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I visit yout blog from time to time :)

Is there anyone still visiting my blog or have I successfully killed this place through my own ignorance? :P

Anyway, it’s a slow work day and I’m bumming around while I wait for people to respond to my emails. Soooo I’ll answer any asks that come in today! Feel free to say hi or ask me anything you’re curious about.  

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Him - Part 2

Genre: College!AU, Enemies to Lovers

Pairing: Jinyoung x You (Female!Reader)

Warnings: None

Part 1, 2 | Words: 1,726

Unfortunately, by the next morning, he – Jinyoung – was not 100% completely and utterly and positively forgotten.

You would say he was probably… 40% forgotten, but even that would be a very generous estimate. Much to your chagrin, you were still thinking about his annoying, arrogant smirk and his obnoxious, perfect face. It was seriously irritating.

Thankfully, it was Friday. And last night you’d sent a pretty satisfying email to Professor Stewart letting him know you had applied for the TA position on his colleague’s recommendation and that you would be an excellent choice for the job. So, as you slung your backpack over your shoulder and headed out to meet your best friend, Teddy, for your usual Friday morning coffee, you tried your best – your absolute best – to focus on that. And only that.

But… it didn’t quite work.

By the time you arrived at the coffee shop in the student center on campus, you were practically bursting to tell Teddy all about what had happened. Since you’d been determined to push it from your mind yesterday, you hadn’t even sent him one single message about it. But seeing him in person, you knew you had to get it off your chest, and Teddy was the perfect recipient for this sort of news.

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OH MY GODDDDD

Real Thing | 5

christian yu x reader

wc: 1.2k

genre: angst, fluff, smut, fake dating au

summary: christian needed to win back his ex-girlfriend and you needed a date for your sister’s wedding. but in the messy world of fake dating, everyone knew that unexpected things could happen. would you and christian become the real thing?

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It's finally here!!! I LOVE THE ENDING! Thank you. Thank you. Thank you!

Ultimatum (Final)

Park Jinyoung is a master negotiator. He’s used to preying on people’s weaknesses and manipulating them to get his way. So he can’t understand you; a lawyer who sees the world in black and white, as either good or bad. Conflict is inevitable.

But if the two of you can just set aside your differences, perhaps you can perform miracles together.

Word Count: 7.7k+

Warnings: Angst, office!au, enemies to lovers!au. Good amount of language.   

Part 1: In Which You Win

Part 2: In Which He Wins

Part 3: In Which the Common Enemy Appears

Part 4: In Which You Work Together

Part 5: In Which Nobody Wins

Part 6: In Which Everybody Wins

Part 7: In Which Love Wins

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Ahhhh it's finally starting!!!

Real Thing | 4

christian yu x reader

wc: 1.4k

genre: angst, fluff, smut, fake dating au

summary: christian needed to win back his ex-girlfriend and you needed a date for your sister’s wedding. but in the messy world of fake dating, everyone knew that unexpected things could happen. would you and christian become the real thing?

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You don't know how long I've been waiting for this T_T thank you.

Real Thing | 2

christian yu x reader

wc: 1.2k

genre: angst, fluff, smut, fake dating au

summary: christian needed to win back his ex-girlfriend and you needed a date for your sister’s wedding. but in the messy world of fake dating, everyone knew that unexpected things could happen. would you and christian become the real thing?

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A hero without a cape

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Source: 1 2 3 4 5 6 If you want more facts, follow Ultrafacts

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family 😭😭😭😭 

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NO JAEBEOM YOU DIDN'T CATCH IT WHATEVER IT IS OKAY? Srsly dude you can't die 😭😭😭 y

Indefinitely - Part 7

Genre: Dystopia!AU

Pairing: Jaebum x You (Female!Reader)

Warnings: Mentions of death, cursing

Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 | Words: 2,808

The first thought you had when you woke up was fairly incoherent since you were still half-asleep, but you knew it had something to do with the fact that you were incredibly warm. 

When your eyes fluttered open, you realized you were incredibly warm because… you were incredibly cuddled up against Jaebum’s back.

…Oh.

You held your breath and kept as still as possible, wanting to see if Jaebum was still asleep. You heard Youngjae’s deep breathing from just a few yards away, so you closed your eyes and concentrated on the broad-backed human heater right next to you.

