you answered, like it was obvious.
He raised a brow. “Celebrating what?”
“The end of a very horrible week,” you said, then added with a grin, “And also… you.”
Yoongi was now actively side-eyeing the bottle. “Is that—”
“The tequila,” you confirmed. “Yes.”
“I thought we said we were saving that for—”
“Plans change,” you cut in, voice light. “Besides, I have a new method. A fun one.”
He blinked at you again, slower this time. “Why does that sound threatening.”
“It’s not,” you said. “It’s sexy.”
You laughed, a little wild in your eyes, and patted the spot in front of you. “Sit. Trust me.”
Yoongi hesitated, that familiar wariness flickering behind his dark eyes like a warning siren—this was definitely going to be one of those moments. But as always, he couldn’t resist you. With a sigh, he shrugged off his jacket and dropped onto the couch, still shooting you a suspicious look. “You’re being weird.”
“I’m being generous,” you teased, voice low and mischievous.
You slid closer, your hands gentle but firm on his shoulders. “This is something I learned.” You practically straddled him, settling down on his lap with a confident smile.
Yoongi’s brows knit together, confused but intrigued. “What—”
“They said this is how tequila tastes the best,” you whispered, your fingers tracing the buttons of his shirt. “And since I know you really like your alcohol…”
You slowly hooked your finger into the top button of his shirt, eyes not leaving his face. “Can I unbutton this?”
Yoongi tilted his head slightly, lips curling in amusement. “Yes,” he replied, raising a brow as if to say whatever you're up to... I’m watching you.
With a sly little grin, you unfastened one button. Then the next. Then another. You were deliberate with it—fingers brushing his skin each time, exposing just enough of his chest to leave your mouth watering. His skin was warm, soft, and smelled faintly of the cologne he always wore. That scent you liked to steal from the collar of his sweaters.
You leaned in, holding the tequila shot glass loosely in your hand, and whispered—half to him, half to yourself, “And then I have to... huh... lick.”
You dipped your head and—without hesitation—flattened your tongue against the base of his neck. You dragged it slowly up, tracing a path over his collarbone and along the curve of his shoulder, right where the salt would go in the classic version. Except you weren’t following any rules.
Yoongi’s breath caught sharply. His hands, resting on your hips, twitched.
You leaned back, just enough to lock eyes with him. He looked stunned. Flushed. Slightly speechless.
Then, as if to really commit to the bit, you took the shot. Head tilted back, throat bobbing as the tequila slid down.
And finally—eyes on his—your hand reached out for the lime. But instead of putting it in your mouth, you brought it up to his lips.
“Bite,” you said softly.
He obeyed.
You leaned in one last time, stealing the lime back with a kiss that lingered longer than necessary, your lips brushing his in a mix of citrus and heat.
“Okay—where the hell?” Yoongi sputtered, blinking like he just came out of a trance. “What? Why? What the hell?”
He was flustered—genuinely flustered—and that was rare for him. A soft pink crept up the sides of his neck, and his chest was still rising and falling just a little faster than usual. You stayed exactly where you were, still straddling his lap, hands resting lightly on his now half-unbuttoned shirt like it was the most casual thing in the world.
You tilted your head innocently, though your smirk betrayed you. “This is why I wanted to save that bottle.”
Yoongi stared at you, eyes narrowing. “This is what that TikTok discussion was about?”
You leaned forward just enough so that your chest brushed his, your voice dropping to a whisper. “I told you it was educational content.”
He huffed a dry laugh, but his hands were already on your hips again, holding you tighter now. “Educational? Babe, you just licked me like a human salt rim and then kissed tequila into my mouth. That wasn’t education. That was witchcraft.”
You bit your lip, eyes gleaming. “Witchcraft that works, clearly.”
Yoongi’s gaze dropped to your lips, his breath catching slightly. You could feel him shifting beneath you, his composure unraveling by the second.
“You’re literally still on top of me,” he muttered, voice lower now, rougher.
“Mhm.” You rolled your hips just a tiny bit, enough to make his hands dig into your waist in warning. “On purpose.”
His eyes snapped back to yours, something darker flickering there now. “You planned this.”
You kissed the corner of his mouth. “Maybe.”
“Maybe, my ass.”
He surged up just enough to kiss you fully, mouth warm and tasting faintly of lime and tequila, his hands sliding under your shirt like he was reclaiming control. But you broke the kiss with a breathless laugh, leaning back just enough to look him in the eyes.
“You said you liked tequila.”
“I like peace and quiet too, but I guess I’m not getting that either,” he muttered, though the way he looked at you said something very different.
“Not when I’m around,” you teased, pulling his shirt fully open now and tossing the shot glass aside like the game was only beginning. 
He chuckled, low and wicked. “And here I was, just trying to have a normal Friday night.”
“But did you like it though?” you asked, breathless now, lips still tingling from the kiss. You dragged your hands slowly up his chest, over the exposed skin you’d just unbuttoned, nails light enough to make him twitch. “You haven’t said anything about it, babe.”
Yoongi looked at you—really looked at you. His pupils were blown wide now, jaw tight, lips slightly parted as he processed the question, like you had just asked him something offensive.
“You’re seriously asking me that,” he said, voice low, hoarse with restraint, “while you’re literally sitting on me like this?”
You rolled your hips ever so slightly, the friction cruel in how light it was. “Just want feedback.”
Yoongi let out a sharp breath—half disbelief, half groan—and grabbed you by the hips, steadying you, containing you, but barely. His fingers dug in, possessive.
“Of course I fucking liked it,” he said, eyes dragging down from your lips to your neck, to the swell of your chest beneath your shirt. “Who the fuck do you think I am?”
You smiled slowly. “Just making sure.”
“You licked my neck, downed a shot like it was foreplay, and then had the audacity to grind on me like it was a goddamn game.”
You tilted your head. “It was a game.”
He pulled you flush against him, his mouth brushing the corner of yours with maddening softness, the kind that made your whole body tense in anticipation. “Oh, it’s a fucking war now.”
You gasped, but before you could respond, his mouth was on yours again—hotter this time, needier, tongue sweeping past your lips like he needed more of you now. His hands slid up your back, under your shirt, dragging it higher with every desperate kiss.
He was already hard beneath you, and the way his hips bucked up, just once, slow and deliberate, told you exactly how much control he was pretending to have.
“You wanna know if I liked it?” he growled against your mouth, lips brushing yours with each word. “I’m gonna show you how much.”
And he kissed you again—messy, rough, like the question had flipped a switch in him. One hand tugged at the waistband of your shorts while the other held you firmly in place, his thigh pressing between yours now. Heat pooled low in your belly.
“Tequila,” he muttered against your skin, trailing kisses down your neck. “What kind of spell did you girls cook up in Bali?”
You laughed, breath shaky as your hands tangled in his hair. “The kind that ends with you begging.”
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He was gone the second you straddled him.
Yoongi tried—really tried—to keep his cool. But the minute you whispered “lick” and dragged your tongue along his neck, something short-circuited. His brain, his restraint, his sense of time. All of it.
And now, here you were—sitting on him like sin in human form, asking if he liked it.
Liked it?
He wanted to laugh. Scream. Flip the couch. Instead, he grabbed your hips because he had to. Not to stop you—hell no—but because if he didn’t hold on, he might do something entirely unhinged. Like flip you over and lose his mind.
“Of course I fucking liked it,” he said, and even to his own ears, his voice sounded wrecked. He could feel the way your weight settled into his lap, how warm you were, how smug. You knew exactly what you were doing, and it was driving him insane.
He couldn’t look away from your mouth. The way you were breathing a little faster. The faint shimmer of tequila still lingering on your lips.
When you rolled your hips again—again—he swore under his breath.
His body reacted instantly, hips lifting into yours with an involuntary jerk that made him clench his jaw. Your breath caught. Good. You felt it too.
“You’re gonna fucking kill me,” he muttered, dragging his hands under your shirt, mapping every inch of skin like he had to memorize it. “This—whatever this is—you’re not walking away from it, you know that?”
You tilted your head, smirking. “Wasn’t planning to. I told you I had a shitty week.”
Yoongi chuckled, the sound deep in his throat as he leaned in, lips brushing against the shell of your ear. “So this was your plan, huh?”
You felt the slow drag of his hands down your sides—warm, steady, maddening.
“Mmm,” he murmured, voice low and laced with amusement. “You just wanted to have a little fun. That it?”
His nose nudged against your cheek before he whispered, “You missed me, babe. Don’t play like you didn’t.”
You tried to keep a straight face, but the way he spoke—so casual, so sure of you—made your breath hitch.
“Two weeks without me…” His teeth grazed your jaw. “Two weeks without sex.”
Your thighs instinctively tightened around his hips, and he noticed—of course he did.
“Ohhh, I knew it,” he grinned, cocky now. “I wonder what you got up to while I was around. Hm? What kind of desperate little thoughts did that pretty head of yours have?”
He ran his hands up under your shirt again, slow, appreciating every curve like he’d been starving for it. “You did something to this body, didn’t you?” he drawled, voice dark velvet now. “You’ve been walking around all tan and glowy and smug like that trip fixed your soul—but I know what you really needed.”
His fingers curled around your hips, rocking you down against him, just enough to remind you exactly how ready he was.
“You’re a whole different person when you’re horny, baby. So needy. So fucking honest.”
You squirmed, and his laugh was smug, satisfied.
“You had a shitty week,” he said, dragging his mouth down to your neck, lips soft but teasing. “So naturally, you thought—‘Hey, I know what’ll help. Let me climb on top of my boyfriend and ride the stress away.’”
“Is it working?” you whispered, breath hot against his cheek.
He pulled back just enough to look at you—really look, eyes burning like they could eat you alive.
“I made you a song while we were apart,” he said with mock offense. “You? You learned a seduction trick off TikTok.”
You grinned. “Productive two weeks.”
Yoongi’s hands were still on your waist, warm and possessive, when he leaned back just slightly, eyes hooded and gleaming with something dangerous. You knew that look. That smirk. Your stomach flipped.
“So…” he began, brushing his thumbs in slow circles over your bare skin, “you pulled that little tequila stunt…”
You grinned. “Guilty.”
“…and thought I wouldn’t retaliate?”
Your smile faltered. “What?”
He leaned in again, lips barely ghosting over yours as he whispered, “You really think I don’t have a few tricks of my own, baby?”
You swallowed hard.
“I’ve been patient,” he continued, dragging his fingers slowly—infuriatingly slowly—down your spine. “You had your fun. Now it’s my turn.”
Before you could respond, he was lifting you effortlessly, standing with you wrapped around him like it was second nature—because, at this point, it was. You barely had time to gasp before he was carrying you down the hallway toward the bedroom, kicking the door shut behind him like he meant it.
He laid you on the bed with a reverence that made your heart race and your thighs press together, and then he disappeared for a second—just long enough to make you whine in protest.
“Relax,” came his voice from somewhere near the kitchen, casual and dangerous. “I’m just grabbing the bottle. If you’re gonna start something, babe, you better be ready to finish it.”
Your mouth went dry.
When he returned, the bottle of tequila was in one hand, and that same dark smirk was back on his face. He set it gently on the nightstand, then climbed onto the bed with the kind of grace that made your breath catch.
“You remember how it goes, right?” he murmured, kneeling between your legs. “Salt… lick… shot.”
You nodded, suddenly the one speechless.
He dragged a finger across the curve of your collarbone, then leaned in to kiss the spot—slow, open-mouthed, lingering. You felt your heartbeat stutter.
“Lift your arms,” he whispered.
You obeyed. He licked a line just below your clavicle, then sprinkled the salt there with deliberate precision. His lips brushed your ear again.
“Keep still.”
You couldn’t breathe.
He brought the shot glass up, holding it steady in one hand as he dipped his head.
The lick came first—wet, slow, decadent. His tongue traced the salt from your chest with a kind of reverence that made your whole body tighten beneath him.
Then the shot—head tilted back, clean and quick.
And then?
Then came the lime.
Instead of handing it to you, Yoongi brought it to your mouth himself, holding the wedge with his fingers just so. “Bite,” he murmured, his eyes locked on your lips.
You did—and his eyes darkened.
He watched the way your mouth moved, watched the little shiver run through you from the sour tang and the heat still lingering on your skin.
“Fuck,” he muttered, dropping the lime to the side and pushing you gently back onto the pillows. “You're never allowed to do that trick again unless I get to do it right back.”
Your laugh was breathless. “Deal.”
But before you could say anything else, his mouth was back on you—hot, insistent, everywhere at once. He kissed a path down your stomach, murmuring praise between every inch of skin.
And just before he disappeared between your thighs, he looked up at you with that same boyish smirk that always got you in trouble.
“You had a shitty week,” he said, voice low “Guess I’m gonna have to fuck it out of you.”
You barely had time to react before Yoongi’s mouth was on you again—slow. He kissed down your stomach like he was mapping it, like he was reclaiming it. His fingers slid under the waistband of your shorts, tugging just enough to make you whimper.
“You wore these to tease me, huh?” he murmured, hot breath fanning over your skin. “You knew exactly what you were doing.”
“Maybe,” you said, breathless, hands tangling in his hair.
He chuckled, dark and low. “You walk in here, tequila bottle like some kind of sex witch… straddle me like it’s nothing, lick salt off my chest like that’s a normal Friday night—what the fuck do you expect me to do?”
You were about to answer—something witty, something bratty—but then he had your shorts off and his mouth was on your inner thigh, kissing the skin there like it was sacred.
“You smell like heaven,” he muttered. “And you’re shaking. You’ve been thinking about this all week, haven’t you?”
“Yes,” you gasped.
He hummed. “Then stop pretending like you don’t want me to ruin you.”
And he did. Tongue pressed flat, slow and firm—one long lick that had your hips bucking off the bed. His hands gripped your thighs, holding you down with practiced ease.
“Fuck, baby,” you breathed, already seeing stars.
Yoongi didn’t respond. He was focused, utterly and deliciously focused, like he was composing a melody with your body as the instrument. He switched between long, slow strokes and quick flicks that had you sobbing his name.
Every time you got close, he’d pull back—kiss your thighs, suck a little mark into the skin just to watch you squirm.
“You don’t get to come yet,” he said, voice rough now. “Not until I say.”
You whimpered, a full-body shiver running through you.
He slid two fingers into you—slow, curling just right—and your back arched. Your hands gripped the sheets, clawed at them. He pressed kisses to your inner thigh as he fucked you with his fingers, mouth still devastating between your legs.
“You taste like you missed me,” he said, voice hoarse, fingers never slowing. “Is that what this is? Two weeks of missing me? Of needing this cock and not getting it?”
“Yoongi—”
“Tell me.”
“Yes—yes, fuck, I missed you—”
“Yeah, you did.” His teeth grazed your skin, his fingers moving faster now. “Missed being filled. Missed being fucked like you deserved.”
You were a trembling mess, every nerve ending lit up, every muscle tense and begging for release.
And just when you thought you couldn’t take another second, he moved up your body, hovered over you, kissed your lips deep and dirty with your taste still on his tongue.
“Wanna come?” he whispered, grinding against you, already rock hard through his boxers.
“Yes, please—”
“Good,” he smirked. “Because I’m not stopping until you do. And then again. And again. You're not sleeping tonight, babe.”
Yoongi didn’t stop—not when your legs started to tremble, not when your breath hitched in that high, helpless way that drove him insane. He was relentless, completely immersed, tongue gliding in slow, torturous circles before switching to sharp, precise flicks that had you arching off the bed.
“God, fuck. Please,” you almost choked, voice wrecked, coming out in desperate, broken pieces. “Fuck, fuck—”
Your hand flew to his hair, threading through the dark strands with shaking fingers. You weren’t just touching him—you were clinging, grounding yourself against the overwhelming wave crashing through your body. Then your other hand joined, not stroking, not pulling—just holding on as he pulled deeper sounds from you than you'd ever made before.
“I—fuck,” you gasped again, voice hoarse and breathless, hips rising against his mouth. “Yoongi—please—I can't—”
He growled low, the sound vibrating against you in a way that made you cry out. And still, he didn’t stop.
Didn’t even look up.
He knew exactly what he was doing.
You were falling apart under him, trembling and moaning and begging, and he was drinking it in like your body was his favorite kind of worship. His hands tightened on your thighs, holding you open, holding you down—as if to say You’re not going anywhere. I’m not done yet.
Because he wasn’t.
He was building you like a beat, layering sensation on sensation until it all collapsed—until the dam broke and you screamed his name, clenching around nothing, your body shaking as pleasure tore through you.
And even then, he still didn’t let go.
“Good girl,” he murmured against your thigh, breath hot, voice rough with pride and lust. “Now let’s see how you take cock”
He didn’t give you much time to recover—just enough for your breathing to even out, for your lashes to flutter open, dazed and ruined, still trembling from the aftermath.
Yoongi leaned over you, chest brushing yours, the weight of him grounding you. His lips ghosted across your jawline, featherlight, and then lower, over your neck, where he bit down gently—claiming.
"You always taste like this?" he murmured, lips brushing the shell of your ear. "Or is this just what happens when you miss me?"
You whimpered, already breathless again.
He sat back on his knees, undoing his belt in one smooth pull that made your mouth go dry. His eyes never left yours—dark, heavy-lidded, pupils blown wide with hunger. His shirt hung open, still a little damp where you’d licked the salt off his skin, and he looked completely, devastatingly fucked out, even though he hadn’t gotten anything yet.
“Look at you,” he murmured, eyes raking down your body. “You’re shaking. You really had a week, huh?”
You nodded. Barely. And he smiled, slow and sinful.
“Well, baby,” he said, positioning himself between your thighs, stroking himself once, twice—thick, flushed, already dripping—“let me make it better.”
And then he pressed in.
The stretch made your breath catch, eyes fluttering shut—your body still too sensitive, too desperate—and he hissed between his teeth.
“Fuck, you’re tight. Always so good for me. Goddamn.”
He rolled his hips, slow and deep, and it was like the air was punched out of your lungs. He filled you completely, every inch deliberate, every movement dragging against all the places you needed him.
Your hands flew to his shoulders, nails digging in for purchase.
“Yoongi—fuck—”
He caught your mouth in a kiss, messy and hot, all tongue and teeth, swallowing your sounds like he wanted to own them. His thrusts got harder, deeper, finding that rhythm that had your entire body arching, your legs locking around his waist like he was the only thing anchoring you.
"You think you can come in here, ride me with tequila tricks, and not get absolutely wrecked?" he growled into your neck.
You moaned—helpless—and he smirked.
"Not after that little show, baby. No way."
He shifted, one hand sliding under your thigh to hitch it higher around him, changing the angle—and fuck, you saw stars. Your back arched off the bed, your head thrown back, and Yoongi watched like he was witnessing art.
Yoongi’s grip tightened, his voice dropping low and rough against your skin. “What did they call you? A goddess?” His hips thrust harder, heavier, deliberately rougher, every movement pushing you closer to the edge. “But they didn’t get to have you like this, right?”
You choked on a breath, overwhelmed by the sensation. “Oh my god… I told you—fuck—because I thought it was… there, fuck—funny… Oh my god, are you really jeal—fuck!”
Your eyes rolled back, pleasure washing over you in waves so intense you could barely keep up.
“I’m not jealous,” Yoongi growled, voice thick with need.
“No?” you teased breathlessly, arching into him.
“I’m thriving,” he said, pressing his forehead to yours, every word dripping with possessiveness. “They don’t fucking get to see you like this. Only I do.”
“You feel that?” he grunted, thrusting harder now, body slamming into yours with a rhythm that left you gasping. “That’s mine. All of this—mine.”
You couldn't speak—you could barely think. Every movement was electric, every drag of him inside you a white-hot promise of release. His pace was brutal now, every snap of his hips laced with possession, with the kind of love that ruins you for anyone else.
“You’re gonna come again,” he said—low, rough, a little breathless, but firm. Not a question. A command. “And then you’re gonna do it one more time. Because I missed this, too. I fucking missed you.”
He growled the last part, voice cracking slightly under the weight of how real it was. His hips didn’t let up—deep, relentless, tuned perfectly to your body like he’d memorized every reaction, every gasp.
Your fingers clawed at his back, useless against the way your body spiraled. You were wrecked—utterly, completely, beautifully wrecked.
“I—I missed you so much, Yoongi,” you sobbed, the pleasure too much to hold in anymore. “I’m gonna… fu—fuck, cum—”
“Oh my god,” is all you can manage, your voice wrecked and breathless, your whole body trembling beneath him.
“Inside,” you whisper, your lips brushing his ear, need thick in your tone.
He’s still moving—slow now, but deep, deliberate—as if he wants to feel every last second of you wrapped around him. The look in his eyes is feral, undone.
“Fucking missed you so much, babe,” he groans, and then he’s right there—burying himself deep as he cums hard, hips stuttering, spilling into you with a growl so raw it vibrates in your chest. His whole body tenses against yours as he rides it out, forehead pressed to yours.
“I fucking missed you,” he repeats, almost breathless, voice rasping against your lips. “I told you—I wrote a whole damn song because I missed you. I didn’t have time to give you something earlier but I had this whole fucking plan—a date, like a proper boyfriend.”
He huffs out a breathless, delirious laugh, still barely able to move.
“And now look at us,” he adds, burying his face in your neck. “Fucking tequila.”
You laugh, weak and breathless, wrapping your arms around him tighter. “Next time you bring the salt.”
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Group Chat: 🌴 Good Bitches Reunited 🌶️
You: update: tequila trick was… effective 😌✨
Chaeyoung: I KNEW IT
Taeha: WAIT. omg she DID
Jieun: This is why I need to start collecting frequent flyer miles. I’m flying to you next.
Dami: HELLO??? 
You: girl. the look on his face when I did it… like he saw God
Chaeyoung: I’M SO PROUD I COULD CRY
Taeha: Honestly I thought you’d chicken out but no. you did the whole “lick → salt → shot → kiss” thing right??
You: Of course I did I studied the tape
Jieun: So you're telling me tequila + cleavage + terrible week + some sort of emotional reunion = Yoongi malfunction?
You: He short-circuited 😌 Then rebooted and proceeded to rearrange my internal organs
Chaeyoung: This is now a case study Scientific proof that tequila leads to spiritual fulfillment and hot sex like I SAID.
You: Anyway. Legs? Gone. Dignity? Questionable. Regrets? Zero. So… success?
Chaeyoung: Tell Yoongi I accept thank-you notes in the form of concert tickets or exclusive unreleased demos 🫶
You: He wrote me a whole song during the trip So I seduced a man and got a song.
Dami: MAIN CHARACTER SHIT
You: I’ll send a selfie later once my legs function again Love u whore💋
Taeha: God I missed us Can we go to Greece next?
Jieun: Bitch, we’re going to Spain next. Get a freakin grip. 
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some of u should have an OnlyClowns account
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i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.
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👀👀 for later
cybersex | myg
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The whole point of being a phone sex hotline operator is that you’ll never have to meet your clients. So what are you supposed to do when you find out your favorite client is your brother’s best friend? 
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 14,599
Genre/Trope: Brother's best friend, fluff, smut
Content Warning: Sex work, alcohol, attempt at humor, pet names, dirty talk, phone sex, mutual masturbation, vaginal fingering, vaginal sex, car sex, blow jobs, creampie
A/N: Don’t judge me for the bad dirty talk 🥴 I'm way better now than I was then
What was Jai listening to?  agust d - agust d  // cyber sex - doja cat 
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It all started with a bottle of vodka and a Twilight drinking game. You were pretty good at holding your liquor, so you didn’t expect the night to end up with you passed out on the floor of your living room, your roommate using your butt as a pillow. 
