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09/13/24

i'm actually terrified coz my dream feel so real especially since i've been seeing the shifting video like okg sometimes i shift to my dream reality like tf

i don't know how it works but ok - it was weird coz the surroundings were solid altho at the same time it did feel like i didn't have any control

i also was in an inception where someone had reset my timeline so i was in a stasis for a good while before waking up again and having people talk to me in a foreign language that i didn't understand - there was a lot of that happening but my anchor was actually being a patron fr aidan gallagher

it was the most solid thing i had coz at the moment i was panicking very hard - and i didn't have the thought of my family nearby to help ground me (there's a lot to unpack there evidently)

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6/12/24 — 6/13/24: night dream, 5:55am est

🌙 Type of Dream: night dream

🎨 Themes: family, incest, restlessness, marriage, neediness, desperation

📖 Content: so i was in a house— and like i was meant to get married to someone but a being i figured might’ve been my cousin was there .. and there were these two other guys.. my dad and someone else ??

🔮 Symbols:

🗺 Places: a house that i owned, random places

❓ Meaning:

🧑‍🤝‍🧑 People: estranged brother, cousin, uncle, dad, someone else (presumably my dads friend)

🔗 Their Relation to You:

📅 Date: 06/12/24 — 06/13/24

🕰 Time: 5:55am est

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6/10/24 — dream entry ‘nap’

🌙 Type of Dream: i took a nap ‘dream’

🎨 Themes: idk.. um, maybe.. evolution?

📖 Content: so there was this gorilla.. it was female — she and i were in a room and we were communicating.. and then she tapped my forehead and told me if i don’t wake up soon, the human race will devolve back into primates

🔮 Symbols:

🗺 Places: my house

❓ Meaning:

🧑‍🤝‍🧑 People: just me and the gorilla

🔗 Their Relation to You:

📅 Date: 6/10/24

🕰 Time: 9:45am

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template for dreams (decided to keep it)

🌙 Type of Dream:

🎨 Themes:

📖 Content:

🔮 Symbols:

🗺 Places:

❓ Meaning:

🧑‍🤝‍🧑 People:

🔗 Their Relation to You:

📅 Date:

🕰 Time:

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📍: Our Carrd

account directory

@faequinn — life lessons

@faesanity — my mental illness journey

@fae-quinn — vent journal

@fae-draems — dream journal

@fae-dom — system lingo

@faeside — my outside adventures

@faerepy — self therapy

@coffaeee — coffee talks

@faewaiii — all the cute things i love

@movvae — movie reviews

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nightmare about

incest

rape

idk what i learned

maybe.. find someone to talk about that shit to

god knows i haven’t

5.13.24

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12.7.23

never forget your loved ones // always cherish them // spend time w them // be safe // understand they’re just too // don’t take them for granted // be near them // don’t rush // take your time // don’t lose them

these are all applicable for family that actually care and love you

xx fae

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lessons i learned from my dream last night

1. don’t be so vulnerable

2. keep the people closest to you at arms length

3. never treat a child like an adult

4. lean on your friends, they’re there to help at all times/ even in the times it seems they can’t.. then it’s your turn to be there for them.. unless you can’t.. then the most you can do for the other is stay alive and reach out when you can.

5. don’t trust so easily

6. don’t give yourself away to people that don’t care about you

7. study people and observe how they interact w others

&

8. always take notes on human interactions- these can provide insight how you you’re doing and coming along as an individual