fearloved

[fearloved]

i never promised you your DREAM BOY, i’m better as your CHEW TOY. love, love, love. the heart i gave you was a DECOY, i’m just here to DESTROY. love, love, love.

                                      [  ♡ to plot   ↻ to help   + for a friend  ]

[fearloved]

hi im not dead, but eddie is so catch me on @lvmze​ for now.

[fearloved]

PSA:

Just because I’m not replying to our thread, or your starter doesn’t mean I don’t want to roleplay with you. I’m just slow. Some days I can write a fucking book, some days I can’t even write my own name. It’s in the drafts I promise I am just slow as hell.

[fearloved]

stress out? no. stress in. internalize that shit and tell no one.

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bowersblonde:

A Starter for @qreywater

He held the inhaler of the other above his head “ Try and jump that high kid!” He laughed softly. Of course he was being a dick. But he heard from the chick in the drug store that it was a placebo. He didn’t need this shit. No harm in trying to have some fun with him still being dependend on it right?

     he’s clearly at a disadvantage in this situation. his height has always been one of his weak spots and frequently made him a target. but even while clutching his chest and trying to fight off what feels like a  real  asthma attack coming on, he refuses to give in.   “   this isn’t funny, just give me my fucking inhaler !  you know i have asthma !   ”

[fearloved]

you ever fell in love with somebody like 5 times? like damn, I thought I loved you before but wtf is this next level shit

[fearloved]

You’re braver than you think.

[fearloved]

jack dylan grazer plays the ultimate ‘it’ plot quiz for seventeen.

[fearloved]

* soft tired prompts

‘ have a nice nap? ’

‘ you have sleepy stuff in your eyes. ’ 

‘ sorry for waking you, baby. go back to sleep. ’ 

‘ you’re exhausted, honey. ’ 

‘ time for bed, sleepyhead. come on, i’ve got you. ’

‘ was that a yawn? ’ 

‘ honey, that’s not how you make the bed. ’

‘ you slept for a long time. ’

‘ time to wake up, sweetie. it’s a new day. ’ 

‘ you’re finally awake. ’

‘ you stayed up past your bedtime again, didn’t you? ’   

‘ i thought you were going to sleep forever. ’ 

‘ why don’t we take a nap together? we can be nap buddies. ’

‘ goodnight, baby. sweet dreams. ’ 

‘ you don’t get enough sleep. ’

‘ i’m going back to bed. ’ 

[fearloved]

Hi hello! Ur amazing beautiful and loved as well as valid your beautiful and ily okay?

omg you are too sweet sjsjsksk. thank you for this and ily too 🥺

[fearloved]

mr. keene smiled. think what you like , that smile said. think what you like , and i’ll think what i like.   “   all i’m telling you, eddie, is that you’re not physically ill. your lungs don’t have asthma, your mind does.   ”   and almost idly, in a kind of side-thought, eddie discovered one of his childhood’s great truths. grownups are the real monsters.

canon-divergent eddie kaspbrak  //  loved by bunny

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dcrrybound:

          ❝ still super grody. ❞  a smile creeps along her lips, the good memories of summers spent with her brother and friends becoming more vivid  -  though so were the terrifying visions of THAT summer.  the smile quickly fades as the hairs on her arms begin to rise, a quick shake of the head came next. ❝ do you think anyone has moved into mum’s? ❞

        grody  is right. the town seemed like an almost near-perfect time capsule of their childhood. while several stores have clearly been vacant for years, their signs that were worn from age still remained as a constant reminder that this town had a significant impact on their lives -- even if those memories were still hazy.   “   i doubt it. of all the nicer suburbs in maine, i can’t imagine anyone  willingly  moving into this shithole.   ”

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reportsderry:

——————       ❛     just   for   the   record ,   i   know   you’re   there.    ❜     it   didn’t   take  a  rocket  scientist   to  figure  it  out.    still,   susanna  is  pointing  her  camera  at  one  of  the  old  cars,  snapping  photos  of  it.    rustic.   she  was  working  on  a  project.     ❛   heard  you  peed  your  pants  today  in  english.   ❜   is  she  messing  with  him?   maybe.  

                            *     REQUESTED   :   @qreywater    !  

       “   i didn’t fucking piss myself !  someone knocked over my fucking water bottle and it spilled on me !   ”   he’s quick to defend himself as his cheeks flush from embarrassment. it really doesn’t take much effort to get a rise out of eddie. the right phrasing or tone that comes with any taunt directed at him can easily get under his skin.

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URL CHANGE:    qreywater   >   fearloved

[fearloved]

*remembers im attracted to men* unfortunate 

[fearloved]

James Ransone in “Bloomin’ Mud Shuffle“ [7/?]

[fearloved]

sir, that’s my emotional support puppy