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I wish I killed myself at 15

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it’s unfair how i have the responsibility to heal myself when i didn’t cause my wound in the first place

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Here’s another, and I got more

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something will always be wrong with me. i will never be whole

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The fact that I can never auto regulate myself until someone else soothes me or until I hurt myself is very draining.

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i cannot handle anything else bad happening

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i really AM!

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I don’t know what it means when you haven’t had a core happy memory in over 2 years

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— Richard Siken, from “Birds hover the trampled field.”

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“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.”

— j. iron word

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“And I saw it didn’t matter / who had loved me or who I loved. I was alone.”

— Dorianne Laux, from “After Twelve Days of Rain”, What We Carry

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The scary part is I knew exactly how bad you were for me and yet that didn’t stop me from loving you.

— Samantha King, Born to Love, Cursed to Feel

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― Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

[text ID: The silence depressed me. It wasn't the silence of silence. It was my own silence.]

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— Apprehensions, Sylvia Plath

[text ID: Is there no way out of the mind?]

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Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.

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Franz Kafka // Sylvia Plath