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your brain is looking for pain because it's addicted to certainty, not because anything is actually wrong

your brain doesn't actually care about happiness, but it doessss care a hell of a lot about predictability. meaning that if you think that you're unlovable, nothing works, rejection is coming, your brain will pick that because it's familiar, and familiarity = safety.

so when something neutral or even good happens, like a slow shift, a moment of silence, a change in tone, your brain goes into threat mode not because it knows something bad is happening, rather that it can't guarantee that something bad isn't happening. and the unknown is worse than pain.

it would rather feed you a painful certainty than let you sit in ambiguity.

that's why when affirming, you might feel uncomfortable and your mind starts dogpiling doubts onto you. none of those are truths, they're literal guesses that feel safer than not knowing.

and your brain is trying to regulate itself by clinging to those guesses. it's doing the same thing people do when they'd rather believe their partner hates them than sit in this said uncertainty. at least if you know you're hated, you can prepare, and that is the dear old core of it.

so what do you do? you give your brain a new kind of certainty. you say

nothing is wrong, i just don't know everything yet. silence means nothing. i don't need to predict pain just to stay upright.

you teach it that neutrality is survivable and that affirming doesn't mean doom and that a change in tone isn't the start of collapse. and it !might! not comply with you the first twenty times. but you repeat, and one day you notice that you didn't feel insecure quite as hard, and that's what we call progress.

because you're running on a system that learned to survive on scraps of certainty, and now you're rewriting that. even if it feels like hell some days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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some of you have to STOP the upcoming “mean-girl” act solely just because you successfully manifested your dream life, like yes congratulations but does that mean you have to start calling peoples lives pathetic? no. because wdym you sat there, decided to make a blog, post your success story, then title your first post “want to get out of your pathetic life and manifest your dream life?” then proceed to follow along with the wrong information ever.

have some sympathy for new learners, you were just in their situation and its just downright rude to start saying peoples lives are pathetic. some times people get stuck because you’re spreading the wrong information. i understand sometimes repeated questions might be annoying but its not hard to GUIDE/SHOW someone a post you made about a certain question that could help with whatever they are struggling with.

(not a targeted post, its just from what i’m seeing)

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yearning so hard that every time i sleep he joins me in my dreams.

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My success story (fucking finally)

I’ve been using your lucid dreaming challenge, and couple of days ago, I had another lucid dream. I used both the MOAB and SSILD methods you provided, and I also created my own subliminal using CapCut AI and YouTube modifier.

In the dream, I was being chased by a killer. That’s usual tbh, my dreams are usually nightmares. In the dream I was climbing buildings, even though I’m terrified of heights and not a climber at all. So I became lucid. I realized the whole thing was just a dream because I can’t climb lol and in that moment I had that awareness, I slipped and began to fall. Out of nowhere, this bird thing appeared. It caught me mid-air and saved me. I remember spinning in circles quickly on purpose, to stabilize myself so I wouldn’t wake up like you said. As I was spinning, I looked at the creature thing and said pls, take me to my guardian angel and it did.

It brought me to a woman who had long blonde hair, wings, and a godly presence. She was beautiful. Her name was Helena. I don’t know if she’s really my guardian angel or if I created her in the dream, but either way idgaf but she felt familiar. She told me she’s been watching over me. I asked her to make the dream more beautiful, and instantly, the entire scene changed. She created colors I’ve never seen before shades that don’t even exist in waking life. It looked like a rainbow field, but more cosmic and way more surreal.

Then I asked her to Please, help stop my suffering. Even if I don’t shift right now, please wake me up in a reality where I don’t feel this way anymore, so I can finally focus on my journey She said okay and right after that, I fell off the bird and woke up.

Then i had another false awakening. I knew immediately that I was still dreaming. It was a false awakening, and I could tell unlike the first few times this happened to me. In this dream version of my room, my mom had a lottery ticket. It was dated March 2025. In the dream, it was the winning ticket and then I remembered Neville Goddard’s story about dramatizing the wish fulfilled in a lucid dream and waking up holding the physical item from your dream. So in my false awakening, I decided to do the same. I held onto the ticket tightly and laid back down in the dream bed still holding it as if I were going to sleep with it in my hand so I could wake up with it in real life.