Thankfully, you heard – and felt – him breathing deeply and evenly. He was still asleep.

You let out the breath you’d been holding and told yourself to turn around. Scoot away from Jaebum. Stop nuzzling your cheek in-between his shoulder blades.

Stop!

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AHHH I’ve only been logging on in here mostly because of this fic and it’s finally here!!!

That one with Jaebeom wanting to catch up his Jinyoungie, almost made me tear up.

the pact (5)

pairing: jinyoung x reader

genre: romance, smut, a lil angst

warnings: explicit sex, cursing, unprotected sex, dirty talk, some secondhand embarrassment

word count: 6.8k

summary: you desperately need to get over your decade-long crush on lim jaebeom, and your close friend jinyoung needs to get over his ex—so the two of you make an arrangement: just sex, no feelings. what could go wrong?

a/n: hi loves! thank you as always for your kind and supportive messages regarding the last part! if you didn’t see my post, you can now track the tag #thepactfic in order to keep up with updates and future parts. that being said, i’ve officially decided the story will be a total of 6 parts. one more full part after this! please let me know how you’re liking it and if you have any thoughts, feelings, questions etc don’t be afraid to shoot me a message  ❤️

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“I gotta be honest,” Jaebeom said, fingers tapping against the cafe table. “I was surprised to hear from you.” 

“Yeah,” you began, folding your hands on your lap and offering him a kind smile. “I- well, I wanted to apologize for leaving you hanging that night at the club…”

Even though he’d done it to you plenty of times. Texted you, asking what you were up to, until inevitably, he stopped responding a few messages in. Danced with you when you came to one of his DJing gigs only to leave with someone else. Even today, he’d shown up ten minutes late. It was about time somebody did the same to him. Still, you couldn’t help your conscience. 

Jaebeom shrugged. “That’s alright. Although I’m starting to think you’ve been avoiding me.” There was a playfulness to his tone, but you had a feeling it had been a shot to his pride. He wasn’t used to girls standing him up. 

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got7 street racing au: prologue

Group: GOT7 World: Street car racing au Parts: Prologue, Jaebum (Part 1)

A/N: Hello everyone! Welcome to this street racing au starring our favs: got7. It’s been a long time since my last fic and if memory serves me well, it was well-loved but lost somewhere in the deep dark webs. I bring you the newest fic courtesy of a bunch of beautiful ahgase writers. I’m hoping to dedicate each chapter to one of them since they’re all cute little birdies who whisper very dirty adorable things about our boys. This is dedicated to the “owner” (huhehuheuhe) @inyournightmares97​

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“Ah, I….am fucking exhausted.”

A streak of red brushed the tarmac, Jaebum’s blood spattering right next to Mark’s feet. Just like the bruises on his face, the seven of them were littered up and down the highway. Each one, more hysterical than the other. It was obvious that a fight has just taken place. The current state of its inhabitants, with dishevelled hair and torn jackets, spoke immensely about how indecent the fight had been. In the middle of that night, Jaebum’s frustrated laugh echoed like a siren amongst his friends; brothers. His blood-stained smiled ticking off an outpour of laughter from the 6 boys splayed out like punched out rice bags.

“This is why I said we should have just settled this with money,” Bambam interjected, earning a snort from his neighbour.

“We aren’t all rolling in money like you, idiot.”

At Youngjae’s words, Jackson and Jaebum exchanged a look riddled with haughty humour. Sure, money could have fixed the problem. But some of them (Jackson & Jaebum in the very least) preferred the use of their fists to anything else. The utter satisfaction of feeling the crunch of someone’s jaw under your knuckles was worth everything to them. Hell, Jaebum took special pleasure in making it personal. He never threw his punches to defend himself. He did it out of pure spite. He wanted the other person to feel the wind knocked out of their lungs, to feel his ribs poke into the delicate flesh protecting their weaker heart. He revelled in the slight changes that flitted across their faces, the swift transition from anger to shock to fear. For some of them, this was a test of strength. For Jaebum, it was a maniacal dance of retribution. He simply wanted them to know: nobody could touch what was his, and leave unscathed.

Jackson, was simply there to raise hell.

