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Hello there tumblr pals. I haven't been active in a LONG time. So sorry! I'm making it a goal to perhaps come back to the app, but it'll be a long journey. I'm going to get back into art again as well since I bought myself an iPad pro. Please do send suggestions for future art pieces! Hopefully I can talk with you all soon

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what editing apps do u use

Hi! I don't do edits often but I use procreate to do edits instead of photoshop. And then I use meitu app for filters and such

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Hey! Would it be okay if I painted the blue side art you made, and then giveyou credit on Instagram? Vantaesart_ is my art page I’m just now starting up !

Hello! Thank you for asking my permission! Yes, go ahead! Please credit my Instagram (btstylus) or (mochixtara) as my tumblr isn't very active anymore!!

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Thank you so much to everyone for the recent love on this piece I did 3 years ago! It's quite obviously a special song to me and the newly released full length edition has been on repeat since it came out. So glad we can all share this love together

Back to the Blue Side

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I'm here to spread positivity on Tumblr. Please accept my hearts and flowers.

You are precious and I love and appreciate you

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Haven't drawn in awhile... Here's a shot at using procreate. Only my finger sadly. Don't have a stylus yet lol

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Realized I ever updated on here lol but I made a pair or mono/forever rain vans for my friend @mashcakee and was recently commissioned to make the hope world/blue side pair by @/worldwidehobi on twitter! I’m so happy I was trusted with the project and so happy with how it came out☺️💜 also thank you to @evilpjm for letting me use your blue side art as a reference!!

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this might be short. but hey!!!! it's shy anon here :D. oh my, haven't done this for such a while. however, you've still got someone cheering for you weeeeeee 🎉🎉 hope you've been doing fine, and if not, remember stuff changes. I really wish you a good 2020! do what you love and get yourself to good places, you deserve it uwu

Wow, hello to you! It's surely been awhile. Things are looking up in some senses but down in many others. It's a hard time right now with the holidays and my birthday and the one year date of my dad's passing coming up. But once I get past these hardest moments I will continue to try looking up. Thank you for always being here for me I appreciate it and adore you so very much. You deserve the best new year possible

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GOD DAMN PARK JIMIN

bonus(i had to add this):

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I last minute made this 'it' costume yesterday with items from the thrift store. + added my sister in and took us to the creepy part of town. End result? Not too bad!

@sixpenceee

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I've been very mia online mostly lately. It's been a very hard struggle recently.

But after an entire lifetime of anxiety issues, I finally got into the doctor today. And I start my first anxiety medication tomorrow.

I'm very excited for this opportunity. And I hope it helps me get better. I'll be online more soon. 💘

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@obtsukare oh my gosh thank you so muCH

Back to the Blue Side

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Oh wow so hello I see my fanart of blue side is blowing up for some reason. So to any new followers... Hello :') I am absolute hope world trash. That digital blue side piece is one I hold near and dear to my heart, and Hope World as a whole is so important to me... Which is why I hand painted my entire bedroom wall :)

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79/100 days of jung hoseok

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Spanish Sahara [TEASER]

I haven’t written anything in well over a year now. But recently I was going through my unfinished documents and found this piece I started but never finished. Perhaps if anyone is interested, I can continue working on it. It does have an angsty plot-line, but with a sweet love story laced inside.

Yoongi hated summer. Hated the fact Taehyung's car never had a working air conditioner, resulting in the windows remaining wide open to the point conversations were instead shouts of strained throats and ringing ears. Hated the feeling of a blistering sun leaving his clothes to stick to his skin and an otherwise pale complexion being left splotchy with reds and oranges to blossom upon the surface. He hated the hot sand beneath his toes leaving a sensation as if walking on hot coals; only satisfied once finding place under the contrastingly too cold saltwater. Perhaps that’s why everyone seemed confused to discover Yoongis answer to his favorite season was summer. In fact, it deemed to be the opposite based on his obvious disgruntled faces and quiet remarks. But beyond the small frowns and clenched fists came a bubbling joy within; a joy that grew as Taehyung leaned his cherry popsicle stained lips down to meet the elders, sticky hands caressing his cheek beneath the beach umbrella. An internal happiness that left his smile on display as both boys sang along loudly to cheesy radio hits, much to the denial of Yoongi himself; their annual beach trip left the couple feeling closer. United. And that much more infatuated with one another.

Rumor has it you only receive one true love in your lifetime. Fingertips can trace the skin of millions, but only one surface remains smooth enough for a second touch to bring rippling pleasure. They don’t tell you, however, that true love comes in forms other than human; forms that leave crashing sounds and numb souls with thoughtless grins.

Taehyung's second love was for the sea.  

The old run down wrangler would come to a grimly stop in front of the rented cabin; a beach-side view that always left the younger squealing in delight as shoes were forgotten in the backseat, leaving Yoongi to watch him run off without a care. A small shout of his name would follow, meaning Yoongi had no choice but to chase after his joy filled other half. They’d both come to a stop at the largest rock nearest the shoreline, hands intertwining as their promise rings made a small clink to echo past the waves. Leaning against the smoothed out surface, the two would commence a tradition; holding one another and talking nonsense. Reminiscing about future present and past, lips molding into one until the sun dropped enough to let the skies blossom hues of reds; the same shade of their swollen lips once they’d finally part. A satisfied hum would leave the elder as they whispered sweet nothings until retreating to their cabin to sleep off the days long trip. It was always the same thing, same event, nothing different, but somehow never got old. Love was silly like that.

Everything was the same until that one summer. The one Yoongi would never forget. Usually their trip began with excitement the night before, both sleeping easily in the presence of one another with the promise to arise early enough to leave directly on time once again. But as time went on, that specific year brought hardships and cutbacks. Taehyung was passionately following his designated creative career of photography and amateur artistry; a path that never paid the bills. Yoongi was left to pick up the slack, and whilst he never used to mind, being cut from his job left the elder in funk. Broken down and bitter but most importantly left without the funds for their trip. He tried to run over the possibility of skipping just one year, but Taehyung refused to listen. He couldn’t fathom the idea of not having their week together as they always had. It was the only thing he looked forward to most and being as emotional as the younger was, he didn’t take the suggestion lightly.

Instead of laying beside one another in the cotton sheets, Yoongi sat at his desk across the room that left a blinding white glow to the otherwise dark room. Headphones blasting a track number Yoongi could not recall, but knew he needed to finish in order to have content to sell off just to please his own wallet. He’d been left with tired red eyes and heavy limbs, only slipping beneath the covers an hour before their alarm had gone off for 6 am. They both should have known then that the trip would be unsuccessful. That it would bring nothing but struggles and wet eyes. Taehyung always remained positive however. Always stuck on that goofy grin that left them both feeling at ease even in the worst of times. It’s how it always went. But perhaps that is what happens when there really is only one true love; you both come together even in an individual downfall. Like the domino effect, it was never just a singular pain, both fell down and crumbled together only to be picked back up for a repeat. 

Love was silly like that.