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devious little beast! was listening to stuff trying to not be bored for once and i got an idea. little creeeature..... i think they look better without the smile, but the smile makes them look evil and i like how it looks on its own so.

i feel like on the critter it looks too,, humanoid. they're meant to be very vague. they are very much a shape with patterns and cute lil owl ears, not like, a man

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Reblogging this to mention that my aunt got me The Mothman Prophecies and this book is teeny teeny tiny. I don't mean it's short, I mean it's like the size of my hand (granted I have very long fingers and my hands aren't really small, but still) and that's just so neat to me for some reason. You can tell it's a little on the older side, the pages were really stiff when I first started it, which was also really cool, the most recent copyright I could find says 2001, I was especially fond of that. I've actually gotten pretty far considering I've been struggling a bit with reading ever since 2020, one of those situations where I used to be able to sit down and finish a book in a few days and then oops my brain slipped. But I'm having fun with this one! It's super easy to get to the next part. It is very very dated, some of the terminology is. A bit of a surprise at times lol. But it is a very fun read so far and I'm excited to get further in. Figured it was worth mentioning because hey Mothman.

Still no luck finding that Russian video mentioned in the podcast though. The episode is a couple years old by now so I suppose it's possible it got deleted, or heck maybe the problem is just that I'm not looking in the right places, but either way, I think I'll just have to go without haha. Still!! Cool book, it's still very much great having something we can both enjoy like this too :)

Also about Astonishing Legends they did one on the Bell Witch wooooo. Pretty sure I fell asleep or something I just remember I gotta rewatch it but heck yeah

Привет, Человек-мотылек!

My aunt introduced me to Astonishing Legends a couple nights ago, and so far I really like the podcast it's great, I watched all of the Mothman ones so far (that I knew of, I found out this morning there's a part 5) and while listening started drawing this lil fella.

I thought the whole thing was super interesting, I loved all the tangents, and most interestingly I tried to look into the 2013 show they mentioned, following the similar stories in Dalnegorsk. They mentioned it being entirely in Russian and hey, whaddya know, I'm trying to learn Russian anyways and figured it would help since I'm already interested in this topic and it would keep me engaged. Couldn't find it (I searched as well as I could, maybe I was using the wrong keywords, I couldn't find it in their show notes sadly, if you happen to know about it/have a link or something I would be thrilled to know) but I did make this art so! That's cool! I wanted to make him a little more detailed but also wanted it to kind of speak for itself? So I stuck with this.

Because I drew this up while listening, I very much took after the descriptions I was hearing with this design. He's kind of like a bird-man?? In a lot of the descriptions??? So I tried to combine bird and moth traits here. I love the neck fluff, any day I don't have to draw a jawline is a good day in my book, and I believe as they were going through the Dalnegorsk story one account mentioned bird-like feet with one toe on the back. Originally I actually skipped that, but it came up as I was doing the lineart so I went "oh that's a neat detail," and yeah, it looks better. At like the very end I gave him a second pair of little mothy arms on his back because they're cute and I figured moths have six legs Mothman can have four arms. Every description I saw specified big muscular legs, not skinny bird legs, So of course, I did my best.

Definitely in the Dalnegorsk part, they mention he just, gave them a sad look and it compelled them to back off, which didn't do much for the art in truth, but I found that very very interesting and sort of entertaining to think about. You got this big scary bird fella and instead of attacking them or scaring them he just pulled at their heartstrings, because he could.

Also complaining about folks exploring the mountain was kinda funny

Admittedly, I have a very love-hate relationship with drawing bird feet, because on one hand they don't come very easily to me, but on the other, they look really cool and I enjoy when they turn out good. This is one of those cases, at least in my opinion, where I do think they look nice.

All in all I love how this turned out, very big fan. Regarding the Russian up top, I also saw Молерот used for Mothman as it's shorter, but looking for more context almost everything I did see using it was Fallout-related, so I figured I'd just use Человек-мотылек as it at least seems to mostly bring up stuff about The Mothman Prophecies and some other stuff at least somewhat related to him. Not that the Fallout stuff isn't, I suppose, but that feels more like an offshoot in my mind.