A sigh escaped his lips as Yugyeom strung one leg over the other. Lying on his back, he took in the night view spread out above him. “I don’t know. I just really don’t know anymore.” If it was a confession, it was an aimless one. His words had no receiver, they hung in the tense air between them, solidifying much of what was unsaid. That this had no rules: this unspoken comradery that had erupted out of nightly escapades and illegal car races. It had sprung into existence without anybody’s permission; a rude existence that was welcomed in without a fight. Although Jaebum had no say in the matter, it was pre-determined that he was the head of this unorganized bunch of hooligans. He held the helm of power. His shoulders and words hovering dangerously over the rest of them.

They were a team, of sorts. Knowingly, or unknowingly, a few fools had orchestrated the beginning of a very dangerous friendship. Dangerous, surely, to everybody except these seven.

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professor park

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Ultimatum (Part 2)

Park Jinyoung is a master negotiator. He’s used to preying on people’s weaknesses and manipulating them to get his way. So he can’t understand you; a lawyer who sees the world in black and white, as either good or bad. Conflict is inevitable.

But if the two of you can just set aside your differences, perhaps you can perform miracles together.

Word Count: 3.6k+

Warnings: Angst, office!au, enemies to lovers!au. Some language.

Part 1: In Which You Win

Part 2: In Which He Wins 

Part 3: In Which the Common Enemy Appears (coming soon)

Part 4: In Which Nobody Wins (coming soon)

Part 5: In Which Everybody Wins (coming soon)

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the joys of adhd

-”do this please” okay **fifteen minutes later** “did you do it??” what?

-*picks up phone to look at time* hm let’s unlock it to look at the time even tho its on the lock screen *unlocks phone and starts opening and closing random apps* *puts down phone* what time is it?

-i have three days to do this essay, gonna get it done on time! *spends two free days scrolling through social media and chatrooms* oh sht oh sht oh sht oh sht

-”CAN YOU STOP CRACKING YOUR KNUCKLES??????”

-”why are you picking at your lips/fingers/scabs?” i dont know “why not” i just dont okay?? “why dont you know??” and so on

-WHY AM I NOT UNDERSTANDING THIS OMG IM SO DUMB AND I CANT ASK FOR HELP BC THEY’LL EXPLAIN IT SEVENTY MILLION TIMES AND I STILL WONT GET IT I DONT WANNA BE A BURDEN 

-*wakes up at 3 am* GOTTA GET MY wHOLE FCKIN LIFE TOGETHER LETS DO THIS THING!!!!!! *aggressively cleans room/house*

-*internally, sometimes out loud if alone* okay hon, let’s stop procrastinating, we need to do this this and this if you want to keep your grades up/it’s alright, stop freaking out, it’s all gonna be fine, okay?/you need to make sure to do this before bed bc you’re not gonna want to do it tomorrow. “okay, i’ll do it later.” no, let’s do it now, trust me it’s better. “okay…”

-”TURN YOUR MUSIC DOWN, YOU’RE GONNA GO DEAF!!”

-I WANT TO DO ALL THE THINGS !!!

-I dont want to do anything…

-Am i being annoying? “no” are you sure? 

-BRAIN ISTG IF YOU DONT SHUT UP

-*thinking about event that happened weeks, months, or even years ago* oh my god i was such an idiot/why did i do that???/oh my god they probably hate me for that

-omg i hurt you didnt i?? “no, how would you have hurt me?” i dont know, i just know i did!! 

-apologizing too much

-leg bouncing

-hyperfixation/moments of intense passion followed by a period of disinterest

feel free to add, i want ppl to know what it’s like living with this little demon in the back of your mind

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Unwritten

A chance encounter with a stranger on a rainy night shows you that it doesn’t have to matter who you are or what you’ve done until now… your story can always begin today. 

Warnings: Fluff, some intense topics. I’m not sure what this is. Maybe it’s a birthday gift to myself because who can possibly know what I want as a gift better than me? I probably shouldn’t have posted this since it’s really personal and kind of a mess, but eh, what the heck. (Also, inspired by my all-time favorite song, Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield) 

Word Count: 3.6k

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shoutout to people with simultaneously great and terrible memories. like oh yeah i remember in perfect detail that random story you told about the banana costume from a year ago but all of novemeber? completely blank.