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It's how the bystander had to put his eyes out and the one who put him in the situation in the first place was killed first and how the person who took his innocence and used it killed the innocent who saved him and how the one who did the worst of it died first because he had to go and how the one who did this all for him died at the hands of the one he most loved and how the ones who loved him and tried to help him after they hurt him but never enough are the ones who believed they escaped but never, ever will.

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Let me say this really slowly, really clearly, and only once:

There is not a single identity group within the queer community that "has never contributed" to the community as a whole, but even if there were, the queer community is not a church, and you do not have to pay an activism tithe to be allowed to be "really queer."

Good talk.

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"a fine day to wear a suit :)" - silvypavida ig (×)

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it is honestly amazing how much of writing and editing is just. logistics. like... do i use a name here or a pronoun? if i move this dialogue tag to the middle of this line and break it in half, does the end of the line hit harder that way? what if i move the tag to the front? what if i remove it entirely? ...wait, whose point of view am i in; can i reasonably say this character is appalled, or must i say they look or seem or sound appalled? is this a deliberate action or a step-removed one; is her hand closing on his shoulder, or is she closing her hand on his shoulder? environment environment environment, we need to break all this dialogue up with some narration, the scene is coming untethered. what! are! they doing! with! the rest of their bodies that are not hands! fuck fuck fuck FUCK i forgot we covered this two chapters ago and now i either need to cut this whole chunk or find a reason to reprise the conversation from earlier. name or pronoun? name or pronoun? name or pronoun? move this clause around in this sentence? oh i'll add this phrase-- nope, never mind, past!me added the same phrase two lines down. okay, if i add too much environmental narration it's going to take away from this bit, but not enough and it won't feel grounded. what if i move this to its own line? where the FUCK are their hands?

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people need to realize that dissolving the lines between gender also means dissolving the lines between sexuality. you cannot say gender is fake and then say sexuality is strict and rigid.

there are multigender/genderfluid people who are lesbians and gay men at the same time. there are mspec lesbians/gays/straights who have a complex relationship with gender and their sexuality. there are gay men who are women and lesbians who are men because male isn't the opposite of female.

"conflicting" labels are a part of many people's queer experience, because the human experience isnt simple enough to be put into neat perfect categories. if you truly support trans/genderqueer people, you need to accept the fact that gender and sexuality is complex and there will be people whose identities you don't understand

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Tumblr is being more ass than usual so I can't find the post about it, but I am *still* not over Kim asking Chay if he liked anybody and Chay writing a song literally titled "You."

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saw an elderly woman walking around with a tote bag whose design were the four AO3 fic category squares and she very excitedly asked if i was a reader or a writer bcs nobody else at the con had recognized it, and after telling her that i've been writing fic since fanfic.net, she solemnly nodded and explained that she'd been reading fic since "the days of personal websites" but that she only started writing fanfic when she was 47 and oh my god when i tell you that i genuinely teared up on the spot!!!!! like!!! HELL YEAH???? LITERALLY NEVER TOO OLD TO START WRITING. NEVER TOO OLD TO WRITE AND SHARE YOUR FIC.

her enthusiastic "i'm a very nice and bubbly person, i swear! but i love writing angst and major character death :)" nearly took me the fuck out.

icon. legend. diva. i wish her nothing but a kajillion million comments and kudos. i hope her fic updates crash AO3. i hope she knows i'm promoting her to my personal patron saint of AO3.

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the hours between 8-11pm should be reusable. optional mini time loop you can rewind and start over if you had more tasks to do or another book to read or the first three hours hanging out w your friend weren’t enough

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whats everyones first video game (criteria can be whatever you want but im going for the first game i remember playing as a kid) mine's harvest moon friends of mineral town

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✨SPIN THE WHEEL TO GET YOUR CHARACTER✨

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"Creep" - Jeff Satur & Tor Saksit [PIANO and i On The Rock] (via celebritism)

I just need this on here (and sorry, I felt compelled to keep that piano run for the next song in the fade out hahaha)

Download link, if you want it.

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There's wholesome ships and there's toxic ships, but I'd like to coin 'sodium chloride ships', where the individuals involved are both horrible and dangerous people, but somehow being together renders them surprisingly well-adjusted (if a little salty).

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HMM what do we have here?! (theme drop, theme drop!) ... It’s kinda the perfect time to enter your queer-coded villain era… and now there’s a theme for that! 😇 Check out our new Pride Dark theme in the tool! ✨🖤 - The Ellipsus Team xo

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the color signatures of various elements when ignited

FB image credit: Ceres Science

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Arthur: Surprise!

Dazai: we made you a cake

Will: are we celebrating my birth or death?

Arthur: ...what?

Will: my birthday and deathday are the same

Arthur: ..

Dazai: death!

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sexy knights. sexy wounded knights. sexy wounded weary knights. sexy wounded weary knights in the rain. sexy wounded weary knights in the rain pledging their loyalty to you.

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Hey if you’re schizophrenic/psychotic I just want you to know that you’re a wonderful person and that you deserve so much better than the demonization, marginalization and stigmatization you face in this society.