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when I was little, I thought the world was made up of galaxies, and the corners I slept against had millions of stars that I’d swallow for breakfast. my fingers were always stained with blood -- it never stopped flowing, never stopped breathing -- and I always wondered why people stared when I thought it was beautiful. I used to believe that my blood was made of ashes and once I disintegrate into debris, what’ll be left of me will only be the pile of dust that my whole personality, my soul, me -- that is what I am made of, and I remember that when I was little, I would close my eyes and wake up somewhere strange. they tell me that it’s a pity, it’s a shame, blind from one eye but what they do not realize is that I can see everything. I can see them and I see soft sheets of white, like snow -- a heaven on its own, and it’s a pity that they do not realize what their life lacks; it is the hollow cream of coffee, the bittersweet taste heavy in your mouth and there is smoke in my throat. it is the fire I burned from, it is the fire that gathers all the letters I’ve ever written myself as a child, and I cannot hope to salvage any of them -- my imagination runs but once the sun dips well beneath the horizon I am only just a whisper, just a breath away from a shadow and a shade away from fear

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fear triggers the character. reaction develops him. 

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how unfortunate it is to be forgotten and deemed as less significant. 

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hongki-ia:

He’s probably asleep, and I’d rather not wake him. -yawns, cracking his neck- Mm, hardly. And I’m afraid bothering you brings me joy, Changmin dearest. 

I truly am fortunate to have regained my sense of patience /chuckles humorlessly beneath his breath as he twists his wrist, regarding you with a sense of awareness/ Should we engage in even the slightest of physical combats at this time I can guarantee you that you won't escape as freely. A bruise or two will be the least of what you can expect /pauses/ ..Though of course, I don't mean this as a threat or warning of sorts. Just..perhaps, a reminder, or something I feel inclined to tell you. 

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.. /leans against the greenhouse with a cigarette lodged between his lips, a heavy billow of grey smoke drifting from his mouth as he exhales a sigh and tilts his head back, gaze fixated upon the great, round curve of the majestic moon, his camera still anchored around his neck/ 

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jaehyo-ia:

Aigoo aigoo, but it was a gift! And I didn’t mean to refer to it as a Headache Hat, I say…Miss Seungah simply called it such and it stuck to me. -makes the hat appear on his head with his magic, similar to how the Mad Hatter would do it too- I like this hat, it keeps this head of mine warm, you see. -adjusts it so it isn’t as crooked-

I thought it gave you migraines /muses, arm sliding away to, instead, thread through his hair, watching you with the hat adorning the tops of your head now/ I wasn't aware that you were a masochist, though with your ease in approaching me I suppose I can't be quite surprised /scoffs, his tongue peeking out to dab across his bottom lip/ 

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hongki-ia:

I’m bored, you see. You’re one of the only people around, and I’m in the mood to talk to someone. -nods, finishing off half of the apple- I’ve been healing in my room, so I haven’t had a chance to really talk to anyone. 

Why don't you go bother your little darling love instead? /isn't even the slightest bit intrigued when you insinuate that you've gotten hurt, instead hardening his gaze further with his eyes narrowing down into uneven slits at your behavior/ I'm sure the options that you have extend further than just me. 

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jaehyo-ia:

-twiddles his fingers absentmindedly, answering your question with a simple shrug of the shoulders before scratching the side of his head- Ah, well, you see I am not quite certain! I suppose I simply found myself missing your presence, yes? I cannot bring myself to remember what the topic of discussion was when we last spoke to each other. How curious.

/surprisingly enough, he still remembers, or at least has a vague idea of what they had last been talking of before he started to appear only every now and then/ The 'Headache Hat.' Speaking of which, if you aren't to use it any longer, then I do request for its return to my possession /arches a brow, his head cocking towards the side/ 

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hongki-ia:

Well, you don’t exactly appreciate me in general, now do you? -bites into an apple, shrugging- 

Not at all /confirms, gaze slowly shifting into one more of suspicion as he watches you/ And what do you need that's so urgent for you to approach me when you already acknowledge the fact that I can do without your presence? 

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jaehyo-ia replied to your post: 

Yes yes, I know this. I simply felt the need to repeat your name several times for some odd reason, aigoo. It just rolls off the tongue, I must say. Ho ho~ -steps away from the wall, grinning- I have not seen you in quite some time it would seem!

Perhaps it's because I've purposely made myself scarce /sighs airily and decides to allow you to indulge yourself in conversation this time around (even if, at this point, it's usually become every time), turning fully to face you with his arms folding across his chest/ What do you want? 

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hongki-ia replied to your post: he’s always the one until a better one comes...

-hears your thoughts, cocking an eyebrow, looking over at you- Goodness, such pleasant thoughts you’re having.

I cant say I wholly appreciate the sarcasm.

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jaehyo-ia:

lmyungsoo-ia:

….mine. MY LION.

ooc: i think myungsoo has a secret fetish for changmins

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