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The man that stays.....

Lucky? Blessed? or what ever will you address it.... I can’t still believe that im with the man that will accept my behavior, failures, sadness, insecurities and other negative part of myself. A man who cares, who value my existence and a man who is willing to do anything for me. I’m not the type of girl who will always say i’m blessed to have him but my heart is so happy because I have him. I may say things that differs to what I really meant but I’m hoping he feels that I’m so grateful to be with  him......

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Hello I’m back :)

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Can someone notice my pain? can someone atleast try how my day was? or how my feeling was?? and when I tried to fake my smiles I always irritates someone? Can someone feels lucky to have me? Why Im always on the last list? why I need to felt unimportant? why I need to felt that im not lloved? Actually I just need an escape to everyone from everyone. I may be the most drammatic ,uneasy to love or the most unworthy person in earth I also have feelings like others. Im hurting, I feel pain, I get sick, I have my mood swings why other people cant understand that haysss

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“”Part of me wants to die tonight. Part of me wants it to be an accident, and part of me wants someone to notice and stop me ““

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I always look happy, And usually I am. But when you search deep down, you’ll notice that I’m slowly breaking apart. Everyday day things get a little bit harder and this time I’m scared that I’m going to let go.

A.d.c (via hiding-myself)

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I think I finally know why I don’t like getting involved with someone romantically. Because when I do, I get this annoying paranoia that at any moment the person’s gonna drop me. It makes me feel weak and vulnerable, and I’m not used to that. And I know they say trust and all that but trust just doesn’t come easy with me.

Quotes from The Love Whisperer Blog (via thelovewhisperer)

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dont find comfort in others

dont find comfort in others because they might disappoint you inn the end that was my realization today. If you to find yourself don’t seek help to others because the only person who can hel you is yourself alone. Dont let anyone bring oyu down or making you feel you’re less important because the truth is god made you and you are important to him no matter what happen. There are people might say that you’re worthless just dont listen to them. they’re the saddest person alive so they make others miserable like them don’t let them control you instead stand straight for yourself GOOD NIGHTTTT SOLDIER :))) NOV.11,2016

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vodka may burn my throat but the thought of you burns my mind and I’d rather black out for the night than stare at my own hands and how empty they look without yours to hold.

(via hiding-myself)

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4/22/16

He give me reasons to stay but I left. You give me reasons to left but I stayed. I think the problem is in me.

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4/22/16

Hi, Just another boring and tiring day HAHAHHAHAH I even do anything but I dont know why I’m tired sounds retarded right? Missing the beachhhh huhuhu. I badly need a Vitamin Sea hahahaha. Hi I feel nothing literally nothing, i FelT emPty insidE and I dOnt KnoW if its good or nAh but all I know is Im happy but IncoMpleTe huhuu. Missing someone is literally a slow Burn isnt it? this DaY I promised That I wilL do everYthing to maKe mySelf happpy atleast once I will think for my own good...... Its been years siince all I care is about the people around me and the people who love to see me at my worst now I will give and do everything to make my self the feelss of Fulfillment without the help of others. Have A good Day everyone

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I’d still love you if the world stops spinning, if heaven and hell tear us apart, if you ever forget me. I’d still love you if I found out you weren’t made for me, if these years in my life were nothing but a lesson, if we were just a bad dream. Darling, I’d still love you if I never hold you in my arms, if I never hear you speak. I’d still love you if one day I love another and if you don’t love me, I’d still love you.

Richa Gill (via lovelustquotes)

True love.... 💕

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Sometimes I feel like I like you more than you like me. It’s scary because I don’t know what you’re thinking or feeling more than half the time. It freaks me out because I could totally get my heart broken. Sometimes I want to tell you that I think I’m honestly falling in love with you, but I don’t want to come off too strong or maybe it’s too soon. I’m genuinely invested in what we have going on and I think that’s why I’m so scared. I have hopes that we can make it to the “end goal”, because I’m tired of falling in love and being disappointed. But I have this huge feeling that it would be us. It really could, I just need reassurance from you that you feel any of this the way I do.

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