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Get to know the mun

Name:  Lori

Nickname:  Lor

Faceclaim:  Hunter Schafer

Pronouns: she/her

Height:  5′3

Birthday:  September 2nd 

Aesthetic: still dress like it’s the 90′s most of the time, usually found in dresses and demin jackets with DM’s or Vans.

Last Song You Listened To:  techinically it was dave hook song on youtube (a scottish rapper) but going my spotify it was Lover by Taylor Swift

Favorite  Muse(s)  You’ve  Written: Jellybean Jones, Lip Gallagher & Mark Sloan

Getting  To  Know  The  Account

What  Inspired  You  To  Take  On  This  Muse: i binge watched Euphoria after hearing so much about it and was so drawn to Jules, she’s the type of messy little character i love, and she reminded me in ways of my old muse JB and could see the paralelles between Jules & Rue and the Toni & JB  i wrote with Z a billion years ago (okay last year, but still) what i really loved about Jules as a character was how her gender wasn’t the sole focus of who she was, and it was so fresh to see a trans character actually treated so mutidimentionally. plus, i dig her whole aesthetic and ethos to life, ya know?

What  Are  Your  Favorite  Aspects  Of  Your  Current  Muse:  Honestly? everything! I love her whole attitude to life, her free love, free spirit attitude really drew me in, she has all these big dreams, of parsons, or how her life will play out and despite the shit she’s been through she doesn’t let it hold her back, she doesn’t dwell on her trauma and that’s so beautiful to see. I love how affectionate she is, how free she feels about showing her love (while it was still platonic too) to Rue. Her wrecklessness terrifies me, but that gives her this raw, real relatability, she breaks my heart at times, but i just fucking love Jules. 

What’s  Your  Biggest  Inspiration  When  It  Comes  To  Writing: Aaaah, god that’s a toughie, i think i draw inspiration from a lot of places, from music, i usually listen to music when i write, certain songs and certain playlist depending on the nature of the writing (shippy stuff, or emo stuff or whatever), another is just that drive to want to unpick and uncover all the little things that make my muse who she is, backstories have aways been my favourite thing, and for once to have a muse where i know A LOT  of her backstory is kinda fucking exciting, and a new type of challange, i’m so use to creating my whole own backstory to a muse, so now i have to kinda of mar together mine and Jules pre-show canon, also honestly?? my writing partners, when you have good writing chemisitry it gives you so much inspiration imo.

Favorite  Types  Of  Threads: gotta be angst, right? i love hurting my babies, i know, i know bad mun. but listen, watching them come outta the otherside of whatever shit i’ve threw at them is my favourite thing about it. but also lowkey floof because i love love, so sue me i’m a sap ahahah! also lowkey enjoy a bit of smut, but i keep that shit on discord for the post part, because like.... people reading your smut is kinda weird to me ,ya know?

Biggest  Struggle  In  Regards  To  Your  Current  Muse: Not so much a struggle but something i am keeping myself VERY aware of is the fact i am a cis-girl writing a trans-girl, so i’m doing my reseach, because not only do i want to do my sweet baby justice, but i don’t want to offend any one who might be reading that is trans. 

Tagged By: @manicrue

Tagging: @redemptioninterlude @kitkween @bobrosstm @dcllparted && anyone else who wants too!! 

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EUPHORIA (2019)

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𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋 / 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟗 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒

bold what applies to your muse, italicize what is verse dependent.

𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃.      a modern manifesto.  silver nail polish. layers of clothes in the cold weather.  conspiracy theories.  refusing to be a part of the mass.  sounds of the city. aging but remaining youthful.  rebellion.

𝐎𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑 𝐃𝐄 𝐋𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀.      quiet evenings. playing the strings of a guitar. busy days in the city.  heavy coats on cold days.  burnt orange.  the lonely sound of a harmonica.  the taste of honey on the tongue.  the cold breeze greeting you in the morning.  letting your hair wild.  mixing patterns.  soft fabrics. ancient tapestry.  finding  peace in a busy routine. opaque lipstick.