The mixed drink Harlow prepared for the two of you wasn’t half bad. Clearly, her time in bartending school had paid off, even though she never actually got a job as a bartender. Now the knowledge was merely a perk and the promise of a fun time. So sipping the fruity vodka cocktail was easy, but you hadn’t anticipated just how many times you would need to take a drink for every time Edward did something creepy that Bella found romantic, or when the CGI effects for vampires running were absolutely shit. Even every time a vampire hissed was a drinking rule that had you feeling woozy only a quarter of the way into the movie. 
“How is this movie about teenagers?” Harlow slurred. She was slowly tilting closer to you, eventually leaning completely on your shoulder. “When I was a teenager I was playing Sims.”
“Bella should have stayed home and played Sims. She could have turned out alright,” you said with a nod, reaching towards the coffee table to take a shot because one of the vampires began sparkling. You definitely didn’t need another shot, though. And neither did Harlow.
“Exactly!” Harlow tossed her shot glass back and then slammed it onto the table. “These days teenagers are fucking doing meth and cybersexing.” 
“Cybersexing? Is that the verb for it?” You smirked at your roommate, prodding her in the ribs. 
“Shut up! I’m gonna look it up.” She swatted your hand away and pulled out her phone. “Damn. We could make good money doing this. Look, you can make like $35 an hour.” She rested her head on your shoulder and stuck her phone in your face. It was a Cosmo article about “inside the life of a phone sex operator” - journalism at its finest. 
“That is a lot of money for not having to leave the apartment…” Despite the tacky pinks and cursive font of the article title, you took Harlow’s phone and scrolled through it. “AfterDark. What a predictable name for a phone sex hotline…” 
You were currently in between full-time jobs, working as a freelance web designer. A little extra cash couldn’t hurt. And Harlow would appreciate you not being late on rent every month.
“We could totally do it. We have sexy voices, don’t we?” 
“I mean, I guess?” You handed Harlow’s phone back. 
“Think of all the music festivals we could save up for,” Harlow tempted you, getting in your face to stare at your eyes. “Think of all the ice cream cakes we could buy without feeling guilty about it.” 
Well obviously she had you at ice cream cakes. 
“Okay, okay!” 
Harlow squealed and you’d never seen someone’s thumbs move so quickly as she began registering for an account through the hotline mentioned in the article. In all honesty, you couldn’t even remember the rest of the night. All you had when you woke up was a killer hangover and a new AfterDark account. 
“Honey Velour? What kind of name is that?” In the morning you read the confirmation email congratulating you on your first step towards becoming an AfterDark “fairy”. 
“At least you didn’t use your real name…” Harlow whined, staring at her phone as she leaned against the island counter in your kitchen. “I picked Harlow Adore… Hey, we kinda rhyme.” 
Yes, because that was what mattered. 
“Maybe you can change it,” you pointed out. Turning back to Harlow, you placed in front of her a plate of the scrambled eggs and sausage you prepared. “Eat.” 
Harlow may have been in charge of submitting rent payments and other adult responsibilities, but you made sure she stayed alive. 
“Ohh, so you think we should keep up with this?” Of course Harlow noticed the way your words implied that she would continue the account rather than delete it. 
“That’s not what I said,” you sat down on the stool beside Harlow. “But I guess it can’t hurt to try it out…” 
What was the worst that could happen? It wasn’t like you’d ever have to do anything with your clients.
You found very quickly that phone sex was a hit or miss for you - at least, initially. After a few months of learning the ins and outs of being an AfterDark “fairy”, you’d gotten your ratings high enough that you had a handful of regular customers you could rely on to tip you well. Having regulars helped a lot; it meant that more of your calls were with people you at least had some familiarity with. It was always the random men who stressed you out the most, impossible to know if you were about to have someone polite on the other line or an absolute creep. 
Looking at the time on your phone, you gently but firmly shoved Harlow’s legs off your lap and stood up from the couch. 
“Oooh, are you gonna go get your freak on with D-Boy?” Harlow cooed, wiggling her shoulders in what she probably thought was a seductive manner. 
“Leave me alone,” you huffed, but you couldn’t suppress a smile. 
Initially, it felt weird for you and Harlow to know when each other was working with a client, but after a while you got over it. Money was money, and you were best friends. You told each other everything, anyway. 
“I will eagerly await an update,” she said, snuggling back into her blankets and putting her headphones in to give you privacy as she finished the movie she was watching.
Despite the handful of decent guys you’d connected with, there was only one client who drew you in enough that everything you said you were doing was true. When you said you were touching yourself to his voice, you really were; it wasn’t just a lie to keep up the fantasy you were creating. The conversation never felt awkward nor did it feel like the end goal was to get him off - even though you both knew that was the end goal and he was paying for it. If anything, sometimes it felt like he was the one leading the conversation, rather than you. 
You found yourself looking forward to the nights you had a call scheduled with him - and the two of you actually scheduled calls. He would send you a message on AfterDark to see when you were free. Something about that thoughtfulness made you like him more. Even though you knew it was probably for his own convenience, it felt like he was being mindful of your life, too. 
With your favorite Spotify playlist quietly playing from your Bluetooth speakers, you plopped onto your bed. Harlow called him D-Boy because of his AfterDark username, DBoy93. You had no idea what his real name was, and of course he didn’t know yours either. 
The anonymity of the hotline was what kept you on it. You had no idea how in-person sex workers or camgirls could handle seeing the faces and bodies of their clients, or showing off their own. It seemed too awkward. You had mad respect for them, though. 
Sometimes you wondered why D-Boy started using the hotline. From his voice alone you felt like he had to be hot. It was low and so deep sometimes it sounded like he was mumbling, his words slurring together with such intense vibrations. And his voice was soft, comforting even. You wished you could have a recording of it to play whenever you wanted. Was that weird??
Your phone ringing pulled you out of your thoughts and your heart quickened as you pressed 1 to accept the call. 
“Hi,” you said with a breathy tone that was a true representation of how much you looked forward to hearing his voice, and not because you were putting on a sultry front. 
“Hey sweetheart. How are you doing?” 
“I’m supposed to be asking you that,” you said with a small laugh, rolling over to lie on your stomach in your bed. You were down bad if the pet name from some faceless stranger was going to make you go crazy. 
You heard him chuckle before responding, “And you can, but after you answer my question. Last time you told me you’d applied for that new job. How’d it go?”
No matter how many times you talked, you were shocked at how much he paid attention to whatever insignificant details you told him about your life. It was amazing how much time he was willing to spend to just sit around and talk to you when he was paying for every minute that went by. 
“After my phone interview they invited me for an in-person interview. I’m going next week!”  
“That’s awesome! I knew you would do great.” Dare you say his excitement sounded real? “If you don’t mind me saying so, you’re pretty skilled at talking on the phone…” 
“Oh you got jokes, huh?” You nearly snorted into the phone, but that wouldn’t have been very sexy of you. So you tried to hold in your laughter at his tasteless joke. 
However, it did remind you of what you were supposed to be doing right now. “What about you, though? Tell me what stress I can help you with…” 
You knew he worked an office job that paid well, something that had to do with finance. Clearly he had the money to talk to you about your dumb life a couple times a month. But you also knew his heart really belonged to music and the stress of chasing a music career regularly frustrated him. 
“I think you’re my lucky charm, actually.”
His response caught you off guard and you had to stop yourself from asking what he meant. Sometimes it was better to let silence encourage talking. 
“After our last call I scored a couple local gigs, and I might be a festival opener next month. Had to be your energy blessing me.” You thought you could hear a smile in his voice from the way his pitch lifted a bit higher than normal. 
“Oh shut up. That was all you. I’m just a voice on the phone,” you insisted, but you were wearing a smile of your own. 
“Yeah, a really sexy voice on the phone.” You sensed the shift in mood as his voice dropped low. “I couldn’t stop thinking about how incredible you sounded cumming for me last time. I’d fucking listen to that all night, every night.” 
“If only you could have seen me, babe” you said, a smirk forming as you thought back to that night. “My bed sheets were completely soaked through.” 
“Are you in bed now?” You could hear rustling in the background and you imagined it was him getting comfortable. 
“Mhmm,” you murmured, rolling onto your back so you could prop yourself up on your pillows. One of your manicured hands reached down to slip beneath your underwear, gliding lightly over your skin. “Wearing my red lace thong you said you like. Maybe one day I’ll send you a picture. Or maybe a video of me touching myself like I’m doing right now.” 
“Damn, sweetheart… You’d do that for me?” The rustling turned into the clear sound of clothes being removed. His breathing came out in soft puffs, like he was concentrating on something.  
“Mhmm, daddy. I can’t stop thinking about that deep, sexy voice of yours. Just thinking about it makes me start dripping.” 
“Daddy?” The way he moaned told you he liked your new pet name for him. You’d never called any of your other clients daddy, not even the ones you knew would enjoy it. 
“You like that, daddy? You like when I call you daddy while you imagine you’re fucking my mouth? God, I wish I could taste your cock.” 
You put him on speaker and placed your phone beside you to better capture the wet sounds your pussy was making as you fingered yourself. 
“Tell me how you touch yourself, princess. I wanna hear you moan.”
Describing what you were doing was usually the part you hated the most because it was usually a lie. You ended up saying the same shit every time, but you always reminded yourself that this was money. With him, everything was different. The description of how you touched yourself, your fingers dipping inside your entrance, the way you stimulate your clit, it was all easy to share with him. Easy, and made the entire thing so much more arousing. 
“Oh fuck, yes, can you hear me fucking myself? How dripping wet I am for you, baby?” 
“I want you to use three fingers, sweetheart. Stretch yourself out for me,” he groaned, the wet sounds on his end getting sloppier.
The two of you could go on forever, and not just because you were trying to suck money out of him. You genuinely got lost in his voice and the sound of him pleasuring himself to you. 
After a while, you were already reaching the end. 
“Ohh, fuck, I’m gonna cum,” you moaned, your walls clenching around your fingers as your other hand continued rubbing circles around your clit. “Please, daddy, let me come. Tell me I can cum.” 
“Fuck, yes, I’m close too. Cum for me sweetheart. Let’s cum together. Imagine me filling up that tight little pussy.” 
You would probably do anything for that smooth voice. 
When you masturbated on your own, you were a fairly quiet person. But whenever your favorite client was involved, you made sure to be as vocal as possible. You knew he loved it; it was always what pushed him over the edge. You could hear the sound of his fist coming down on his cock and the deep moans as you imagined him throwing his head back to release.
“I can’t believe you called me daddy,” he said after a moment, a breathy laugh escaping his lips as he attempted to calm down his breathing. 
“You loved it.” You gave him the same laugh in return, your limbs stretched out on your bed as your body hummed. 
“I did. It was unexpected.” 
“I’m full of surprises.” 
And when you finally ended the call and drifted off to sleep that night, you dreamt of a nameless voice whose cadence gently lifted you away.
Vintage Vinyl was your older brother’s baby. When your parents found out that he’d used all his college savings to open up a record store, they nearly had a heart attack. What did Jesse know about owning a business? Absolutely nothing! Yet the store became a local favorite practically overnight. It probably helped that Jesse was a charismatic little shithead (respectfully) and he hosted a lot of events after hours at the store to get people involved beyond browsing decades-old vinyls and CDs. 
Since you were the doting little sibling, you regularly attended these events, even volunteering to help Jesse out with whatever he needed to keep everything afloat. Like now, as you stood with Harlow at your elbow, a stack of flyers in your arms.
“What am I supposed to be doing with these?”
Jesse rushed around the record store, clearing out space around the mini stage in the back of the store. The stage was where he hosted a new event, “Freestyle Fridays”, where Jesse invited local musicians to perform every other Friday night. He considered it a great way for local musicians to get noticed. You thought the name sounded tacky, but apparently every emo Gen-Z and hipster Millennial in your town was all over this shit.
“Hand them out to people when they come in, stupid.” Jesse let his head fall to the side as he looked at you with questioning eyes. “Are you so young you don’t know what promotional flyers are?”
“Why are you so dramatic? I’m a 90s baby, what are you even talking about.” You handed half the stack to Harlow so she could help out instead of ogling your brother like he was a chocolate cake and it was her birthday. “Let’s go. People are waiting outside.”
As people filed in, you dutifully handed out the flyers. They were on half-sheets of paper with a simple design on the front: a skull logo with intricate flowers coming out of the eyes and mouth. It was kind of creepy, but in a delicate way, if that was possible. Beneath the skull was what you assumed was the name of the musician, AGUST D, along with a few concert dates.
“Do you think that was a typo? Not having the second “U”?” Harlow had to work in overdrive to pass out the flyers as even more people flooded the record store. You wondered if Jesse even knew what the building’s maximum capacity was.
“I don’t know, I feel like they would have made sure it was correct.”
Once the lights darkened to prepare for the performance, Jesse relieved you of your flyer duties so you and Harlow could sit back and enjoy whatever you were about to witness. Everyone was crowded around the stage, but the two of you hung out near the records.
“Alright guys, I hope you’re excited for tonight. This Freestyle Friday guest is a special person in my life,” Jesse began, playing MC on the stage.
Who the fuck was a “special person” to Jesse, a man who could die staring at himself in the mirror? Did he have a girlfriend?? You stood on your toes to see over the person in front of you.
“He’s been my best friend since high school, and he’s only recently moved back home. So please give my bro a warm welcome! Introducing Min Yoongi, aka Agust D!”
“Min Yoongi? Wow, what a fucking throwback,” Harlow whispered in your ear as intro music began to play. “He hasn’t been around since he graduated from college, right?”
You nodded, eyes watching a figure climb the stairs to the stage. Jesse embraced the man in a rough hug, slapping his broad back before giving the stage over to him.
Min Yoongi was your brother’s best friend. The two of them went to high school and college together; they were nearly inseparable for eight years of their life. But when Jesse moved back home after college graduation, Yoongi moved away. By then you were just starting college.  
The man who stood on the stage before you was definitely not the boy you remembered shooting your brother with nerf guns as they ran around the house, jumping on the couch and getting a loud lecture from your mother. Or the same boy who made you pinky promise not to tell your parents when he came to pick up Jesse when they snuck out of the house at 1am. It had shocked you how much bigger Yoongi’s pinky finger was compared to yours, but you’d just been a kid and he was a teenager not wanting his friend’s kid sibling to ruin their plans to get drunk. Funny how a pinky promise was all it took back then.
“He got hot,” Harlow spoke into your ear again, but whatever else she said was drowned out by Yoongi addressing the crowd.
“Thanks Jess. Never thought I’d see the day you’d admit to a room full of people that I’m special to you,” Yoongi spoke into the microphone in his hand. He shot your brother a gummy smile, which your brother responded to with a, “Fuck you man!”
The moment Yoongi opened his mouth you felt your knees buckle. You must have made a sound because Harlow’s head whipped to the side to give you a funny look.
“Bitch, why are you wheezing? Oh my god, are you having an asthma attack!? Do I need to get Jesse?!” Harlow grabbed your stiff arm and tried to pry your fingers from digging into the table of vinyls the two of you were leaning against.
“I grew out of my asthma, you know that,” you forced out. It had to be your brain playing tricks on you, right? You were tired and hungry, right? There was no way the smooth, rumbling voice that reverberated through the record store was the same voice that called you sweetheart and moaned into your ears multiple times a month.
Sure, D-Boy had a unique voice, but anyone could sound like anyone! There were billions of people on this earth. No one was truly unique. Yoongi just sounded like him. And it was making you feel heat travel up your neck and down your legs.
“Y/N, seriously, you look like you saw a fucking ghost.”
“I’m fine,” you gritted your teeth.
Yoongi and Jesse’s bantering continued for a bit until Yoongi properly introduced himself as a rapper, thanking the audience for being there to check out his music. He adjusted the white baseball cap he wore and you couldn’t stop yourself from staring at the way his tongue slowly swiped over his bottom lip, pausing at the corner of his mouth, before he brought the microphone up to begin rapping.
It didn’t take a genius to recognize that Yoongi had a lot of fucking skill. His music was just like the logo you saw on the flyers; his rap style was aggressive, but most of the lyrics were melancholic in the most beautiful way. And then there was a line about his tongue making people cum, which was… too much for you to process in that moment, especially when Harlow squeezed your arm after she heard the lyric.
“I don’t know if I should cry or be turned on right now. Or want to fucking fight someone,” Harlow grinned, her eyes trained on Yoongi’s expressive stage presence, lighting up every time one of his veiny hands adorned with large rings reached down to grab at his crotch.
You stood there for almost an hour trying to convince yourself that you were projecting your own life onto this man simply because his presence was unexpected and he’d grown up to be, as Harlow so eloquently put it, “hot”. You’d almost convinced yourself until a single lyric was spat from Yoongi’s lips that had even Harlow turning her wide eyes to stare at you.
“Did he?” Harlow’s acrylic nails dug into your side as she grabbed a hold of your shirt. “Y/N, did he just call himself D-Boy?”
“No,” you said immediately, refusing to look her in the face. You kept your sights straight ahead at the man on the stage.
“Y/N, yes he did! He said, I’m D-Boy because I’m from the D,” Harlow shook you to get your attention, but you continued to ignore her. “I know for a fact that he said that!”
And at that moment Yoongi’s eyes swept the audience, briefly passing over you as he repeated the lyric in question again, before moving on to another person in the crowd. You immediately felt your face heat up, but you couldn’t pull your eyes away.
“See?!”
Harlow was clawing at you like she was feral now, but her antics were quickly shut down when the person standing next to her loudly shushed her. She dropped her hands to her sides and you saw out of the corner of your eye her lips pinch into a tiny pout.
When the song ended and Yoongi made his final thank yous, Jesse flipped the lights in the store back on, causing the entire crowd to groan.
“What are you, a bunch of vampires? Get the fuck out. Freestyle Friday is over.” Many people chuckled at Jesse’s crass humor, and you were glad someone liked it. Sure as fuck wasn’t you.
With his arm slung around Yoongi’s shoulders, Jesse steered the now sweaty man through the gradually thinning crowd, and they were aiming right for you.
“Harlow, we gotta go.” You grabbed her hand and pulled her towards the front door, pretending that you didn’t hear Jesse holler your name.  
“Wait, what about Jess and Yoongi?” Harlow nearly tripped trying to keep up with you.
“I’ll text Jess later. I forgot I was supposed to submit a project proposal to a client before midnight.”
Harlow nodded solemnly, probably upset that she wouldn’t be able to ogle both your brother and Yoongi now, but she knew how serious you took your freelance web design work.
It was a shame you were lying out your ass, but there was no way you were sticking around to interact with anyone calling themselves D-Boy.
“Girl, did you know we can get AfterDark fan mail?”
A small cardboard box rested on the coffee table in your living room, its corners busted in like it had gone through some shit to eventually end up in your apartment. You sat on the floor at the table, turning the box around in your hands to examine the packaging.
“I did not,” Harlow answered, her cute slippered feet padding over to stand beside you. She leaned down to watch you stab the box cutter into the top and slowly rip the thing open.
“Apparently if our clients want to send us something, they can send it to AfterDark to make sure it’s not, like, dangerous or something. And then AfterDark forwards it to us.”
You sat up on your knees to give yourself better leverage to rip the flaps apart. Digging through the packing material, your fingers eventually slid against something silk.
“Oooh,” you murmured curiously. Lifting the material out of the box, you slowly unfurled a baby pink silk robe.
“This shit is fancy,” Harlow said with a clap, nearly spilling the coffee mug in her hands. “Put it on!”
All you were wearing was a t-shirt and pajama shorts, so it would be easy to gauge how you looked with the robe on. Standing up, you slipped your arms through the robe and tied it around your waist, immediately finding that the robe had pockets, too.
“How do I look? Fabulous?”
You struck a pose worthy of ANTM for Harlow. She let out a high whistle and fanned herself with her free hand. Basking in the ridiculousness of it all, you pushed the joke further by strutting down the length of the living room like you were working a catwalk, hips swaying.
Before you reached the end of the room, Harlow was calling out your name to make you stop.
“I only just noticed the back!” She motioned for you to remove the robe.
“Did I rip it?” You shrugged the robe off and held it up in front of yourself to examine the back. In gold cursive embroidery was your AfterDark alias, Honey Velour, across the back where the robe fell against your shoulder blades. The handiwork was absolutely beautiful, but it made you feel like a pornstar. Or a WWE champ.
“Who bought you this? Oh my god, what if it was D-Boy.” Harlow snatched the package invoice to see if there was a name or note. “Why haven’t any of my clients bought me anything, the fuck.”
If this had happened even two days earlier, you would have been thrilled to receive such a cute gift from your favorite client. But after the whole “Yoongi showing up after years of not seeing him and calling himself D-Boy” coincidence, you would rather have a week or two of nothing D-Boy-related. Like a cleanser.
“Who is Xander J?” Harlow handed you the paper, confirming that it wasn’t D-Boy sending you sexy robes.
“He’s another one of my regulars. He’s pretty nice. I think he’s married, though…” you admitted with a cringe. That made it awkward, but you weren’t the morality police here. You were just trying to make some extra cash.
A sudden pounding on the front door to your apartment made Harlow squeal in surprise, nearly dropping her coffee again.
“Oh shit, is the maintenance guy supposed to come today?” you whispered at her. You tossed the robe onto the couch and started stuffing the trash back into the cardboard box.
“No, they don’t come this early on a Saturday morning.” Harlow shook her head and slowly tiptoed to the door as another knock came banging through. She stuck her eye against the peephole and then quickly spun around to face you once more.
“Who is it??” you urged.
“Your brother and-” Harlow was cut off by a voice only your mother could love.
“Hey big head, you and Harlow are shit at whispering!”
With a groan, you motioned for Harlow to open the door. She raised her eyebrows high, but you assumed her timid behavior was due to the fact that she was wearing a giant unicorn onesie and drinking coffee out of a Goofy mug. As much as you knew she wanted to bone your brother, she was not doing herself any favors today with that outfit.
“Finally, you guys act like you’re hiding a murder scene in here.”
Growing up, Jesse had been the small hurricane to your lone palm tree. The two of you loved each other, but you had very different personalities. He was boisterous and arrogant; you were lowkey and minded your own business. But when you saw that he had brought you donuts from your favorite local donut shop… well… you could admit he wasn’t terrible all the time.
“Eeee, Jess!” You made grabby hands at the box of donuts, ready to peek inside to see if he’d gotten the cinnamon twist ones. But your enthusiasm quickly died when Jesse took a step to the side and another person entered your apartment.
“Hey, Y/N, Harlow.”
If there was one sound you could listen to for the rest of your life, it would be that deep voice repeating your name over and over again.
Yoongi raised a hand up to greet Harlow who hovered behind you.
“Damn, last time I saw you guys was at your college graduation, right?” It was cute how Yoongi was such a part of the family that he’d attended you and Harlow’s graduation.
“And remember Harlow got so drunk at dinner she threw up?” Jesse shook his head and gave Harlow a hard look. “You were messy.”
Harlow opened her mouth and closed it again, eyes shifting to look at you. But you weren’t in any position to come to her rescue because you were still looking at Yoongi.
The baseball cap was gone, putting his platinum blonde hair on display. It looked soft and fluffy, as if he may have taken a shower that morning and let it air dry. The blonde was a stark difference compared to his natural color you’d grown up seeing him in, but it looked good. It brought out the intensity of his eyes.
“Well are you going to eat the donuts or what? Don’t disrespect me by not eating my food.” Jesse pushed you towards the living room, much preferring your soft couches than the structure of a kitchen table.
