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          i’m  no  PRINCESS  who  needs  to  be  saved .

                          i’m  a  KNIGHT  ready  to  protect  her  kingdom

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HELLO , UPDATE TIME !

i know i’ve only had this blog for a few months but i am going to be remaking. same url and such but ... i need a new start for my own mental health? tbh . so sorry to new followers her new blog will be up within the next day

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                           i’m  no  PRINCESS  who  needs  to  be  saved .

                           i’m  a  KNIGHT  ready  to  protect  her  kingdom

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wishingfails‌:

It’s not like he wants her to leave, no. What if something happened to her? What if she needed him and he wasn’t there?

“Yeah, it is, but, y’know. It might be worth talking to Dipper about, y’know?” It’d taken so long for him to even consider talking to her about this.

He couldn’t expect her to stay with him forever, and, their adopted parental role models had spoken to him specifically, many times, about how letting Rachel go might just be what was best for both of them at this point.

But she was the only family he had left.

            ❛❛ i guess ... ❜❜

don’t get her wrong , she LOVED dipper . something she never thought possible with how scared she was of being left behind . however they had only been dating a few months . not even a year yet ─ was moving in really something they should do now ? would he even agree .. what if it scared him away ? she didn’t know if she could deal with the possible backlash the question could bring .

     she didn’t understand why this was on the table though .

her and chad were inseparable . he protected her , she protected him . they kept each other SAFE . though maybe it was time for them both to move on and live life without having each other as a safety blanket any longer .

          ❛❛ i mean ... i’ll talk to him about it but ... i don’t know if i can move all the way out to california . i’d be so far away ... ❜❜

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📞 (ruin david's night I dare you)

📞  for a VOICEMAIL.

            ❛❛ david … ❜❜

of course , the one time he DIDN’T answer his phone was when she needed him most . or maybe it was just karma for her getting into trouble when he had told her to stay home that night . who know’s , either way she was in for hell and someone had to know about it .

            ❛❛ i don’t know who i pissed off, i mean who haven’t i pissed off right ? this time i think i went to far though . i put to much effort into acting tough and ready for a fight and now i’m TERRIFIED . i called chad and he’s going to try and get here but … i don’t think he’ll make it on time . ❜❜

            ❛❛ so i had to call you, to tell you THANK YOU . thank you so much for being there for me . dealing with me , i know it hasn’t been easy but ... i think you’re the closes thing to a dad i’ll ever have . i just needed you to know that . ❜❜

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BROTHER , you bury me and i'll bury you , but we'll never burn each other .

SISTER , the only way you're leaving this world tonight is with me by your side .

                             BROTHER , come heaven or come hell , i'll share it with you .

                             SISTER , we'll never be alone not when we've got each other .

                                                                                                          - anonymous  .

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TABBII

“Well, you’re a better person then I am sweetie.” 

The only times Tabbii ever threw anything away were when they were out of season or no longer wearable, though must of the time it was the first option. Rolling to her side the blonde held her phone high in the air, snapping a few pictures and video before turning over again.

“I thought you were doing it to piss of your Dad, you love to do that.”

She didn’t have the balls to go up to any of her parents, long gone were those wonderful days where she could scream and cry and get everything she wanted. Even her sister could get more by slamming the door of the house and leaving for a few hours.

“I hope this isn’t just the reason you dragged me here cause, I ain’t driving to no Goodwill.”

          ❛❛ actually i called you over to see if you wanted anything before i donate it . otherwise it’s going straight to the few charities i suppose here , not goodwill though . places that’ll give the clothes to kids or teens who really need them. since a lot of this is winter stuff anyway and i know people need new coats when it gets this cold . ❜❜

if she wanted to make her dad mad, she’d just go spend the weekend at dipper’s house without telling him . if anything pissed ben off it was her going somewhere without him knowing . his fear of her leaving and never returning being the current hot topic since she had been talking about moving in with her brother .

