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90s

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i want a frank castle fic where the reader is just as fucked up as him none of this sweet shit!!!

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facts about zinaida!!! (my oc from “Climbing Up the Walls” on ao3)

- after fracturing, breaking, and bruising them constantly at a young age, zinaida’s knuckles are stuck crooked. it’s worse on her dominant, right hand, but not too noticeable unless you’re up close.

- her mother had complete dominion over her and natalia’s (natasha’s) names, and named zinaida after princess zinaida nikolayevna yusupova, one of the few female heiresses to the russian throne before the revolution. she was famous early on in her life (which, by the way was from 1861 - 1939) for her beauty and elegance, but later left the throne for a normal life. historians say the more she learned about the poverty-stricken people she reigned over, the less she could stand to do so. this was everything miss romanova wanted her children to be; elegant, beautiful, but worldly and good.

- she writes very neat and small in russian cursive, but her english writing is sloppier. even in school, she could never write quite up to her mistresses standards in english class, though she mastered the language easily in conversation. when they live together, she always has bucky make the grocery lists, because she can’t stand to see how unnaturally her hands take to english writing.

- after hydra, zinaida can’t shower in anything below scorching water. anything else brings her into flashbacks.

- multiple times throughout her childhood, a handler or a mistress would grab zinaida’s hair and demand to know how she got her hands on that bright red dye she must’ve used. unnatural hair colors were strictly forbidden, but that was zinaida’s hair color as it grew out of her scalp—dark red, like blood. and it never faded as she got older, it only seemed to get impossibly darker and redder.

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this changed lives (mine)

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i’m obsessed with snow visuals lately (only photo creds i could find: 4 is from “bitter snow” by shana parkeharrison)

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Being a Karen Page fan but not a shipper is so hard in this economy. She can kiss ppl I guess I just hope she kills someone again

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zinaida alianovna romanova | arachnid. read my fic with this oc @ fadeintoyou19 on ao3

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rest in peace olivia hussey 🕊️

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AARON TAYLOR-JOHNSON, as ‘Jamie’ in 28 YEARS LATER.

dir. Danny Boyle, 2025.

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Natalie Díaz, from "American Arithmetic", Postcolonial Love Poem

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bucky barnes, sirius black, frank castle, god i could go on

girls r like "but he's my comfort character" and then it's literally the most emotionally traumatized man you have ever seen ever