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abi/gail ander/son deserves better 2k23

abi/ail ander/son deserves better 2k22    *    DON’T REBLOG!

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@infectd / cont.

contrary to popular belief , the last thing ellie wanted in this moment was a fight.      somehow the stamina she’d exerted back in santa barbara had yet to return , leaving the shell of who ellie once was exhausted in every sense of the word.      each and every day still feeling each punch the other had laid into her , each patrol praying it went smoothly.      but seeing abby now , lev perched behind her with his bow at the ready at his side , it ignited something in her that put her back into that same mindset she had been over a year ago.

it’s when she speaks does the true struggle within begin.      the side of her , the part of her that let abby live that day going against the one that still thirsted for revenge.      twice now the blonde woman and come into her reach and walked away.      was this , being the third time , a sign from the universe ?      or merely a test ?      ellie’s knuckles grow white around her firearm , eyes never once breaking from the all too familiar stranger.      “   and so you think you can just come here of all places like it’s nothing ?   ”      the mention of fireflies leaps over her head.      her rage blinding her from anything but red.      her voice lowers then when she continues on , the same venom as abby’s resting on her tongue.      “   expect no one to find out that you were the one to kill him ?   ”

her hair's grown back some but not enough to braid, and it leaves her feeling uncomfortably fucking vulnerable. unsurprisingly, not a feeling abby's especially comfortable with. she hasn't been since salt lake, and the events since have only made the intensity of the idea that she's got to be nothing but strong increase exponentially. lev safe behind her should help, knowing the other fireflies will have her back ❪ they know everything, she'd told them everything ❫; and yet... facing down ellie again? abby feels as defensive and terrified as ever, fighting for a sense of rationality.

"i told you," she repeats, wearily but with frustration undeniably sinking in, "i told you, i don't want to fucking be here, but i'm not about to give up — " give up another family. give up the only people she's felt safe with since leaving seattle. give up anything else at all. abby doesn't say any of that, though, because she refuses to let ellie see her vulnerable. not when the other is so clearly eager to exploit any fucking weakness she might sense. "i never said that it won't be an adjustment or that i expect people to handle it all nicely," she snaps, "but i wasn't gonna let lev lose someone else, and this is the safest place for him. he never did a damn thing to you," not strictly true, but in the grand scheme of it all, lev is undoubtedly the one who carries the least blame.

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thg verse for abby incoming as soon as i have mental capacity and not 50 pages to write in the next day

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STARTER CALL. hit the heart and lmk if you want a specific verse (especially if you want modern) and i'll write you a thing! specify muse if you're a multi xx

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ENDLESS ABBY EDITS      *      002  /  ?

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❝ you were b r o k e n ― you've always been broken, ❞ independent & selective HAILEY ANNE UPTON ( from the wolf universe ) semi-canon divergent with headcanons. written by tori ( twenty-five, est, she/her ) ❝ ― you're here UNBROKEN, ❞

(amazing beautiful promo gifts by @zanzabug)

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BARBIE HAS A GREAT DAY EVERY DAY . . . KEN ONLY HAS A GREAT DAY IF BARBIE LOOKS AT HIM.

an independent, semi - selective KENNETH "KEN" CARSON of mattel. features influence from greta gerwig's barbie ( 2023 ) & personal headcanons. oc, duplicate & crossover friendly. beached off with love by ELLIE, 22, SHE / THEY.

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ok pinned is updated with current blogs and that's abt all i'm doin today bc i'm hurting k bye

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does a scorpion sting when fighting back?  they  STRIKE TO KILL  and you know i will.

EXWLF.     independent abby anderson of the last of us part ii, by zanza.

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STARTER CALL ( open ).

"okay i get it!" abby groans, walking backwards and making a point of rolling her eyes at @sourfilm, "you were right, okay? i was wrong. i admit it, are you happy now?"

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STARTER CALL ( open ).

"uh... hey," she's a little sheepish as she attempts to get @greekdonut's attention, but... that's nothing new. abby's still waiting for hailey and jay to decide she's more trouble than she's worth, so anything she can do to not stir up waves is in her best interest as far as she's concerned. "it's picture day at school tomorrow and i don't have anything all that nice to wear. jay, uh, he suggested i borrow something from you. i said i'd ask, but it's totally fine if you say no, i get it,"

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STARTER CALL ( open ).

"you're ellie, right?" she already knows the answer as she approaches @sourfilm, maria had pointed out all the 'kids' around abby's age this morning as the former fireflies had been given a tour of jackson. "i'm abby, i'm with the group that just came up from utah,"

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STARTER CALL. hit the heart and lmk if you want a specific verse (especially if you want modern) and i'll write you a thing! specify muse if you're a multi xx

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        “behind my eyes, beneath my rage,                                            i was struggling to get through.“

( template credit ) (blog is not spoiler free) 

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which aesthetic color are you ?

oxblood. you are fearless, honest, and you stick to your guns. you pride yourself on your honesty, and on being true to your values even in difficult situations. others admire your grit, and those who can handle it appreciate your bluntness. your friendships are ride-or-die, and your loved ones would destroy the goddamn sun for you. to put it simply: you're lowkey punk. just remember that softness is not the same as weakness, and that it's ok to be a little more forgiving-- toward others, but also toward yourself.

tagged by: @flxmekeepr (thank u ilu bb)

tagging: @greekdonut, @justkcn, @thefvrious, anyone who wants to idc i have like 10 followers rn

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CROWNSPARROW.   you didn’t know me.  you only saw a sheltered princess.  you never thought i’d fight back.  you didn’t know me,  BUT YOU WILL.

EMILY KALDWIN of dishonored,  low-chaos main verse.   by zanza.

non-roleplay blogs don’t reblog!

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STARTER CALL ( open ).

"you look like you just sucked on a lemon," she notes, brow raised as she gazes at @flxmekeepr. "seriously, it's weird,"