          ❛❛ plus i want to go out after this to find a new dress for my birthday gala next month since dad’s going OVERBOARD again . ❜❜

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FULBRIGHT FANNY

Starter ✗ @failedwish​

       ❝ I know me dad’s the kid-hating villain Mr. Boss, but that not my problem. I got teen traitors to catch; Sector V can deal with him. ❞

            ❛❛ hey ─ i get it . kids think you should deal with him ‘cause he’s your dad . people are the same way around me and my brother y’kno ? it’s not really fair to us though . just ‘cause our dad’s are evil or whatever . doesn’t mean we should be the ones to deal with it . ❜❜

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CIPHER BILL

YEESH. This brat was hard to entertain. Disregarding his INCREDIBLY WITTY COMMENTS, Bill simply decides to settle for upfront insults next time.

“ NAH. PRETTY SURE IT’S ‘CAUSE SOME FREAKS ENJOY THE AESTHETICS OF A NO LONGER ALIVE BEING VERSUS SOMETHING THAT’S IMMORTAL ! COMPREHENDING SOMETHING LIKE IMMORTALITY IS JUST FAR TOO COMPLEX FOR YOUR MINDS. ”

Bill waves a hand dismissively; apparently, he HIMSELF didn’t see it as an insult, so much as stating the OBVIOUS━thus, there was no real venom in his words, simply just his own CONDESCENDING TONE.

“ PLUS MOST ‘ UPPER ’ BEINGS DON’T MAKE HOUSE CALLS. TOO BUSY TORTURING THE INNOCENT AND ALL THAT. ”

          ❛❛ well , i think it’s because with ghost’s you normally go into the aesthetically pleasing haunted-location . rather that be a graveyard , haunted house, or something similar . it’s normally dark, gloomy, or with the stars out . which is my favorite since i like the stars . ❜❜

          ❛❛ and while immortal beings ARE interesting , if you hear one’s story , you’ve heard them all ! i think you’re probably the only interesting demon i’ve met . then again the only other one i know is my dad , and he’s really not interesting at all . he’s just mean . ❜❜

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@klngmax

          ❛❛ yes , i’m the same rachel from your stupid chat . ❜❜

she had forgotten he went to the same camp , though maybe it was good she was finally meeting the kids she had been talking to online . she needed friends that she could actually speak to face to face after all. 

at least, more than preston, tabii and nikki .

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voidfcllen‌:

“Rachel?”

He was prepared to be annoyed at whoever was at the door, the hour was late, and while Mabel was at her boyfriends, he had been in the middle of a movie he hadn’t found the time to watch until now.

Until he saw who was at his door, and he’s quick to usher her inside, an arm around her shoulders.

“What are you doing here? Did I forget you were visiting today?”

            ❛❛  no i - i didn’t ,,, plan on being here till next weekend like we talked about but .. i just couldn’t stay at home . i didn’t want to stay in new york , i just ... i ended up here .  ❜❜

rubbing at her face , she’s suddenly thankful for the rain , lowering the chance of anyone being able to tell that she had been crying . something she hated to be called out on . she hated crying , hated people knowing even more . it gave them a chance to feel sorry for her.

she didn’t want him to feel sorry for her .

           ❛❛  i’m sorry ─ i should have called .  ❜❜

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she’s not sure  WHY  she’s here , why she flew all the way out to california when she was capable of handling the situation on her own . yet there she was waiting to see if anyone would answer the door , squeezing water out of her hair in a attempt to look more presentable . 

if he was even home .

she didn’t know if he was home , or if mabel was there -- god why did she have to be so stu -

            ❛❛  dipper .. ❜❜  ,  @voidfcllen

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📞 (so like. you know who this is)

            ❛❛ hey ,,, yeah ─ i know. it’s EARLY sorry. your probably still asleep . ❜❜

she’s soft spoken , out of the ordinary for the teen who was constantly yelling and hiding behind laughter . she’s trying to hide the pain she felt , not wanting him to know what had happened just yet . not yet , she wanted this conversation to be normal happy .

