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i just think the perks of being a wallflower represented mental illness and trauma extremely well despite the flowery pretentiousness of some of the narrative and the eventual fandom it gained. i just think hearing charlie say we accept the love we think we deserve was a gamechanger despite the fact that it became a black and white 2012 tumblr quote

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Wow feels nice to visit my dusty old little blog

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i wanna meet myself from another person’s point of view and experience my own energy

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Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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“It's taboo to admit that you're lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven't left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you're not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are. A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn't transition well to adult life, that you'd fall right through the cracks. And look at you now, it's happening.”

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i love tumblr because there's always someone who knows how to express what i feel better than me

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It amazes me how directionless and empty life can feel at times. Should be illegal

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been thinking about everything too much and i’m realizing how lonely we all are and how we get up each day trying to get out of this bubble of sadness thats around us and how hard we try to ignore the fact that everything ends someday but oh despite everything there’s still love

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i feel like all i do is watch people and notice all the beautiful things about them and try to understand them fully and no one does that for me … sometimes i feel like i’m just a mirror to reflect people back to themselves. a vessel for love and that’s it… i make everyone else into poetry and no one else sees me the way i see them it’s so depressing

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quitting my job to focus on something I’m really passionate about: listening to music

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as I’ve got older I’ve realised the literal worst or most life destroying thing can happen and then u wake up the next day and it’s like. Ok now what

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being a music listener is ruining my life for real. i spend hours a day in a music trance. the government will kill me for vibing too hard

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i fantasize about death, how peaceful life will be, when there will finally be no more of me.

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merese nahi ho rahi ab aur adulting

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bro she's a piece of art, pin her against the wall

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i think tumblr might be the last social media alive right now and that just goes to show how much of a cockroach this website is in the internet ecosystem. just. refusing to die, even when all the others have.