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ooooh they're insane for this

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if you tag me in a chain post and i don’t do it it’s not because i hate you it’s because i am very lazy. i love you thank you for tagging me.

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OH BOY I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CRIPPLING ANGST BETWEEN THESE TWO

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MOLLY WELLS and SOFIA SALINAS | Loot → 2x04 Mr. Congeniality

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i know that in the grand scheme of things “led” vs “lead” isn’t that big of a deal but god does it still annoy me. and i can’t even fault anyone for getting it wrong either it’s the english language like what do you mean the past tense of “lead” is “led” but you can also pronounce “lead” like “led” but when you do you’re talking about the element!! the shit that’s on your pencil!! pick a fuckin lane, english!!!

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imagining telling 15-year-old me than in 10+ years there will be an actor who understands the complexities of sexuality in the comfort character she heavily projects onto and is open to exploring it on television and will talk about it with such care and compassion and won’t make her feel crazy or gross about it and it’s making me emotional!

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the "canon isn't real we make our own rules" to "i am begging you people to revisit the source material" pipeline

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okay. i hate to do this because it's embarrassing and awful, but i have turned over all my options and this is quite literally my last resort.

last week, my darling penny got so sick it required a couple of visits to the vet for fluids and antibiotics. she is recovering now at home, thankfully, but it's left me with a boatload of vet bills i cannot afford without also missing my rent payment.

i was laid off in february, which is a whole issue on its own, and job prospects in my field are low and the market oversaturated. i have no steady income and no way to choose one or the other without going further into debt, because either way i won't be able to afford something. i'm already choosing between bills and groceries half the time.

i want to reiterate i hate doing this and you don't have to give me anything, but if you're feeling it/financially able to, buying me a coffee would be extremely helpful. anything to at least pay down some of the outstanding bills would be helpful, honestly. and if you can't, just signal boosting could be a big help, too.

i also want to reiterate i wouldn't have done this differently. if it comes down to it, i'd rather lose my apartment than my cat. it is what it is. but any help is appreciated.

thanks for reading, loves. here're some penny pics from the archives to show my gratitude in advance (she has not been up for Photos lately):

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okay. i hate to do this because it's embarrassing and awful, but i have turned over all my options and this is quite literally my last resort.

last week, my darling penny got so sick it required a couple of visits to the vet for fluids and antibiotics. she is recovering now at home, thankfully, but it's left me with a boatload of vet bills i cannot afford without also missing my rent payment.

i was laid off in february, which is a whole issue on its own, and job prospects in my field are low and the market oversaturated. i have no steady income and no way to choose one or the other without going further into debt, because either way i won't be able to afford something. i'm already choosing between bills and groceries half the time.

i want to reiterate i hate doing this and you don't have to give me anything, but if you're feeling it/financially able to, buying me a coffee would be extremely helpful. anything to at least pay down some of the outstanding bills would be helpful, honestly. and if you can't, just signal boosting could be a big help, too.

i also want to reiterate i wouldn't have done this differently. if it comes down to it, i'd rather lose my apartment than my cat. it is what it is. but any help is appreciated.

thanks for reading, loves. here're some penny pics from the archives to show my gratitude in advance (she has not been up for Photos lately):

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okay. i hate to do this because it's embarrassing and awful, but i have turned over all my options and this is quite literally my last resort.

last week, my darling penny got so sick it required a couple of visits to the vet for fluids and antibiotics. she is recovering now at home, thankfully, but it's left me with a boatload of vet bills i cannot afford without also missing my rent payment.

i was laid off in february, which is a whole issue on its own, and job prospects in my field are low and the market oversaturated. i have no steady income and no way to choose one or the other without going further into debt, because either way i won't be able to afford something. i'm already choosing between bills and groceries half the time.

i want to reiterate i hate doing this and you don't have to give me anything, but if you're feeling it/financially able to, buying me a coffee would be extremely helpful. anything to at least pay down some of the outstanding bills would be helpful, honestly. and if you can't, just signal boosting could be a big help, too.

i also want to reiterate i wouldn't have done this differently. if it comes down to it, i'd rather lose my apartment than my cat. it is what it is. but any help is appreciated.

thanks for reading, loves. here're some penny pics from the archives to show my gratitude in advance (she has not been up for Photos lately):

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don't unfold me

fandom: 9-1-1 pairing: buck/eddie chapters: 1/1 words: 4.2k rating: teen & up additional warnings: i project a lot of my mexican catholic trauma/guilt on eddie so i apologize for that in advance notes: i took petty and jealous eddie diaz which i LOVE and made it angsty because i fucking suck i'm sorry

It feels a little bit like skipping church on Sunday.

Like some gradual inevitability that Eddie probably saw coming long before it escalated, but it still comes as a surprise when he wakes up one day and realizes it’s been a couple of weeks since he last went to church with his grandmother.

And then he just — never goes back.

It feels like that, only here he’s somehow still in the process of digesting the truth, and he still believes he’s going to go back, one day. He’s just too busy this week. He hasn’t slept right. Christopher’s too tired. Some combination of the three.

Buck giving his back to Eddie to focus solely on Taylor Kelly feels a little bit like realizing he’s skipped out on church for the past couple of weeks, and for a terrifying minute, he wonders if this means he’s never going back.

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BLACK SAILS | 4.07

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9-1-1's Oliver Stark breaks down that Buck kiss: It's a 'gift' to explore this new story

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i spent all night reading 'ripples all the way down' and i want you to know it was worth it. couldn't put it down. i'm tired as shit today but WOW again, worth it. thanks for being talented sis

please get enough sleep tonight sleep is so important!!!! that being said, thank you for being so kind and lovely. i appreciate this so much, you have no idea. big mwah babe <33

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Shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals. 💌💜

relly you're so sweet ily here they are from my playlist quite literally just titled "🥲"

true love will find you in the end — headless heroes

so american — olivia rodrigo

sun bleached flies — ethel cain

pink pony club — chappell roan

tiny moves — bleachers

thanks for this big mwah to you <333