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evan buckley and the terrible horrible no good very bad season

(insp.)

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evan buckley + the 'something is wrong with eddie' face

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Buck baby my most beloved you are the sweetest smartest kindest ticking time bomb of repressed grief and horror.

Can’t wait to see you go off 🥰

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9-1-1 | MERRY EX-MAS (2.10) 9-1-1 | LAB RATS (8.15)

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mutual 1: guys we’re finally getting bobby reincarnation tonight we did it 💯💪🏻💪🏻

mutual 2: I’ve talked to my people and I’ve got my will set up and ready to go in case Bobby stays dead tonight. Posting this so you know what happened if/when this blog becomes inactive.

mutual 3: so which room do buddie fuck in first. im thinking kitchnenn

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Being a 911 fan is crazy because we could be getting buddie roommates and Bobby calling 911 from his coffin and even a buddie almost kiss tonight and the celebrations would be absolutely wild OR Bobby could just be dead dead and Eddie has two lines and we get no good buddie content and we crash out and fall into a pit of despair and some of us decide to give up on the show... Like that stuff isn't for the weak. And it really feels like both options exist right now. Schrodinger's 8x16.

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"I can see why he loved you."

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okay but the parallels between the case in this episode and our reaction to his death....

they literally just held our hand through the episode, momentarily fed our delusions with hopes of "he's alive i know it!!!" because Leah is us.

they had Angela Basset hold our trembling hands and gently explain to us, like she did with Leah, that he's really dead and we need to move on

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20 + 40 = 60 and 7 + 8 = 15 so 60 + 15 = 75

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Bloody dean kissing Cas leaking out grace save me, save me bloody dean kissing Cas leaking out grace

(Timelapse under the cut)

Evenfall by @macy2me

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A zine about being intersex and trans

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In the mid-80s the kids on my street had cheap banana boards and we skated around the neighborhood. Nothing fancy - no tricks, no ramps (except that one time and it scared the hell out of me), just cruising. No helmets or pads.

For a couple of years I’ve been toying with the idea of getting a cruiser.

Finally did it. So glad I did. It’s kind of terrifying because I don’t want to get hurt (yes, I know falls are inevitable), it’s challenging me to push beyond my comfort zone and I’m really enjoying it.

TLDR: Don’t be afraid to try something new. Set realistic expectations and enjoy the journey. You’re never too old!

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I KNOW THATS RIGH-- oohhhh you meant like emotionally

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haymitch says himself katniss is like him, but luckier.

katniss realized the berries were nightlock before peeta ate them.

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Didn't think coffee beans would make me bawl but here we are 🥺😭