“It’s not your food, Jess. You didn’t make it.” It seemed that Harlow had finally found her voice. She sat down in one of the armchairs by herself. Her current tactic was to distance herself from Jesse; she thought it might make her get over her crush. You were convinced there was no end to something that had gone one for at least ten years.
“You don’t know that.” Jesse plopped down onto the couch, Yoongi following his lead. That left you with nowhere to sit but next to Yoongi or on the floor.
Reminding yourself that you were simply jumping to conclusions about a coincidence that truly meant nothing, you eased into the couch next to Yoongi.
“Did you buy something?” Jesse pushed the box aside on the coffee table to place the donuts down.
For obvious reasons, you’d never told your brother that you were a sex hotline operator. He would have flipped his shit and probably told your parents. Even though you were in your twenties, your family still liked to think they had a say in what you did with your life.
“Me and Harlow are always finding weird shit on the internet,” you mumbled around the cinnamon donut you’d taken a bite out of. “For example, this unicorn.”
Harlow shot you an irritated glare when you gestured to her outfit, but she didn’t have a chance to cuss you out before Jess was running his mouth again.
“Was it this?” He held up the robe you’d so carelessly left draped on the back of the couch. “Honey Velour? Is that some Victoria’s Secret thing? You’re so gross.”
You may have been imagining it in your sudden panic, but you thought you felt Yoongi tense at Jesse’s rapid-fire questions.
“Jesse!” You got up and snatched the robe from your brother. “You’re the one who showed up at my apartment unannounced. You don’t get to complain about my clothes.”
Stomping towards your bedroom, you tossed the robe onto your bed and slammed the door shut.
“And for the record, it’s not some Victoria’s Secret thing. Get your head out of the gutter you freak.”
Jesse stared up at you with shock as you huffed and puffed your way back to sitting on the couch next to Yoongi, who was now leaned back into the couch. He sat with his hands in his lap and his legs spread slightly, forcing your thigh to press against his because you didn’t have any more room to scoot over.
“Touchy,” Jesse called you out after a moment.
“So, Yoongi!” Harlow was doing her little anxiety leg bounce in her chair, so you knew she was ready to move on from the awkward situation. “Me and Y/N loved your performance last night. Like, wow. I had no idea you were still into rapping like that. Tell us all about what you’ve been up to!”
“Thank you.” He grinned that gummy smile you had etched into your memory and you saw Harlow’s neck start to turn blush red. “I haven’t been up to much. Been working as a financial advisor for a pharmaceutical company and they moved me up here for a new position. I’m staying over at Jesse’s until I can close on a condo I’ve been looking at.”
You were trying, really trying, to stop jumping to conclusions. But too many things were adding up between Yoongi and D-Boy, and you could practically see Harlow doing the math, too. The voice. The nickname. The finance-based occupations. The pursuit of music due to dissatisfaction with working an office job. The fact that they both seemed to have money.
“That sounds sooo fancy and smart,” Harlow perked up, just for Yoongi to give her another smile.
“Too bad Yoong is an idiot.” Leave it to Jesse to need to ruin a compliment if it wasn’t directed at himself.
“Only ‘cause I’ve spent too much time around you,” Yoongi shot back, earning a proud nod from Jess. Their relationship was so weird. 
“You guys have known each other sooo long,” Harlow pushed herself back into the conversation. “But I forgot, where did you grow up, Yoongi?” 
Harlow refused to look at you, her light brown eyes zeroed in on Yoongi’s face. Anyone else would think she was verbally throwing herself on the attractive older man, but you knew the truth. She was meddling in your life. 
“I’m from Daegu. Moved here for high school ‘cause my dad got a new job.” 
“Daegu, cool! I think I remember that now, but it just feels like it was so long ago.” The cheshire grin that spread across Harlow’s face was for no one but you. 
Yoongi’s rap from the night before replayed in your mind. He was D-Boy from the D. Another coincidence? Or were you actually cursed? 
“Do you guys want something to drink? I’m really thirsty. I’ll be in the kitchen!” You pushed yourself off the couch, banging your knee against the coffee table in the process. In the midst of Jesse busting a gut laughing at your pain, you nearly missed Yoongi’s offer. 
“I’ll help you get drinks.” 
“She doesn’t need any help,” Jess assured his friend and jabbed you in the ribs when you walked past. 
“Yeah, I’m fine! I can handle it.” 
“Nah, I’ll help.” 
Internally cursing Harlow for not coming to your rescue, you led Yoongi out of the living room and into the kitchen. 
“Seems like you and Jesse’s dynamic hasn’t changed,” Yoongi said with a chuckle. He leaned his hip against the kitchen counter and fluffed his blonde bangs around. 
“Yup, still plagued by his bossy attitude.” You kept your eyes on searching for your favorite mug. The coffee Harlow made was cold by now, but that was nothing a microwave couldn’t fix. 
“Speaking of bossiness, did you get that new job?” 
You slammed the door of the microwave a bit too hard. Slowly turning back to Yoongi, you watched him with your heartbeat slowing down to a dangerous frequency. Never would you have thought in your adult life you’d get clammy hands, yet here you were clutching them together. 
“Who told you I was looking for a new job?” 
Yoongi’s eyebrows rose to disappear into his bangs, but a blink later and he was back to looking at you with a blank expression. 
“Jess. But he’d probably hate that now you know he thought to bring you up when filling me in on what’s going on back home.” 
“I’m waiting to hear back, but I’m hopeful. I’ve done a lot to update my portfolio, so we’ll see…” You handed Yoongi one of the now warm mugs of coffee to give to Jess. 
“You’ll get it. How could anyone deny you?” Maybe you were imagining things, but you swore his voice dropped an octave or two. He gave you a wink and turned on his heel.  
Yoongi returned to the living room to pick up where he’d left Jess and Harlow giving each other eyes you didn’t want to see. 
“But how have the two of you been?” 
Harlow rambled on about whatever dumb shit you guys got yourselves into, mostly suffering through work and drowning in bottomless mimosas during your weekend brunch dates. You stayed quiet and tried not to think too hard about the way your anxiety was bubbling up inside your chest. If your brother’s best friend was the guy you’ve been having phone sex with for months… What were the chances of that happening? 
You barely paid attention to where the conversation ended; the mental journey of trying to explain away the coincidences was far more important.
“Soooo… I think we need to have a conversation.”
Harlow sat on her bed and watched you pace her bedroom while you waved your phone in the air in hysteria. The moment the boys left, the two of you screeched at each other in whatever unintelligible language until Harlow took charge and called a roomie meeting.
Although the meeting started off as a recap of every little detail that seemed too terrifying to be true about Yoongi and D-Boy, it only escalated when you received a notification from AfterDark.  
DBoy93 sent you a message like he always did when he wanted to schedule a call. But this time, he wasn’t asking for your availability…
He’d given you his phone number.
“Okay, first of all, what are the chances that he messages you right after Yoongi and Jess leave?” Harlow was squeezing her pillow so tightly her face was turning red. You felt like you were in middle school freaking out about a stupid crush during a sleepover.
“I don’t know!”
“What else did the message say?”
“Literally just his phone number…” You slumped onto Harlow’s bed, slowly falling back until you were lying down beside her. Due to privacy rules, AfterDark blocked all clients’ phone numbers from fairies, and fairies’ numbers were also blocked from their clients. The only way a client could call their fairy was by using their AfterDark employee number, which would then forward the call to your phone. It was against the rules to personally contact clients.
“Shit,” Harlow said slowly, taking your phone to look at the number he’d sent. Of course it wasn’t familiar, though it did have the same area code as your city. “I guess you just have to text him.”
“What?!” You lifted your head to look at Harlow. “No way.”
“Why not? He sent it to you for a reason. Don’t you want to find out?” You were convinced this was just Harlow’s love of drama and gossip.
She was right, though. You were curious, despite how embarrassing it would be if D-Boy and Yoongi were the same person. You’d never be able to look at him again, but considering he was moving to your city… that meant you’d be seeing him a lot.
“But what do I say?” You rolled onto your stomach with your arms stretched out to hold your phone in front of you.
“I don’t know. Hi?”
“Yes, that is so eloquent,” you sighed, entering D-Boy’s number into your phone. You typed “Hi” and hovered for a long time without pressing send.
“Well how else do you start a conversation?” Harlow huffed, also moving to lie on her stomach next to you.
You pressed send and waited, the two of you with your eyes glued to the screen.
“Oh, he’s typing! He’s typing!” Harlow screeched, kicking her feet in the air.
[Unknown] this my favorite fairy?
“My heart is beating.” Harlow almost wanted to just snatch your phone and do this herself. “Say yes! Wait, be sexy about it. Tell him you better be his favorite.”
“Harlow…” You rolled your eyes but she continued to pester you until you did it.
[You] I’d hope I’m your favorite
You felt your entire body ache from the stress you were holding in as you waited for his next reply. This was too much for your little body to handle.
[Unknown] does jesse know what you’ve been up to?
Your neighbors had to have heard the scream you and Harlow let out. You threw your phone across the bed and jumped to your feet. Where did you think you were going to go? There was no escaping from this. You were fucked.
“Harlow! Harlow!” You bounced on your feet and slapped your hands against your cheeks. Holding your face like that, you stared at her with wide eyes, heart beating so violently you felt like your ribs were going to break. “WHAT THE FUCK.”
Yoongi was DBoy93 and he knew you were Honey Velour because he saw the robe…….
You’ve been having phone sex with your brother’s best friend without neither you nor Yoongi knowing it…………..
You were going to die.
“Listen,” Harlow held her hand out like she was trying to pause your freak out. “We can handle this.”
You stood in the middle of the room breathing heavily in a cold sweat, waiting for her answer.
“Yes??”
“Umm…” She gave you an awkward, straight-lip smile. “I actually don’t know.”
You collapsed to the floor in defeat. “This is statistically impossible. What are the chances out of all the people in the world, it would be him?”
“Maybe just continue the conversation like normal? Don’t let him know you’re freaking out?” Harlow handed your phone down to you. “It’s not like he’s going to tell Jess. Jess would literally kill him.”
You texted Yoongi a simple “No” and sat your phone on the floor next to you. The thing you and Harlow were ignoring was the fact that you liked D-Boy. You’d slowly become soft to him, even going so far as to wonder what would happen if you did meet him.
But now he was just another gross guy.
Reality sucked.
“Why do you think Yoongi was even doing all that? He’s so fucking hot. He could probably fuck whoever he wants.” Harlow chewed her bottom lip in thought.
She wasn’t wrong. Everything about him was perfect, down to his high cheekbones and the way his Adam’s apple moved when he spoke.
But no! You could NOT think about that.
[Unknown] that’s what i figured [Unknown] i’m free later today if you wanna link up
“Y/N, I swear to GOD if you don’t say yes…” Harlow lunged for your phone after you read Yoongi’s last text out loud. You screamed, scrambling to get away from her, but she was too quick. She ran out of her bedroom and locked herself in the bathroom with your phone.
“Harlow, do not text him back!” You slammed your fist on the bathroom door, practically in tears. “Harlow! I’m going to start crying, stop it.”
Finally, Harlow swung the bathroom door open and handed you your phone.
“Just go with it, okay? He’ll be here in an hour.” She ran back to her bedroom before you could attack her. So you stood in the hallway, staring down at the chaos Harlow had created for you.
[You] I’m free whenever! [Unknown] i can come pick you up in an hour? [You] Works for me! We can go wherever you want [Unknown] dope
“Why did you use so many exclamation points? Go wherever you want? Are you kidding me? You’re making me sound desperate!” You stomped down the hall to your bedroom to get dressed because apparently you were hanging out with Min Yoongi.
There was too much pressure to know what to wear since hanging out with him would automatically come with an awkward level of sexual tension - at least on your end. Maybe he just wanted to tell you that now he knew it was you, he was completely turned off. You hoped that wasn’t the case… but would it really matter? It wasn’t like anything could happen between the two of you.
You kept it simple with a high-waisted skirt and a modest crop top. Cute, but no different than your normal fashion when hanging out with friends. Did you slip into your Jordans because you knew Yoongi liked Nikes? No. Maybe. Perhaps.
Your heart nearly flew out of your chest when your phone rang, that same unknown number flashing on the screen.
“Hello?”
“I’m outside.”
Was it possible for a voice to both make you go cold and heat up every inch of your body?
You didn’t have Harlow to wish you good luck because she got stuck talking to her mom on the phone, so you ventured out of your apartment building on your own. It didn’t take long to spot Yoongi because he stood outside his parked car. The baseball cap was back, and he wore a long sleeve t-shirt with tight ripped jeans. How could he look so simple yet so attractive?
As you got closer, Yoongi opened the passenger door for you. You mumbled a soft “thank you” and scooted inside. The panic was slowly starting to set in once Yoongi took his seat behind the wheel and you realized that the two of you were stuck in a confined space together.
“So, Jesse’s at home…” Yoongi broke the silence as he started the car. “Where do you wanna go? Or do you just wanna drive?”
“Tillis Park?” It was a nice day and you imagined sitting at a picnic table talking to Yoongi would feel less like a date than if you went to a coffee shop, and at least it would let you have some space and fresh air.
The two of you didn’t speak again on the ride there, Yoongi letting a hip-hop playlist cycle through instead of forcing you to sit in complete silence. You remembered going on drives with Jess and Yoongi, back when they were okay with having you tag along with them on their outings. Yoongi was always so kind to you, never once complaining that you were with them, even once he and Jesse were in college and you were just a dumb highschooler. You never went anywhere in particular, just drove around with the windows down in the warm summer air and shouting along to your favorite songs. You saw life in rose-colored glasses, never imagining anything could get more complicated than agreeing on what radio station to play.
Now, you sat in a brand new Bentley, not the beat up Toyota Yoongi used to drive. No longer did you sink into beer-stained fabric seats nor did you crank down the windows for fresh air to escape the smell of marijuana that permeated Yoongi’s car. Now, your bare thighs pressed into black leather seats and the air that filtered through the vents smelled like Yoongi’s cologne, woody, bergamot and pepper. 
Yoongi pulled into the parking lot of the park and the two of you got out of the car. You picked a trail and followed it, appreciating the quiet sounds of nature and the distant laughter of children at the playground on the other side of the park grounds. Unsurprisingly, he was the one to break the silence. 
“You’re a lot shyer in person than I imagined,” he admitted, biting his bottom lip in a smirk as he watched you look everywhere except at him. “Didn’t imagine you’d be Jesse’s little sister, though.”
If only Harlow was there to help you work through this conversation because you had no idea how to respond to this man. You gestured towards a picnic table and sat down, Yoongi choosing to sit opposite of you, forcing you to look at him.
“I don’t know what you expect out of me in this situation,” you sighed, staring down at the picnic table. It was covered in drawings, and hearts with couple’s initials and anniversary dates on them.
“Do I make you nervous, sweetheart?” Yoongi spoke low and leaned closer to you by resting his elbows on the table. He held your gaze and watched your mouth fall open when he called you the pet name he’d used so many times over the phone. Just that alone was enough to spark a fire in your stomach; seeing the person behind the voice and the name was kicking your body into overdrive. He was so hot…
“You are my brother’s best friend,” you sternly reminded, more for yourself than for Yoongi.
“So?” He switched his baseball cap around to face backwards as he leaned even more into your personal space across the table. 
“So we’ve crossed a line we shouldn’t have!” Your heart was beating so fast you felt like you might pass out. “If I had known it was you, I wouldn’t have kept this up. I’m sorry if you feel your privacy has been violated. Especially since you had to pay for it.”
You knew what your brother’s best friend sounded like when he came. You practically had his moans and the sound of him jacking off memorized. Just thinking about it was enough to make your pussy throb.
“Knowing it was you this whole time doesn’t change the fact that I loved it,” Yoongi pressed on. “If anything, it’s made it a whole lot better.”
The lip bite and far too obvious smirk were back again and you felt frozen under his gaze as he looked you over. Hearing that affirmation had your stomach twisting in knots, but you had to fight it. You couldn’t let your desires overtake you, even with Yoongi teasing you like that.
“Yoongi… Why don’t you have a girlfriend or someone to hook up with? Why are you still talking to me?”
“You know how busy I was. I didn’t have time for a relationship.” Yoongi leaned back, giving you personal space once more. And you did know. “I made the account as a joke with my friends, but when I talked to you I realized I actually liked it.”
There was no denying the chemistry between the two of you, and beyond just sex. You genuinely enjoyed his company, and you felt he had, too.
“You made me feel comfortable and it didn’t feel like you were just getting money out of me. I felt like I could tell you anything and you wouldn’t judge me. Not that many people have been supportive of my music journey, so it was nice to have someone to talk about it with. I don’t know, maybe that was lame of me,” he continued.
Yoongi shrugged and you knew talking about his feelings in real life made him uncomfortable. “But you’re funny, and kind, and I felt like you were real with me when you talked about your life, too.”
“You always remembered the things I told you…” you said softly. He nodded, arms crossed against his chest.
“Of course. I cared. Even if I didn’t know who you were, you still felt real. And now I know why.” A small smile cracked his tough expression, and he shook his head in an effort to make it go away. “Jesse might be my best friend but you’re my favorite out of the two of you.”
“Yeah because Jess is a pain in the ass.”
The two of you snickered at each other, the tension dying down a bit.
“Are we cool now? Or are you gonna keep acting awkward around me for the rest of your life?”
Yoongi stood and stuck out his hand to help you up. You shivered at the warmth of his skin and the metal of his rings pressed against your fingers. Were you cool now? Could you live the rest of your life with the memories and attraction that came with your brother’s best friend?
You honestly didn’t think so, but you couldn’t tell him that. So you nodded and walked with him back to the car. Yoongi sat in the driver’s seat but didn’t turn on the car. Instead he kept his eyes on you, shoulder leaned into the seat and head rested back.
“Are you ready to tell me the truth now?”
“What are you talking about?”
“You’re not cool with this. You’re being awkward.”
You wanted to say, no shit Sherlock. Didn’t take a detective to see that. 
“It’s awkward, Yoongi! How can you not think it’s awkward?” You pressed your fingers to your temples and tried to figure out how to explain the butterflies in your stomach. “We… Every time I look at you… Ugh, Yoongi, how the fuck am I supposed to hang out with you and Jesse and Harlow without thinking about you masturbating?!”
Yoongi shrugged, unphased by your mini outburst and straightforwardness. He was always so unbothered, such a stark contrast to your brother. “You’ll get over it eventually. You’ll forget about it.”
“I can’t,” you insisted and dropped your hands into your lap in defeat.
“You can’t forget? Or you don’t want to forget?” He leaned forward with his eyes narrowed, watching your face intently.  
You felt your mouth go dry, and the swallow you tried to push down got caught in your throat. You knew exactly what he meant, but you couldn’t be the one to say it.
“No one has to know,” Yoongi said softly. “Your secret’s safe with me, sweetheart.”
He was referring to the secret of your phone sex history, so why did you feel like there was something else lying beneath his words? The way his eyes fell to your lips and how his forearm leaned against the center console to allow him to sit closer to you made you question if you were agreeing to keep only one secret. 
“You can’t keep calling me sweetheart.” 
“Why not? Does it make you feel some type of way?” Yoongi watched you with round, unsuspecting eyes. He lifted a hand to cup your face and ran his thumb over your lips, dragging down the corner of your mouth to force your lips to part. 
“Honestly, it does.” There was no point lying to him; he already knew more intimate pieces of you than pretty much everyone you knew. 
Yoongi tightened his hold on your chin and pulled you forward, the two of you close enough for you to feel his breath warm on your skin. 
“How about you come over here and let me make you feel something more?” He let go of your chin and leaned back into his seat once again.  
It was so bold of him to not give a fuck about your brother, but you had to remind yourself that you were an adult. You could do whatever the fuck you wanted. If Yoongi was willing to be your little secret, what excuse did you have not to pursue what you’d always fantasized about? 
With a silent ‘fuck it’ chanting in your brain, you climbed over the center console and straddled Yoongi’s lap. The abrupt closeness of your bodies made your stomach drop and your breath get caught in your throat as you stared into his lidded eyes. Even though you knew the intimate side of him from AfterDark, it still felt odd to be sitting in the lap of Min Yoongi, your childhood crush, arms loosely wrapped around his shoulders and his hands on your hips.  
You tightened your arms around Yoongi’s shoulders and leaned against him. With your chests together and your thighs squeezing his legs, you pressed your lips into his. Immediately, Yoongi sucked your bottom lip into his mouth, the tip of his tongue flicking against it. The kiss was deep and warm. Everything about Yoongi was warm, from his large hands squeezing your hips to the feel of his thighs against yours. His teeth gently captured your tongue, tugging a bit before he wrapped his lips around it, sucking. You moaned and felt him smirk as his hands dropped down to squeeze your ass. 
“Not shy anymore, huh?” He hiked up your skirt until it sat around your waist, fully exposing the white lace underwear you wore underneath. The hand he slipped between your thighs from behind was smooth. “Mhmm, already so wet for me.” 
Pulling your underwear to the side, Yoongi toyed with your entrance for a moment. You found yourself grinding against his hand, chasing his fingers when he refused to give you what you wanted. 
“Yoongi,” you blurted out, lips brushing against his. The complaint you were going to send his way was cut short when he sent a stinging slap against your pussy. The startling action caused you to squeeze him tighter and crush your chest into him. 
“Nuhh uhh, sweetheart. You don’t do anything unless I let you.” He shot you a cocky look. “Understand?” 
You nodded your head and eased back down. “Yes, daddy.” 
A low groan rumbled from Yoongi’s throat and his eyes closed for a moment at the pet name you’d remembered he liked so much. 
“Good.” 
He returned to sliding his fingers through your hot folds, gliding around the sweet spot of your clit. Those long fingers weren’t just there for show; Yoongi expertly circled and tweaked your clit as you did your best to stay completely still. Your walls clenched when he gently dragged his nails along the sides of your clit, and you let your face nestle in the crook of his neck to hold yourself steady. 
Despite your efforts of calming your breathing, your legs began to shake as your arousal started leaking against the inside of your thighs. There was a smirk in Yoongi’s soft laugh when he noticed you struggling to keep your promise. 
“Yoongi, please,” you finally whined against his neck. “Touch me, please.” 
“I am, aren’t I?” 
“Inside me! I can’t take it anymore.” 
Without another word, you felt Yoongi plunge two fingers inside of you, immediately curling and pressing into your walls to find your g-spot. He pumped into you with the same slow, unbothered tempo he’d fingered you with. The pace made your body ache with need, desperately wanting him to go harder and faster. 
But he wanted to make you beg even more. 
You ached to ride his fingers until you finally reached your release, but he’d made it clear that you’d end up even further from what you wanted if you misbehaved. Still, you were ragged in your breathing against his neck. You dared to take off his hat, tossing it into the passenger seat so you could dig your fingers into his blonde locks. 
“What did I tell you?”
You wanted to scream when you felt him remove his fingers from you and smear your wetness against your thigh. Another slap to your pussy provoked a strangled yelp that you pressed into the skin of his neck. 
“I’m sorry,” you whined. “I promise I’ll be good.”
“You were never this difficult on the phone.” Yoongi sunk three fingers into your pussy to the knuckle, his rings cold against your skin, stretching you out just how he wanted. 
“It’s… It’s different with you… physically here,” you panted as Yoongi picked up the pace, pumping his fingers into you hard enough that you rocked against his chest. “Oh fuck, Yoongi.” Your mind could barely comprehend the fact that this was real, not just another lame DBoy93 fantasy you made up when you were lonely at night. The shake of your thighs, the wobbliness of your legs, the white stars you saw as you finally came on his fingers were all real. 
