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OOC.  hi there, y’all, my name is sky, && RECENTLY I HAVE ADDED THE FOLLOWING MUSES TO HERE, along with a list of where their blogs used to be, so if anybody wanted to know where they went, it’s here.

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i’m gonna be reblogging this across those blogs && queuing it a few times, just so everybody knows where i vanished to.

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OOC.  hi there, y’all, my name is sky, && RECENTLY I HAVE ADDED THE FOLLOWING MUSES TO HERE, along with a list of where their blogs used to be, so if anybody wanted to know where they went, it’s here.

alma karma (fategiven)

kit mathar (artifiiced)

maika halfwolf (hclfwolf)

9s (electriicdreamer)

du ya nuo (purblinded)

i’m gonna be reblogging this across those blogs && queuing it a few times, just so everybody knows where i vanished to.

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OOC.  hi there, y’all, my name is sky, && RECENTLY I HAVE ADDED THE FOLLOWING MUSES TO HERE, along with a list of where their blogs used to be, so if anybody wanted to know where they went, it’s here.

alma karma (fategiven)

kit mathar (artifiiced)

maika halfwolf (hclfwolf)

9s (electriicdreamer)

du ya nuo (purblinded)

i’m gonna be reblogging this across those blogs && queuing it a few times, just so everybody knows where i vanished to.

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OOC.  hi there, y’all, my name is sky, && RECENTLY I HAVE ADDED THE FOLLOWING MUSES TO HERE, along with a list of where their blogs used to be, so if anybody wanted to know where they went, it’s here.

alma karma (fategiven)

kit mathar (artifiiced)

maika halfwolf (hclfwolf)

9s (electriicdreamer)

du ya nuo (purblinded)

i’m gonna be reblogging this across those blogs && queuing it a few times, just so everybody knows where i vanished to.

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OOC.  hi there, y’all, my name is sky, && RECENTLY I HAVE ADDED THE FOLLOWING MUSES TO HERE, along with a list of where their blogs used to be, so if anybody wanted to know where they went, it’s here.

alma karma (fategiven)

kit mathar (artifiiced)

maika halfwolf (hclfwolf)

9s (electriicdreamer)

du ya nuo (purblinded)

i’m gonna be reblogging this across those blogs && queuing it a few times, just so everybody knows where i vanished to.

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hatredgeneral:

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“ but it keeps happening. “  kanda pinches the bridge of his nose, eyes screw shut as to not REVEAL the emotions he shouldn��t be feeling.  “ i shouldn’t be putting a GUN up to your face just because you wake me up anymore. these things should be FIXED by now. “

     “you know what i read once?”  alma says, gently rubbing at kanda’s neck after a moment, trying to help him calm down--because alma can feel how tense kanda still is.  “i read that PTSD IS YOUR BRAIN’S WAY OF TRYING TO PROTECT YOU, even when you’re no longer in danger, && IT TAKES A VERY LONG TIME to repair that kind of damage to you.”

     their hands move to kanda’s back once more, kneading out another knot in kanda’s flesh, before they say,  “so we work on a solution.  i could always just not wake you up anymore, if you’re afraid of it.  your comfort is important, ESPECIALLY when it comes to your mental health.”

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“I don’t feel sad, or frightened. I feel angry. And something else I can’t name.”

monstress issue 2 | not accepting

     “you know, babe, PEOPLE CALL THAT A RATIONAL RESPONSE TO TRAUMA.  especially when you never really escape the situation you’re stuck in.”  alma says, kneading another knot in kanda’s back out.  yeah, they HEAL, but kanda’s clearly still stressed out about the entire situation.

     alma gently presses a kiss to kanda’s back.  “you’ll be okay.  i know you will be.”

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{49scribes} “Ah, yes, the casual bigotry of fools.”

monstress issue 2 | accepting

     alma laughs softly, shaking his head a bit.  “listen.  if you think being opposed to being knifed in alleyways is bigotry, then i’d pity to think of what you think of as healthy self preservation.”

@49scribes

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Monstress Issue 2 Quotes Meme

“How can this be happening?  We didn’t do anything wrong!”

“Here are the facts as we know them.”

“Shut up, you crazy bitch.”

“I’m glad this isn’t a place for talking.  Or farewells.”

“I know almost nothing about myself.  I don’t know who I am.”

“I know that I once had a mother.”

“She doesn’t know about the hunger.”

“I don’t feel sad, or frightened.  I feel angry.  And something else I can’t name.”

