fatisinanis

[fatisinanis]

Top of head: Sibling affection

@siblingsoflight

There’s a freeze as he’s sitting there— well. “Sitting”. More like he’s looking like a Gargoyle as he has himself perched on the chair in the dining room. Either way he freezes at the sudden touch, looking like he’s not quite sure how to process it…

… Is he purring? Deep and low in his throat?

“… What do you want?”

[fatisinanis]

Shoulder and Knee for touch meme, though more likely a hover over since >> he don't like her (let's pretend this is after the first thread)

@dilutedaspirations

Shoulder: Worry/Concern for other/Fear

Knee: "Don't worry, I'm here for you."

There’s a snarl as she approched him, backing up a few paces. He was hunched, once again looking like a cornered animal as he stared at her.

“No touching. Not you.”

[fatisinanis]

Touch my muse! Touching is a quiet way of conveying your feelings, so tell me how you feel with your touch!

Top of head: Sibling affection/parental affection

Hair: Yearning

Ear: "I want you to hear me out."

Nose: "You're so cute."

Cheek: "I want to tell you I love you."/Deep affection/Devotion

Neck: Dislike/Hate/Disdain

Shoulder: Worry/Concern for other/Fear

Waist: Possessiveness/"You are mine."

Over the heart: "I love you."

Butt: Sexual attractiveness/lust

Hip: Interest

Back: Wanting to kill/will betray you one day

Stomach: Fun!/Silliness/"Wanna go cause some trouble?"

Forearm: Indifference/Don't particularly care for

Biceps: Aggravation/Irritation/"You are an idiot."

Fingers: Friendship/amicable

Wrist: Fear of losing you

Knee: "Don't worry, I'm here for you."

Chin: Beauty/attractiveness

Thigh: Sympathy/empathy

Calves: "I will cause you pain."

Feet: "I will serve you forever."/Deep devotion and and feelings of servitude/extreme fealty

[fatisinanis]

Vanitas shifted where he stood, though he did manage to relax a bit when he saw Celeste was here. He’d been half expecting to reform and be suddenly met with a keyblade to the face, considering his… Bad reputation with the guardians. He was glad she chose to talk first.

Still that tension returned as he looked around, his fear manifesting in a low growl as if he were a cornered animal, “Can’t be here…! You seriously think the guardians are just gonna let me off scott free?!”

He was scared, which was pretty reasonable considering what happened during the war. And it didn’t help that he was suddenly being bombarded by all this light, color, sound, feeling— He’d been trapped in Sora’s darkness for so long that now his mind couldn’t decide if he was still incredibly understimulated, or severely overstimulated. Either way it was an awful feeling.

He glanced at her, silent a moment before he spoke again.

“… He’s really gone… Right…?”

@siblingsoflight liked for a starter

Sora hadn’t been acting right. He was quicker to anger, even in moments where he seemed perfectly fine, his memory was constantly flicking in and out, and there were moments where he seemed… Darker than his usual bubbly self.

After everything, something had to give. Under the suggestion of Yen Sid, Sora made the dive into his own heart to find the source of the problem. He’d been in his station of awakening with nothing but silence on the outside for some time before…

He jerked, breath hitching as his upper body lifted just slightly as if pulled by a string connected to his chest. Darkness began streaming from his heart, until a burst of shadows broke free and began to coalesce on the ground beside the bed where Sora’s body rested. The boy dropped back down, grimacing as he slowly began to wake up.

And the shadows that emerged grew and shifted— becoming the shape of a large monstrous figure for just a moment before shrinking down into a more humanoid shape. The shadows slowly calmed around them, revealing a face nearly identical to Sora.

Vanitas.

He shifted as soon as he was able too, scrambling back with wild eyes that darted around as if he believed that everything and everyone was out to get him.

“Where is this…?!”

[fatisinanis]

Reaper Creeper

TWEWY Reaper Vanitas from this fic (KH3 spoilers inside) bc I wanted to draw his wings

[fatisinanis]

When the chains appeared, the shadowy one flinched— the darkness around him shifting to make him look a bit more monstrous than before. He growled at Starlight, appearing to put himself between them and Sora.

“Let him go.”

His voice was low, but not unrecognizable. It was Sora’s— borrowed from so long ago, just like his face. Yes, this was in fact Vanitas. A new Vanitas. One who hadn’t been welcomed to the sanctuary like Aviv’s brother had. One who hadn’t yet been given the chance to recover and redeem himself like Breaker had. This one was brand new, fresh out of the heart and looking…

Scared.

He looked terrified. In the way a cornered animal would. Baring his fangs, brandishing his claws, spines of shadow errupting from his back to accentuate how his hackles raised. But there was also recognition in his eyes. He recognized Starlight… And did not appear to trust her.

“He’s recovering.”