𝐌𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐋 𝐊𝐎𝐑𝐒.      disco balls.  the thrilling bass on a song.  smiling as you walk towards the place you belong in.  loud, fun rebellion wearing fierce hats.  the wind hitting your hair locks.  leather jackets in the heat.  using fashion as a statement. large sunglasses. fierce haircuts.  sequin dresses. not apologizing for your choices.  the glamour of the seventies.  wearing your party clothes to work.

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐂 𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐁𝐒.     dramatic violin playing in the distance.  hiding behind a coat.  walking by yourself.  being spotlight - blind. tragic romances. a mysterious glare.  quiet mornings. leaving the house with no make up on.  bright colors shining in the dark. the agony before a climax.

𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐀𝐂𝐄.      pumpkins.  golden chains. band t - shirts.  the fresh feeling of modernity.paths that will always cross, no matter what.  not being afraid of your rebel side.  a mix of colors as messy as your feelings. oversized coats.  wearing sunglasses to avoid looking someone in the eyes.   leather.  wearing high heels with socks.  a busy day-to-day.  the will to let go of your past and the inability to do so.

TAGGED BY :  STOLEN! from @dcllparted TAGGING :   @luckystartm @redemptioninterlude @kitkween @devoutconfidence @manicrue && anyone else who want’s to do it ! 

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└  the younger and older versions of euphoria leading ladies .*ೃ✧

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[ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing tomorrow?

TEXT MEME | FROM: Helena a.k.a @devoutconfidence | accepting !

[ text: holy helena 👼😜 ]: dude you’re not tryin’ coerce me into church are ya? you know i’d burn if i entered the building 😜[ text: holy helena 👼😜 ]: kidding!! nothing much, maybe go for a bike ride, hit the mall, you wanna join? there’s a sale on in hot topic they got some cute shit on the website, but nothings in stock 🙄 [ text: holy helena 👼😜 ]: we could hit up the foot court, grab some bubble tea, you in??

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[ 📲 • sms ] —— why did you stop texting me?

TEXT MEME | from: RUE a.k.a @redemptioninterlude | accepting !

[ text: Rue 🙊😻🍬 ] : phone died at anna’s sorry! 😔[ text: Rue 🙊😻🍬 ] : what’s up? you okay? [ text: Rue 🙊😻🍬 ] : sorry i just kinda bailed, i needed to get outta dodge for a hot minute, y’know? [ text: Rue 🙊😻🍬 ] : we good? 💜💜[ text: Rue 🙊😻🍬 ] :  i’m on the train back now, wanna come over when i’m back?? 😚

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text messages.

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to drunk text me rn? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— didn’t you get my last text? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you ignoring me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m so bored! [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey you 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— blue is definitely your color 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— ugh i wish you were here! [ 📲 • sms ] —— i think you’re going to like what you see 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you’ve been on my mind all day today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i can’t stop thinking about you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you gonna fall asleep on me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— NO don’t fall asleep on me again tonight! [ 📲 • sms ] —— you fell asleep on me last night! you owe me now [ 📲 • sms ] —— send me a picture 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey cutie! haven’t talked to you in a while! [ 📲 • sms ] —— why did you stop texting me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey can i call you now? [ 📲 • sms ] —— call me rather talk on the phone [ 📲 • sms ] —— sweet dreams….with me in them 😉 jk [ 📲 • sms ] —— oooooh, i like the sound of that 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna hang out tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna do tomorrow? ☺️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— can’t wait to see you xoxo [ 📲 • sms ] —— talk dirty to me [ 📲 • sms ] —— maybe i can stay the night with you tomorrow [ 📲 • sms ] —— dang you take long enough to text back. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you are the slowest texter ever. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate texting you sometimes. you take forever. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you take forever and a day to reply. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i was wondering where you went. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what happened? where did you go? [ 📲 • sms ] —— k. [ 📲 • sms ] —— ok that’s cool. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey where was you today? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna come over? [ 📲 • sms ] —— why are you texting me? i’m standing right beside you… [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate one word texters. [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop one wording me. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you mad at me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna talk about? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you like me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i love you 😍 [ 📲 • sms ] —— miss you 😘 [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop sending me that wink face. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you okay? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m gonna take a shower brb [ 📲 • sms ] —— hold on i gotta do something real quick. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to sext me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— my dog/cat said he/she missed you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s your dog/cat doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you watching? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i see how it is 😜 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you can’t text me but you can be on facebook/twitter/instagram/ [ 📲 • sms ] —— how come you never text me anymore? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i gave you my number so you could text me punk 😛 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me back anymore ☹️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— sorry didn’t mean to bug you [ 📲 • sms ] —— you only text me when i text you first. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me first! [ 📲 • sms ] —— wanna go catch a movie tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you mean by that status you posted? [ 📲 • sms ] —— guess what emoji is next to your name in my phone? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ 📲 • sms ] —— did you miss me? 😆 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m looking through your pictures right now. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i saw that selfie you just posted. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you text me after i upload a bomb selfie i see. [ 📲 • sms ] —— it’s okay you don’t to lie to me. [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that was so sweet. ☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that just made me smile. ️☺️☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g i’m punching you so hard the next time i see you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g you get on my nerves. [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey there ! remember me ? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you going to ignore me again tomorrow?

