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Irma Vep | dir. Olivier Assayas (1996)

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josh hartnett and kirsten dunst photographed for the virgin suicides (1999) promo.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Evil Does Not Exist (Ryusuke Hamaguchi, 2023)

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if someone brought karl marx back to life the first thing I would do is have a shopping montage to get him modern outfits where I shake my head yes or no to the outfits he picks out but then after that we'd get down to serious business

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FKA twigs rehearsing Martha Graham’s “Satyric Festival Song”

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FKA Twigs makeup by Daniel Sallstrom – music video Measure of a Man

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the Columbia University arrests are worse than they seem. They're arresting protesting students for trespassing. It goes without saying students cannot meaningfully "trespass" in the common areas of a university they attend. So Columbia University has suspended all student protestors from their institution, in the process revoking their access to housing, their belonging, and most crucially damaging their academic futures. We are witnessing full scale silencing and removal of anyone of conscience from the next generation of academia.

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Pokémon Card Art by Keiji Kinebuchi

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Arca | Boiler Room: Caracas

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Beth Gibbons, Portishead

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NANA (2000) Illustrated By: Ai Yazawa

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Jeremy Allen White as Carmen ‘Carmy’ Berzatto Forks, The Bear