@dilutedaspirations

Sora had been acting… Strange recently. Constantly tired, prone to snapping, almost always had a hand on his chest. At times it seemed like he was bleeding darkness. The cause was unclear— he’d been surprisingly good about keeping up with his health, and there hadn’t been any recent bouts of Rage… Which meant that the cause had to be something else.

Perhaps, something within his heart.

It kept getting worse— his memory would fail him in ways he couldn’t describe, his heart felt heavy all the time, and the nightmares. He couldn’t sleep, could barely keep anything down, and was starting to experience some sort of phantom pain all throughout his body.

Enough was enough one day. He wandered away from the house and all but collapsed next to a tree, eyes closing as he made the dive into his own heart. It was only minutes, but they dragged on and felt like hours before there was finally something. A harsh pull on Sora’s chest that dragged him slightly upwards, darkness and shadows spewing from his heart before finally releasing a ball of darkness that writhed and spat out hushed screams. It landed harshly on the ground next to Sora as he was dropped, the shadows churning and growing until…

A figure. Wild and feral, growling and with eyes darting around as if he were in danger still. It… It was…

Vanitas…?

[fatisinanis]

@siblingsoflight liked for a starter

Sora hadn’t been acting right. He was quicker to anger, even in moments where he seemed perfectly fine, his memory was constantly flicking in and out, and there were moments where he seemed… Darker than his usual bubbly self.

After everything, something had to give. Under the suggestion of Yen Sid, Sora made the dive into his own heart to find the source of the problem. He’d been in his station of awakening with nothing but silence on the outside for some time before…

He jerked, breath hitching as his upper body lifted just slightly as if pulled by a string connected to his chest. Darkness began streaming from his heart, until a burst of shadows broke free and began to coalesce on the ground beside the bed where Sora’s body rested. The boy dropped back down, grimacing as he slowly began to wake up.

And the shadows that emerged grew and shifted— becoming the shape of a large monstrous figure for just a moment before shrinking down into a more humanoid shape. The shadows slowly calmed around them, revealing a face nearly identical to Sora.

Vanitas.

He shifted as soon as he was able too, scrambling back with wild eyes that darted around as if he believed that everything and everyone was out to get him.

“Where is this…?!”

[fatisinanis]

@dilutedaspirations

Sora had been acting… Strange recently. Constantly tired, prone to snapping, almost always had a hand on his chest. At times it seemed like he was bleeding darkness. The cause was unclear— he’d been surprisingly good about keeping up with his health, and there hadn’t been any recent bouts of Rage… Which meant that the cause had to be something else.

Perhaps, something within his heart.

It kept getting worse— his memory would fail him in ways he couldn’t describe, his heart felt heavy all the time, and the nightmares. He couldn’t sleep, could barely keep anything down, and was starting to experience some sort of phantom pain all throughout his body.

Enough was enough one day. He wandered away from the house and all but collapsed next to a tree, eyes closing as he made the dive into his own heart. It was only minutes, but they dragged on and felt like hours before there was finally something. A harsh pull on Sora’s chest that dragged him slightly upwards, darkness and shadows spewing from his heart before finally releasing a ball of darkness that writhed and spat out hushed screams. It landed harshly on the ground next to Sora as he was dropped, the shadows churning and growing until…

A figure. Wild and feral, growling and with eyes darting around as if he were in danger still. It… It was…

Vanitas…?

[fatisinanis]

Starter Call

As usual I can’t promise full activity but

I really wanna write Vani so

[fatisinanis]

//Brain is starting to fixate on Vani

While also remaining fixated on Warframe

And now I just have the thought of just

Protoframe Vani

Nidus is the first frame that comes to mind when thinking of what he’d be melded with

The larva that Nidus can make are his Unversed

He grows and changes with more power he absorbs much like how Nidus changes as his infestation progresses

Also thinking about Sora too and

While Zephyr seems like a good fit

I feel like there’s a case to be made for Xaku

…………

I’m gonna go start writing notes for this au

[fatisinanis]

𝐁𝐆𝟑 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

a selection of lines from the various companions' banter quotes (not cut scene dialogues!) from baldur's gate 3. these are generally spoiler free and non context specific so they can apply to different settings and dynamics! feel free to change names and the like to customize the prompts.

“Death can't have me. Not yet…”

“Calm yourself. There is plenty of me to go around.”

“Realmspace is vast. Countless worlds to be mapped, kingdoms to be conquered.”

“I have missed this. The adventure. The danger. The kicking of butts!

“Let me guess - you need something.”

“Such attention.. I never realised I was so popular.”

“Let's cook with fire, baby.”

“Do you intend to vocalise every thought?. Or just the most obvious ones?”

“Wherever we go, ye gods let there be something green.”

“Careful, or I will take your toy away from you.”

“Watch your elders and learn.”

“Perhaps try attacking the enemy?”

“So much we don't know, lingering in the furthest reaches of existence.”

