fadeintothestarlight
fadeintothestarlight
Fear|----------|Love
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Genderfluid. Poly. Bipolar. BPD. Pansexual. Ann-xiety is my middle name. 28. Scorpio.
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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What they say: "I love you."
What I hear: "I will only love you if you're easy to be around."
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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love saying "question mark?" out loud when I'm talking about something i'm unsure of
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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being perceived is my least favorite genre
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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anxiety will have you thinking things like "will everyone hate me if i order coffee at the coffee shop" and "will people think i'm crazy if i work out at the gym"
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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Maybe all the abuse happened because I deserved it. Maybe it was all my fault.
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There's nothing anyone can do that will ever restore my faith in humanity.
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Nobody cares until something dramatic happens. It could be an attempt, a hospital stay, a public meltdown. It always takes theatrics to get them to listen. Because if I don't prove how bad it is, they'll just keep assuming I'm faking it.
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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If you flirt with me by being mean, I will think you hate me. I’m neurodivergent.
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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what if I texted you goodnight and ended my shii
wouldn’t that be wild
I should do it lol
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fadeintothestarlight · 1 day ago
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how could anyone be attracted to me sexually or physically i hate the way i look, what the fuck??
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