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Asra Alnazar, The Arcana

The wandering magician with a wealth of secrets.

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Be, be as you've always been True to the time and the placе you've been given Your heart in thе world, and a world there within And, lover, be good to me Be there and just as you stand Or be like the rose that you'd hold in your hand That grows bold in a barren and an uneasy land And, lover, be good to me

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A bit about the sketch before.

Since I fled because of the war and finished my studies abroad, I've been struggling with drawing anything at all. I have barely any free time and when I do, well, there are always chores and I still want to rest afterwards. I guess it doesn't help that my transition into adulthood happens in such circumstances.

So I just want to say that I'm trying. Maybe someone struggles the same way I do and I just want to let you know that it does eventually get better. I don't feel it yet obviously but I've started my journey with art again, be it a simple sketch of my original character.

And, well, just like in the song, I try to be present and work with what I have at hand. Step by step.

It sounds cheesy and I'm not that good with words to articulate it better but just know that you're not alone.

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Be, be as you've always been True to the time and the placе you've been given Your heart in thе world, and a world there within And, lover, be good to me Be there and just as you stand Or be like the rose that you'd hold in your hand That grows bold in a barren and an uneasy land And, lover, be good to me

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Some self-portraits (they all look completely different but my girlfriend says that the first one is the most accurate)

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Oh, I like your pfp

Thank you 😊 I drew it a while ago but decided to change it now

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I will also join my fellow Ukrainians in sharing how 24th of February 2022 went for us.

I didn't go to sleep that night. The day before I had a check-in call regarding my uni project. All of my group mates did. I don't remember what I was doing so late at night but the fact is - I didn't sleep. My partner was already in bed but still scrolling her phone. Suddenly she sits up and says that russians on social media are saying that "we all will be fucked", and that Ukrainians are commenting on hearing loud bangs in their cities. We sit in silence shocked for a couple of minutes. Then we hear it as well. A loud bang. The kind that shakes the ground. We hear car sirens. A moment passes before we hear another one. I started packing my backpack with my documents and money. My dad says it won't be necessary, that they are just attacking the strategic military buildings. I don't remember how the rest of the night/early morning went. I don't remember if I've slept. In the morning the president had announced that the war has started.

Two weeks later I would leave for Belgium with my partner to not sit on my family's shoulders, to not be a burden. Everything is going relatively well for me: I found a job, I have a place to live, I am not struggling with food. Of course I had to sacrifice my degree for the lack of language and my hobbies for the lack of free time. That is why I don't draw much anymore. I just hope that in the future I will be able to do it again.

Two years passed and I feel like people abroad got used to the war. I am not fully aware of the whole situation but from my side it feels like people are forgetting about us. Like we are receiving less support. Like we are starting to loose. I just hope that it's not true and that it just feels that way.

Though Internet has been really hostile to Ukrainian voices lately. And there is so much misinformation. My partner met a woman near the station who pretended to be Ukrainian to beg for money. She didn't speak any Ukrainian or, for that matter, russian, just English. She didn't expect someone to talk back to her in Ukrainian.

I just hope that we will win the war and it will happen soon. My whole being hurts when I read the news about russian war crimes and the tragedies that just keep happening to my people.

If you have anything to spare, consider donating to the Ukrainian army. Reach out to your government, show up to protests. I'm tired of seeing only Ukrainians doing it. We can't do this alone, we will need everything that we can get.

https://u24.gov.ua/

Слава Україні! Героям слава!

І мирного неба!

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🌲 Смерекова сторожка (Spruce watch house) 🐟

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Тріксі "Пімплчін" Ораньєблумватер після початку служби богині смерті

На цій роботі зображена персонажка Тріксі — табаксі та жрець безіменної богині смерті. Мене надихнуло поєднання пастельного жіночного образу Тріксі та темної готики цієї богині смерті.

[Опис: Портрет в повний зріст антропоморфної сіамської кішки Тріксі з рожевими очима. Вона вдягнута в темне вбрання готичної лоліти з акцентами рожевих бантиків та золотих прикрас. Тріксі носить кулон з опалом та туфлі з каблуком на платформі. Одна з рук спирається на щит з симболом анкху на ньому. Кінець опису.]

