failhim
failhim
if i ever were to lose you
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private  &.  selective  indie  ellie  miller  of  tlou.minors dni,  21+ only. sideblog  to  silklies.
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failhim · 1 month ago
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injury/hurt prompts bc reasons
feel free to specify who is receiving the actions [ sew ] for one muse to have to stitch up the other [ fix ] for one muse to mend a dislocated joint [ alone ] for one muse to find the other trying to treat themselves  [ drugged ] for one muse to take care of the other while they’re delirious [ bullet ] for one muse to help the other after they get shot  [ lacerate ] for one muse to get stabbed while protecting/working with the other  [ broken ] for one muse to have broken a bone(s) [ scream ] for one muse to wake up because the other is having a nightmare  [ comfort ] for one muse to stay the night with the other after a hard day  [ wake ] for one muse to wake up to the other at the side of their hospital bed  [ sleep ] for one muse to sit by while the other is unconscious in a hospital  [ nurse ] for one muse to take care of the other while they’re sick [ appear ] for one muse to show up at the other’s doorstep injured
“  just let me help you.  ” “  shut the fuck up and sit down. you’re bleeding.  ” “  it’s fine— nothing i haven’t dealt with before.  ”  “  hey, you can talk to me.  ” “  shh- lie back. you’re safe now.  ”   “  you need to stay still.  ” “  how the hell did this happen?  ” “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “  that isn’t ‘just a scratch’.  ” “  stop being such a baby and let me finish cleaning you up.  ” “  i need you to stay awake for me okay? keep your eyes open.  ” “  if you die on me i’ll bring you back to life and kill you myself.  ” “  for once in your goddamn life, let me take care of you before you make it worse.  ” “  you’re hurt because of me. the least i can do is fix it.  ” “  i’ll be okay. i promise.  ” “  a little help?  ” “  i just need a few stitches and i can’t exactly reach.  ” “  i’m fine, i just need a moment.  ” “  no hospitals.  ” “  you need a fucking doctor.  ” “  you need to slow down.  ” “  you’ll be no help to anyone if you run yourself into the ground.  ” “  you have to sleep eventually.  ” “  stop fussing, i’ll be fine.  ” “  shit, okay fuck that actually really fucking hurts.  ” “  i’m scared.  ” “  i feel so cold.  ” “  i can’t feel my legs.  ” “  i don’t…i don’t wanna go yet.  ” “  what the fuck happened to you?  ” “  who the fuck did this?  ” “  you’re clearly not okay so stop bullshitting me.  ” “  fucking hell.  ” “  i need help. please.  ” “  i swear to god i’ll kill whatever bastard did this.  ” “  if i die, i’m gonna haunt your ass.  ” “  it’s not that bad, chill the fuck out.  ”
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failhim · 1 month ago
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 i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry.  I AM SO FUCKING SORRY.           it should have been me.             i know it should have been me.   
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failhim · 1 month ago
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THE LAST OF US ( 2023- ) 2.05 “Feel Her Love”
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failhim · 1 month ago
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"I CANNOT SHOW ANY WEAKNESS" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for those who think they need to be tough at all times to get through a difficult situation, adjust as necessary
i don't have time for games, [name].
you can't stop me.
these people are counting on me to save them.
every second i wait, every moment i take for myself, is another life lost.
i'm not willing to put anyone else's life on the line.
i have to be tougher than this.
you taught me to be strong.
i'm not giving up.
there's no time to waste.
you stay behind. i'm leaving.
that's not a risk i'm willing to take.
there's no time to sit and chat. i have to keep going.
i'm not tired.
i was just resting my eyes.
you're imagining things.
i'm perfectly fine continuing on.
we have to pick up the pace.
they're counting on me to fix this.
there are so many lives at stake.
we can't slow down.
don't ask me to take a break.
i wasn't crying.
i can't let them see me falter.
there's no time for breaks.
i don't need sleep. i need answers.
i'm not wasting another second on this.
we have to figure out a way around it.
get up. we're going.
we're finding another way through.
if i have to break the door down, i will.
so many people are counting on me.
i can't afford to fail.
i can't let them see me quit.
there's no room for failure.
too many lives are at stake for me to just sit here and do nothing.
they need a hero.
i'm not sitting around and waiting for someone to save me.
i don't have time for this.
i can do this on my own.
get out of my way. let me try.
move out of my way.
you're not going to stop me.
do you realize how many people are relying on me?
sometimes i think of the faces of those who died because i wasn't fast enough.
i'm not sticking around to find out.
let go of me. i'm leaving.
there has to be some way to stop them.
i haven't quit yet.
"giving up" isn't in my vocabulary.
i don't need you to look at it. i'll be fine.
it's just a flesh wound. it'll heal.
you can't make me stay here.
they put me in charge.
i can't afford to let anyone down.
i'm not strong enough.
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failhim · 2 months ago
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It's different now. / Yes, It is.