“To quote the poets, murder is terribly exhausting.”

“All will be devoured.”

“Ah, yes, the casual bigotry of fools.”

“A closed door raises suspicions.  An open one doesn’t.”

“Which is to say, fuck it.  I’m not hiding.”

“Maybe you think that’s brave, but it’s selfish.”

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Monstress Issue 2 Quotes Meme

“How can this be happening?  We didn’t do anything wrong!”

“Here are the facts as we know them.”

“Shut up, you crazy bitch.”

“I’m glad this isn’t a place for talking.  Or farewells.”

“I know almost nothing about myself.  I don’t know who I am.”

“I know that I once had a mother.”

“She doesn’t know about the hunger.”

“I don’t feel sad, or frightened.  I feel angry.  And something else I can’t name.”

“To quote the poets, murder is terribly exhausting.”

“All will be devoured.”

“Ah, yes, the casual bigotry of fools.”

“A closed door raises suspicions.  An open one doesn’t.”

“Which is to say, fuck it.  I’m not hiding.”

“Maybe you think that’s brave, but it’s selfish.”

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     “do you ever have a string of good days, && FEEL THE URGE TO TRIGGER YOURSELF, so that way you can be sure you’re actually mentally ill, && not just faking it?”

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I’m not doing this without you I’m not fighting a war unless I have you standing beside me weapon raised, grin outshining the sun because I need you don’t you understand I need you and you’re my anchor for more than just the times of blood your heart is the sound I follow to make my way home and it’s your words that make me a conqueror so for once let me save you because you have already shaped my future and the only one I see wanting is the one where we belong to each other

Unfinished Stories #922 by Abby S (via fireandsteelofangels)

@ululeis & @uccisore

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STAR TREK DISCOVERY (EPISODES 1-6) SENTENCE STARTERS

“ all my life, the conflict inside me has been between logic and emotion. “ “ i’m grateful to serve under a captain like you. “ “ war doesn’t provide too many opportunities for niceties. “ “ he doesn’t believe in me but i’m supposed to be the one who saves him. “ “ rules are for admirals and back offices. “ “ i’m trying to win a war. “ “ we have exactly no time to discuss the metaphysical implications. “ “ now that’s my kind of crazy. “ “ don’t apologize for excellence. “ “ personality doesn’t count. “ “ that’s just something people with no personality say. “ “ in times of crisis, ignorance can be beneficial. “ “ well, they say confession is good for the soul. too bad none of us have one anymore. “ “ you’re not an enemy, _____, you are a proven predator. “ “ another creature might have slunk back into the darkness but not you. “ “ perhaps you realize glory must be earned through sacrifice… and pain. “ “ you guys, this is so fucking cool! “ “ what did you think would happen when you bumped into someone who didn’t want you in their front yard? “ “ i’m swallowing the urge to set the record straight. “ “ you seem conspicuously free from bruises. “ “ i’ve learned to choose wisely. “ “ the only crime i’m guilty of is loving too much. “ “ my ship. may way. “ “ that gives you time and space to actually process what you’re going through emotionally. “ “ i love feeling feelings. “ “ take good care but, more importantly, take good care of those in your care. “ “ think of it as a placebo for my skepticism. “ “ it can only be what it is, not what you want it to be. “ “ i study war. this is where i hone my craft. i try to study from the best. “ “ the real world doesn’t always adhere to logic. “ “ universal law is for lackeys. context is for kings. “ “ i care too much about what other people think about me. “ “ _____ is a man who does not fear the things that normal people fear. “ “ i owe a debt for my crime and it would be best… i prefer to serve my time without getting involved. “ “ i wanted to protect them from war, from the enemy. but we are at war and i am the enemy. “ “ no matter your shame, gather your strength. “ “ we’re explorers, not soldier. “ “ sometimes the universe allow for the making of unexpected memories. “ “ battle is not a simulation. it is blood. and screams. and funerals. “ “ how rare to meet one’s own demons in the flesh. “ “ is this level of sarcasm always necessary? “ “ all life is born from chaos and destruction. “

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your DENIAL is your own personal ᴘʀɪsᴏɴ

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OOC.  i should be more active on alma than i am, so who the heckie wants a starter, i’m cappin at three bc i gotta work today ( gasp a day where i work, i know, a shocker )

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I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.

Joshua Graham (via whismical)

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     it’s sunday.  time to vajazzle in a public space.