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I need someone to do Simon Riley falling in love with a stripper or something similar, because with a lot of military bases being close to strip clubs they get a lot of business from the military guys

I’m thinking like after soap asking and asking and practically begging him to come with he finally does and when he sees the person up on stage he just stops and stares. From then on he’s a regular at that club and only gets dances from “that one dancer in the butterfly outfit”

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Face reveal I guess but I graduated! Gonna be starting college in the fall to get my associates degree

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So, I can’t believe I’m just now realizing this, but me and my partner are (in my opinion) the irl version of Steve and Eddie. For them, they’re have more of the punk style and listen to that sort of music, going to shows and doing what they want when they want, with no regard for people in power.

For me, I grew up a sheltered kid, tried to fit in to the “norm” in school but when I met them they managed to turn me into someone I’d rather be. No longer the good kid with the shitty grades and shitty friends, now the kid with the best friends I could ever ask for and the best partner in the world. They’re slowly having me listen to their music and go to shows with them and honestly? Couldn’t be any happier.

I love my Eddie <3

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Give Get And Take

part six and the final part to "the one who got away"

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steve took an hour and a half to get ready, making sure his outfit was clean and tidy, styling his hair and putting on a bit of makeup. he had decided to wear a shirt from a long while ago, a shirt Eddie gave him before he left. it was the Metallica shirt Eddie always wore when he'd go over to steves house, the logo on the front worn and missing a lot of the print. somehow, in the long years that Eddie had been gone, it still smelled like him.

steve put the shirt up to his nose and took a big inhale, reveling in the smell of the love of his life. putting it on, it looked a little small, the cropped bottom barely reaching above his belly button, the sleeves hugging his fit and toned arms. all those years of working out had paid off.

robin sat behind him, practically judging every move, in the way that your best friend would.

"you better text me to let me know if anything happens, good or bad." robin stated sternly, pointing a finger at steve.

"yes Bobbie I will, I doubt anything bad will happen though, I'm sure everything will be fine!" Steve said hopefully

later, as Steve walked into the little dive bar, "the hideout" as the unofficial name, he locked eyes with Eddie, (who was totally checking the door every five minutes to see if Steve had walked in)

"hey! you made it!" Eddie said cheerfully, running up to him and giving him a big hug.

"wouldn't miss this for the world" Steve said softly, embracing Eddie tightly

"come come! sit down!" Eddie said, taking Steve's hand and walking him over to the table Eddie was previously at.

steve waved hello to everyone at the table, sitting down in a rickety old chair that could probably give way at any moment. next to Eddie of course.

they chatted, drank, laughed and overall had a good time, Steve hadn't been out like this in a while, with a bunch of friends and people. he only really went out with robin sometimes, and that was very rare due to them both working.

the end of the night came so quickly, in the blink of an eye it went from 4pm to 11, closing time. they packed up, paid their bill, and all walked out, the gaggle of friends going to their different cars.

"well, I had fun today" Steve said, walking Eddie to the rusty old van.

"me too! I'm- I'm glad you came" Eddie said sheepishly

steve smiled softly and was looking at Eddie when an idea had sprouted

"would you like to sit at the lake for a bit? just us?" he suggested.

eddie nodded enthusiastically, walking with Steve past their cars, through the woods and to the water, the moonlight shining down on them. they took a seat on the ground, resting up against a tree

"I haven't been here in forever" Eddie said, taking a big breath of the crisp air.

"well yeah, on account of you not living in hawkins anymore" Steve said with a laugh

they talked more, about pretty much everything, school, work, friends, life and such, basically just ignoring the main thing they both wanted to talk about, their love lives.

"so uh...you-you seeing anyone at the moment?" Eddie asked softly

"ah...no not right now, been to busy to really meet anyone actually." Steve said embarrassed

"yeah I get that, plus most of the people I went out with were creeps or were just with me because of my popularity." Eddie whispered

"oh... I'm sorry eds" Steve said, the nickname just slipping out on accident. he couldn't help it, it was like they were 17 again, laughing, sitting by the water, holding hands and Steves head on Eddie's shoulder.

they both could feel the familiarity of the situation, it felt like it wasn't too long ago they were both sitting here, making out or just sitting in each other's presence.

steve turned to look at Eddie, who was already admiring his features. they both refused to look away, not wanting to miss an opportunity, Steve saw the way Eddie glanced down at his lips before looking away. he stood up and began to walk over to a large boulder, climbing up and sitting on it. steve smiled and stood up to follow him, choosing not to ruin his good pants and settling in front of Eddie.

standing on two different very wobbly rocks, Steve held onto Eddie by his knees, until Eddie took his hands to help keep him steady. steve looked up at him, the moonlight bouncing off his beautiful brown eyes.

steve made his decision, was it a good one? maybe, maybe not. but he knew he had to do this, he closed the distance between them. pressing his lips against Eddie's, before pulling away and blubbering out an apology. it was short lived though because Eddie grabbed his face and pulled him into another kiss, their lips meeting once more.

eddie sighed softly and deepened the kiss, sliding his hand up from where it was resting on Steves cheek and moving it up to his hair, effectively messing up the 20 minutes of styling Steve had done but he didn't care.

steves legs felt like they were melting, he made a point to keep himself standing so he wouldnt fall on the rocks behind him. he placed his hands on Eddie's thighs, feeling the corse fabric of the black baggy jeans Eddie had worn that night.

they pulled away from each other and sat there for a moment, just looking into each other's eyes before Eddie began to giggle, which turned into both of them laughing and placing their foreheads together.