“Finally, I get to hear you say my name. And you sound so pretty moaning it,” he hummed against your neck, finally pulling his fingers out of you.  
His words had your body buzzing with validation. You slowly eased back down to fully sit on his lap, making a mess of his jeans as you pressed right on top of the large bulge in his pants. His perpetually unbothered gaze was now sharp and intentional, looking straight into your eyes as though he were trying to read something inside you. 
“Do you remember what I told you?” you whispered in his ear, flicking your tongue against his earlobe. You squeezed his shoulders and grinded into his lap. It shouldn’t have come as a surprise that his moans were even better in person.
Yoongi’s eyebrows came together in thought, head leaned back against the headrest of his seat while he stared at you in confusion. 
“I wanna taste your cock.”
“F-Fuck, yeah okay.” 
He adjusted his seat to give you room to ease between his legs. Thankfully, Yoongi’s car had heavily tinted windows and the park wasn’t busy. You lifted yourself up slightly to allow him to undo his jeans, pulling them down enough for you to gain access to the one thing you’d been looking forward to the most. 
“Like what you see?” 
You’d spent a few seconds too long rolling your palm around the head of his cock, admiring the glisten of precum on his soft skin and practically salivating. None of that was lost on Yoongi who shot you that classic smirk you’d never thought you’d ever be on the receiving end of. 
“Maybe I do.” Rather than be embarrassed, you licked your lips and took a hold of his shaft. He leaned his head against the headrest of the chair and closed his eyes when you rubbed the tip over your lips. 
“You taste so good,” you whispered before slowly sucking your lips around his head. The way Yoongi squeezed the sides of his seat and the quickened pace of his stomach rising and falling beneath his t-shirt was all the response you needed from him. 
You hollowed your cheeks and took him inch by inch until your eyes watered. You followed the flow of moans coming from the blonde-haired man as you established a consistent rhythm of gliding your mouth up and down his cock. Every time he hit the back of your throat you gagged, reaching up to twist your fingers into the hem of his t-shirt to steady yourself. You felt the muscles of his abs contract beneath your fingers, and he eventually took a hold of your jaw to ease you off of him when the fluttering of his stomach became too much. 
“Please tell me you’re on the pill,” Yoongi finally choked out, heavy eyes taking you in. “I can’t get my best friend’s little sister pregnant.” His breathing came out shaky and a few strands of his bleached blonde bangs were sticking to the side of his forehead. 
How were you about to have car sex right now? There was something that felt so high school about the whole thing. Like two teenagers sneaking around. 
“I am,” you said in an equally shaky breath. The pulsing ache of arousal that coursed through you was almost unbearable, even though you’d already orgasmed once. Climbing back into his lap, you grinded against his cock, mixing your saliva and arousal.  Running his nails down the length of your thighs, Yoongi scratched into you harder the faster you rubbed him against you.
You gripped his shoulders as you eased yourself onto his cock. The stretch wasn’t considerable, but you thanked Yoongi’s efficient three-finger prepping for that. Breathing out of your mouth, you pressed your lips against the side of Yoongi’s neck. You went slow, careful not to hit your head on the ceiling of his car. 
“Fuck, Y/N…” The hiss that Yoongi let out was a sound much different than what you’d heard on the phone, and the greedy part of you wanted to know what else you could get out of him that you hadn’t been able to before. “You feel better than I imagined.” 
You wanted to ask him if he meant he’d fantasized about fucking you from AfterDark or if it had started when you were in college, but you couldn’t possibly form a coherent thought. 
His hands reached around to grab your ass as you began to bounce on his cock. You allowed him to take control of your movements, adjusting your angle on his cock to hit your g-spot when he felt you jolt the first time. 
“Oh my god, right there, stay right there Yoongi,” you moaned into his neck. You couldn’t lie, your legs were starting to get tired and each jolt through your walls and into the pit of your stomach made your legs shake even harder. 
“Hold on a second.” He clearly took notice because soon he was using one hand to adjust his seat, giving him room to lean back a bit more than before. “Just relax, okay?” With his feet firmly planted on the floor, Yoongi began to thrust into you from below. You wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned against his chest as he took over. With the force he was putting into fucking you, it was a given that your thighs would be sore and bruised by the next day, but fuck was it worth it. 
“Yoongi, fuck, Y-Yoongi,” you shuddered in his arms, biting hard into his shoulder as you felt the pleasure he was giving you build up until you felt you were going to break in half. 
“Shit, Y/N, you got fucking sharp teeth.” Yoongi’s laugh dissolved into a deep moan when he felt you clench around him. Like the gentleman he was, he continued to fuck you while you came, only reaching his release once you’d stopped convulsing in his lap. 
You leaned your forehead against his collarbone, breathing hard. “I think I’m too old to be doing this,” you panted. “I don’t think I can get up from this position.” 
It was highly likely that Min Yoongi’s airy laugh would be your downfall one day. 
He looked at you with that gummy smile you’d remembered from before he left to become something of himself. “I could probably drive like this.” 
Such a stupid, cocky comment made you roll your eyes and slowly lift up from his lap. You grimaced as his cum leaked out of you, spilling onto his jeans and the seat. “Ugh, I’m sorry, that’s so gross.” 
“It’s whatever.” An unbothered shrug. “I’m the one who did it, right? It’s my fault.” 
The drive back home almost felt like the old days, back when Yoongi was someone you looked up to, someone you’d thought had life all figured out. The two of you fought over which Taylor Swift album to blast (Lover; you won) and when Yoongi stopped for gas he brought you back the blue slushie he knew you used to like. 
For a short drive you could imagine your life was supposed to have led you here, that destiny may have finally given you a shot at something good. 
That is, until Yoongi pulled up to your apartment complex and the last person you wanted to see was standing at your door. 
“Shit,” Yoongi cursed, putting the car into park. “I thought Jesse had to go to work.” 
Hopefully driving back home with the windows down had aired out the smell of sex in Yoongi’s car because Jess was now making his way over to you. You gave Yoongi a horrified look, but he merely shook his head. 
“Don’t worry about it.” 
“How the fuck am I not supposed to-” You were cut off by Yoongi rolling down your window to let Jesse talk through it. 
“What the fuck have you guys been doing? I called both of you.” He peered inside with a classic Jesse look of irritation. Out of the corner of your eye you saw Yoongi lean against the steering wheel, likely hiding his cum-stained jeans from Jesse’s view. 
“You and Y/N are both so annoying, you know that?” Yoongi started, lazily drumming his fingers against the steering wheel. You couldn’t understand how he easily pulled off such nonchalant behavior. “Your family genes run strong.” 
You shot Yoongi a glare at the same time Jess did, as if to prove his point. 
“We went for a drive without you. I wanted to see how jealous you’d get.” 
Jesse scoffed at Yoongi’s confession, but his arrogance took the bait. “You’re an idiot. Y/N’s got you listening to Taylor Swift. Clearly you need me.” You decided silence was the best option here, letting Yoongi and Jess bicker for a bit longer before you finally worked up the courage to get out of the car. 
“Umm, it’s so fun listening to you guys argue like a married couple, but I have things to do,” you piped up, unbuckling yourself. You shooed Jess out of the way to open the car door, quickly closing it behind you. Leaning into the open window, you gave Yoongi a small smile. “Thanks for the slushie.” 
Yoongi swept his hair back from his forehead and slipped his baseball cap on backwards again, the way you liked it. “No problem, sweetheart.” 
You froze, your cheeks immediately heating up. 
“What the fuck?” Jesse bristled, pushing you out of the way to stick his head in Yoongi’s car. 
“Jess, did you realize you’d put on your shirt inside out and backwards?” Yoongi turned his key in the ignition as Jesse looked down at his t-shirt. Only to find that his shirt was perfectly fine. 
“Fuck you,” Jess called out as Yoongi put the car in reverse. 
“See you at home, bro!” 
You and Jesse watched Yoongi pull out of the parking lot, Jesse full of mumbled curses. As you led him up the stairs to your apartment, you couldn’t stop yourself from smiling at the cleverness of it all. Sure, Jesse would probably bother Yoongi about what he said later, but now you were confident that Yoongi could hold his own. You, though. You weren’t sure if you’d be able to handle whatever Jesse and Harlow threw your way, as you were sure they’d have plenty of questions for their own reasons. 
And what about you and Yoongi? 
You were absent-minded as Jesse blabbered to you about whatever drama was happening at work, the two of you lounging in your living room like always. What would you do the next time Jesse invited you and Harlow to hang out with him and Yoongi? What would happen to DBoy93? How were you going to let this go? 
The buzz of your phone vibrating in your lap brought your attention back to the real world. You flipped it over to view the new text message, still vaguely listening to your brother. 
[Yoongi] i’m coming over next time. pretty sure my seats are permanently stained
Next time. 
“Are you even listening to me?” 
You rolled your eyes at Jesse, hiding your smile behind a fake yawn. “You are boring.” 
With a snort he continued on his monologue, leaving you to reread Yoongi’s text over and over again. Next time. 
After a two-week long hiatus from AfterDark, you eventually let the company know that you needed to pause your account for a bit. In the past week, you’d attempted to do six different sessions, all to have each of them end with unsatisfied customers and an even more unsatisfied you. 
“He ruined you, oh my god. You can’t have phone sex with anyone else anymore ‘cause he ruined you.” 
“Shhh, Harlow, shut up!” 
“They can’t hear us, it’s way too loud in here.” 
You and Harlow spoke between clamped teeth out the side of your mouths. The two of you sat at a table in the new arcade bar that had just opened up down the street from your apartment. She was probably right; the trashy pop music and the sound of drunk laughter was loud enough to make it somewhat difficult for even you and Harlow to hear each other. On top of that, the sounds of the arcade games rang through the bar like sirens. 
Jess and Yoongi stood at the basketball game machine - no surprise there. Growing up, if the two of them weren’t bickering or getting intoxicated, they were trying to beat each other in every sport on the damn planet. While Jesse’s game was making all kinds of noise, Yoongi had developed a smooth rhythm. The basketball hit the back of the board and swished through the net with the same beat and accuracy every time. You watched the curves of his biceps as he gripped the ball, preparing his shot, before flicking his wrist and letting it go. Each movement was so fluid and effortless you couldn’t help but stare. Because, sure, that was the only reason why you were staring. 
Yoongi must have gotten the feeling you were looking at him because he turned to stare back at you with the basketball wound up in his hands. The gummy smile he flashed you was sweet, except for the way he pulled the corner of his bottom lip between his teeth. With a wink, he turned back to the game and scored his last shot before the machine announced that the game was over.
The pulse that rippled through your body, straight to your core, was inappropriate and unavoidable. 
Of course he won. 
“Y/N,” Harlow began, but you cut her off. 
“I don’t wanna talk about it,” you grumbled around your straw, sucking hard on what was probably your third vodka cran. You’d immediately told Harlow about fucking Yoongi in his car the moment you could, but as the last two weeks went on without another sight of Yoongi… You were slowly having a bitter taste in your month. This was the first time you’d seen him since going to the park. You’d texted a little bit, but he was busy with securing his new condo, and both of you were settling into your new jobs (because, yes, you’d finally gotten that new job). Funny how the world worked. 
Despite your frustrations, every word he spoke had you clinging onto his cadence; every move he made had you floating behind him. Harlow’s firm fingers wrapped around your wrist were the only things grounding you. 
You reminded yourself every time Yoongi looked at you that this was not a date. The four of you used to hang out together all the time. There was nothing different now. 
“Are you guys going to actually play any games or are you just gonna sit and get drunk?” Jesse crossed his arms against his chest and stared down at you and Harlow as if he was the most intimidating guy in the world. But he’s wearing jorts, so… 
“Leave us alone.” Your grumbles aren’t just for Harlow tonight, and you avoid Yoongi’s gaze even though you know he’s only looking at you. 
Harlow placed her now empty cup a bit too hard on the table and hopped up. “I wanna play a game with you, Jess! That zombie shooting one we saw earlier. You’re not scared, are you?” 
Jesse scoffed, rolling his shoulders how he does when he’s trying to look impressive. “I’ll kick your ass, little girl.” 
“Go easy on him, Harlow. I just kicked his ass and his ego is hurting,” Yoongi smirked, just barely dodging a flying fist from Jesse that all four of you knew would have hurt like a bitch. 
“You don’t want to come?” Jess stopped in his tracks to frown at Yoongi. Of course Jess didn’t care if you joined in. 
“Nah, I wanna get a drink. I’ll make sure Grumpy over here doesn’t take the car and leave us stranded.” 
You feel your stomach churn as you watch Jesse and Harlow race towards the zombie shooter games on the other side of the arcade, leaving you alone with Yoongi. Harlow nearly collides with a group of what you assume are college kids, and Jesse scoops her by the waist to pull her out of the way. When had the two of them become so friendly? You weren’t sure when you’d stopped paying attention, and a bit of guilt rakes at your insides. 
Why was it okay for your brother to be into your best friend, but you couldn’t be into his? 
“Hi sweetheart.”
You turned your head to watch Yoongi sit down next to you. He spread his legs in his seat, knocking one of his knees into yours. That act alone was enough to send sparks through you; it was rather pathetic. 
“Hi,” you said back after a moment, willing yourself to not stare at his eyes or his lips. His nose would have to do. 
“Not having fun on our double date?”
It was your turn to scoff now. “This is not a date.” 
“Isn’t it?” Yoongi pulled his knee back, just to let it knock against yours again. The force made your leg move inward before falling back on his. “We went to dinner, got drinks, now we’re playing games together. You’re wearing a really cute dress. I’m wearing my nice jeans. What else am I missing?” 
He watched you with sparkling eyes, though you weren’t sure if that was simply because he’d had a few shots with Jesse earlier in the night. He was wearing his nice jeans, though. Not a hole in sight. And he looked especially good with his hair parted down the middle, his bangs framing his face and exposing his forehead. He’d dyed it dark again, probably for work, though you hadn’t asked and he hadn’t said anything about it. 
“We always used to do stuff like this,” you mumbled, looking away from him. 
“Hmm, you’re right. But there’s a pretty significant difference now.” 
“I guess so.” You looked away quickly, feeling your face heat up. 
Yoongi chuckled at your response, but he didn’t push you further. Instead, he slipped his hand in yours. “Wanna go play skee-ball?” 
Before you knew it he was interlacing his fingers with his and pulling you up. His hand was warm against your skin, but you already knew it would be. The feel of his skin against yours made your heart flutter and your body remember the last time he’d touched you, where those long fingers had been. Perhaps Yoongi’s body dwelled on those memories, too, because he gave your hand a tight squeeze. 
Years of being your brother’s best friend meant Yoongi knew skee-ball was your favorite arcade game, but it was quickly clear that the classic arcade game would have to wait for another day. Rather than lead you to the game, Yoongi pushed you against the side of Ms. Pac-Man, causing the machine to shake. One hand slid down to grip your hip, keeping you pushed backwards so he could slip his leg in between your thighs. His other hand moved to cup your jaw. 
“I’ve been going crazy thinking about you.” His voice dropped low, eyes focused on your now parted lips as you struggled to calm your breathing. Your foreheads pressed against each other. 
“Really?” 
Sure, he’d said there would be a “next time”, but you’d assumed Yoongi would just call you up whenever he wanted to get off. Wasn’t that the agreement you’d had before? He wasn’t really interested, like you were. He hadn’t developed a crush on an unknown voice, like you had. 
He stared at you for a moment with his mouth open as though he were about to speak, but decided against it. Instead, he tilted his head slightly and slotted his lips against yours. Your tongues twirled together, flicking at each other’s tips, before venturing out to explore your mouths. Yoongi sighed deeply into the kiss at the same time his hand reached down to grab your bare thigh and glide upwards beneath your dress. The action made your dress hike up slightly, though Yoongi made sure none of you was exposed. You were in public, after all. 
“Yoongi,” you gasped once he pulled away. His cheeks were flushed pink and there was no trace of smugness or apathy in his expression as there had been at the park. No, Yoongi stared at you with stars dancing in his eyes, and it wasn’t just the lighting from the arcade games. 
“Yeah?”
“What about Jess?” 
You still felt your stomach twisting into knots, and you kept trying to look over Yoongi’s shoulder in case you saw someone. A gummy smile on his face wasn’t at all what you’d expected. 
“Fuck Jesse! I don’t care.” Yoongi ducked down to press a hot kiss against your throat and you let out a shaky moan. Shit, you hoped nobody would round the corner looking to play Ms. Pac-Man, or they’d be in for a surprise. 
“I like you, Y/N. I want you,” Yoongi practically groaned. “It was my idea to invite you and Harlow. I just wanted to finally see you. It’s fine if you’re not into it, but, fuck, I don’t know.” 
With trembling hands, you cupped the sides of his face and brought him back to your eye level. “I’m into it,” you said with a small, nervous laugh, repeating his words back to him. You were starting to learn that Yoongi was such a guy. 
“Thank god.” He smashed himself against you once again, kissing you with more force than before and grinding his leg in between your thighs. 
Just as you were about to wrap your arms around his neck, you heard a voice that sent fear shooting ice through your veins. 
“Min Yoongi, what the fuck.” 
Your eyes shot open and you quickly let go of Yoongi, dropping your arms straight to your sides. Fucking hell. You were about two deep breaths away from puking all over Yoongi’s sneakers. 
He moved a bit slower than you did. Yoongi took his time stepping away from you and turning to look your brother in the face. A face that was very distorted in a state of shock, confusion, and maybe a little bit of horror? Harlow stood beside him holding a pink giraffe you’d never seen before, her eyes wide as could be. 
“Yes?”
“Yes? Yes? Bro, I catch you making out with my sister and that’s all you can say?” Jesse didn’t even bother looking at you, and you’re not sure if that pisses you off more or not. 
“Oh come on, man. She’s an adult. She can do whatever she wants.” Yoongi rolled his eyes. 
“Sure, but I’m not letting you fuck her over. Did you forget we went to college together??” 
Harlow tugged at Jesse’s shirt sleeve, silently commanding his attention and breaking him off of the lecture you and Yoongi were about to experience. What you’d initially thought was anxiety in her wide eyes was slowly warping into… anger? 
“What?” 
“Jess, you are such a fucking hypocrite!” Harlow stomped her foot and you couldn’t help but think she looked like a toddler protesting bedtime. 
“Harlow…” 
“No, shut up!” Harlow turned towards where you’d silently bit your bottom lip into nonexistence and prayed everyone would just disappear. “Y/N, we hooked up! Okay! I didn’t tell you because you had everything going on with Yoongi and I didn’t want to seem like I was trying to one up you or steal your thunder or whatever, but me and Jess hooked up after you and Yoongi did!” 
None of this was a surprise; at least, not to you. Yoongi stood with his mouth hanging open like he was trying to collect bugs. 
“Did you know that?” You jabbed Yoongi in the arm, but he furiously shook his head. 
“Wait a second, you fucked my sister?” Jesse’s voice was rising nearly as fast as your cortisol levels. 
“You’re fucking my friend, so why the fuck are you freaking out about what I’m doing?!” You marched up to your brother, jabbing him in the chest this time. “I don’t care if you like Harlow! She’s been thirsting over you for years! But how can you yell at me??” 
Jesse swatted you away like a gnat. “I didn’t yell at you. I yelled at the jackass over there.” 
“Learned it from the best.” Yoongi snorted, fists shoved into the pockets of his jeans. 
“Can we all just chill out, please? We are making this way more dramatic than it needs to be,” Harlow said with a sigh. “We’re also screaming about having sex and it’s embarrassing.” 
The four of you stared at each other with guilty gazes, knowing you’d all acted like idiots. 
“I think we should leave… The bouncers are probably gonna think we’re gonna start a brawl and kick us out.” You earned a few small chuckles from the other three and it was enough to break the heavy tension. 
Yoongi slipped his arm around your waist and pulled you tight against his side. Jesse’s eyes briefly caught yours, but you looked down quickly. You didn’t have the emotional capacity to continue with his obnoxiousness anymore tonight. 
“Let’s get the fuck out of here, shall we?” Yoongi jingled his keys, so graciously offering to drive now that he’d gotten his car detailed and there were no more cum stains on his front seats. 
Harlow dragged Jess forward, shooting you a small smile as she wove him through the arcade games towards the exit. With the two of them further ahead of you, Yoongi ducked down to kiss you. His lips moved slow and deep against yours, gently grazing his teeth against your bottom lip before pulling away. 
“I’m dropping Jess off at his place first, then Harlow at yours. And then you’re helping me break in my new condo,” Yoongi said with a wink and his tongue in his cheek. “Think you can handle that, sweetheart?” 
“Oh shut up, D-Boy.” Your grin told Yoongi all he needed to know.
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This is so soft and precious. A perfect hug for my heart after all the angst on my dash lately. Loved loved loved it
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the way i was smiling, throwing air punches when i wrote this. pure 100% fluff coming your way!!!🥺😭🤭 (my head screaming SANA GETS NYO KO as i write this)
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You’re nursing the last of your drink, ice clinking against the glass as you swirl it with deliberate disinterest, hoping the guy beside you gets the hint. He doesn't. His hand lingers too close to your elbow, and every laugh he exhales smells like beer and desperation.
You've already tried subtle. You even lied about having a boyfriend — twice. Still, he leans in with that rehearsed smirk like he's the one doing you a favor.
You scan the room, fast. Desperation breeds boldness, and tonight, you’re emboldened.
Then you see him.
He’s impossible to miss. Seated at the far end of the bar, broad shoulders framed in black, head dipped low as he nurses something amber in a short glass. He looks like he belongs somewhere darker, quieter. Maybe someplace where men don’t smile, only nod. 
You’re not even sure how your legs carry you there, but in three long strides, you’re beside him, heart skittering in your chest like it knows you’ve made a gamble. He glances up, and for a second, you're sure this was a mistake but there's no time for second-guessing.
“Hey, babe,” you say, and your voice barely wavers. “Sorry I took so long.”
His eyes narrow a fraction, and for one charged second, silence stretches between you like a fuse waiting to be lit.
Then his expression shifts. It's subtle, the faintest curl of his mouth, a spark of recognition in his eyes that wasn’t there before.
“There you are,” he says, low and even, like the words were always meant for you. He slips an arm around your waist with a kind of confidence that feels too natural, too smooth.
You think you’ve pulled it off — until a voice slices through the act.
“Seungcheol,” she purrs. She’s suddenly there, close enough that you feel the static of her presence before you even see her. “You weren’t gonna introduce me to your little friend?”
You tense, barely hiding the wince. The stranger, Seungcheol,  doesn’t move his arm.
His voice is calm, even, as if this happens all the time. “Not now, Jiwon”
“But babe—”
He doesn’t even look at her. “And how many times do I have to tell you to not call me that”
Something in his tone makes her falter. She huffs, audibly, but walks away with a forced flick of her hair.
You glance up at him, parting your lips to apologize, but he cuts you off before you can speak.
“You okay?” he murmurs, just for you and you don’t know why but you believe him. You nod.
He leans in just a little, just enough that the warmth of him slips past your skin. “You want me to make sure he stays away?”
And god help you, you say yes.
Seungcheol shifts in his seat, gaze sharp now, trained somewhere over your shoulder. You don’t even have to turn to know the persistent guy’s still hovering. You can feel the weight of him, orbiting.
“Stay close,” Seungcheol says, barely more than a breath against your ear. It shouldn’t send a chill down your spine, but it does.