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RUE a.k.a @redemptioninterlude​ cont. 

It’s hard to look at Jules and not feel like she’s about to have a fucking HEART ATTACK. Something about her’s special, always been, from the moment she laid eyes on her, it’s like that moment people talk about in songs, their lyrics scrawled to make something so inane feel like destiny. And that’s kind of like Jules, kind of like how everyone feels when they meet her, how she’s interplanetary and a fucking alien and so god damn irresistible that Rue doesn’t know how to handle herself, doesn’t know what to do with the newness of all the emotions that surge through her bones, foreign and awkward, both.

Can’t handle how so much of who Jules is and what she does introduces an anxiety within her that she hasn’t felt since her dad died, how there’s a whispering, clutching fear that resides in the ugly darkness of her brain matter, swimming amongst all the gray. How it whispers that she’s going to DISAPPEAR just like everything else good in her life, how it felt like a hot fucking poker and a dash of icy cold, both at once, when Jules had told her that she wouldn’t talk to her anymore if she kept with the drugs.

She’s not fucking stupid, she knows that it’s out with one addiction and in with the next. It’s like Jules has never met an addict before, but then again, those are a dime a dozen out here in the suburbs, where a lack of things to do and a drought of opportunity tends to plant the seeds of discontent and spout drug dependancies in its wake. The city offering so much MORE than they’ve got to keep yourself occupied, other ways to feed your pain without popping a bunch of pills in your mouth. “So… what’s Parsons like?” she cares, she really, fucking, cares, even if she feels distantly left out of the dream that the other girl’s crafting for herself - terrified that she’ll be left behind, before she’s even had a chance to describe it.

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              She was a fucking wreck of a girl, like a hurricane chaos left in her wake, and yet Jules was intriuged from that first night at Nate’s party, who followed out the chick that just took a knife to her own arm in the middle of a kegger ? someone FEARLESS OR WRECKLESS, and it hadn’t taken long to figure out which category Rue feel into. 

             SHOW NO FEAR that was her philosophy, and she lived it, so when Rue came along and challenge that it fucked with her. She had never been IN LOVE, at least nothing real; nothing palatable -- infatuations with emotionally unavailable boys who couldn’t even look at her in day light those were her types -- and there was a SAFETY  in it, she knew her heart couldn’t get broken when it was just about a self validating quick fuck in some cheap motel room. but with Rue ? there was a very fucking real possibility she’d get her heart fucking ripped out because of her addiction, and that terrified her, even if she WON’T say it. But she’s doing GOOD and Jules fucking believes in her. And maybe that was niave, but fuck it, she loves her.           

             “ Rue, it’s fuckin’ incredible -- it’s like next level, ya know? it’s like so progressive and free, it’s fucking exhilarating, the whole atmosphere is like ELECTRIC -- and their totally into social activism and shit, you’d LOVE it -- plus New York is insane, you’ve been right? -- me and my dad went last summer, and I fell in love with the city -- we should go ! blow this town and kick it in Manhattan for a few days~ ” she had this insatiable appetite for advenure, lived her life like she was fucking invincible with little thought of the consequences, something both girls shared-- recklessness instilled in them both, just coming out in different ways. 