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Trixie "Pimplechin" Oranjebloemwater after devoting herself to the goddess of death

This is an art piece of a player's character Trixie, a tabaxi cleric of the nameless goddess of death. I got inspired by the premise of combining Trixie's pastel feminine aesthetic and that of the goddess of death.

[ID: A full-size drawing of an anthropomorphic cat character Trixie with Siamese coloration and pink eyes. She's dressed in a gothic Lolita attire that is accented with pink bows and golden accessories. Trixie is wearing an opal pendant as well as pink platformed shoes with heels. One of her hands is perched on a shield with an ankh symbol on it. End ID.]

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🌻 Вільна хата (Free house) 🌻

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❋ За мотивами фотографії Петра Батанова у селі Довгеньке Ізюмського району

❋ Inspired by Peter Batanov's photo of Dovhen'ke village (Izium district)

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🌼 Затишна польова вілла (Cozy field villa)   🌼

❁ Minecraft ❁    ForgeOptiFine 1.19.2

❁ Resource packs ❁    Mizuno’s 16 Craft    Mizuno’s 16 Craft CIT

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❋ За мотивами картини Стефанії Ґебус-Баранецької “Вілла журналістів над Прутом” (1939)

❋ Inspired by Journalists’ Villa Over the Prut by Stephania Gebus-Baranetska (1939)

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Боротимусь за свою волю (до Дня незалежності України) I will fight for my freedom (for Independence Day of Ukraine)

https://war.ukraine.ua/support-ukraine/

[ID:

A half-body portrait of a woman who raises her fist up and holds a Ukrainian trident with another. There are two long stripes of fabric are attached to the trident: one blue and one yellow. She is screaming and her face looks fierce. She is wearing traditional Ukrainian clothing and a poppy flower crown. Her body is turned slightly to the left side while her head is tilted to the right and up. The wind is blowing her single long dark braid and her belt to the left. There is a sky with orange clouds in the background.

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Fearnot, @rennybu’s character

[ID:

A half-body digital illustration of a tiefling D&D character with lavender skin, wavy light cream hair and orange eyes. She wears a charcoal grey late Victorian day dress with mutton sleeves. Her horns are shaved short. It is a scene of Fearnot bending forward, screaming and crying, tears and hair in the wind in front of her. Her hands are clutching the chest. There is a simple nature background, blurry from the motion, flying leaves in the foreground. The sky is cool grey with muted orange overlay near the horizon.

End ID.]

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Привіт)

Копія з Мурашко фантастична

Чи був в твоєму житті досвід малювати комікси?

Дякую за відповідь)

Привіт!

Дякую за комплімент)

Працювати над великим коміксом ще не приходилося, однак маю досвід з багатьма схожими речами. Я займався розробкою концепту для декількох коміксів/візуальних новел, робив невеличкі сюжетні етюди з персонажами та в цілому багато часу приділяю ілюстрації та концепт-арту.

Коротше кажучи, компетенції маю х)

Дякую за запитання! Мирного неба 💙💛

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Red, @catnippackets‘s character

[ID:

A half-body digital illustration of a humanoid merfolk D&D character done in mostly solid colour shapes. Her name is Red. Red’s body is facing away while her gaze is focused directly on the viewer. The picture is done in mostly dark colours to highlight Red’s bright red-and-golden hair as well as bioluminescent parts such as fins and eyes. The fins are inspired by sea slugs. Her golden eyeshadow sparkles on her purple skin with blue freckles. She wears a light shirt with puff sleeves and a transparent neck ruff as well as black high-waisted shorts. She has white seed pearls near the corner of the eye and along the hairline. The background is a dark gradient of different shades of blue.

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Misty in the snowy birch forest.

[ID:

A digital illustration that contains a mostly white unicorn in a snowy birch forest. The unicorn herself looks similar to the character from the movie “The Last Unicorn” or to a borzoi dog. Her name is Misty. Misty has a grey mane and tassel that poofs at the end of a long slim tail. Her golden horn is long and curved slightly. Her eyes are pale yellow without a black iris. She has dark grey hooves. The picture is done in mostly cool colours with yellow accents on the Misty’s eye and horn as well as several muted yellow birch leaves that hang from some branches.

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