He stands in one smooth motion, hand still warm against your lower back as he guides you forwar. You catch the guy’s expression the moment he sees who you’re with now. The faux confidence drains from his face in real-time, replaced by something caught between confusion and an almost primal, involuntary instinct to back off.
“Problem?” Seungcheol asks him. He’s not loud. Doesn’t need to be. There’s something in the way he holds himself, loose and deadly, like a predator who doesn’t have to growl to be heard.
The guy lifts his hands in weak surrender. “Nah, man. Just talking.”
“You were done talking when she walked away.”
It’s not a threat. It’s a statement. Inevitable. Irrefutable.
The guy backs off, muttering something that doesn’t sound like an apology, but it doesn’t matter. He’s gone. You exhale for the first time in what feels like minutes.
Seungcheol turns to you again, and just like that, the sharpness in him softens—no less intense, but different now. He looks at you like he’s cataloging something he doesn’t quite understand yet.
“You okay?” he asks again, but this time the question feels more layered. Not just are you safe, but what made you need someone like me?
You nod, slower this time. “Yeah. Thanks. That was… I didn’t expect you to actually go along with it.”
He shrugs. “You looked like you needed out.”
There’s a beat of silence, then—
“You wanna sit?” he asks, gesturing to his now-vacant seat. “I won’t bite. Unless that’s what you’re into.”
It’s deadpan. Almost. You glance at him and find the smallest glint of mischief tucked in the dark of his eyes.
You sit. Maybe it’s the adrenaline, or maybe it’s something else entirely but you get the distinct feeling your night just shifted on an axis you didn’t see coming.
You’ve barely settled into the seat beside him when you feel the disturbance before you see it. She’s back. Jiwon. Her heels click soft and calculated across the floor, posture loose but eyes laser-focused on Seungcheol. She doesn't bother with you, not really. 
She stops at his other side, voice syrupy. “Thought I’d grab you that drink you like,” she says, holding it out like a peace offering. Like she’s done this before and won.
But Seungcheol doesn’t even glance at the glass. He doesn’t blink.
“I’m good here,” he says, calm as still water. “With my girl.”
It hits with the kind of weight that lands sharp but quiet. No performance, no dramatic pause. Just absolute certainty, smooth as silk and impossible to argue with.
You blink. My girl?
Then, as if on cue, he leans in—closer than he’s been all night. His hand brushes against your thigh under the bar, casual but unmistakable. The space between you disappears, and suddenly, all you can see is him.
The edge of his mouth tilts just slightly, a private smirk made only for you.
“I help you,” he murmurs, voice pitched low, just for your ears. “You help me.”
Like a switch, you slip into the role. No hesitation. No breath to second-guess.
You lean in until you’re practically folded into his side, your shoulder brushing his chest, the scent of him filling your senses like a hit of something you’re not supposed to want.
Your fingers find his thigh beneath the bar, light but deliberate, and when you turn your head to face her, your expression is sugar-laced steel.
“Thanks for keeping my boyfriend company,” you say, voice sweet enough to rot, “but we’re good now.”
Jiwon stiffens. You see it in the tight pull of her jaw, the way her hand curls around the untouched glass like she might throw it but she doesn’t say anything. Not really. Just a scoff, quiet and bitter, before she turns on her heel and disappears into the crowd again.
The moment she’s gone, Seungcheol exhales a laugh. Low. Quiet. Almost impressed.
“Well damn,” he says, tilting his head to look at you properly. “Didn’t think you had that in you.”
You arch a brow. “What, the spine or the spite?”
His grin widens, lazy and wolfish. “Both.”
You should pull away. You should return to your drink, your solitude, the night you had before this turned into something else entirely.
But you don’t.
Because now, you’re curious—and curiosity is a dangerous thing when someone like Seungcheol is involved. He smirks again, but there’s something different behind it then he leans down, slow enough to feel deliberate, and you feel it:
The brush of his lips against your bare shoulder.
Barely there. Barely anything. But it sets off a fire low in your belly, a spark you weren’t expecting and definitely weren’t prepared for. Your breath catches, and you turn your head to say something but you’re interrupted.
“Yo, Choi!” a voice calls out, casual and easy, and you look up just as two guys approach the table.
They’re both tall, well-dressed, and annoyingly attractive in that infuriating way that only works because they know it. The one with the long and cat-like grin lifts his brows as he takes in the scene. Your hand still on Seungcheol’s thigh, your body tucked into his side, his lips a breath away from your skin.
“Are we interrupting?” the long haired one asks
Seungcheol doesn’t move away. If anything, his arm tightens slightly around you. “If I say yes, will you go away”
The other one—gentler-looking, nudges his friend. “Jeonghan, stop being an ass. Hi,” he says, this time to you. “I’m Joshua. You?”
You give your name, and Jeonghan grins like you just told him a secret. “Cute. She’s cute.”
Seungcheol doesn’t say anything. He just takes a sip from his drink but there’s something in the way his thumb traces idle circles against your hip that says plenty.
“You’re not usually the type to play house, Seungcheol,” Jeonghan adds, sliding into the seat across from you both. “What’s this, new leaf?”
“Maybe I like what I’m playing with,” Seungcheol says, and his voice is so calm, so unapologetic, that for a second, even you forget this started as pretend.
Joshua raises a brow but doesn’t push it. He just smiles a little, as if he already sees where this is going before either of you do. And when you feel Seungcheol’s hand settle more firmly against your thigh, like he’s staking a claim in front of his friends.
A few drinks later, your head’s pleasantly light, the warmth of alcohol and laughter still lingering in your chest.  Jeonghan and Joshua had finally wandered off to harass someone else, leaving you and Seungcheol alone again, though somehow the silence between you isn’t awkward—it’s alive.
You glance at your phone, blinking at the time. Late.
You push your glass away and sigh, “Alright, I should probably call it. Before I start thinking karaoke’s a good idea.”
Seungcheol chuckles, low and easy. “You’d make a great bad decision at karaoke.”
You shoot him a look, but you’re smiling. “I’m not drunk enough to embarrass myself like that.”
“Pity. I’d pay good money to hear you scream-sing something tragic.”
You snort. “You’re not even pretending to be nice.”
He tilts his head, mock thoughtful. “Did I ever pretend?”
You open your mouth to fire back something snarky, but the moment shifts. Just slightly. Just enough.
You glance toward the exit, suddenly uneasy. The weight of earlier brushes the edge of your thoughts, and now that the buzz is wearing down, the memory of that guy—the lingering stare, the way he didn’t get the hint—sticks.
Seungcheol notices. Of course he does. His eyes sharpen, but his voice stays light.
“Want me to walk you out?”
You hesitate then nod. “Actually… would it be weird if I asked you to drive me home?”
His brows rise just a touch but he doesn’t hesitate. “Not weird,” he says. “I was hoping you'd ask.”
You raise a brow, teasing. “You were hoping?”
“I mean, you’re kind of glued to me tonight,” he says, smirking as he stands, grabbing his jacket. “Thought I’d return the favor.”
You follow him out, the air outside cooler than expected. He opens the passenger door like it’s instinct—like he’s done this for you a hundred times already—and when you slide in, he leans down just enough that your eyes meet.
“You trust me to drive you home?” he asks, voice lower now, a touch more serious, but still laced with that lazy confidence.
You look up at him through your lashes, lips quirking. “I don’t know. Should I?”
And just like that, the door shuts with a soft click and your pulse doesn’t quite settle the whole ride home. When he slides into the driver’s seat, the engine purring to life beneath his hands, you glance sideways at him, half-joking, half-not, voice just a little too casual.
“I’m not gonna end up in a true crime documentary, right?”
He smirks without looking at you, eyes on the road as he pulls out of the lot. “Nah. Too much paperwork.”
You laugh, but he doesn’t stop there.
“If I was gonna murder you, I wouldn’t have bought you drinks first. That’s just inefficient.”
You raise a brow. “Wow. Comforting.”
He glances over at you, one hand loose on the wheel, the other resting near the gearshift, his voice a bit softer now
“I mean, you approached me. Technically, this is your villain origin story.”
You feign scandal. “So I lured you in.”
“Exactly. Innocent-looking girl at a bar, bold enough to lie her way into my lap? Yeah, you’re the dangerous one here.”
You roll your eyes, but there’s a grin tugging at your lips. “You think I’m innocent-looking?”
He cuts his eyes toward you, a slow once-over that makes the air between you crackle.
“I think you’re a lot of things,” he says. “But innocent? Not buying it.”
And just like that, the car gets a little quieter. Not uncomfortable. Just… charged.
And you wonder, as the streetlights blur past the windows, what you’ve really gotten yourself into tonight.
“Oh,” you say, feigning surprise, a slow smirk curling at your lips. “So you’ve got me all figured out already?”
He glances over, and this time he doesn’t hide the smile.
“Didn’t say that,” he replies smoothly. “I said I’m not buying the innocent act. Big difference.”
You hum, dragging your gaze out the window like you're not grinning.
“Maybe I’m just mysterious,” you tease. “Hard to read. Dangerous, even.”
He snorts. “You’re definitely dangerous.”
“Yeah?” you ask, turning back to him, playful but edged with something more. “Afraid I’ll break your heart?”
He laughs once but then his eyes flick over to you, and it’s different now. He’s not smiling anymore, not quite. His voice drops, soft but steady.
“Nah,” he murmurs, “I’m enjoying this too much.”
You don’t answer right away, and neither does he. The quiet stretches, dense with something neither of you name. But when his hand brushes yours over the center console—barely there, just a question—you don’t pull away.
“And you?” he says, voice quiet, like he’s easing into something he actually wants the answer to. “How come, out of everyone there… you suddenly let yourself strut my way?”
“I don’t know,” you say at first, then pause. “You just looked like the kind of guy who wouldn’t ask questions.”
He huffs a laugh, amused. “You were banking on me being cooperative?”
“I was banking on you being scary enough to make the other guy piss himself.”
“And I was.”
You grin despite yourself. “So humble.”
He finally turns to look at you fully, eyes dark but curious, a faint crease in his brow like he’s studying you a little deeper now.
“But that’s not it,” he says. “Not really.”
You tilt your head. “No?”
“No. You could’ve gone to the bartender. The bouncer. Your friends, if you had any there. But you came to me.”
You’re quiet for a beat too long, because—yeah. He’s right.
So you shrug, pretending it’s simple when it’s not. “Guess I like walking toward the fire sometimes.”
He laughs again, deeper this time, but there’s something thoughtful behind it.
“Then lucky for you,” he murmurs, eyes still on you, “I don’t burn easy.”
And your heart? Yeah. It skips. Hard.
=
The next morning, Seungcheol walks into the office ten minutes late with zero regrets and exactly one iced Americano in hand, looking irritatingly composed for someone who got maybe four hours of sleep.
He’s barely set his cup down when Jeonghan’s voice sings from across the room.
“Well, well, well—if it isn’t Mr. I-Don’t-Do-Relationships strolling in like a man who definitely didn’t go straight home last night.”
Joshua looks up from his laptop, raising a brow with a barely contained smirk. “So… who was she?”
Seungcheol doesn’t answer. Just pulls off his jacket and hangs it up with surgical precision, like he’s trying not to indulge them.
Which, of course, only makes them hungrier.
“C’mon, Cheol,” Jeonghan pushes, trailing him to his desk like a cat stalking something shiny. “You had her in your lap half the night. You don’t cuddle in public. I didn’t even know you could cuddle.”
“Technically,” Joshua adds, “I think she was in the driver’s seat.”
“Literally and figuratively,” Jeonghan nods. “She had you wrapped. It was… inspiring.”
Seungcheol exhales through his nose and finally turns around, arms folded, leaning against the edge of his desk like he’s humoring children.
“She was someone who needed help,” he says evenly. “That’s it.”
Jeonghan’s eyes glint. “So you just happened to keep your hand on her thigh all night out of… community service?”
Joshua’s tone is gentler, but no less pointed. “You looked comfortable. Not pretending-comfortable. Just… real.”
Seungcheol hesitates. He hates that they’re good at this. That they know how to read the cracks in his tone.
“She was easy to talk to,” he admits. “Didn’t play games. No agenda.”
Jeonghan fake gasps. “Wait. You liked her.”
He rolls his eyes. “I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t not say it,” Joshua counters.
Jeonghan grins like he just won something. “What’s her name?”
Seungcheol smirks now, because this is the part he won’t give them. “Wouldn’t you like to know.”
And when he turns back to his desk, his phone buzzes once.
A message from you.
You:  So… if I walk into your office right now, am I gonna ruin your mysterious, emotionally unavailable persona?
He stares at it for a second, then smiles—small and private. Maybe he is in trouble. He stares at your text for a beat longer, thumb hovering over the keyboard like he’s weighing something heavier than the words.
Seungcheol: Only if you walk in looking like last night. My reputation wouldn’t survive it.
Seungcheol: Free for lunch? I’ll come to you.
He hits send before he can think better of it.
Across the room, Jeonghan is still dramatically theorizing about your identity, now halfway into a ridiculous monologue about you being an international art thief who seduced Seungcheol for corporate secrets.
He ignores it because right now, he’s more interested in seeing you again and if that means sneaking in an hour between meetings and pretending he’s not the kind of guy who clears his calendar for a woman he just met, then so be it.
A little past noon, your phone buzzes again. You’re mid-email, squinting at your screen, when the notification pops up.
Seungcheol: Outside. Come down. I brought bribes.
You blink. Bribes? What does that even mean? Curiosity wins out fast. You grab your phone, smooth your outfit and head down.
The moment you step out, you see him leaning against a sleek black car that absolutely screams expensive and unnecessary, sunglasses pushed up in his hair, holding a paper bag and two drinks.
Your brows lift. “So this is you not trying?”
He grins, looking annoyingly perfect for someone who probably woke up late and still somehow managed to make the pavement feel like a runway. “Told you. Bribes.”
You walk up slowly, eyeing the bag. “What is it?”
“Sandwiches. From that overpriced place near here. Hope you’re not one of those 'just salad' people.”
You narrow your eyes. “I contain multitudes.”
He chuckles, hands you your drink. “Good. You’ll need them to keep up.”
You gesture toward the car. “So, this your day job? Picking up women and showing off your mysterious wealth?”
He laughs genuinely, this time. “Would you believe me if I said I’m just a humble middle manager?”
You give him a long, skeptical once-over. “Not a chance.”
He opens the passenger door for you again like it's a habit. Like he already knows you’ll get in and you do. Because lunch with Choi Seungcheol? Yeah. That sounds like danger worth walking toward twice.
You slide into the passenger seat, you glance at him as he rounds the front of the car and settles into the driver’s seat again, placing the food carefully between you.
“Okay, so what is it that you actually do?” you ask, peeling open the sandwich wrapper, the scent already unfairly good.
He shrugs, like it’s no big deal. “Management. Mostly.”
“That’s vague as hell.”
“Intentionally,” he says, shooting you a sideways glance. “You’ll find I’m very good at withholding.”
You snort. “Is that your way of saying you’re emotionally constipated?”
“No, that’s me saying I like keeping some cards close.” He takes a bite of his sandwich, chews, swallows. “Makes things interesting.”
You hum, eyes narrowing just a touch. “So you’re not gonna tell me what your job actually is?”
He shakes his head slowly. “Not yet. I kind of like that you don’t know.”
You blink. “Why?”
He turns toward you fully now, one arm draped over the back of your seat, eyes lazy and unreadable but focused—very focused—on you.
“Because if you knew,” he says slowly, “you might treat me differently.”
Something flickers behind his tone. Not arrogance. Something quieter. Something worn and for a second, you forget you're supposed to be teasing him.
You hold his gaze. “Then maybe I’d rather not know.”
He searches your face for a beat, like he’s waiting for you to flinch, waiting for that inevitable shift he’s used to seeing in people when they do find out. But you don’t.
You just take another bite of your sandwich and speak through your smirk.
“So, Mr. Vague Middle Manager, are all your dates catered and chauffeured?”
That draws a full laugh out of him—deep and unguarded.
“This a date now?” he throws back.
You shrug with exaggerated innocence. “You did bring food. And bribes. And you’re staring at me like you wanna ruin my whole week.”
He hums, low and amused, eyes dropping to your lips and staying there just a little too long.
“Trust me,” he murmurs, “if I wanted to ruin your week… you’d know.”
And just like that, your heart forgets how to beat steady.
Again.
The place he takes you to is tucked away on a quiet side street. nothing flashy, no fancy valet, no five-star pretensions. Just the warm, familiar smell of grilled meat and the faint sizzle of something delicious already hitting a hot pan.
You recognize it immediately. The kind of Korean spot that’s half comfort, half chaos. Worn wooden tables, metal chopsticks in tin cups, steam clouding the windows from hot broth and soju-fueled laughter. A place where people don’t come to impress, they come because it feels like home.
He pulls the door open for you, and the ahjumma behind the counter beams when she sees him.
“Seungcheol-ah!” she calls, already bustling toward the kitchen. “Same table?”
He nods, bowing slightly in greeting. 
You look at him sideways. “Regular, huh?”
He shrugs, the edge of his mouth twitching. “Told you. I like places where people don’t ask too many questions.”
She’s already setting the table as you both slide into the booth. The tabletop grill is already heating, meat—samgyeopsal, thick-cut and glistening—lands in the center with a satisfying thud.
He picks up the tongs like he’s done this a hundred times, which he probably has, and starts placing the pork belly on the grill, the sizzle instant and loud.
“Wow,” you say, smirking. “So this is how you impress women.”
“I’m feeding you, aren’t I?” he says, eyes focused on flipping the meat with practiced ease. “It’s a love language.”
“You do seem suspiciously fluent in this.”
“You gonna psychoanalyze me now?”
You lean your chin into your hand, watching him with lazy interest. “Maybe. Or maybe I just like watching you cook.”
He glances up, brow raised, but there’s a flicker of something else in his gaze now. That slow burn again.
“Careful,” he murmurs. “Flirting with me at a restaurant I come to every week? You’re treading into girlfriend territory.”
You pop a piece of kimchi into your mouth and smile like it’s nothing. “Wouldn’t want to ruin your reputation.”
“Too late.”
There’s something light about this but underneath, there's a current neither of you are pretending to ignore anymore.
He wraps a piece of grilled meat in lettuce, adds a bit of ssamjang and garlic, then holds it out across the table.
“For you,” he says, voice soft, hand steady.
You pause. Then lean forward, take it straight from his fingers, lips brushing his skin on the way.
And the look in his eyes?
Yeah, lunch just got a lot more complicated.
You're mid-chew when the ahjumma comes back over, wiping her hands on her apron, eyes sharp and curious as she sets another bowl of pickled radish down on the table.
She turns to Seungcheol with a knowing grin. “You’re not with the usual troublemakers today. Who’s this lovely girl? You got married and didn’t tell us?”
You almost choke. Seungcheol freezes for a secondbut then, smooth as ever, he swallows, glances at you, and smiles like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
“Not married yet,” he says casually, sliding his chopsticks into the rice like punctuation. “But I’m working on it.”
Your eyes snap to him. Excuse me?
The ahjumma gasps, clearly delighted. “Aigoo! She’s pretty and patient—finally, a girl who can handle you! Yah, I prayed for this!”
You blink at her. Then at Seungcheol. He’s not even flinching. The man has the audacity to look pleased.
“Ah, he’s exaggerating,” you say quickly, giving the auntie a smile and trying not to combust. “We just—”
“—Make a good team,” Seungcheol finishes for you, eyes flicking to yours with a glint of mischief. “She keeps me in line.”
The ahjumma sighs dreamily, clearly buying the whole act. “Don’t let him go, sweet girl. He might act cool, but he needs someone who’ll yell at him when he forgets to eat. This one’s stubborn.”
You nod solemnly. “He does give off that energy.”
“Exactly!” she points at you like you’re a genius. “You understand already! Just marry him.”
Seungcheol coughs into his drink, but he’s grinning now, and you can’t help it—you’re laughing, eyes narrowed at him across the table.
The auntie bustles off, muttering about bringing more side dishes for the happy couple.
You lean in, tone low and pointed. “Married? Really?”
He shrugs, unabashed. “What? You handled it like a pro. I’m impressed.”
“You’re impossible.”
“And yet,” he says, sliding another wrap your way, “you’re still here.”
You hate how easy it is to smile at him. Hate it even more that he’s smiling too—like he likes whatever this is just as much as you do.
The ride back to your office is quieter, he pulls up in front of your building, shifts the car into park, and glances over at you.
You unbuckle your seatbelt slowly. “Thanks for lunch.”
“You make it sound like I’m not planning on doing it again.”
You grin, leaning just a little closer. “Oh? Planning on making a habit out of me?”
His smirk is there, but softer now. “Thinking about it.”
You hop out before you say something stupid. Before he says something worse. But before you can shut the door, he leans across the console and says, quieter:
“Text me when you get up there. Just so I know you made it.”
You roll your eyes, but your smile betrays you. “Yes, Dad.”
He raises a brow. “You really want to test that boundary this early?”
You shut the door before your brain melts and give him a mock salute through the window.
By the time Seungcheol pulls into the garage under his own office building, he’s five minutes behind schedule and vaguely irritated at how fast traffic moved now that he was in a rush.
He checks his phone in the elevator: one message from you.
You: Alive. Fed. Still thinking about that ssam you made. 8/10.
He grins to himself just as the elevator dings open on his floor. Unfortunately, his mood immediately sours when he sees who’s already in the conference room, arms folded, feet on the table like he owns the place.
Jeonghan.
The second Seungcheol steps through the door, Jeonghan looks at his watch dramatically.
“Five minutes late. How domestic of you.”
“Save it,” Seungcheol mutters, dropping into the seat across from him.
Jeonghan smirks like he’s been waiting for this moment. “So? Was it worth it?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Uh-huh. You’re flushed, your hair’s a little messy, and for once, you didn’t glare at anyone” Jeonghan taps his fingers against the table. “You’re basically glowing.”
Seungcheol sighs, runs a hand through his hair. “Can we just get through this meeting?”
“Oh, we will,” Jeonghan says brightly. “But not before you tell me if she’s single, if she has friends, and if your sudden boyfriend energy is gonna affect this quarter’s performance.”
Seungcheol narrows his eyes. “You’re enjoying this way too much.”
“Absolutely.”
The days blur together. You two still talk, in between meetings and his hectic schedule he would always find some time for you. When he’s free he’ll go drive to you and grab lunch, wherever you want or sometimes a surprise.
It’s just past six when Seungcheol finally leans back in his chair, eyes dragging away from the spreadsheet he’s barely processed for the last fifteen minutes.
His fingers hover over his phone for a second before he gives in to the impulse—simple and direct.
Seungcheol: You free for dinner?
You:Yes. Come rescue me.
He smirks, already pushing back from his desk. Jacket on. Sleeves rolled. A very quiet kind of urgency in his steps.
On your end, the timing couldn’t be more perfect. Your coworkers have been hovering at your desk all afternoon, buzzing about Friday drinks like it’s the social event of the year. They’re already lining up shots in their heads, plotting karaoke and potential chaos.
“You coming, right?” one of them asks, nudging your elbow. “C’mon, you always dip. Just one night.”
You smile politely, already trying to edge away. “I actually have plans—”
“With who?” another cuts in, eyebrows raised. “You’ve been glowing all week.”
You blink. “What is it with people and this glowing thing?”
They groan. “So you do have a date. Who is he?”
Before you can lie—or dodge, or disappear into thin air—your phone buzzes again.
Seungcheol: Be there in twenty. What kind of rescue we talking? Fire escape or just dramatic entrance?
You bite your lip to suppress the grin that tries to surface.