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“You know I would never do anything to hurt you.”

Euphoria meme | from @manicrue​ | accepting ! 

              IT WAS EASY, WASN’T IT? to make promises like that i’ll never hurt you. Does she believe her ? she wants too. God, she wants too. But it’s not the intentional hurt that she’s scared of. She’s clean now, but how long before life comes along and FUCKS SOMETHING UP and she’s reaching out for the familiar high to take the edge off. 

                Funny, because she’s usually so reckless with her heart, going after emotionally unavailable boys who had no intention of making her anymore than a dirty little seceret. But it’s different with Rue, EVERYTHING  was different with Rue, it was unchartered territory for the blonde. and THAT was what really scared her.  “ no one can make promises like that…” her head shakes, a shrug soft on her shoulders. 

                “ just stay clean, yeah? you’re doing amazing — so long as i don’t have to watch ya hit self destruct, we’re good ” she’s already watched her own mother do just that, it might now have been drugs, but it was just as life ruining, a toxic mix of depression and alcohol that won her dad custody, but she didn’t talk about that. Jules didn’t like to focus on the BULLSHIT she couldn’t change. 

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         Jules was on another fucking planet after the carnaval, after WEEKS of talking to Ty her whole fanatsy came crashig down around her in flames -- completely ZONED OUT at the table at lunch, something about hitting the Mall after school when she came back down to earth, “ what -- sorry,   Puella Magi Madoka Magica -- ” pointing down at her phone, pulling out the ear bud she had in, attention turning to Maddy.

                “ did you say something about the mall? i’d be down. i wanna hit up sephora anyways -- i mean we could bunk off. ” she shrugs the idea of getting the fuck outta school didn’t seem like a bad one.  “ i wanna try out the jawbreaker pallet, Jeffree star is a fuckin’ prick but the colours are pretty as fuck ” 

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             She knew the rumours that went around, the video the whole school said was kat, and part of her can’t help but think this is some rebel yell to the rumours, a FUCK YOU to everyone who dared whisper behind her back. And she got it, she did -- owning your own shit and not giving a fuck what anyone else thought; after all that was kind of her ethos. 

            Tonight she wanted to get FUCKED UP, and that’s just what she was going, bottle of vodka in hand, sipping it like apple juice, a saccharine smile painted on her neon lips, leaning back against the counter top next to Kat, “  i like the new look, by the way -- its fuckin’ fierce, a lowkey a little BDSM black pink, which i totally dig -- but like are you GOOD? ” Ironic really for the girl who was drinking away the fact her DREAM MAN turned out to be Nate fucking Jacobs.

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euphoria. episode one.

sentences drawn from the series ‘euphoria’ on HBO. trigger warnings apply; drug use, sex, rough language. viewer discretion is advised.  

“i was once content.”

“I was repeatedly crushed.”

“I can heard you, i can hear you.”

“What are you doing?”

“Explain this shit to me.”

“You find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety.”

“I’m just fucking exhausted.”

“It’s pretty fucked up.”

“At some point you make a choice about who you are and what you want.”

“Did you eat breakfast?”

“What’s with the sunglasses?”

“I just showed up one day without a map or a compass.”

“I didn’t build this system, nor did i fuck it up.”

“And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow.”

“Every time you breathe out all the oxygen you have.”

“Everything stops. Your lungs, your heart — and finally your brain.”

“I didn’t want to fuck up anyone’s night.”

“It’s all I ever wanted, those two seconds of nothingness.”

“I’m very happy for you.”

“You’re about to start a brand-new chapter.”

“I had no intention of staying clean.”

“Shit, I don’t know.”

“She came in yesterday, lookin’ all sailor moon and shit.”

“I’m fucking with you. It was a joke.”

“I thought your ass was dead.”

“I have zero fucking idea what you said.”

“I don’t know. I don’t give a fuck. She broke up with me.”

“Yeah… shut the fuck up.”

“I’m disgusting.”

“He’s not a loser. He’s a dick.”

“Y’all need to walk into this party like your pussy costs a million dollars.”

“You just need to catch a dick.”

“Can you not be a cunt for like fifteen seconds?”