            ❛❛ have , have i ever told you how i fell in love with you ? do you remember the summer we met ? the first time i went there as a teen , you caught me and chad running from gnomes . i wasn’t scared , amused at the little things and you seemed … so happy by that fact ? you know that’s my favorite summer memory. ❜❜

there’s a long pause , yelling in the background . the all too familiar voice of her father , it causes her to move further into the closet . as far back as she can , hide her small figure in hopes that he wouldn’t see her .

even though she knew he would .

            ❛❛ that’s the summer i remember the most . you asked me out a few weeks in , and god … i didn’t think it was going to last . then the end of summer came , we didn’t break up . our first halloween , first thanksgiving , christmas , NEW YEARS . i don’t remember the last time i’ve been this happy .. ❜❜

and now , it was going to be all over .

            ❛❛ i just … i wanted you to know that , okay ? cause you’ll … probably get a call later . from my brother … and i’m so sorry . i’m so sorry to you , and him .. and everyone who’s tried to convince me to leave . cause you were all right … dad’s lost it and . i don’t think i’m going to make it out this time . ❜❜

            ❛❛ …. so i just want you to know . how much i love you , cause i love you so much dipper . more than i can ever explain . ❜❜

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my muse is going to walk into a certain death. send a symbol for their final message to your muse.

📲   for a TEXT. 📞  for a VOICEMAIL. 💌  for a LETTER. 📹  for a PRE-RECORDED VIDEO.

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since i’m already doing headcanons ─

rachel doesn’t sleep very well and there’s only four way’s she’ll actually get a good night sleep.

if she’s camping out in the living room with her brother ( @wishingfails ) there’s a big chance she’ll actually get more than two hours of sleep. she feels safe around him.

when she’s over at her adoptive-father’s apartment ( @voidfcllen / david ) she’ll sleep because she know’s it’s safe there. she knows nothing will cause her harm.

if she’s around one of her two best friends. the two people she knows would probably stab anyone who would hurt her. which would be preston && tabbii ( @briilliance )

she doesn’t find this out until she the first time she snuck off to califoirnia, after a fight with her dad. but when she’s with dipper, it’s this sense of ease, this idea that everything’s going to be fine and she can sleep.

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Tell us how Rachel deals with death?

rachel’s had a view on death since she was young. her mother passing not long after she turned eight year’s old. 

she doesn’t handle it well

at first she ignores the fact , that the person is never going to return. as if it’s some sort of dream, that she’ll wake up and it’ll all be okay. they’ll be there, she’ll be there. everything will be normal and happy. when it finally hit’s her that they’re gone, she hides away. room locked up tight with only a few people allowed in. she no longer eats, socializes. she cries and screams and lets grief overtake her.  this can last for days, or weeks. it really depends on how much she cared for the person who’s no longer there .

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Does she have problems when it comes to Relationships?

commitment , isn’t something she’s exactly comfortable with. the idea of a relationship that isn’t just some form of attention she can gain and throw away when it becomes to much terrifies her. she doesn’t want to grow so close to someone only for the world to take them away from her , leaving her all alone once again. so she strays from it.

most of her high school life revolved around her dating a new guy every week or so. she wanted the honeymoon phase forever, the attention, the hugs, the kisses, anything that made her the ONE person in someones eyes. though as soon as it tried to go further or any mention of ‘ love ‘ was brought up. she’d break up, and move onto the next one. this isn’t something she’s proud of.

the only way rachel can handle a relationship that last longer than a few weeks, is if you’ve known her most of her life. you’ve got to be able to convince her you’ll always be there. even if you’re not with her, you’ll be there. that you’re not just going to up and leave her one day and break her heart all over again. 

                                                          it’s not a easy task.