“Just someone picking me up,” you say vaguely, grabbing your bag and ignoring the chorus of curious oohs that follow.
“You’re no fun,” one of them whines as you make your escape. “At least send us a picture! We won’t believe he exists!”
You wave behind you. “Exactly why I’m not sending one.”
They groan louder, but you’re already walking toward the elevator, pulse picking up just a little. You don’t know what this is with him yet—not really. But it’s enough to have you hoping the next twenty minutes pass just fast enough.
You make it out of the building just as the sun is dipping behind the city skyline, casting everything in that dusky golden glow that feels almost too cinematic for real life. As if on cue, his car pulls up. 
The passenger window rolls down, and there he is, arm resting on the wheel, watching you with that lazy, low-key amused smile that somehow makes your heart skip like it’s late for something.
“You always look like you just walked out of a movie,” you say as you slide in, tossing your bag at your feet.
He glances over, that grin growing as he shifts the car into drive. “Funny. I was just thinking the same about you.”
You shake your head, suppressing a smile. “Flattery before food? Risky move.”
“Not flattery,” he says, glancing at you as he pulls into traffic. “Observation. You look like you needed a getaway.”
You sigh dramatically, letting your head thud against the seat. “You have no idea. They were trying to hold me hostage for soju and noraebang.”
He chuckles, tapping the wheel. “I’d pay to see that.”
“You would,” you mutter. “Anyway, thanks for the timely rescue.”
“Anytime,” he says, tone quiet but sincere.
For a moment, you both fall into comfortable silence, the hum of the road filling the space. It’s not awkward. If anything, it’s the kind of quiet that only settles when someone’s presence feels... easy.
“Where are we going?” you ask after a while, glancing at him.
He tilts his head, lips tugging upward. “Somewhere that serves food hot, drinks cold, and lets me look at you across the table without interruption.”
You arch a brow. “Is that your version of romantic?”
“No,” he says. “That’s my version of honest.”
Your stomach does that annoying little flutter again. He doesn’t look at you when he says it, but his hand briefly brushes your knee in a turn—accidental, maybe—but he doesn’t pull away too quickly.
The drive takes longer this time, farther out from the noise of downtown, the streets growing quieter, narrower.
You glance over at him. “You’ve got a thing for hidden spots, huh?”
“I don’t like crowds,” he says simply. “And I like places that let me hear you when you talk.”
You pause, caught off guard by the casual weight of it. “You’re smooth.”
“I’m observant,” he corrects, pulling into a tiny gravel lot tucked away
You step out and take in the place. No line. No obvious branding. Just the kind of restaurant people guard like a secret.
“This place looks like it has stories,” you murmur, tucking your hands into your coat.
“It does,” he says, rounding the car to walk beside you. “Mostly about good food. And about the owner being mildly terrifying if you show up drunk and disrespectful.”
You laugh, and he pulls the door open for you, holding it until you step inside.
It’s warm. Cozy. The scent of doenjang jjigae and grilled mackerel hangs in the air. The lights are soft, yellow, casting everything in that old-kitchen comfort glow. You’re seated in the farthest corner, a little nook with floor cushions and a small table already set with water, chopsticks, and folded linen napkins. The privacy of it feels intentional.
The owner, a silver-haired woman in a worn apron, comes over with barely a word, just a sharp eye and a small smile when she sees Seungcheol.
“You brought someone,” she says, voice raspy but kind. “She’s pretty. And awake, unlike the last idiot your friend brought.”
Seungcheol winces. “That was Mingyu.”
She waves him off, already handing you both menus like she’s decided you’re staying regardless.
You stifle a laugh. “Do all your regular spots come with built-in character witnesses?”
“Only the good ones,” he replies, flipping open the menu. “What’re you in the mood for?”
You pretend to study the list, but really, you’re watching the way he sits here—comfortable, known, but still somehow wrapped in mystery. Like there’s more under the surface that he only lets people see in pieces.
“You choose,” you say, passing your menu across the table. “You haven’t steered me wrong yet.”
He takes it with a slow smile. “Dangerous trust.”
“You like that about me,” you say without missing a beat.
His eyes meet yours, steady and sure.
“I do.”
And the way he says it?
It isn’t playful. Isn’t light. It lands somewhere between a promise and a warning.
And suddenly, the quiet between you feels like something else entirely.
He closes the menu without looking at it for too long, then says something casual to the owner, his tone respectful but familiar. She gives you one last look (a little assessing, a little approving) before disappearing toward the kitchen with a short nod.
You raise an eyebrow. “You didn’t even ask what I wanted.”
He leans back, completely unbothered. “I did.”
“Oh really?”
“Yeah. You said, ‘you choose.’ That’s verbal consent. Witnessed and documented.”
You snort. “Okay, lawyer.”
He grins. “You’ll thank me in a few minutes.”
And you do. Because when the food comes, it’s thin wheat noodles in a light broth, topped with julienned vegetables, sliced egg, seaweed, and just a hint of sesame oil. The aroma alone makes your eyes widen.
Your inner monologue might as well be standing on a table, screaming. He ordered noodles. My weakness. My love language. My eternal home.
“Are you a mind reader?” you ask, unable to hide your excitement as you pick up your chopsticks.
“I had a hunch,” he says, watching you with mild amusement as you practically dive in. “You look like someone who’d fight for the last noodle in a pot.”
You pause with your chopsticks halfway to your mouth. “Is that a compliment or a psychological profile?”
“Depends.” He’s smiling, elbow propped lazily on the table, eyes fixed on you. “Are you the type to share your noodles, or hoard them?”
You pretend to consider it, chewing thoughtfully. “Depends on who’s asking.”
He laughs, low and full. The kind that catches in your chest.
The food is simple, warm, deeply comforting. Not because of the food, exactly. But because of who’s sitting across from you. And how easy he makes all of this feel.
And when he steals one of your noodles just to prove a point? You let him.
As you both finish the last of the broth, the warm glow of the restaurant wrapping around you like a lazy blanket, you lean back on your cushion and stretch your legs under the table, nudging his knee with your foot.
You glance at the time on your phone and raise a brow. “It’s not even eight,” you say, mock-disbelief in your voice. “Don’t tell me you’re the type to go to bed right after dinner. Old-man hours already?”
“What, you think I’m boring?”
You shrug. “I mean… I don’t know. The cozy dinner. The secret spot. The soft lighting. This has bedtime-by-nine written all over it.”
“You’re lucky I like you,” he mutters, grabbing the check before you can even reach for your wallet.
You blink. “Wait. What was that?”
“I said,” he repeats, standing smoothly and ignoring your faux-innocent stare, “you’re lucky I like you.”
“Bold assumption,” you say, following him toward the door. “You don’t know me like that.”
He holds the door open, leaning into the frame as you step past him. “You say that, but you’re not running away.”
You pause outside, cold air kissing your skin as you glance up at him.
“I’d say that depends,” you murmur, lifting your chin slightly. “Are you planning to make the night more interesting or tuck me in with warm milk and a bedtime story?”
“I was thinking…” he steps a little closer, voice dipping, “maybe something in between.”
Your pulse flickers fast. Intrigued.
“So,” you say, eyes narrowing. “What now?”
He glances toward the car, then back at you. “Let’s drive.”
“That’s it? Just a drive?”
He shrugs. “You scared I’m secretly boring?”
You smile, teeth catching your bottom lip as you shake your head. “No. I’m scared you’re not.”
The city peels away behind you, all neon and noise in the rearview, replaced by wider roads and quieter corners. You glance over at him as he drives, one hand on the wheel, the other resting lazily on the gearshift. 
"You always drive like this?" you ask, the wind catching in your voice just slightly.
He glances over, curious. “Like what?”
“Like you're in a movie. Slow, steady. No destination, just vibes.”
His mouth tugs into that crooked half-smile. “Wouldn’t be the worst scene to be in.”
You roll your eyes, but your grin gives you away. “You're really running with this leading-man energy, huh?”
“You’re the one who asked me to rescue you. I’m just sticking to the role.”
"Right. So where's the dramatic monologue about how you're secretly emotionally unavailable but somehow willing to change only for me?"
“That’s coming in act three,” he says smoothly. “Right after the almost-kiss and right before I mess it all up.”
You’re laughing now, really laughing, and when you glance at him again, he’s not even pretending not to stare.
He clears his throat. “There’s a lookout just up ahead. View’s nice this time of night.”
“Another hidden spot?”
“You doubting my taste now?”
“Never. Just making sure you’re not lulling me into a false sense of security before you reveal you are, in fact, a very charming serial killer.”
He chuckles under his breath. “If I was, you wouldn’t’ve made it past the noodles.”
You hum. “Fair point. Still. You are dangerously smooth.”
“I could say the same about you.”
That brings a new kind of quiet. One with heat underneath it.
By the time he pulls up to the lookout you’re not sure whether you’re more captivated by the view outside, or the one inside the car.
He kills the engine but makes no move to get out. Neither do you.
“So,” he says after a beat, voice a little lower. “Still think I’m putting you to bed before nine?”
You smirk, turning just slightly toward him. “We’re well past bedtime, Cheol.”
And somehow, that feels like the most dangerous thing you’ve said all night. He huffs a short laugh through his nose, eyes narrowing slightly with amusement as he shifts to face you more fully in the dim glow of the dashboard lights.
You tilt your head, feigning casual. “Just doing my due diligence,” you say, poking at the corner of the console with your nail. “Before this gets… you know. Interesting. You don’t have kids right? Or a wife waiting at home something like that”
He raises a brow, resting his arm against the back of your seat. “Interesting, huh?”
He doesn’t deny it. Just lets that lazy grin spread as he lets his gaze settle on you—like he’s trying to read between your words and the space between your knees brushing his.
“No wife,” he says finally. “No kids. No secrets.”
You blink. “Wow. A full set.”
He leans in just a little, voice lower now. “Disappointed?”
You laugh, the sound soft, breathless. “Relieved, actually. I’d hate to be a plot twist in someone else’s drama.”
“No,” he murmurs. “If anything, you feel like the beginning of something.”
You freeze just for a second.
“Are you always like this? Charming, smooth-talking, devastatingly good at timing?”
His fingers brush a strand of hair behind your ear, slow and deliberate. “I don’t know. You tell me.”
“Guess I’ll need more data.”
He laughs again—quiet, warm—and lets the moment linger in that hazy space between restraint and intent. Outside, the city glows. But in here, it’s just the two of you, suspended in that delicious kind of silence where everything feels possible.
You swallow lightly. “So… how much data are we talking? One night? Two? A whole series?”
His smile curves, lazy and full of mischief. “Are you asking how many dates it takes before I kiss you?”
“Maybe,” you say, voice just above a whisper. 
“Depends how good the data is.” He leans in a little, not touching you yet but close enough. His voice dips, rough around the edges in that way that sends a shiver up your spine.
Your breath catches, pulse ticking a little faster, but you don’t lean away. If anything, you meet him halfway.
You exhale slowly, watching his eyes flick down to your mouth.
“You’re really not going to kiss me, are you?” you ask, a little breathless now.
He smirks, gaze lifting back to yours.
“I will,” he says. “But not because it’s expected.”
You blink, pulse stuttering.
“Then why?”
He tilts his head, thumb brushing the curve of your cheekbone.
“Because the second I do… it stops being light and easy. And I think we both know it.”
You sit there for a second, stunned into silence—because he’s not wrong. There’s a weight to this that neither of you are quite ready to name, but it’s there. Unspoken, humming like the low thrum of electricity before a storm.
So instead, you nod—slow, almost amused.
“You’re dangerous, Choi Seungcheol.”
He leans back just slightly, watching you with that infuriatingly unreadable expression.
“And you’re trouble.”
You smile.
“So what now?”
He reaches for the gear shift, gaze still lingering on you.
“Now,” he says, “I drive you home before we both make very bad, very good decisions.”
And you don’t argue.
But as he pulls away from the lookout, your fingers resting dangerously close to his on the center console, you get the feeling this isn’t the end of the night.
It’s just the prelude.
=
The sky is painfully clear, bright blue with not a cloud in sight and the sun has no business being this aggressive before noon.
Jeonghan’s halfway through lining up his swing when he notices it. The stillness. The quiet hum of something off.
He looks over and nearly misses his shot entirely.
“Okay,” he mutters, club dangling from one hand as he turns toward Joshua. “Am I hallucinating or is Seungcheol smiling at his phone?”
Joshua, already sipping on an iced americano and way too comfortable in his obnoxiously pastel golf attire, raises an eyebrow and glances over at their friend, who’s sitting on the edge of the golf cart with his phone in hand, thumb tapping out something quick.
And yeah. He's definitely smiling. Not smirking. Not plotting someone’s downfall.
Actually, smiling.
Joshua leans closer, squinting dramatically. “Are we about to die? Should I call my mom?”
“Maybe he’s reading memes,” Jeonghan says, though his voice lacks conviction.
“Right,” Joshua snorts. “Because Seungcheol totally wakes up and chooses cat videos.”
They both watch him a beat longer.
Seungcheol finally glances up, catching their stares. “What?”
Joshua holds his drink up like it’s a toast. “Just wondering if we need to evacuate Seoul. You good, buddy?”
Jeonghan crosses his arms. “You’re smiling, Cheol. Like… full teeth. Sunshine smile. Are you in pain? Blink twice if it’s a hostage situation.”
Seungcheol rolls his eyes, but the corners of his mouth don’t drop. If anything, they twitch higher when his phone buzzes again and he types out a quick reply before tucking it away in his pocket.
“Y’all are dramatic.”
“Oh no no,” Jeonghan says, hopping into the cart. “You don’t get to be mysterious. Who is she?”
“There’s no she.”
“Liar. You haven’t looked this happy since Mingyu fell into that koi pond.”
Joshua hums, thoughtful. “It’s the girl from the bar, isn’t it?”
Seungcheol doesn't answer which is an answer in itself.
Jeonghan squints. “Wait, you’re still talking to her? Damn. I thought that was just a one-night distraction.”
Seungcheol shrugs, grabbing his club and walking toward the next hole. “Maybe I like being distracted.”
Joshua raises his brows. “He’s whipped.”
“Absolutely whipped,” Jeonghan echoes, grinning like he’s already plotting how to make this his new favorite topic of conversation.
The reason for that rare, suspiciously soft smile on Seungcheol’s face? Easy.
It’s sitting in his phone, timestamped at 8:02 a.m. 
A photo of your desk, where a bouquet of creamy white ranunculus and pale blush roses now sits in the center, like it owns the place. A handwritten note tucked between the blooms simply reads:
Thanks for keeping me up past my bedtime. - CSC
Your caption underneath the photo had been equally unfair.
You: You smooth bastard. You knew I liked flowers, didn’t you?
He hadn’t, actually but he guessed. Just like the noodles. And the way your voice lit up over the phone when he mentioned he had a surprise coming. 
It was a hunch, like everything else about you so far, a series of guesses that kept turning out more right than he probably deserved.
You: Do I have to say thank you over lunch or dinner? Because I can clear my schedule.
Hence: the smile.
The same one he’s fighting right now, out on the golf course, while Jeonghan interrogates him like a nosy mother with a magnifying glass.
“She thanked me,” Seungcheol says finally, smirking to himself as he adjusts his grip on the club.
Joshua frowns. “For what?”
He doesn’t even look up as he swings. “For the flowers I sent this morning.”
There’s a pause.
“Flowers?” Jeonghan yells from the cart. “Oh, we’re officially in rom-com territory now.”
Joshua leans on his driver. “You used to make fun of me for that. Remember back then when I got my girlfriend flowers after two weeks and you called me a simp with no spine?”
“I was right. You were insufferable,” Seungcheol replies easily. “I, on the other hand, am charming.”
Jeonghan snorts. “You sent ranunculus, didn’t you?”
That actually gets Seungcheol to glance over, brow raised. “How the hell do you know that?”
“Because you’re dramatic,” Jeonghan deadpans. “And because you’re literally the only person I know who flirts with florals like it’s a love letter.”
He shrugs, but the smug look doesn’t leave his face.
“She liked them.”
And really, that’s all he needs today. Not the perfect swing, not a quiet weekend, not even an answer to whatever it is that's slowly, surely happening between you and him.
You’re barefoot, hair up in a loose bun, sleeves shoved past your elbows, and a cleaning rag hanging off your shoulder like a badge of honor. There's a half-folded pile of laundry on the couch, your favorite playlist echoing from the kitchen speaker, and the scent of lemon cleaner still lingers in the air.
You weren’t thinking about him. Not exactly. Okay, maybe a little.
But still, when the doorbell rings, you freeze mid-wipe, glancing toward the door like it might be another delivery.
Flowers again?
You make your way over, still patting your hands dry on your pajama shorts, and swing the door open without much thought.
And your heart absolutely stutters.
Because standing there isn’t a courier. Or a stranger.
It’s him.
Choi Seungcheol, dressed down in jeans, a dark tee, and that unfairly calm expression that somehow looks even better in daylight. One hand casually stuffed in his pocket, the other holding up a familiar-looking takeout bag.
“You said lunch or dinner,” he says, like it’s the most obvious thing in the world. “Thought I’d split the difference.”
You blink, stunned and slightly underdressed for this plot twist. “You—wait, you’re here?”
He lifts the bag slightly. “Samgyeopsal dosirak. And something sweet because I thought you might need dessert after all that dusting.”
You let out a soft, surprised laugh, stepping back instinctively to let him in. “You could’ve texted.”
“I could’ve,” he agrees, stepping past the threshold, eyes flicking to the mess of throw pillows and laundry and general weekend chaos. “But I figured showing up gets me bonus points.”
“Bold move,” you say, shutting the door behind him.
He shrugs, setting the bag down on your kitchen counter. “You already called me smooth this morning. Might as well live up to it.”
You watch him for a moment, slightly in awe—and slightly mortified you’re wearing an old t-shirt and fuzzy socks while he looks like that.
“Sorry for the mess,” you mutter, grabbing a few stray pieces of laundry and shoving them toward a basket.
Seungcheol just leans against your counter, watching you with that amused, unreadable expression.
“Relax,” he says. “I kind of like seeing you like this.”
You pause mid-fold. “Like what? Disheveled and unprepared?”
“Comfortable,” he corrects. “Like yourself.”
You clear your throat and gesture to the bag. “Well… you coming all this way with food means you’re definitely staying to eat, right?”
He grins. “Only if you sit next to me this time.”
“Scandalous,” you murmur, already pulling out plates. “We’ll have to keep the blinds shut. Can’t let the neighbors catch me fraternizing with the flower guy.”
He lets out a low laugh as he moves to help, and just like that, the space between you feels smaller again.
You slide the plates across the counter toward him, eyes flicking up briefly to meet his as you settle into the rhythm of unpacking the food. The scent of grilled meat, garlic, and rice fills the space, and for a moment, you let yourself enjoy the easy comfort of it.
“How was your morning?”
He leans back a little against your counter, breaking apart his chopsticks slowly, like he has time—like he’s in no rush at all.
“Golf,” he says. “Jeonghan roped me into it. He and Joshua have this bet going about who’ll finally beat me. Spoiler: they didn’t.”
You snort softly. “Let me guess. You smiled once and they thought something was wrong?”
He looks up at you, surprised, then chuckles. “Actually, yeah. Jeonghan thought the world was ending.”
“Because you were texting me?”
His gaze lingers on you for just a beat too long.
“Maybe.”
You look away then, biting back the way your heart trips at the casual weight of his honesty.
You try to keep your voice light. “You like golf?”
“I like the quiet,” he says. “And the way it slows everything down. Plus, it's one of the few times the guys don't expect me to be in CEO mode.”
You blink. “Wait—CEO mode?”
His smile turns crooked, caught between smug and sheepish. “You didn’t know?”
Your mouth opens, then closes. “You told me you work in management!”
“I do,” he says innocently. “Technically.”
You gape at him. “You're ridiculous.”
“And you're adorable when you're annoyed,” he replies, grinning as he sets the table with casual precision.
You shake your head, still reeling, still smiling despite yourself.
“Fine,” you say, settling down beside him. “You can be mysterious and charming and maddening later. Right now, just tell me more about your morning. What else happened?”
And he does. He tells you about the way Joshua nearly ran over Jeonghan’s foot with the golf cart. How the coffee at the clubhouse was abysmal. How the sun was too bright but the breeze made up for it. And you listen like it’s the most interesting story you’ve ever heard.
You finish the last few bites of your meal, chopsticks tapping against the empty container as you sit back with a satisfied sigh.
“So,” you say, stretching slightly, “since you’re already here, Mr. CEO—”
His brow arches, amused. “Oh, we’re using titles now?”
You ignore that smug little curve of his mouth. “Since you're already so generously spending time with a commoner like me, mind helping with a few things?”
He eyes you, mock suspicion in his gaze. “Define few.”
You push off the counter and gesture for him to follow you down the short hallway.
“It’s really just one thing. I’ve been putting it off because I like having a functional spine.”
You stop in front of your bedroom door, already bracing yourself for the impending chaos he’s about to witness. With a deep breath, you push it open and point to the far corner of the room.
“That,” you say flatly, “has not moved since I moved in. It’s heavier than it looks and it hates me.”
Seungcheol steps in behind you, eyes landing on the wide, solid wood dresser wedged awkwardly against the wall. He whistles low.
“Yeah, okay. That thing looks like it weighs more than I do.”
You cross your arms, already grinning. “Don’t be dramatic. I just need it shifted a little to the left so I can finally plug in the lamp I’ve had sitting on the floor”
“And you were just gonna… try to do this alone?”
“I tried. Got maybe an inch before I considered calling emergency services.”
He laughs, shaking his head, already flexing his fingers like he’s warming up. “Alright, move aside. Let me show you what those gym memberships are actually good for.”
You step back, arms folded, watching as he tests the weight, then—with alarming ease—shifts the dresser a few inches left, then a bit more, until it’s perfectly centered beneath the window.
“That’s it? That was like, two seconds.”
He turns, feigning a wipe of imaginary sweat from his brow. “You’re welcome, peasant.”
You scoff. “Okay, that’s the last time I compliment your arms.”
The sunlight hits him just right, painting golden streaks across his face and forearms, and for a second, the whole room feels brighter. Lighter.
“You’re trouble,” you murmur, half to yourself.
He catches it anyway, walking back over until he’s standing in front of you again, too close in that now-familiar, deliberate way.
“And you keep inviting me over,” he says, voice low and warm. “What does that make you?”
“Worse than I thought, apparently.”
He grins. “Good.”
And just like that—helping you move a dresser somehow becomes its own kind of intimacy. Domestic. Quiet. Dangerous in all the best, slow-burning ways.
Then something catches his eyes on something behind your desk. He drifts toward it, more curious than anything, his gaze pulled by the small burst of color on the wall.
It’s a collage of sorts, not perfectly arranged, but it has that personal, lived-in charm. Polaroids with slightly smudged ink dates along the bottom, movie tickets curled at the corners, scribbled notes, travel stubs, even a pressed flower or two. 
A few things are clearly sentimental, a few probably meaningless to anyone but you.
But it’s the tiny folded receipt pinned neatly in the corner that catches his eye. Barely noticeable, until he sees the logo.
The bar.
He steps closer, mouth quirking slightly. “You kept this?”
You glance over from where you're fluffing the pillow he nearly flattened earlier. “Hm?”
He taps the pinned slip, and your eyes flick toward it.
“Oh.” You laugh softly, walking over to stand beside him. “Yeah. It felt... significant, I guess. A good story.”
“You keep a lot of stories, huh?” he asks, gesturing to the wall.
