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I'm a part time anorexic

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took me a fat minute to process that my doctor told me to eat fast food 💀

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gone from vitamin D deficient to vitamin e D insufficient 🤠

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bruh my scale and body has been doing the hokey pokey. I'ma just restrict my best and see what happens. Like I can see more of my spine than I could before so progress?

MARK MY WORDS I will be 120lb by the end of this month (BMI 18.0) IVE STARVED FOR 30 DAYS STRAIGHT BEFORE I have no excuses 👹

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I was "fitted" for a uniform for a part time job as a host in a casino and the first size the lady guessed was S :'3 I'm so glad that I look like a size s and fit in it too

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*sister destroys my room for no apparent reason*

me;

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counting calories is The Worst

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I haven't been doing too well with restricting and wl. Starting tmrw I'ma start a 6 day fast and to hold me more accountable I'ma come onto here at the end of the day to check it off...

Thursday - ✅

Friday - ✅

Saturday - ✖️

Sunday - got drunk

Monday - got drunk

Tuesday - yo mama gay

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the tiny bit of time that you spend when you say “fuck this ED” and eat something naughty is so fun until the guilt and shame sets in

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My fit for my sisters graduation ✨

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I was just thinking this like a few days ago after torturing one

humans are just big ants frfr