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hello? how's everyone? sorry...
im planning to going back to college soon because it's been a long time coming and i need to get back on track. but that does mean im leaving the internet. when i'll come back? i don't know tbh lol, and probably not in a long run. i just can't afford any kinds of distraction if i want to be better, that's the thing.
i'm having hard time coping that things will change once more for the past few months. i don't know what i'll become of me, and what will people become, in the future. will we stay connected? will we share the same interests? do we even have the chance to even talk just once? i know id rather lose friends to ennui but id be lying if i say they don't hurt, regardless of causes.
but then, it's worse if i stay and not looking to progress. maybe i should've taken my life seriously and not put myself in situations where i desire for something i cant reach now. i would've reacted faster had i didn't numb myself to the pain but eh, better late than never, no?
i'm gonna miss this account and most of the times i've been around with this name. but i know this self is sunsetting, and sooner i wont see myself in it. yeah, aka a fancy way to say this account is bound for deletion. but i'll keep it up as an archive of my drawings, for now. let us hope i forget to delete it lol.
(all of these feelings are also why i haven't been drawing. like idk lol i'm just not happy with how i draw)
thanks for being with me, whether we talked once or many times, or when we shared stupid ideas or heard me sulk about my life. or should i say, thanks for acknowledging my existence, to strangers and friends. it's been real :)
i'll come back when my situation is finally sorted. probably not here though. this shall be the final post of this account. so, see you elsewhere? yeah, i'm sure we'll meet again somewhere. not a fan of pessimism afterall.
talk to you later 💜💛💚🧡🩵❤️
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guys i also draw other things
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happy loki day 🎉🥳🌳
#they’re ass so the lokius week sketches will be posted here#but hey this is a signal I’m still alive btw#also this is the first time I use watercolor pencils since YEARS ago lmaoo#yeye#lokiusweek2025#my fauxworks
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I shall think about this often, tysm @sodafrog13 😭🙏


Appol Miku 🥺🍎🍏
((And Applin too! 🥰))
#THIS IS SOOO PRETTY AAA#crying at the apple skin pig tails#this gives me happiness and joy and I hope people feel that way too#hatsune miku#pokemon#applin
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missing pieces
#dont mind me rbing this#bc HELLO I LOVE THIS#the colors used here and the missing piece crawling out into mark's eyes#aaargh visual poetry#severance#mark scout
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going on a hiatus now! long story short my mental health plummeted since 2024 and if im not doing something about that for longer, it'll probs gonna get worse for me and everyone around me, and i don't want that to happen. i'll see you soon.
maybe i'll post art here if i did make something but i'll cease my interaction with everyone for now. thanks for respecting my decision!
love yall and take care 💚
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Lars Tunbjörk - Shooter Files
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Juan Manuel Sanabria
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Art History Meme - [3/9] paintings: The Survivor, Ivan Aivazovsky, 1892,, oil on panel.
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this question doesn't matter when i haven't checked tumblr in weeks LMAO so guess this blog will stay 16+ for now
do you guys mind if i make this blog 18+? obviously i still wont draw or repost explicit stuffs but i do wanna draw suggestive/gore stuffs to be posted here or whateva lol
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do you guys mind if i make this blog 18+? obviously i still wont draw or repost explicit stuffs but i do wanna draw suggestive/gore stuffs to be posted here or whateva lol
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Wendy Carlos pictured with the Moog System 55 a staple in her solo projects and iconic film scores, including for Stanley Kubrick’s ‘A Clockwork Orange’ (1972)
One of electronic music’s most important figures, Wendy Carlos is a true pioneer of the craft with countless influential albums and scores. She provided technical advice and insights to Robert Moog during the development of the Moog Synthesizer, an instrument that would revolutionize the music landscape. Her album ‘Sonic Seasonings’ (1972) is an early example of an ambient record, blending the then-new synth with field recordings to create an entirely new listening experience — years before the term “ambient” was even coined!
#just know her for the first time thru this post and she seems like a queen#we love women in this house <3#readme.txt
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https://www.instagram.com/p/CHBi_YAFRHY/
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