You shrug, suddenly shy. “I like remembering things. Even the dumb ones. Even the weird little in-between moments. They make everything feel more real.”
“Where’s the part where you almost got kissed by a stranger pretending to be your boyfriend?”
You narrow your eyes at him playfully. “You’re lucky I didn’t choose someone taller.”
“I’m lucky you chose me at all,” he says, quiet but clear, not teasing.
The silence that follows isn’t awkward. It’s full—warm. Like the pause after a really good line in a movie, one that doesn’t need music or movement to make it matter.
You glance back at the wall, at the receipt, the night that started all of this.
“Guess that night’s part of the wall now,” you murmur. “Part of the story.”
His eyes flick back to you, amused. “So you’re the sentimental type.”
You raise a brow, lips twitching. “Why? That not fit into your little criteria?”
Seungcheol tilts his head slightly, eyes scanning you in that quietly intense way that always makes you feel like you’re being read instead of looked at. His voice drops, warm and smooth.
“I don’t think I ever had a real list.”
You scoff lightly. “Please. Everyone has a list.”
He grins. “Fine. Maybe I thought I’d go for someone less likely to keep bar receipts and concert stubs like museum exhibits.”
You feign offense. “Wow. So judgmental for someone who literally sent me florals with emotional implications.”
“That was strategic,” he deadpans.
“Mm-hmm. And I’m sure flirting with me in front of your friends was all part of some master CEO plan too.”
He doesn’t answer right away. Just studies you for a long moment, something unreadable behind that steady gaze.
From then on, the flowers keep coming. Not every day but often enough that it’s clear there’s a pattern. An intention.
Sometimes it’s a soft arrangement of lilies and baby’s breath that arrives late in the morning with a note scrawled in that clean, all-too-neat handwriting: Don’t skip lunch today.
Other days it’s bold peonies or deep red ranunculus, tucked into a glass vase that seems to match your desk without trying. 
One morning it’s a single sunflower with a post-it: Because you were complaining about deadlines. Sun’s out now.
And in between the deliveries, there are lunches—casual, spontaneous. A text at 11:32 a.m.: You free? I’m craving something spicy.
Or dinner on the way home from work, when you say you’re too tired to cook and he offers takeout. He picks you up like it’s routine, like the two of you have been doing this for years.
He holds doors open, lets you steal bites off his plate, keeps track of which side of the booth you like to sit on. He remembers you hate soggy fries and that you get cranky when you skip breakfast.  And when your wrist started aching from too much typing, a small ergonomic mouse showed up at your office two days later. No note. No message. Just Seungcheol, a few hours later at dinner, asking casually, You get that thing I sent? Like he hadn’t just studied your habits like they were blueprints.
One night, you tease him. “You always feed people this well when you’re trying to win them over?”
He glances at you across the table, eyes warm, steady.
“No,” he says. “Just you.”
And it’s not a confession. Not really but your heart answers like it is. He grins at that—slow and lazy, like he’s been waiting for you to say it.
“Careful now,” you say, voice light, but your eyes don’t leave his, “I might get used to being spoiled.”
He leans back in his seat, one arm draped over the back of the booth, and he gives you that look
“And what exactly would be the downside of that?”
You hum, pretending to consider it, swirling the last of your drink with your straw. “Mm, I don’t know. Expectations. Disappointment. Sudden withdrawal of dumpling privileges.”
He chuckles, low and smooth. “I don’t take things back once I give them.”
You glance at him sideways, the corner of your mouth lifting. “Sounds like a threat.”
He tilts his head, his smile softening. “Sounds like a promise.”
For a second, the noise of the restaurant fades behind the weight of those words—like the hum of conversation, the clink of plates, even the music playing overhead all quiet just enough to make space for the way he’s looking at you.
You feel it, the shift. Again.
And you could say something sarcastic, you could push it away with another joke—but you don’t. Instead, you let the moment hang there, rich and charged.
“You keep this up,” you murmur, “and I might start thinking you actually like me.”
He doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t blink.
“Good,” he says. “That’s the idea.”
You swirl your drink once more, watching the ice clink softly against the glass before glancing up at him with a sly tilt to your head.
“So…” you start, casual—too casual. “How many more dinners like this before the kiss?”
Seungcheol’s fingers pause mid-reach for his glass, his eyes lifting to yours, slow and deliberate. There’s that smirk again—just a shade more dangerous now, edged with the kind of tension you’ve both been dancing around for days.
He leans in a little, arms resting on the table, and his voice drops low. “You keeping count?”
You shrug, the corner of your mouth twitching. “I’m just saying… that first night? You played the part really well. Had me thinking you were the type to go in for the dramatic, sweep-her-off-her-feet, movie-scene kiss.”
“I remember,” he says. “You were looking at me like you were waiting for it.”
Your laugh is soft, quiet. “Maybe I was.”
“So what number is this then? Dinner four? Five? Let’s call it four and a half. One of those was technically just noodles and complaining about work.”
“So what you’re saying is… I’m close.” You lift your glass to your lips, hiding your grin behind the rim. 
“Closer than you think. Don’t worry, I’ll make it worth the wait.”
And you believe him. God help you, you really do.
“You’re really making me wait for this kiss, huh?”
Seungcheol’s lips part, not in surprise exactly, but like he wasn’t expecting you to say it so directly. His gaze drops to your mouth for the briefest second, and it’s subtlebut enough that your heart skips once, hard.
He exhales, and the corner of his mouth lifts like he’s trying not to let it turn into a full smile. “I told you,” he murmurs, “I make things worth it.”
“Yeah, but now I’m starting to think you like the anticipation too much.”
“I do,” he says without missing a beat. “But I like your reaction more.”
Your brows lift. “My reaction?”
“The way you look at me,” he says, quietly now, eyes not wavering. “The way you lean in just a little closer when you think I might—” He doesn’t finish the sentence. Just lets it hang there between you, heavy and electric.
“You’re dangerous,” you whisper. Your heart’s hammering now, a rhythm too loud to ignore, and still he doesn’t close the distance. 
“You’re really not going to kiss me,” you say, half a laugh, half a dare.
He tilts his head slightly, like he’s deciding something. Then—
“I will,” he says, voice barely above a whisper. “But not here.”
Your breath catches. “Why not?”
His eyes flick to the restaurant around you. “Because when I finally do, I’m not sharing it with a room full of strangers.”
And just like that, your skin is flushed, your chest tight, and you’re no longer thinking about how long it’s been—but how close you are now. How much more you want.
The moment you step out into the night, the cool air brushing against your skin like a sigh, his hand finds yours. No hesitation. No theatrics. Just warm fingers threading through yours like they’ve done it a thousand times.
You glance at him, heart kicking once against your ribs.
He doesn’t look over. Doesn’t need to. His grip is steady, his stride unhurried, and there’s something about the way he holds you—like it’s not even a decision anymore. Just instinct.
When you reach the car, he lets go only to open the door for you. Still without a word. Still with that same quiet, unrushed certainty. He waits until you’re seated, until the seatbelt clicks, before he rounds the front and slides into the driver’s seat beside you.
No questions.
No where to?
He starts the engine and pulls out into the street like he already knows. Because he does. He’s memorized your route home—left turns, shortcut alleys, that one spot where traffic always sucks near the crosswalk.
And for a moment, you sit in the silence of the ride, his hand resting on the gearshift, the lights of the city playing soft across his profile.
You lean your head against the seat, watching him through the slow hum of passing streetlights. “You’re a little scary when you’re this confident.”
“I’m always this confident,” he murmurs, eyes forward, that same grin pulling at the corner of his mouth.
You laugh under your breath. “Cocky.”
He doesn’t deny it. But when he reaches over at the next red light, brushing his thumb across the back of your hand, there’s a softness in it—something that betrays the calm exterior. Something that says: I’m not rushing. But I’m sure.
And it steals your breath more than any kiss might’ve.
=
Seungcheol’s already at his desk when Jeonghan strolls into his office unannounced, like he owns the place. He’s got that look on his face too. mischief bubbling just beneath the surface, like he’s been waiting for this all morning.
Seungcheol doesn’t look up from his laptop. “No.”
“I didn’t even say anything yet,” Jeonghan counters, already dropping into one of the chairs across from the desk, far too comfortable for someone who doesn’t technically work in this building.
“You’re thinking very loudly.”
Jeonghan grins. “Fine. If you insist, I’ll start. One: she completely held her own last night. Didn’t flinch once when Mingyu started rapid-ordering food like he was feeding an army.”
Recalling last night when Seungcheol took you with him for drinks out with the guys. Surprising everyone.
“She’s impressive,” Seungcheol says simply, and this time he does glance up, barely trying to hide the small, proud smile tugging at his mouth.
Jeonghan points. “That. That smile. That’s what I came here for. I knew you were gone the moment she toasted Soonyoung under the table.”
Seungcheol just leans back in his chair, lacing his fingers together. “He challenged her. It’s on him.”
“And she won. You know what that means? She’s one of us now. And more importantly…” Jeonghan leans in dramatically. “You’re so in it, man.”
“I drove her home,” Seungcheol says casually, but the softness in his voice betrays him.
Jeonghan narrows his eyes. “And?”
“And nothing.”
Jeonghan groans. “You’re seriously dragging this out? You're the most controlled man I know, and even I was rooting for a kiss.”
Seungcheol just smirks. “Told her I’d kiss her when she’s sober.”
Jeonghan stares. Then throws his head back with a groan. “You’re hopeless. Ridiculously swoony and hopeless.”
“I like her,” Seungcheol says, tone low and honest.
And that—that—makes Jeonghan pause. His teasing drops, just for a second. Because when Seungcheol says it like that, not as a joke or a half-guarded confession, but as a fact... it’s real.
He leans back, quieter now. “Yeah. I know you do.”
There’s a beat of silence between them before Jeonghan can’t help himself. “Still. If this ends in wedding bells, I’m officiating. Or, at the very least, giving the toast.”
Seungcheol sighs, already regretting letting him in.
Jeonghan grins again. “Don’t worry. I’ll start writing my speech.”
=
The city blurs past the windows in a soft hum of motion, headlights washing warm streaks of gold across your skin as you talk—casually, openly, like you always do now.
You’re curled in the passenger seat with your legs tucked under you, your shoes kicked off and your fingers fidgeting absently with the soft edge of the blanket draped over your lap. His blanket. The one he insisted on leaving in the car after you shivered just once during a late drive home.
Seungcheol doesn’t say much as you talk, but he glances over often—tiny flickers of attention between the road and you, like he’s memorizing pieces of the moment to revisit later. His left hand rests on the steering wheel, right one easy on the gear shift, the movement of his thumb mirroring the rhythm of your voice. Calm. Comforting.
You’re halfway through rambling about a disaster of a meeting you had that morning when your train of thought stutters.
“Oh,” you say, almost too quickly. “I—actually. Meant to ask you something.”
He hums, a lazy sound that rumbles in his chest. “Yeah?”
You hesitate. Just a second too long. He picks up on it immediately, his gaze flickering your way. 
You’re looking down now, fiddling with the corner of the blanket, suddenly hyperaware of the lip gloss you left in his cup holder and the extra hair tie wrapped around his rearview mirror. There are little bits of you all over his car now. Just like there are little bits of him scattered across your days. 
“So…” you start, trying for casual, but it comes out a little breathy. “There’s this wedding. In a couple weeks. One of my friends from college.”
You chance a glance at him. He’s still driving, still calm, but his head tilts slightly. Listening.
“I kind of... need a plus one,” you go on. “Well, I don’t need one, technically, but everyone’s bringing someone, and—” You bite your lip, nerves buzzing. “I just thought maybe… if you’re free, you could come? With me.”
“You want me to go with you?” he asks, voice low, like he’s checking—really checking—that he heard right.
You nod, trying to keep your voice light, even as your heart feels like it’s doing cartwheels. “Yeah. I mean, you’d probably hate it. Lots of mingling. Dancing. Champagne. Small talk with strangers.”
He smiles a little. “And you want me to be your date.”
You blink at him. “Well… yeah.”
The light turns green. He doesn’t move. Not yet. His eyes are on you, steady and searching, and the longer he looks, the more you feel exposed—in a good way. In a real way.
“I’ll go,” he says finally, with that soft certainty that always makes your chest ache. “Of course I’ll go.”
Your breath whooshes out of you. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he repeats, eyes on the road now as the car starts moving again. “But only if I get to keep pretending I’m your boyfriend.”
You laugh, startled by how easy he makes it feel, how warm your chest goes at his words. “Is that what you’ve been doing all this time? Pretending?”
His grip on the steering wheel shifts. “You tell me.”
And you don’t answer right away, not because you don’t know but because the answer sits somewhere in the middle of your ribs, nestled against every glance, every ride home, every shoulder kiss and every moment he’s chosen to stay.
When you reach your building, he parks without asking for directions. Of course he does. He knows the way by heart now.
As you’re getting out, he catches your wrist gently. “Text me the details,” he says, voice lower now, more serious. “What time. What to wear.”
You nod, and your throat’s a little tight. “Okay.”
It’s one of those perfect afternoons. the kind that hangs suspended between spring and summer, warm without being too hot, a breeze just light enough to make your dress flutter as you wait outside your building.
You’re not waiting long.
His car pulls up exactly on time, and you catch sight of him behind the wheel through the windshield—dark suit, crisp white shirt, and a tie that looks suspiciously like it was chosen to match the color of your dress. 
Your heart kicks up, stupid and traitorous in your chest, because he looks good. Too good. Like the kind of man who belongs on magazine covers, not in your driveway.
And then he steps out.
He smooths a hand down the front of his suit jacket, one brow lifting the moment he sees you. “Wow,” he says, low and honest, eyes sweeping over you with a slow, appreciative gaze that makes heat crawl up your neck. “I knew you’d look beautiful, but... I wasn’t ready.”
You try for casual, but your grin gives you away. “You clean up alright yourself, Mr. CEO.”
He holds the car door open for you without a word, and when you slide in, you spot the little extra things right away. Your favorite mints in the cup holder. A spare hair tie looped on the gearshift. He doesn’t say anything about them, but the details are there—always there.
“You nervous?” he asks at one point, tone light.
You shake your head. “About the wedding? No. They’re the ones getting married. I’m just there to eat cake.”
He smiles. “About me being your date, then?”
You pause, then look over at him with a soft grin. “Not even a little.”
When you get to the venue, it’s like the entire world slows for a second. The moment you both step out of the car and walk in together—side by side, his hand hovering at the small of your back, your arms brushing as you walk—you feel it. The glances. The looks.
You were right. Everyone did bring someone. And yet somehow, you’re the one that people can’t stop staring at.
Because of him.
Because of the way Seungcheol exists in a room like he’s always been meant to be there—quietly powerful, quietly yours.
Introductions start slow. your friends immediately curious, trying to figure him out. But Seungcheol handles them all with the kind of smooth charm that makes you want to simultaneously laugh and melt. 
He’s polite. Warm. Slightly reserved. But he doesn’t leave your side once, and when your hand accidentally brushes his under the table during dinner, he doesn’t pull away.
It’s only when you're both standing off to the side during a slow song, sipping champagne and laughing at the clumsy first-dance attempts on the floor, that he leans down, voice brushing your ear.
“You know,” he says, “I don’t think I’ve seen you stop smiling since we got here.”
You glance up at him, heart thudding. “Yeah? Is that a bad thing?”
He meets your eyes. “No. I think I’d like to be the reason behind it more often.”
He holds out his hand. “Come dance with me?”
And with your fingers in his, his suit pressed lightly to your side, his palm warm at your back, you finally stop waiting. Because this, him, was worth every slow, drawn-out second.
You don’t realize how naturally it happens. How easily you lean into him, how right it feels to have your hand resting lightly on his shoulder while his other hand holds your waist, not too tight, but firm.
“You’re not a bad dancer,” you murmur, the tease threading through your voice.
Seungcheol lets out a low laugh, eyes twinkling as he looks down at you. “I had to learn. It was either that or embarrass myself at corporate galas.”
You tilt your head, smirking. “So I’m your rehearsal?”
He leans in, just enough that you feel his breath along your cheek. “No,” he says softly. “You’re the reason I’m glad I learned.”
That shuts you up for a second—not because you don’t have a comeback, but because the way he says it—earnest, grounded—makes your heart stumble in your chest.
“I still haven’t kissed you,” he says quietly, almost like he’s reminding himself. “And you’ve been very patient.”
“Painfully patient,” you whisper back. He smiles, but it’s different this time. Not teasing. Just full of something so genuine it makes your stomach twist.
“But this moment,” he says, pulling you in just a little closer, “this right here… I didn’t want to rush it. You deserve the good kind of build-up.”
You swallow. “So… this is a build-up?”
“Isn’t it?” he murmurs. “Every time I pick you up. Every dinner. Every time you leave your things in my car on purpose.”
“I don’t—” You try to defend yourself, but he grins, cutting you off.
“I like it,” he admits. “I like all of it. Even the fact that your lip gloss has now permanently scented my dashboard.”
You laugh, cheeks warm. “You’re very sentimental for someone who pretends not to be.”
“And you’re very brave for someone who said they weren’t looking for anything serious,” he counters.
That gives you pause. Because he’s not wrong.
You didn’t plan for any of this. But then again, you didn’t plan on walking up to a stranger at a bar just to escape a persistent creep either. And now… now you’re dancing with that stranger at your friend’s wedding while the night curls around the two of you like it knew.
“I still don’t know what we are,” you say finally, your voice lower, honest.
Seungcheol’s thumb brushes your waist gently, like he feels the shift.
“You don’t have to name it,” he says. “Not yet.”
“But you already have,” you murmur, meeting his gaze.
He looks at you for a long second. “Only in my head.”
You smile. “What is it, then?”
His grip on you tightens ever so slightly.
“Mine.” he says.
Just like that the music slows to an end, but he doesn't let go. And when the moment feels just too full, too warm, too close. His hand lifts gently to your jaw. His thumb grazes your cheek. And this time, finally, he doesn’t kiss your shoulder.
He kisses you.
It’s soft at first. A gentle brush of lips that speaks less of fireworks and more of certainty like he’s been waiting for just the right moment.
You don’t even realize your hands have slipped up to his chest, anchoring yourself as his other arm wraps around your waist to keep you close. There’s no rush, no urgency. Just the quiet, unspoken truth of it sinking into your bones—that this kiss was a long time coming. T
When you part, barely an inch between you, your forehead lingers against his. Your heart beats like it’s trying to memorize the rhythm of his.
“Finally,” you whisper.
Seungcheol chuckles, low and husky, still close enough that his breath grazes your lips. “Was it worth the wait?”
You tilt your head just enough to press another soft kiss to the corner of his mouth. “I’ll let you know after the second one.”
He smiles like he can’t help it, like something warm is cracking open in his chest. “Greedy.”
“Very,” you reply without missing a beat.
You don’t even care that you’re standing in the middle of a wedding reception, that people are milling around behind you with cake and champagne and whispered guesses about who you are. None of that matters.
Because he’s still looking at you like you’re the only thing that does.
When you got to your building he offered to walk you up. Standing outside your door, your fingers are curled into the lapel of Seungcheol’s suit jacket, your mouth barely a breath away from his when the sound of someone clearing their throat slices right through the moment.
You both flinch, pulling apart like guilty teenagers caught sneaking out after curfew.
Your eyes widen. “Oh my god.”
Your mom stands there in front of your apartment door, arms crossed and one brow raised with terrifying precision, the classic mom look of I have questions and you better answer them properly.
She blinks slowly, then turns to Seungcheol with the kind of pointed interest that has your soul trying to escape your body.
“And who,” she says, sweetly, “might this be?”
You swallow. “Uh. Hi, Mom. What are you doing here?”
“I texted. You didn’t answer. So I thought I’d drop off some side dishes I made.” She holds up the container bag like evidence. “Good thing I came, it seems.”
You’re nearly sweating. Seungcheol, on the other hand, somehow still looks calm. Like he didn’t just almost get caught mid-doorstep make-out by your mother.
He straightens, then offers your mom a polite bow. “Good evening, ma’am. I’m Choi Seungcheol. I was just dropping her off after a wedding.”
Your mom gives him a long once-over, then side-eyes you. “A wedding? Interesting. And how long has this Choi Seungcheol been around?”
“Mom,” you groan, but Seungcheol beats you to it.
“Not very long,” he replies easily. “But I’m hoping to stick around a while.”
You gape at him.
Your mom narrows her eyes. “Is that right?”
“If she’ll let me.”
Your mom stares at him another beat. Then to your utter disbelief, she… smiles. “Hmm. Well. At least you’re polite.”
You’re still recovering when she presses the container into your hands. “These are for you. You too, I suppose, since you’re clearly being fed well.”
Seungcheol accepts them with a small bow and a quiet “thank you.”
Your mom gives him one last look, then leans in to whisper (not quietly at all), “She likes flowers. And she talks in her sleep.”
“Mom!”
She pats your cheek and strolls away like she didn’t just commit emotional homicide.
You turn to Seungcheol, mortified. “I’m so sorry. I can’t believe—”
But he’s already smiling. Like really smiling. “That was the best first ‘meet the parent’ ambush I’ve ever had.”
Seungcheol’s in his office early the next morning, already settled in behind his desk. His sleeves are rolled up, fingers tapping out a light rhythm on the edge of his desk as he hums a low, tuneless melody to himself.
He’s got that look on his face, the rare kind his staff sees maybe three times a year, a glint in his eyes like he just won the lottery and the stock market. Every so often, he pauses to check his phone, then smiles like someone just whispered a joke in his ear. 
That’s exactly the energy Joshua and Jeonghan walk in on.
“Okay,” Jeonghan says slowly, not even trying to hide the suspicion in his voice. “Who are you and what have you done with our very serious, emotionally constipated CEO?”
Seungcheol doesn’t look up. “Good morning to you too.”
Joshua squints. “Is that... whistling? Are you—tapping your foot?”
Jeonghan drops into the seat across from him and kicks his legs up on the coffee table like he owns the place. “You’re smiling. Like smiling smiling. The last time you were this chipper was when we landed the Tokyo account and you got to yell at someone in perfect Japanese.”
Joshua leans against the wall. “No offense, man, but it’s kind of weirding me out. Is this like… a blood sugar thing? Are you okay?”
Seungcheol leans back in his chair, stretching with a soft groan and a big, satisfied sigh. “I’m great.”
“Yeah. We can tell.” Jeonghan raises a brow. “So go on. Tell the class. What happened”
Seungcheol doesn’t answer right away, just glances at his phone again with that same soft smile playing at his lips.
Jeonghan and Joshua exchange looks.
“Oh my god,” Jeonghan breathes, sitting up straighter. “It’s her, isn’t it? The bar girl. Your girl.”
Joshua’s eyes widen. “The one who literally drank Soonyoung under the table?”
“She’s not my girl, yet” Seungcheol says quickly—but his voice betrays him with the slightest upward lilt at the end, like even he doesn’t believe himself.
Jeonghan leans forward, both elbows on his knees. “So what happened last night? Because whatever it was, you’re acting like a man in love.”
“I am not in—” Seungcheol stops himself, mutters something under his breath, then groans as he runs a hand over his face. “You two are insufferable.”
“Did she finally kiss you?”
“Technically,” Seungcheol replies slowly, “I kissed her. But only after she asked for the third time.”
Jeonghan lets out a bark of laughter. “Took you long enough, Romeo.”
“It wasn’t about taking my time,” Seungcheol mumbles, and then lowers his voice, more to himself than to them. “I just… didn’t want to screw it up.”
There’s a beat of quiet.