I still can’t believe it actually worked. I woke up with the lottery ticket in real fucking life. It was a real, physical ticket and not just any ticket, but one dated from March like in the dream. I showed it to my mom, and told her it was one of her old ones I forgot to check and she told me to go ahead and check it, just in case. Honestly, I didn’t think anything would come of it. It felt too wild to be real. But it was the winning ticket.

It was a large amount. I won’t say the exact number because I know you can trace things like that online, but just know it’s enough that I don’t have to work. At all. My parents even texted me that morning telling me to just go get my master’s degree, which is literally all I wanted. I didn’t want luxury or fame or anything wildI just wanted time. I wanted freedom. I wanted to not suffer and stress about surviving while trying to shift. the craziest part is that same night, I went to bed and woke up in my dream life. I didn’t even use a method. Just knowing I had money now was enough to trigger the shift I had been chasing for years. And when I say years, I mean it. I’ve been trying to shift since 2016, even before I knew what shifting actually was. I didn’t have the language back then, hut I knew I wanted to explore realities and be apart fk books and movies I’ve been watching and reading. I’ve been consciously trying since probably since 2022 and now, it finally happened.

I had a detailed list of everything I ever wanted down to the tiniest details and I’m still in shock because it all manifested and even more than I asked for. I revised my family dynamic, I revised my appearance, my mental state, my location, my lifestyle, my confidence, and my bank account. I copied Jay @heliosoll and I created my own WR to be my “home reality”and now it’s where I spawn anytime I die in places I will shift to. I manifested everything I wanted. It’s actually overwhelming in the best way. I’m not even going to list it all because it would take forever, but I no longer have anxiety. I no longer struggle with depression. My parents, who used to be strict, emotionally distant, and dismissive like a lot of traditional African parents are now revised to be loving, emotionally present, supportive, and woke. I’m so gorgeous now. And I have real friends and so many of the when before, I was just mid (and very insecure) and surrounded by fake people who only kept me around to feel better about themselves. They just wanted someone to compare themselves to, someone to use for easy validation.

Now I have hobbies, passions, and interests that actually make me happy. Before, my only “hobby” was honestly just surviving my depression. Now I will read, l paint, cook, Work out, journal, write, and travel. My house is clean, spacious, and beautiful. Before it was small, cluttered, and dark. honestly, I used to think it was haunted. I have pets now, even though I used to be allergic. I have so much money like real, life-changing money. Generational wealth level even more than the lottery and I’m already thinking of what kind of business I want to start. I’m leaning toward something luxurious maybe creating my own high-end purse line or maybe something more scalable and simple like e-commerce. I don’t know yet, but I finally have the time, resources, and peace of mind to explore it. Right now, I don’t want a boyfriend But when I am ready, I’ll be manifesting someone tall, rich, attractive, and deeply in love with me. A respectful simp with range, loyalty, and no ego issues. Someone emotionally intelligent and obsessed with me, in the healthiest way.

I even left a few things open-ended, just to let the universe surprise me. For example, I didn’t script a specific car model I just asked for something beautiful and rare. I ended up with a matte black Bentley Bentayga, fully wrapped in metallic lavender detailing with a custom interior from Mansory. It literally looks like a concept car. We also have a yatch and it’s a Sunseeker 100 Yacht I didn’t even know what that was 2 days ago!

But yea….First of all, I want to thank myself, you, and @gorgeouslypink even though, at one point, I genuinely thought you two were the same person. Sorry about that. And also, thank you to @sugarcoatedcherry . You guys really helped me stay focused and hopeful.

I wasn’t even going to post this because im not gonna lie I hate this app sometimes. The drama, the performative advice, the endless paragraphs of recycled nonsense… it made me want to log off for good. But I promised a few friends I’d share what actually worked for me, especially on here and Tumblr, because there were some genuinely helpful people who kept it real.

So here’s what I did one last timefor the girls and gays:

1. I made my own subliminal.

I used CapCut and layered my affirmations over this sound:

https://youtu.be/60o-pNwOmCE?si=KmE52FM6eb_hziL3

To create the affirmations, I took all my doubts and anxieties and put them into AI and asked it to reframe those fears into positive, subconscious-language affirmations. Then, I recorded them in my own voice, because your subconscious responds more deeply to your own tone and rhythm.

