fall0utboi12
fall0utboi12
Ben Paul deserved better 2k19
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fall0utboi12 · 2 days ago
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Reminders for fanfic writers who think it “doesn’t count”
✦ Your writing counts. like, a lot. If someone felt something because of what you wrote, then it matters. That scene you almost didn’t post? Yeah. Believe me, someone out there bookmarked it for a reason.
✦ Writing existing characters doesn’t make it “less than.” You’re building arcs, crafting dialogue, emotion, pacing. You’re studying character psychology like a scientist. That’s not “just fanfic,” that’s storytelling.
✦ “but it’s just fanfic” ...no. STOP, it’s craft. It’s understanding tone. It’s hitting emotional beats. It’s layering theme and backstory and prose into something people feel. You’re doing the work, you just don’t get graded on it. (Which, honestly is a blessing.)
✦ Writing fanfic means you love stories enough to live inside them. You care, deeply. You care enough to reimagine, to explore, to add something of yourself to a world you didn’t create and somehow still make it feel brand new.
✦ Someone out there rereads your fic like it’s their favorite book. Maybe they’ve saved a line to their notes app,or they quote it to a friend. Maybe they just think about it when they’re having a bad day. That little fic you almost deleted, it’s comfort now.
✦ Your comments section is real. Every “I needed this” and “this made me cry in a good way” is proof, you don’t need a book deal to matter. You don’t need a publisher to have an impact, because you already do.
FANFIC IS WRITING! Fanfic is yours.
You’re not “just” anything. You’re a writer, own it. Be proud of that.
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fall0utboi12 · 3 days ago
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fall0utboi12 · 4 days ago
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It’s been so long since I played the first season of the Walking Dead game. For all I know Ben totally survived and him dying was all a fever dream.
Like what do you mean he fell off a balcony??? Falling and dying 5 minutes after he promised Lee he’d do better and stood up to Kenny??? That would be silly and a waste of his arc that was so nicely being set up where he becomes braver and more confident in himself???
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fall0utboi12 · 5 days ago
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Ben and Travis who didn’t really know each other before the apocalypse but now have codependency issues because of the trauma of their classmates being slaughtered and witnessing SA/ essentially being SA’d themselves and processing their survivor’s guild by believing they’re somehow ‘safe’ if they’re together as if they’re both the other’s lucky charm and genuinely get agitated or feel personally threatened if separated for long amounts of time because if they’re not constantly casually bickering they have to actually think about what happened to them do you guys understand what I am saying
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fall0utboi12 · 8 days ago
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I don’t usually make TikTok’s but I’ve had this idea in my head for a while now so here’s my shitty attempt lol
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fall0utboi12 · 12 days ago
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Ben and Travis who didn’t really know each other before the apocalypse but now have codependency issues because of the trauma of their classmates being slaughtered and witnessing SA/ essentially being SA’d themselves and processing their survivor’s guild by believing they’re somehow ‘safe’ if they’re together as if they’re both the other’s lucky charm and genuinely get agitated or feel personally threatened if separated for long amounts of time because if they’re not constantly casually bickering they have to actually think about what happened to them do you guys understand what I am saying
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fall0utboi12 · 13 days ago
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Listening to the Arcane soundtrack and so many songs fit King and Lionheart.
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fall0utboi12 · 16 days ago
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what’s the opposite of a poor little meow meow. this man is pathetic but he’s unfathomably cocky and i want to make him cry
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fall0utboi12 · 17 days ago
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do fic readers know that their comments actually influence the course of the story sometimes? i don't mean in a "you need to write it this way because i say so 😡" type of comment, i mean when people are asking questions or really engaging with the plot and the themes in the comments they sometimes bring up things that i didn't even think of, or dig into parts of the story that i've overlooked, or get really interested/fixated on something i was going to just kind of glance over--and it has me going 'oh wait that's actually really interesting, that's a good point' and fully adding or tweaking or changing things about the story going forward. i'm literally adding an entire additional chapter to something right now because someone's comment had me like "oh i didn't dig into that as much as i could have." you have impact!
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fall0utboi12 · 20 days ago
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Finally finished 😩
While the cross hatching was torture, I like how it came out
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fall0utboi12 · 20 days ago
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young katjaa and kenny
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fall0utboi12 · 20 days ago
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Thinking about Javi showing Ben how to do tricks with his weapon
Pulling one of these on a Walker
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fall0utboi12 · 22 days ago
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Cover your crystal eyes
Helloo :D I brought you more angst of my fav fanfic :]]
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fall0utboi12 · 25 days ago
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"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god
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fall0utboi12 · 26 days ago
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"you should be at the club" I should be working on my fanfic
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fall0utboi12 · 28 days ago
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Work in progress of what I’ve been doing since last night
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fall0utboi12 · 29 days ago
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Kenny in a Barbie sweatshirt that says “I’ve had Kenough”
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