Joshua softens. “You like her.”
Seungcheol doesn’t look up. “Yeah.”
Jeonghan’s watching him, a little differently now. Less teasing, more thoughtful. “It’s serious, isn’t it?”
“She asked me to be her plus-one to a wedding,” Seungcheol replies, then glances at them, almost shy. “And I met her mom.”
Joshua and Jeonghan practically explode.
“You what?”
Seungcheol winces. “It wasn’t planned—her mom showed up at her apartment with side dishes and caught us on the doorstep. Thought I was her boyfriend or something.”
Jeonghan is beside himself. “And you survived? No wounds? No emotional damage?”
“She liked me.”
“Okay, that’s it,” Joshua says. “We’re done for. He’s in too deep.”
“Send help,” Jeonghan deadpans, placing a hand over his heart. “Our friend is gone. Replaced by this domestic, well-fed, love-struck clone.”
“I’m not love-struck.”
“You’re literally glowing.”
Seungcheol shakes his head with a small chuckle. “Shut up.”
But he’s still smiling.
Seungcheol’s phone buzzes once, then again—your contact lighting up on the screen. His hand darts for the phone almost too eagerly, thumb swiping before the second ring finishes.
“Hey,” he answers, voice dropping into something soft and familiar, like the two of you are already alone in a room and not with Jeonghan and Joshua both watching like hawks from a few feet away.
You laugh softly on the other end. “Hi. Sorry, are you busy?”
“No,” he says without hesitation. “I’ve got time.”
Jeonghan mouths liar and Joshua smirks.
“So, I was gonna text, but my mom insisted I call. She’s making dinner tonight and… well, she asked if you’d like to come?”
His heart skips in a way he’s not used to—it’s not nerves exactly, more like… something warm curling in his chest. He stands slowly, pacing to the side of the office, back turned as if it’ll make the conversation any more private.
“You sure?” he asks, lowering his voice. “I don’t want to intrude.”
“You’re not,” you assure him. “She literally made enough for an army and said, and I quote, ‘tell that polite boy to come hungry.’”
He chuckles, unable to help himself. “Guess I can’t say no to that.”
“Seven okay?”
“Perfect.” He smiles again, stupid and wide and absolutely forgetting that he is not alone.
“I’ll see you tonight then.”
“Yeah,” he says, still in that soft tone only reserved for you. “Looking forward to it.”
The call ends. He stares at the screen for a second longer before pocketing his phone, already mentally rearranging the rest of his day.
Then he turns around.
Joshua is grinning like a fox. Jeonghan has both hands folded like he’s praying. “Okay. Let’s try that again. You’re not love-struck?”
Seungcheol sighs, running a hand through his hair, the soft grin on his lips refusing to fade. “She invited me to dinner. Her mom’s cooking.”
“Oh my god,” Jeonghan groans dramatically. “That’s domesticity. That’s serious.”
“You’re doomed,” Joshua chimes in cheerfully. “Next thing we know, you’ll be asking us to be groomsmen.”
“Shut up,” 
You’re halfway through setting the table when the doorbell rings, and your mom, already at the stove with her sleeves rolled up, waves you off with a knowing smile. “He’s early. That one’s got good manners. Go let him in.”
You smooth down your shirt, trying not to look too eager, but your feet are already hurrying toward the door.
When you open it, Seungcheol is there dressed in that casually polished way that makes it look like he stepped off the cover of a weekend magazine. Button-up sleeves rolled just once, watch peeking out, hair slightly tousled like he ran his fingers through it before he knocked.
And in his hands?
Two bouquets.
You blink. “Are you trying to start a flower shop?”
He grins, lifting both arrangements slightly. “One’s for you.” He holds out the first—soft colors, delicate petals, your favorites, of course. “And the other’s for your mom.”
You take the bouquet, inhaling the sweet scent with a tiny smile before stepping aside. “She’s going to love that. You just earned, like, ten extra points.”
“I’m trying to rack them up,” he says lightly, stepping in and revealing the dessert box in his other hand. “Also, I may or may not have picked up your favorite. You know… just in case.”
You glance down and immediately light up. “You remembered?”
“Please,” he scoffs playfully. “You’ve only ranted about it, what, three times? Of course I remembered.”
You laugh as you lead him inside, his shoulder brushing yours in that easy, now-familiar way. Your mom peeks out from the kitchen, and her smile grows when she sees the extra bouquet.
“Oh, you charmer,” she says warmly, walking over to greet him. “Flowers again? You’re going to make all the other boys look bad.”
Seungcheol offers her the bouquet with both hands and a small bow. “I figured last time I came empty-handed, so I had to make up for it.”
Dinner’s warm and loud, your mom doing most of the talking while Seungcheol listens, chimes in with small jokes, and praises her cooking so sincerely she beams every time he opens his mouth. He’s relaxed here, blending in like he’s done it a hundred times, and somehow that’s the part that gets you.
Later, after helping clean up and exchanging stories with your mom, the two of you step out into the cool night air.
He walks beside you in silence for a moment, then glances over. “So... still thinking about replacing me with someone from a crime documentary?”
You laugh. “I don’t know. That guy probably wouldn’t have brought dessert and flowers.”
He nudges you gently. “Damn right.”
You turn to him, slowing a little on the steps outside your building. “Thanks for coming tonight.”
“I wouldn’t have missed it.”
And there’s that pause again—that loaded, quiet moment. You can feel it, humming between you. All the things unsaid but understood. No labels, no big declarations. Just gestures and quiet moments and the space he fills beside you like he’s always belonged there.
You lean in and kiss his cheek. He’s already smiling before your lips brush his skin.
“Don’t make me wait forever, Mr. CEO.”
He grins, eyes flicking to yours. “Patience, pretty girl. I’ve got a plan.”
And somehow, you believe him.
The moment you step back inside, your mom's perched on the couch like she never moved. She's got a cup of tea in hand and a look on her face that immediately makes you nervous—too calm, too unreadable, which only ever means she’s up to something.
Seungcheol follows behind you, quietly helping carry the dessert box into the kitchen, but before either of you can pretend the evening is winding down smoothly, your mom speaks up—tone light, but very deliberate.
“So…” she starts, gaze sliding over to Seungcheol like she’s just making small talk, “are you gonna marry my girl, or what?”
You nearly choke on air. “Mom!”
“What?” she shrugs, totally unbothered. “You’re both at the right age. You like each other. He’s handsome, polite, he brings flowers and dessert. I don’t want to wait another five years for grandchildren.”
“Oh my god—” you groan, half-burying your face in your hands.
But Seungcheol? Not flustered. Not even close. In fact, the traitorous man has the audacity to smile. A slow, confident one that only makes your embarrassment worse.
“Well,” he says, glancing at you before looking back at your mom, “if she keeps letting me stick around, who knows?”
Your mom raises a brow, then nods approvingly. “Good answer. You’re growing on me more and more, you know that?”
Seungcheol laughs, and you’re halfway to combusting. “Okay! Time to say goodnight, this interrogation is over,” you declare, grabbing his wrist and tugging him toward the door.
“Bye, Mom,” you grumble over your shoulder.
Your mom just waves, clearly pleased with herself. “Bye, future son-in-law!”
Seungcheol chuckles under his breath all the way down the hall. When the elevator doors close, he glances at you, amused. “So… how long do I have before she starts dress shopping?”
You glare up at him, still pink in the face. “Don’t you dare encourage her.”
“Too late.” He leans a little closer. “But if it helps…” His voice dips, teasing. “I am starting to like the sound of it.”
The elevator hums quietly as it takes you both downstairs, your hand tucked into Seungcheol’s without thinking. You walk him out to his car, the evening air crisp and still, soft with city quiet. He unlocks the door, but neither of you moves just yet.
“I’m just warning you,” you say, voice teasing, glancing up at him through your lashes. “Next time you come over, she’s not going to be asking if you’re marrying me.”
“No?”
You shake your head, grinning. “Nope. She’s skipping right ahead to asking when you’re giving her a grandchild.”
He chuckles low in his throat, eyes twinkling. “That so?”
“I can see it already,” you continue dramatically, “She’ll be standing in the kitchen, apron on, casually stirring soup while dropping 'So when’s the baby due?' like it’s small talk.”
Seungcheol leans against the car, folding his arms, that amused smile never leaving his face. “Well… we have kissed now,” he says, playful but soft. “I guess that means I should be prepared for her to start knitting booties.”
You swat his arm, trying not to laugh. “You’re too comfortable with this.”
“I’m comfortable with you,” he replies easily, gaze settling on you in that way that makes your heart skip and stumble all at once.
Seungcheol shifts closer, one hand brushing your hip before resting there, gentle but sure. “And hey,” he says, voice low, “about that kiss…”
Your breath hitches, and before you can even answer, he dips his head and brushes his lips against yours—slow and deliberate, nothing rushed, like he’s memorizing the shape of your mouth all over again.
He pulls back only slightly, close enough that his nose still brushes yours. “Still got more where that came from.”
You manage a breathless laugh, fingers curling in the front of his shirt. “Dangerous man.”
He grins. “Only for you.”
When he finally slides into the driver’s seat, you linger by the open door. “Text me when you get home.”
He reaches out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. “Of course I will.”
You step back, watching as he pulls out of the lot, his hand lifting briefly in a lazy wave. And as you head back to your apartment, you already know: your mom’s going to be impossible next time.
You barely make it three steps into your apartment before your mom, still lounging in the living room like she owns the place (she kind of does, considering she brought over food and stayed uninvited), looks up from her tea and levels you with that look.
Not smug. Not surprised. Just deeply, motherly knowing.
“Oh,” she says, setting her cup down with an audible clink. “I see what this is.”
“What’s what?” you ask, walking past her, pretending to be busy as you head toward the kitchen.
But she doesn’t let you off that easy. She turns in her seat and calls out—voice just a touch singsongy.
“You love the guy.”
“What?” You laugh, unconvincing. “I don’t—what? That’s a lot, don’t you think?”
She stands, follows you to the kitchen like a shark who smells blood—or in this case, feelings.
“I’ve been watching you all day. You were smiling at your phone like a teenager,” she says, opening the fridge like she owns that too. “And when he came over? You lit up like someone plugged you in.”
You open a cabinet just to have something to do with your hands. “He’s just… nice.”
“Oh, no. Not just nice. He’s thoughtful. Respectful. Tall. Brings flowers. Carries dessert. Helped you move furniture. That man looked at you like you’re the only person on the planet.” She shuts the fridge. 
“And you my sweet girl, you looked right back like he hung the moon.”
You groan, leaning against the counter. “You really don’t pull punches, huh?”
She smiles, proud. “I’m your mother. It’s my job to see through the nonsense.”
The smile that crept onto your face when Seungcheol kissed you tonight is still there. You feel it even now, this warmth that’s settled behind your ribs. It’s soft and terrifying and real.
And when you look back up, your mom’s just watching you with that soft expression, the one that says she’s been waiting for this kind of happiness to find you.
You sigh, eyes rolling, voice barely above a murmur. “Fine. I like him.”
She raises a brow.
“Okay,” you grumble. “I really like him.”
Her smile widens as she turns back toward the living room. “Took you long enough.”
=
The phone barely rings once before he picks up, voice warm and low like honey over gravel.
“Hey, baby.”
You swear your brain short-circuits for a second. The word hits you with a quiet thud right in the chest, catching you off guard even though you should be used to it by now. 
“Hi,” you say, a beat late, already smiling into the receiver. “Okay, I forgot what I was gonna say for a second.”
There’s a soft laugh on his end, the kind that rumbles just under his breath. “That’s a good sign.”
You roll your eyes, cheeks warm. “Don’t flatter yourself.”
“Too late.”
You lean against the kitchen counter, heart still doing that embarrassing little flutter. “I was just calling to see if you were gonna be busy later… I was planning to cook dinner.”
He goes quiet for half a second. Not because he’s hesitating—just because you know he’s already rearranging his whole evening in his head.
“Do I get to watch you cook?” he asks, voice lighter now, teasing.
You smirk. “That depends. Are you just gonna stand there looking pretty and touching nothing?”
“Depends. Can I taste-test?”
You scoff. “You’re just in it for the food.”
“Not true,” he says, soft again now, “but it is a very nice bonus.”
You pretend to sigh. “So… does that mean you’re coming?”
“I’ll be there,” he says without skipping a beat. “Tell me what time and I’ll bring wine.”
The ease of it makes your chest feel full, like the kind of full that wraps around your ribs and stays there.
The knock on your door is right on time—because of course it is. You’re still smoothing down your shirt when you open it, and there he is.
Wine in one hand. Flowers in the other. And that stupid smile on his face that already has you forgetting whatever it was you were about to say.
“Hi,” you breathe, just a little breathless at the sight of him. He’s in a casual button-down, sleeves rolled, hair a little messy like he ran his hands through it on the drive over. He looks good. Too good.
“For you,” he says, lifting the bouquet
“You really don’t have to keep bringing these every time, you know.”
“I know,” he says easily, already slipping out of his shoes and placing the wine on your counter. “But I like watching you smile when I do.”
You open your mouth to come up with a witty response, but it never makes it out. Because he’s suddenly in your space arms curling around your waist as he presses a kiss to the side of your head.
Clingy. He’s so clingy tonight. And you love it.
“You okay?” you murmur, hugging him back.
“Just missed you,” he replies against your hair, like it’s that simple.
“You’re really not gonna let me cook, are you?” you ask, laughing as you try to wiggle out of his grasp.
“Nope.” He grins, chin resting on your shoulder. “This is a hostage situation now.”
“You’re clingy.”
“You love it.”
You glance at him over your shoulder. “I do.”
That earns you a kiss to the cheek. Then the temple. Then your neck. He’s shameless tonight. Unapologetically soft. 
You try to cut up onions, but his arms stay wrapped around you the entire time, body warm at your back, like he can’t stand to be even an inch away. By the time dinner’s ready, he’s seated too close at the table, knees brushing yours under it, foot tapping against your ankle.
And when you pass him a bowl, he doesn’t let go of your hand right away. Just holds it for a second longer, thumb brushing your wrist.
“I could get used to this,” he says softly.
You smile, eyes locked with his.
He’s standing at your sink, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, strong hands buried in soapy water. Your purple apron is tied securely around his waist. your apron, the one with little hearts embroidered along the hem and a faint stain from that time you spilled sauce and never quite got it out.
You’re halfway through wiping down the counter when you glance up and pause, arms frozen mid-motion. Because this scene in front of you is almost too much.
Choi Seungcheol, your moody, broody, suit-wearing, don’t-mess-with-me CEO, is currently humming under his breath while washing your dinner plates in a heart-covered apron like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
You wrap your arms around his middle from behind, chin pressed against the back of his shoulder. He pauses.
Then smiles, water still running as he leans back just slightly into your hold. “You done cleaning?”
“Mostly,” you hum. “I just needed a break to admire this sight.”
He chuckles, voice low, the sound vibrating through his back and into your chest. “What sight?”
“You. Domestic. In my kitchen. In my apron.”
“You mean your very fashionable, extremely purple apron?” he says, glancing down at it with mock seriousness.
“Mhm. It suits you.”
“Does it?”
“Yeah,” you say, drawing out the tease. “You look like the type of man who says things like ‘dinner’s ready, honey’ and then washes the dishes without being asked.”
“If you wanted to brag to someone, you could’ve just taken a picture.”
=
It’s a little surreal, stepping into the bar again after all these months.
The lighting’s still dim, the music low and pulsing in the background, familiar laughter echoing from the same corner booth the guys always seem to claim. Only this time, there’s no desperate escape from a stranger’s attention, no half-baked plan to use the intimidating guy in the corner to save yourself.
This time, you’re walking in hand-in-hand with him.
Seungcheol is dressed down, a fitted black tee and jeans that still somehow manage to make him look unfairly good. His hand is warm in yours, thumb drawing absent little circles on the back of your palm as he greets the guys already mid-round of drinks.
Jeonghan spots you first, grinning like he’s been waiting. “There they are! The king and queen have arrived.”
You roll your eyes. Seungcheol just chuckles, guiding you into the booth beside him. His arm slides across the back of your seat, casual and easy, but his fingers find your shoulder and rest there, grounding you like always.
It’s comfortable—normal, now.
You catch Joshua glancing between you two, a little smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Kind of wild to think it all started here, huh?”
You raise a brow. “What, the bar?”
“The act,” he teases, nodding toward Seungcheol. “Captain Broody pretending to be your boyfriend.”
“Oh,” you laugh, nudging Seungcheol playfully. “Right. That little performance.”
“Wasn’t much of an act,” he mutters, just quiet enough for only you to hear.
You turn your head, surprised—and he’s already looking at you, eyes dark and soft under the warm glow of the bar lights. You swear you feel it in your stomach, that little flutter you still haven’t quite gotten used to.
He leans in closer, voice a little rougher. “What? Don’t tell me you forgot.”
You arch a brow, teasing. “Forgot what?”
“That you strut your way right up to me. All wide-eyed and bold like I wasn’t five seconds from leaving.”
“Oh please,” you grin. “You loved it.”
His smile widens. “Still do.”
The music dips into something slower, something smoother. Around you, the bar hums with noise, glasses clinking, someone laughing too loudly near the bar. But in this moment it’s just you and him.
He tugs you gently, pulling you into his side until you’re almost in his lap. You go easily, leaning into him, resting a hand on his chest.
“So,” you say with a smile, tilting your head up, “is this the part where you tell me you’re no longer my pretend boyfriend?”
He pauses like he’s considering it, then leans in until his lips are barely a breath away from yours. “Mm... maybe.”
You lift a brow. “Maybe?”
He kisses you then, slow and sure, like there’s nothing pretend about it. 
Like there never was. 
His hand comes up to cradle your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek as he pulls away just slightly, lips still grazing yours.
“I’m not your pretend anything,” he whispers. “Haven’t been for a long time.”
You smile, cheeks warm, fingers curling into the front of his shirt.
“Well good,” you say, heart fluttering, “because I’m pretty sure my mom already considers you family.”
He laughs, the sound low and unguarded, and kisses you again—just because he can. And you kiss him back—because it’s him.
And because this time, there’s no act, no games.
Just the two of you—right where it all began.
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I read an AITA post a few weeks back about a woman who liked having snacks in the bath when she's had a long day (a result of residual trauma iirc - the bath was her safe space). Her brand new husband of three weeks, a man twice her age who had no job, made her pay all of his bills and do all housework, and spent all day every day gaming because he wanted to make it as a Twitch streamer, had always been fine with this; but, on the day in question, had whisked her bath snacks out of her hands as she was on her way to the bathroom and tried to bin them, telling her it was time to 'break her of that filthy habit in his home'. She told him if he ever actually paid anything towards the house she owns outright he might get a say, took her snacks back, and had her lovely bath. He was since giving her the silent treatment.
(Obviously the judgement was an avalanche of 'NTA and also he's abusing you', which she agreed with, and decided to kick him out, so happy ending.)
Anyway I told my husband about this and he was outraged. "I would never do that!" he told me, furious. "I would find it adorable if you had bath snacks!"
Since then, every time I try to have a bath (which I only do as a rare treat) after about ten minutes there has been an anxious scrabbling at the bathroom door.
"Elanor!" he says. "Do you have bath snacks? Do you need anything?"
My answer is irrelevant. He brings me wine and poptarts. Now I have bath snacks. I'm a bath snacks person. Last time he was literally sleeping on the sofa when I went for the bath. Somehow this still happened. I now have an eager bathroom butler. How did this happen. I have never been so decadent yet bewildered.
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evilcuppycake · 2 months ago
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I dunno maybe I’m way way off base and I’m gonna pay for it later in life but I just don’t think that letting my kid dip a few pretzel sticks in Nutella an hour before dinner should be considered morally unconscionable.
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THE NIGHT SHIFT
A MIN YOONGI x F!READER STORY
∞ Strangers to friends to lovers, university au, slow burn ∞
You chose a boring, quiet job at your campus’s 24-hour library for a reason: it kept you away from drama, gossip, and parties. It was positively uneventful. Until it wasn’t.
SERIES MASTERLIST
»» the night shift part 1
»» the night shift part 2
»» the night shift part 3
»» the night shift part 4
»» the night shift part 5
»» the night shift part 6
»» the night shift part 7
»» the night shift part 8
»» the night shift part 9
»» the night shift part 10
»» the night shift part 11
»» the night shift part 12
»» the night shift epilogue
DRABBLES & YOONGI POVs
»» oppa? [yoongi pov] 2.3k, fluff
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Dad!SKZ Masterlist
The fics are linked at the end~
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So, in linoxpudding-verse, these will be the family dynamics:
Bang Chan 🐺
2 daughters, 1 son
Eldest Daughter: Bahng Juliana (7th Jan, 2029)
Middle Daughter: Bahng Aera (12th Oct, 2033)
Youngest Son: Bahng Noah (2nd June, 2037)
Lee Know 🐰
2 sons, 1 daughter
Eldest Son: Lee Mingi (23rd May, 2032)
Middle Daughter: Lee Minjung (8th Aug, 2035)
Youngest Son: Lee Minhyuk (26th Sept, 2037)
Seo Changbin 🐷🐇
1 daughter, 1 son
Eldest son: Seo Juwon (5th March, 2034)
Youngest daughter: Seo Seowon (6th Feb, 2037)
Hwang Hyunjin 🥟
1 son, 1 daughter
Eldest son: Hwang Rowoon (12th Dec, 2032)
Young daughter: Hwang Hyejin (2nd April, 2036)
Han Jisung 🐿
Twin daughters, 1 son
Twins: Han Jisoo, Han Minsoo (5th July, 2032)
Youngest son: Han Jihoon (19th Oct, 2034)
Lee Felix 🐥
2 daughters
Eldest daughter: Lee Yuna (20th Nov, 2035)
Youngest daughter: Lee Emma (7th May, 2037)
Kim Seungmin 🐶
1 son
Only son: Kim Taesan (5th March, 2036)
Yang Jeongin 🦊
2 sons
Eldest son: Yang Sungheon (12th April, 2036)
Youngest son: Yang Jaeheon (7th Nov, 2038)
Same Year Friends ~
2032 liners - Han Twins, Lee Mingi, Hwang Rowoon
2035 liners - Lee Minjung, Lee Yuna
2036 liners - Bahng Noah, Kim Taesan, Yang Sungheon
2037 liners - Lee Minhyuk, Seo Seowon, Lee Emma
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Dad!SKZ — Fake Texts & Fic
📱- fake texts, 📝 - written fics
genre(s): angst 💔, hurt/comfort ❤️‍🩹, fluff 💘, humor 🩵
OT8
📱Baby Daddy Era - Hyung Maknae 💘
📱"I Want A Baby" - Hyung Maknae 💘🩵
📱Tiny Tyrants - Hyung Maknae 💘🩵
Bang Chan
📝 Our Little Miracle 💘
📝 Love That Remained 💔❤️‍🩹💘
Lee Know
📝 Like Father, Like Son 💘🩵
📝 Fading Love [4 Part Series] 💔❤️‍🩹💘
📝 Meeting Baby Mingi 💘🩵
Seo Changbin
📝 Morning Cuddles 💘 (a/n: I know in previous fics I mentioned Changbin having a daughter first, but I’ve decided to switch things up—let’s just pretend his son was chilling in the other room back then!)
Hwang Hyunjin
coming soon...
Han Jisung
📝 Second Chances 💔❤️‍🩹
📝 Double Trouble 💘🩵
Lee Felix
📝 Weekend Errands 💘
Kim Seungmin
coming soon...
Yang Jeongin
coming soon...
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