2. I used the MOAB sub in the morning and then I listened to my subliminal all day and night

3. I ordered galantamine.

It was supposed to arrive that day, but clearly… I didn’t even need it, LOL. That said, I did research it, and I’ve heard great things especially for lucid dream induction. It just takes forever to ship.

4. I went to bed with a clear intention and naturally woke up around 4 a.m. and did SSILD, super lazily.

5. I read @charmedreincarnation post about dream character control.

This was a game-changer for me. One of my biggest struggles used to be chaos in my dreams characters acting wild, not listening, or turning on me. That post explained how to keep dream characters in line and reminded me that it’s my reality. My rules. Keeping things emotionally stable in the dream really helped me shift with clarity.

Thats it, either way, I’m free. And so are you. I won’t be answering DMs. I’m not even planning to post on my account anymore. I’m choosing to finally leave and live my life now. I really believe that using my own voice for my subliminal was the key that changed everything for me.

My only advice is this a lot of people on here are stuck. They argue over methods, obsess over drama, and waste time fighting on Tumblr instead of actually shifting. Stay far away from that energy. Focus on your life lol. Focus on your self. And don’t fear the world. With shifting, you’re no longer bound by it. When your consciousness is aligned, nothing outside of you can control your experience. That’s the real freedom.

Hey sorry I just saw this but idk if it will post bc the format is too long but that dream sounds wild, and now I’m seriously intrigued by the Neville Goddard lucid dreaming method. I’ve never tried it before, but I’m definitely interested now. I’ve also used the Hemi-Sync theta waves and I 100% recommend it. It works incredibly . I’m so happy the lottery win ended up being a gateway to something even bigger: stepping into your dream life.

I’m so happy for you!!!you truly deserve all your success. The commitment and patience you showed throughout the process is such great part of every success story. It’s always inspiring to see someone stay dedicated and trust the timing. Wishing this and so much more to everyone on their own journey. Thank you for sharing all the details it was inspiring to say the least and I’m going to try some of these techniques myself!

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just so you know : you will inevitably save yourself, always.

no matter what, you will figure it all out and save yourself from all the horrors you (might) face.

whether through reality shifting, manifesting, void, or anything else – whatever the means may be – you will save yourself, one way or the other.

even when you don't want to, even when you don't feel like it at all.

you always have and you always will. remember that.

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⭑.ᐟ YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO SACRIFICE YOUR IDENTITY.

ᥫ᭡. - and that's the best thing you'll ever do.

We are manifesting from the inside and out. Always. And identidy is the blueprint.

You don't get what you wish for. You don't get what you "try" for. You get what you assume yourself to be.

And that’s why's you're going to have to let go of the you who keeps holding on to what is. To the version of you who keeps saying:

"But nothings change yet"

"What if it doesn't work for me?

You can't bring the old you into the life you keep saying you want. There can only ever be one leader.

That version of you is still loyal to their past. They're loyal to fear, to logic, to trauma, to timelines, to external proof.

The law of assumption demands the ego death. It asks you to give up the version of you who has been surviving, clinging to old beliefs, replaying pain as your personality.

You will have to sacrifice your identity, and that's the cost of embodiment.

You can't be both:

The person who assumes they're unwanted AND the person in a passionate, secure relationship.

The person who thinks money is hard to get AND the person living in overflow.

The person who is always anxious and unsure AND the person who walks like life bends for them.

You're going to have to be uncomfortable to get comfortable. You're going to have to feel fake. You're going to have to feel delusional. That's exactly the point.

Your old identity wants to keep you in familiar energy, even when it's painful.

But your new identity is where the freedom is. Where the love is. Where the money is. Where everything is.

So yeah, this isn’t about scripting harder. It’s not about 10 more affirmations. It’s about asking yourself :

What version of me do I choose to be, no matter what’s going on outside of me?

And then having the audacity to be them now. Even before the money hits your account. Even before they call you back. Even before anyone claps for you.

Because once you shift your identity, the world has no choice but to catch up. Reality is not separate from you. It’s reflecting you.

