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lodi commission

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Befriending an artist who you deeply admire probably never ceases entirely to feel totally bewildering and surreal.

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you're thomas lawrence and 25 years old in your first year of seminary abroad and you've just escaped your father for the last time and you're british and repressed and afraid of being anything other than what everyone else needs you to be. and you meet someone on the same path as you who lets his emotions spark like flames and thinks the weird shit you say is charming and wants to be your friend despite the fact that you are withdrawn and dutiful and ambitious to a very specific and (although you don't wish to admit it, limited) degree and he is outspoken and determined to make something of himself and well. you follow where he goes, you learn what stokes the flames of his fervour and how to make yourself burn just as bright. you have no choice. he is beautiful.

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*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inheritly selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

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being honest, I could never tell if you really like me that much.

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one pill makes you larger, and one pill makes you small

god i have such brainrot for this little dweeb!!!!!!!!! i am so weak!!!!!!!

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There's no knowing, Am I standing still, Or running, Or kneeling...

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flirting conspiratorially

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anyway ikora looked good as hell back then damn

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lightbearer!eris/savathûn, 17k words and 3 chapters, rated E for hive-typical violence and mild sexual content. go have your fun

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you're not turning your fandom hobby into a job are you? giving yourself deadlines and quotas that you have to meet? focusing on the numbers instead of your enjoyment of the act of creation?

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himb <3

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She'll be so proud. She'll come with me a second time. We'll dive through worlds together, loved and beloved. Neptune can wait.

My second piece for the @assimilatedzine

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In Between With...

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a hug and a kiss

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looking a month back, holy shit Edge of Fate release really had me unwell. i mean it still does, but how much have i been posting?? lmfao.

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Reunion

Progress timelapse under the cut: