fantasyoverreality98

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"And my reflection just won't smile back at me like I know it should

And I would turn into a stranger in an instant if I could

And there is something eating me alive, I don't know what it is"

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Never forgotten but...never finished.

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Keyboard go BRRRRRRRRRR

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i’m like if a writer did not write and did other things instead

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Writing (even if it’s just a little) after feeling like you’d never write again

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I miss them (fictional character I never stop thinking about)

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Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

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Halsin

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"How do you write such realistic dialogue-" I TALK TO MYSELF. I TALK TO MYSELF AND I PRETEND I AM THE ONE SAYING THE LINE. LIKE SANITY IS SLOWLY SLIPPING FROM BETWEEN MY FINGERS WITH EVERY MEASLY WORD THEY TYPE OUT. THAT IS HOW.

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This is me. Kinda jealous of all the writers who can write quickly because I can't.

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“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it

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“you’re a writer, can you explain your process?” yes. first, i panic. then i procrastinate. then, in a fit of productivity at 3 a.m., i create chaos.

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