And the moment you choose to be them without fear, hesitation, or apology, everything you want finds you. Fast.

So sacrifice who you were. They did their best, but their job is done. Let them rest.

You’re not them anymore. You’re you. The real you. The limitless you. The you who creates their world just by deciding. Now step into it. They're waiting.

YOU'RE NOT FAKING IT. YOU'RE REMEMBERING WHO YOU ARE. - 𝜗𝜚

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It’s getting to a point where some of you are doing TOO much.

(i did say i was going inactive, but i came back to check on you guys and..was disappointed in some of the things i saw..)

“oh i see no movement and i’ve been doing everything right!!” -> words of affirmation

“Law of assumption just doesn’t work for me” -> words of affirmation

“ i’ve been persisting for 3 days straight and nothing happened!!” -> words of affirmation + were you really persisting?

“nothing i do works” -> words of affirmation AGAIN

“loa bloggers/shift bloggers are lying” -> well someone just manifested your dream celebrity crush and someone just shifted to a reality of your favorite anime!!

let me ask you this and i want you to be honest with yourself, do you TRULY want what you desire? or do you just like the idea of it? for some of you i think you just like the idea of it. because if you wanted something so bad you WOULD NOT be saying any of things from the list above this. i’m genuinely not even trying to be mean but it gets so incredibly annoying when you guys keep surrendering to failure, every single day you’re abandoning yourself from success, and the sad part about all of this is your desires are a DECISION AWAY and every day you’re deciding to just simply not have them. the audacity of you. the law of assumption is the simplest Law ever and so many people managed to over complicate it, its not your fault because so many people have different beliefs which you may of followed but with you overconsuming so much information of different beliefs it would make sense why some of you have difficulty to truly understanding the law.

The law of assumption is about ASSUMPTIONS that you CLAIM and KNOW to be TRUE without needing OUTSIDE EVIDENCE.

know what you want -> decide its yours NOW -> therefore its now done.

LEAVE THE OUTSIDE WORLD ALONE, LEAVE THE LOGIC ALONE, LEAVE THE HOW,WHAT,BUT,SO,WHY,WHEN,WHERE,IF,IS ALONE!!!

please stop over-complicating the law

i also hope everyones summer is going great!! i’m just coming back from a vacation! but now im gonna ACTUALLY permanently be inactive, my summer has been super fun. but please, actually take this post as a wake up call.. just decide you have what you want.

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read or scroll I don't really care i just wanted to get this out

I don't mean to post something negative and ruin your "positive vibes " tumblr void hashtag feed but lowkey why do bloggers all have the same " do you think so many people would lie about the void?" Response to anons who question the legitimacy of loass, like yeah, hello, do we live in different worlds? Ppl can lie about everything and anything, the same way ppl on tiktok used to lie about being "creepypasta"'s, the same way that old classmate of yours used to lie about having visited every country in the world during spring break (i think we've all had one) , being able to lie is something that comes with freedom of speech, that's why you don't believe everything you read.

Ps. This doesn't mean i'm an anti-shifter/void state, but you're free to interpret this post however you want

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This is the Eid Night and tomorrow will be the first days of Eid AlAdha and we are starving in the tent in Gaza💔💔💔💔😭

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #515) ✅️

My kids wish to eat meat please help me to buy some meat for them and to cheer them up 🙏🙏🙏

Killo of meat costs 200$ and we are need 4 killos only please help me ‼️🙏

Also I want to buy this new clothes 🙏❤️

Please help my family at least you can share this and share my full story here 🙏🙏😭

Or directly here

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Please Save Our Life In Gaza We Are So Hungry, 😢😢😭🙏

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #515) ✅️

I'm teacher Areej Shatat and today is my birthday and I'm turning 28 years and I'm so sad because I can't afford my family their food. A bag of flour costs 600$. I'm now making bread with pasta 💔 I need your support urgently 🙏🎁

I have three children Yahya, Ahysha and Reem and they are all my life. They are now without food and I can't see them die from hunger. They all of my life and I'm calling you to make a real action and to put yourself in my situation 💔💔 Also Eid Al Adha is coming and I want to buy some clothes to those children to be happy at least at this day. 😭

I'm now asking for generous and kind people who care about kids rights in this life.