If you have any tips (or learning resources that don't involve me paying for a subscription I'll hardly use- books, free stuff, etc) I'd be thrilled to hear it. So far I'm not having too hard of a time, though, the hardest part is the special characters so far but otherwise I'd say I'm doing well by my own standards.

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Привет, Человек-мотылек!

My aunt introduced me to Astonishing Legends a couple nights ago, and so far I really like the podcast it's great, I watched all of the Mothman ones so far (that I knew of, I found out this morning there's a part 5) and while listening started drawing this lil fella.

I thought the whole thing was super interesting, I loved all the tangents, and most interestingly I tried to look into the 2013 show they mentioned, following the similar stories in Dalnegorsk. They mentioned it being entirely in Russian and hey, whaddya know, I'm trying to learn Russian anyways and figured it would help since I'm already interested in this topic and it would keep me engaged. Couldn't find it (I searched as well as I could, maybe I was using the wrong keywords, I couldn't find it in their show notes sadly, if you happen to know about it/have a link or something I would be thrilled to know) but I did make this art so! That's cool! I wanted to make him a little more detailed but also wanted it to kind of speak for itself? So I stuck with this.

Because I drew this up while listening, I very much took after the descriptions I was hearing with this design. He's kind of like a bird-man?? In a lot of the descriptions??? So I tried to combine bird and moth traits here. I love the neck fluff, any day I don't have to draw a jawline is a good day in my book, and I believe as they were going through the Dalnegorsk story one account mentioned bird-like feet with one toe on the back. Originally I actually skipped that, but it came up as I was doing the lineart so I went "oh that's a neat detail," and yeah, it looks better. At like the very end I gave him a second pair of little mothy arms on his back because they're cute and I figured moths have six legs Mothman can have four arms. Every description I saw specified big muscular legs, not skinny bird legs, So of course, I did my best.

Definitely in the Dalnegorsk part, they mention he just, gave them a sad look and it compelled them to back off, which didn't do much for the art in truth, but I found that very very interesting and sort of entertaining to think about. You got this big scary bird fella and instead of attacking them or scaring them he just pulled at their heartstrings, because he could.

Also complaining about folks exploring the mountain was kinda funny

Admittedly, I have a very love-hate relationship with drawing bird feet, because on one hand they don't come very easily to me, but on the other, they look really cool and I enjoy when they turn out good. This is one of those cases, at least in my opinion, where I do think they look nice.

All in all I love how this turned out, very big fan. Regarding the Russian up top, I also saw Молерот used for Mothman as it's shorter, but looking for more context almost everything I did see using it was Fallout-related, so I figured I'd just use Человек-мотылек as it at least seems to mostly bring up stuff about The Mothman Prophecies and some other stuff at least somewhat related to him. Not that the Fallout stuff isn't, I suppose, but that feels more like an offshoot in my mind.

If you have any tips (or learning resources that don't involve me paying for a subscription I'll hardly use- books, free stuff, etc) I'd be thrilled to hear it. So far I'm not having too hard of a time, though, the hardest part is the special characters so far but otherwise I'd say I'm doing well by my own standards.

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I was watching something last night that mentioned the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, and suddenly felt like drawing a character. Four Horsemen is a fun concept to inspire characters, turns out.

Sketched up this fella on my phone, found a site for pose references, boom horse. I was gonna give him boots or something but decided I don't want to dread drawing him, so, hooves. He normally has a scythe since he's very much a grim reaper type character, but I forgot it and honestly that's fine. I like how his hands turned out. Clothes suck but in my defense, I had a lil stick guy as reference, and this is just the first draft to get an idea of him, he'll have better art later.

also adding this a while later but I gave him a name it's Alasdair :]

Also, it's been stuck in my head all day, he reminds me of Missionary Man by Ghost. which, I mean. I love Ghost, so

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I might just make a Minecraft blog ngl. But for now, silly Enderman sketch using my weird lil AU thing. I wanted to take inspiration from those deer with the velvet stuff on their antlers for his horns + tail since some Nether Endermen can have stuff resembling crimson/warped roots :)

I appreciate how awkward this came out. It feels like they just stumbled across each other and aren't sure what to do.

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full banner + pfp :)