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All Purpose Cultural Cat Girl Nuku Nuku OVA | 04

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decided to celebrate Make A Terrible Comic Day with another elden ring lore drop

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the best thing about dating a glasses girl is when you can see the reflection of her phone screen in her glasses and see that she is zooming in on various parts of your body

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liberals be like he bombed a country…. without congress approval

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no one!hoeru au

(aka known as the gira-ification of hoeru)

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Aftermath

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Did i ever post this here

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Chitose (Glotta's actress) talking about her fight with Valen in Ep8

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had a vivid dream where Fire Candle and Bouquet had an outfit swap and I think I need the fan art more than I need air.

if enough of us channel that energy into the universe ms inoue herself could make it a reality

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that should be me

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99% of the time someone "falsely accused of being transphobic" is the most rabid transphobe imaginable who barely hides it behind girlblogger coquette aesthetics and then the other 1% of the time it's a trans woman being DARVO'd by her ex, and you'd NEVER guess which one people decide to 100% take their word for.

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wiganer pjackk turning dogs into mustard pey wet

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twitter was talking about making microtropes graphics for unlikely books. everyone read serious weakness by @xrafstar

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I've seen what happens when people Get Worse. I've orbited a lot of people who Got Worse (especially online). If you listen to people who Got Worse it's all the same: they don't have consistent, meaningful social support, they've been hurt too many times and they can't open up out of fear that the next betrayal is going to drive the knife right through the artery, they end up spending too much time alone and develop secret languages, meanings, thought cycles completely inscrutable to anyone who has never had to rely on such rituals to survive, they get caught in a cycle of reopening and licking their wounds because the progression of time is so unrewarding and stagnant that the past is basically always the present, and the present is already the future, they become mean, they become strange.

some people might offer to help them but it's rare they ever know where to start, let alone exhibit compassion without grimace. admittedly, even for genuinely compassionate people, it isn't the easiest thing. if the person is someone who is stuck in their ways or doesn't know you, they don't really have a reason to be receptive to your help. "why should I waste my time on someone who is just going to become another memory of heartache? someone who will carelessly hurt and abandon me?" and such. an earnest attempt to help can feel like an attempted assault to them. at the same time, the meaningful interpersonal relationships that these people need will not survive if built on pity or fleeting self-gratifying feelings of "building" someone into your idea of a desirable person.

I don't know where I was going with this, but I always found it hard not to see myself as only a few degrees removed from these people. one or two safety nets separated from being completely trapped. unable to feel safe in not just the world but also my own body. a cosmological dead end. I stay away from habitually engaging in the obvious things can that make trying to change when you're at this point difficult (alcohol, drugs, etc), but if temperance is how you maintain stability in the face of rock bottom, you're basically already there, right? you're there and your body just hasn't caught up. maybe I'm just being dramatic because it's late. hows everypony finding the new deltarune chapters.

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Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.