“What? Don’t walk away from me.”

“You know what? I don’t trust you.”

“I just said I was out to fucking eat.”

“You are not leaving this house until you take drug test.”

“Girl’s gonna be the death of me.”

“You lose your right to privacy when you overdosed.”

“I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, I get it.”

“I’m sorry for slamming the door earlier.”

“It’s okay, I forgive you.”

“Where are you going?”

���Oh… I don’t know. Some party, or something.”

“Have you seen her slut pages though?”

“She’s like a fucking freak.”

“Relax, no one gets here till ten.”

“The fact is, she’s a fucking whore.”

“Bro, she likes car, man.”

“Yo, did you say that you don’t know what she’s done?”

“Take a sea. You and I are going to take a little trip to the land of shame bro.”

“Nudes are the currency of love.”

“He’s not my boyfriend.”

“Who’s that handsome, nice guy who came over last night?”

“And the Oscar goes to…”

“Shut you virgin asses up.”

“Why do you keep staring at me?”

“I’m sorry. Kinda spaced out for a second?”

“Wasn’t being weird, was i?”

“I don’t wanna sound corny, but you are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.”

“You always this wet?”

“Kind of… It’s super embarrassing.”

“Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact.”

“I don’t know? I thought you liked that?”

“Why the fuck would I like anything like that?”

“I’m really sorry okay.”

“You know I would never do anything to hurt you.”

“Just don’t do it again. Unless you ask me first.”

“I don’t drink and bike.”

“Is that…?”

“Oh shit, slow down.”

“Wait, didn’t you, like, die?”

“I’m envious of your generation. You guys don’t care that much about rules.”

“And then, the night got weird.”

“I’m not always the most reliable narrator.”

“But Nate was fucking on one.”

“Get undressed, I wanna go swimming.”

“You’re so hot.”

“I know.”

“You’re fucking crazy.”

“No I’m not, I’m just trying to get back on my fucking ex-boyfriend.”

“What’s the deal with your friend?”

“Are you a slut?”

“Yeah. I’m a savage.”

“Stop playing, you’re a prude.”

“Most girls don’t know how to suck dick.”

“How much of a slut are you?”

“Why don’t you come find out?”

“Why don’t take your top off?”

“Like — what? Right in front of these two?”

“Yeah. I dare you.”

“What? What, what, what, what?”

“Well, to be honest with you, your whole drug shit made me feel uneasy.”

“I like you, and I missed you bro.”

“I’m serious. I’ve seen a lot of people die.”

“I don’t know what type of fucked up shit you’ve got stuck in your head.”

“Your drug shit is not the answer.”

“I’m too high to be having this conversation right now.”

“Me fucking too.”

“Yeah that’s real classy you fucking whore.”

“Suck my dick.”

“Get out of here. Get the fuck outta here.”

“What the fuck are you looking at?”

“Who are you?”

“You’re a friend…”

“Who the fuck are you friends with?”

“Do you guys know who the fuck this is?”

“So, who are you?”

“I’m just minding my own business.

“Yeah, no, nobody who looks like you minds their own business.”

“So, what you want?”

“You want some fucking attention?”

“You wanna fucking hurt me?”

“I just lost my virginity.”

“My little slut! I’m so proud of you!”

“Where are you headed to?”

“Can I come with you?”

“Remember when I said things got weird?”

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PLOTTING CALL 

 HIT THE HEART for a wild lor to drop into you IMs and plot ! currently looking for & open to ALL euphoria muses and muses in other fandoms that are down for a euphoria crossover plot ! 

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→ catch a dick already [ ooc ] → full power mode activated [ headcanons ] → no room for heteronormativity [ musings ] → i want you to kiss me [ desires ] → should i be concerned? [ memes ] → she was a ghost of a girl ; hauntingly beautiful  [ visage ] → you'd fucking flourish [ wishlist ] → i'd burn it to the fucking ground [ aesthetics ] → what the fuck? [ asks ] → most wonderful fucking person on the planet [ promos ]

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OUT; don’t mind me while i get things set up about here! still very much under construction by promo and starter call to drop soon! meanwhile don’t be scared to pop into my IMs!