“All the world's my stage and you're just a player in it.”

“The shadows are my friend.”

“Yes, yes, have your fun. It isn't you they're trying to kill.”

“Feet planted firmly on Faerûn, please.”

“Admirable stamina, yet terrible priorities.”

“Well you certainly have the 'omnipresent' part down, don't you?”

“I am ready, whatever may come.”

“My faith protects me.”

“Need a throat slitting?”

“Death greets us all - but not today.”

“You need my expertise?”

“Can you feel death's cold grip?”

“So many stars, so many mysteries yet to be discovered.”

“Death comes quietly.”

“And I thought we were going to be friends.”

“Locked tight, but there must be some way to open it.”

“No, you can't die. Get up, damn you!

“You had my attention, now you have my fury.”

“From silence to suffering.”

“So many worlds out there. You'd need a thousand lifetimes to see them all - more.”

“I hope this is important. For your sake.”

“Let them gaze deep into their own abyss, and wonder just what it is they are trying to achieve.”

“I ought to just burn this whole thing down.”

“We have slightly more pressing matters to attend to.”

“You have still have time to surrender.”

“Every kicked buttock, another step on the path.”

“Weave save me. I can't take much more…

“You are right to fear me.”

“Let me look around. Might be something that'll help me crack this thing.”

“Incredible, to think how many worlds exist beyond this tiny speck within a speck I call home.”

“I really wish I could cast a Hold spell on you.”

“I can fawn over my face later.”

“Ready for another round?”

“Keep your blade close.”

“I can't unlock it from here, but there must be a switch or a button somewhere…”

“No, that's not moving. There must be a way to open it somewhere.”

“Battle favours the fearless.”

“Sleep with one eye open, evil. Maybe both.”

“Gotta be something around here to unlock this thing.”

“Why do beautiful people taste better?. It hardly seems fair on the ugly - they have such wonderful personalities.”

“Oh, calm down. I'm happy to see you too.”

“Just go for the Magic Missile and fire away. Never fails.”

“Still standing, no matter what you heard.”

“Enough waiting. I crave blood.”

“Hang on - I won't allow this. You aren't dead, go it?”

“GODS, it's HOT in here!”

“No rest for the wicked, I see.”

“Better to hide than fight, sometimes.”

“Would that I could hide from you, too.”

“Are you feeling lonely, perhaps?”

“There is no right or wrong, only truth.”

“Battle is afoot - you can poke me once we are safe.”

“What good all this ethereal eladrin blood if I can still get pimples?”

“I should've been a drow. They have such stylish armour.”

“I am armed! Armoured! And entirely sick of your foolishness.”

“Let's have some fun.”

“War is an old woman's game.”

“No rest, be you wicked or wise.”

“I'm getting too old for this nonsense.”

“I would poke you back, but I fear that's what you want.”

“You have my attention - now do something with it.”

“You are insistent, are you not?”

“Do what must be done.”

“Your suffering will be spectacular.”

“Lest I sit down for a rest and not rise again.”

“Better to look evil in the eye. Even if it be very small.”

“I'm not built to crouch.”

“I think I could go another round.”

“Always the same old song.”

“Is perfection too much to ask?”

“Eyes on victory, tummy on dinner.”

“So many places to be.. and I chose Baldur's Gate.”

“I'm not opening that. Not from here, at any rate.”

“What is the point, if not victory?”

“Won't last much longer like this.”

“Let's hope the locals are friendly.”

“Let us show them how it's done.”

“Weapons high. Standards higher.”

“Must everyone be so exhausting?”

“What I would not give for a chunk of fresh honeycomb…”

“Which way to the nearest library?”

“Now this is my happy place.”

“Who shall I silence?”

“Stop, or die.”

“Wear your scars proudly.”

[fatisinanis]

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis/headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.

[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? [ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ? [ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ? [ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ? [ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ? [ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ? [ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ? [ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ? [ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ? [ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ? [ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ? [ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ? [ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ? [ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?

[fatisinanis]

Send ✨️ to throw glitter at my muse!

[fatisinanis]

Send 💌 or [Letter] and a headcanon on my muse and I'll tell you what i think about it!

For example: "💌 + i hc your muse likes to draw alot" and then the receiver (person reciving ask) will tell you their thoughts on the hc!

[fatisinanis]

//Hello hello, my name's Varian, I'm rping my second favorite character from Kingdom Hearts on this blog: Vanitas!

As a note: This is a very canon divergent post KH3 Vanitas. Not all the details are ironed out about how he came back and such, but I wanna write my other boi.

Another note, this blog is a sideblog to @fatumincaelum and as such I'll be sending asks and following back from there! As a note, this does not mean you're expected to follow my Sora blog! If you'd rather stick to Vani that's fine by me :3

Here's the [[ Rules ]] and Vani's [[ About ]] page! Looking forward to

[fatisinanis]

//Almost done drawing this lil shit \0w0/