I wrote everything and talked about everything. I don't know what to write yet. How can I describe to you the condition of my family and children? I brought you this video so that you can feel what I want to tell you!! We are hungry. We haven't eaten since the day before yesterday. I am so exhausted. Please donate a kilo of flour to me.😭😥💔🙏🏻🙏🏻

⛔️Please help me 🙏🙏

We all here depending on you 🙏❤️❤️❤️

❤️Your contribution means the world ❤️

Those are my kids ❤️❤️

You can donate here and read the full story 🙏🙏

Or directly here 🎁🙏

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Eid Mubarak !

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NO WAY BRO, THIS IS THE LAST THING I EXPECTED THIS YEAR!!

Lowkey i have a feeling liz will def meet someone better soon , like my intuition is telling meeee!!

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I've been talking to Ahmed @ahmedmahmoudu and am bringing attention to his campaign.

Ahmed has only been able to raise €6,360 (a meager 9%) of his €70,000 goal.

Please donate to his campaign- every donation counts.

His campaign has been vetted for by @gazavetters (#521 on the list)

Send me proof of your donation, and I will make a small doodle for your oc (sfw) as well! DM me for more information

Help his family out. Please

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hi everyone, ahmed (@ahmedmahmoudu) reached out to me asking to make a post about his situation in gaza. he and his family of four children have been displaced more than once, and are currently residing in a tent. they need all the help they can get for necessities, health, and survival. i cannot imagine experiencing what the residents of gaza do every day.

his account is verified by @gazavetters (#521 on the list). if you can, please open up your heart and consider donating to him and his family here. and if you can't do that, please at least share this post or reblog ahmed's on his linked account. thank you <3

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"Please, do not ignore my story. Your donation and sharing this message is a part of your humanity and support for us. Every help, no matter how small, makes a huge difference in my life and my children's lives. Be our voice, be the hope for those who have lost everything." 🇵🇸🍉🙏🏼

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #521 )✅️

Share, donate, help us survive. 🕊️❤️

In a corner of Gaza, my family and I are drowning in destruction, with the echoes of suffering surrounding us. I sat beside my modest tent, hastily erected after losing my home in the latest bombing. The faces of my family tell stories of patience and resilience, with lines of time etched upon them, as if they were records of unforgettable events. 🇵🇸⏳🍉

I once lived in a small home, filled with the laughter and voices of my children. Today, I have become a witness to the agony of displacement. The bombing forced me to flee with my children after a shell struck our home, leaving behind years of memories and simple belongings I never imagined would become unreachable. 🏚️💨

Every morning, I leave my tent and go to work, using a clay oven to provide food for my children. Meanwhile, my youngest son heads to the charity kitchens that offer aid, waiting for long hours under Gaza’s scorching sun. Despite the exhaustion that weighs down his frail body, he carries the food mixed with his tears and returns with a fake smile, hiding behind it the burdens of his struggles. 🍞🥀

At night, when everyone else is asleep, I remain seated at the entrance of my tent, gazing at the dark sky, reminiscing about days gone by… about my home that was once filled with warmth. Yet, I still find remnants of hope in my heart—a hope that one day peace will return, and my children and I will live in a new home, filled with joy. 🌙🏡✨

In moments of solitude, I find peace in prayer and supplication. I plead to God to protect Gaza and its people, to wipe away the dust of sorrow from our hearts. I always repeat🇵🇸🍉🌿

"We are here to remind the world that we are stronger than war, and we will rebuild our lives anew, no matter the cost!" 🙏

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I realized that I wasn’t “tapping” into the void because I was being lazy. I was overcomplicating what I’m supposed to do, and then not being able to do it. So I simplified it by telling myself “I don’t have to do that lol” and it worked. Also, don’t read or look up posts on tumblr about methods and techniques etc. nope. The void is you in your purest form - it’s your consciousness. That’s all you need to know. Now how you get there is something you decide. You can use meditations and methods but not all of them get you there because the main thing is to relax. That’s all you need to do. So lie on your stomach or lie however you’re comfortable. And STOP OVERCOMPLICATING AND RELAX

(Make sure your neck is comfortable)