minor...bring back yearning and weeping over the little things
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so theres this girl right and i knew her last year right and we had the same name so it was like aw awesome we share a name we have one thing in common right so i was going through my brain thinking of last year right and i remember how she called me the better ella as a distinction for me and her since again same name right and so i remember how awkward it made me when she called me the better ella right snd i always thought it was just because ohh im shyy and it's basically a compliment and i cant take compliments cause my brain has convinced me no matter what i dont deserve them right so it made me awkward right.
.... i dont think it was because i cant take compliments or because i was shy.
#friend crush#mini rant#?#last year#dark times#dark dark times#hated last year#i always wanted to be her friend too#like i never understood it#yk?#but im a cheerleader#i was always so excited to go to school to see her#i wanted to be her friend soo bad#like so bad#she was always this super cool person compared to me#and i always felt so#out of place around her#like she was royalty idk#and her personality was cooler than mine#much much cooler#and she was prettier#and smarter#and everything better than me#evilsapph
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— Fiona Apple
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#im so socially inept#but im a cheerleader#socially awkward#social anxiety?#undiagnosed but something ain't right
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yearly abandoning of my journal (notesapp diary). switching to just posting every thought on tumblr . at minimum keeping it in my drafts.
#get ready to be sick of me#tumblring#tumbling?#digital diary#social media diary#tags#idk what else to tag#might even post my shitty poetry#we'll see#first tumblr post#first tumbl...#goodnight all#not really its 7 at the time i post this#pm not am i am not awake at that time#much less on tumblr tumbling at that time#evilsapph
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