THE LAST OF US 2.04 – Day One
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failhim · 2 months ago
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𝙸𝙵   𝙸   𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁   𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴   𝚃𝙾     𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴     𝚈𝙾𝚄,     𝙸'𝙳   𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙴𝙻𝚈   𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴     𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵     ⸻     ft.     @failher   ♡
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failhim · 2 months ago
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pick your battles. pick… pick fewer battles than that. put some battles back. that’s too many 
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failhim · 2 months ago
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reminder that all follow backs come from @silklies 🩶
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failhim · 2 months ago
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𝙸𝙵   𝙸   𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁   𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴   𝚃𝙾     𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴     𝚈𝙾𝚄,     𝙸'𝙳   𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙴𝙻𝚈   𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴     𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵     ⸻     ft.     @failher   ♡
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failhim · 2 months ago
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I thought I had been surviving, and yet, what I was really doing was hanging by a string, loosely holding myself from collapsing. I was always on the verge, and I could feel that friction in my soul.
Fariha Róisín, from Who Is Wellness For?: An Examination of Wellness Culture and Who It Leaves Behind
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failhim · 2 months ago
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𝙸𝙵   𝙸   𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁   𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴   𝚃𝙾     𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴     𝚈𝙾𝚄,     𝙸'𝙳   𝚂𝚄𝚁𝙴𝙻𝚈   𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴     𝙼𝚈𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵     ⸻     ft.     @failher   ♡
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failhim · 2 months ago
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THE LAST OF US — 1.07 // 2.02
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failhim · 2 months ago
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›       TENSION   LINER   PROMPTS     
"I   dare   you   to   try."
"Do   you   always   get   close?"
"You’re   pushing   my   limits."
"Stop   looking   at   me   like   that."
"I’m   losing   control   here."
"You   have   no   idea,   do   you?"
"I   can’t   resist   you   anymore."
"Stay   back,   or   don’t."
"I   know   what   you   want."
"This   is   getting   dangerous   now."
"You’re   too   tempting   for   me."
"I   shouldn’t   want   this,   but…"
"I   don’t   play   fair,   remember?"
"Careful,   you’re   testing   me."
"You’re   just   making   it   worse."
"You’re   too   close   for   comfort."
"Do   you   always   push   buttons?"
"Stop   before   I   kiss   you."
"You’re   making   it   too   hard."
"I   can’t   stop   thinking   about   you."
"I   want   you   too   much."
"You   know   exactly   what   you’re   doing."
"I’m   not   playing   games   here."
"You’ve   crossed   the   line   now."
"Keep   pushing,   and   you’ll   regret   it."
"This   is   dangerous,   isn’t   it?"
"I’m   trying   not   to   care."
"Don’t   make   me   regret   this."
"You’re   playing   with   fire."
"You   don’t   know   what’s   coming."
"I   shouldn’t   be   this   close."
"We’re   getting   dangerously   close   now."
"I   can   feel   the   heat."
"Don’t   test   me   right   now."
"I   want   you   too   badly."
"Don’t   make   me   chase   you."
"You’re   distracting   me,   you   know."
"I   won’t   fall   for   this."
"I   want   you,   but…"
"What   do   you   want   from   me?"
"I’ll   never   give   in."
"I’m   trying   not   to   care."
"You’re   playing   with   my   patience."
"Don’t   make   this   harder,   please."
"I   can’t   stop   this   feeling."
"I’m   already   in   too   deep."
"You   won’t   walk   away   unscathed."
"You’re   walking   a   fine   line."
"I’m   trying   to   stay   calm."
"What   are   you   doing   to   me?"
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failhim · 2 months ago
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y'all ain't ready for this joint / dual promo i've made for me and @failher 😈 just gotta wait for this hoe to wake up to let me know her thoughts on it
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failhim · 2 months ago
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DINA AND ELLIE
THE LAST OF US 2.04 – Day One
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failhim · 2 months ago
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i hope everyone is appreciating the amount of effort i've been putting into this blog for the last three hours 😔 i love ellie so much, she's my precious daughter 😔
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failhim · 2 months ago
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 ›     HORROR   TENSION   STARTERS   PT   I. 
"Don’t   turn   around."
"Did   you   hear   that?"
"You’re   not   alone   here."
"It’s   already   too   late."
"Something’s   watching   us."
"Stay   quiet.   Stay   still."
"They’re   right   behind   you."
"I   wouldn’t   go   in   there."
"Whatever   you   do,   run."
"Keep   the   lights   on."
"I   saw   it   move."
"Don't   let   it   see   you."
"You’re   shaking."
"It   knows   your   name."
"I   can   smell   the   blood."
"Don’t   breathe.   Not   yet."
"It’s   inside   the   house."
"Close   the   door.   Now."
"You   weren’t   supposed   to   survive."
"They’re   coming   for   you."
"It's   already   inside   you."
"I   told   you   not   to   look."
"You're   not   safe   with   me."
"It’s   feeding   on   us."
"This   place   is   cursed."
"Why   are   you   smiling?"
"I’m   not   alone   in   here."
"You’re   bleeding."
"You're   not   you   anymore."
"Get   away   from   me."
"Don’t   trust   what   you   see."
"I   heard   it   whisper."
"It’s   wearing   your   face."
"You   weren’t   supposed   to   find   this."
"The   walls   are   listening."
"We’re   trapped   with   it."
"You’re   next."
"You’re   too   late."
"Did   you   lock   the   door?"
"It’s   already   in   your   head."
"Stop   smiling.   It’s   not   funny."
"That   wasn’t   me."
"You   brought   it   here."
"It’s   under   the   bed."
"You   should’ve   stayed   dead."
"It’s   not   over   yet."
"They   never   left."
"This   isn’t   real...   is   it?"
"It’s   learning."
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