"God I'm so sorry Steve, I never should have left, I couldnt get you out of my mind for years. it was only when I saw you did photography and filmogrophy that I realized I needed to see you again. even if you didn't want to see me." Eddie said softly, the only sounds around them being the wind and the crash of small waves against the shore of the lake.

"I missed you so much Eddie, so so much" Steve replied, not moving his hands from Eddie's legs.

eddie pulled back and placed his hands on Steves face, looking him in the eye "I promise, this time I wont leave, this time I'll stay for good. even if it means living in this shithole of a town again"

steve laughed and put his hand on Eddie's. "Eddie...I love you" he said softly

eddie, who sat there looking like a deer in headlights for a moment, smiled and kissed Steves forehead. "I love you too" he mumbled "forever"

"forever" Steve replied

neither could believe what just happened in the span of about 5 minutes, but both were unbelievably happy about it. Steve smiled, Eddie was back, and there was no way in hell that he would let him go this time

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okay! I am all done with this series and I gotta say I think I did pretty good. I'm really happy with how this turned out and I hope you are too!

thank you all for the support on this and I'm happy that a lot of people enjoyed it!

let me know if there's anything I could do better or fix! love ya!

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My one and only

Part five to “the one who got away”

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The days went by fast, too fast for Steve’s liking. They had finally come to the last day of the shoot and they were barely filming today. Like 30 minutes tops.

Nevertheless Steve and Eddie had grown closer. As close as they could with the wall Steve put up after the last time they talked. But Eddie was slowly chipping away at the bricks, forming a small hole that would soon cause the wall to fall down.

“Okay so today we’re filming the last bit right?” Steve asks, wanting to confirm what he was told

“Yep! We only have a little left to film but it’s a mash up of all the backgrounds that we previously filmed.” Eddie says pulling his guitar out of the case.

Steve nods and goes to move the camera to the little “x” that was taped onto the floor, checking everything on the camera to make sure it was all set and ready.

“Okay, ready everyone?” Steve shouts

They all nod and Steve gives a little countdown before he starts recording.

This time though, Steve was actually listening to the lyrics, some of which sounded oddly directed. Like he was meant to be hearing the song.

“Some of me, wants some of you, all the things we couldn’t do. Some of me regrets you, all the things I said I’d do.”

Steve couldn’t help but smile a little, hoping Eddie’s words were for him and him alone. They continued filming, Steve wheeling the camera around to get different angles of the band. But every time, Eddie’s eyes found his way to Steve’s.

A bubbly little feeling began to form in Steve’s chest, loving the way Eddie found his eyes during every shot. He couldn’t stop the warmth from forming in his stomach. Eddie had a way of making Steve melt, and it looks like that hasn’t changed.

Once they finished the shoot, the band cheered and hugged as they celebrated the final filming. Eddie walked up to Steve who was fiddling with the camera, resetting it for the next people who were getting their photos taken by his coworker.

“Hey so, we’re all getting together to celebrate the video and I was wondering if you’d like to join? It’s at a little dive bar we used to go to back in highschool” Eddie says softly, messing with the hem of his shirt.

Steve, taken aback, was silent for a second. Reeling in the fact that eddie invited him even though he had no reason to “are you sure? I don’t want to intrude on you and your friends” he says

“Yes of course! Are you kidding? You just helped us get a big milestone out of the way! It’s only fair that we invite you.” Eddie says cheerfully

Steve smiles and nods “okay…yes I’d love to join!” Steve says, silently thanking whatever higher power helped him score this.

He watched as Eddie gives a thumbs up to his bandmates and they all smile before going back to packing up their stuff.

“I’ll send you the time and address! ” Eddie says happily before going pack up his things.

E- it’s at the hideout near the lake and it’s at 4! See you there!

Steve looks at his phone and smiles until he realizes what time it is. He only has an hour to get ready so he rushes home after saying his goodbyes and starts the process of getting himself dressed up.

He can’t help the excitement that begins to creep up on him. He’s so happy that he feels comfortable enough with Eddie to go out with him, even if it’s a get together with his bandmates.

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Okay! We are nearing the end of the series. I enjoyed writing this and I hope you liked reading it!

As always feedback and constructive criticism is always appreciated!

Love ya!

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Something in the air

Part four to “the one who got away”

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Steve allowed himself to relax. Pushing his hair back and taking some deep breaths. He was ready to be civil and not freak out over the fact that him and Eddie were on good terms again.

Robin would’ve probably scolded him on how quickly he seemed to forgive him but he paid it no mind. He’s just happy to see Eddie again.

It’s the second day of filming. Today they’re focusing on filming the bass player. Steve has no clue how music making works so he just follows what he’s told.

An hour in, they take a break. Allowing the band and Steve to sit, relax, eat something. Everyone walked to their respective places, the band choosing to sit on the floor instead of going into the break room.

Steve, as always, walked to the staff room. Ignoring the fact that Eddie was burning holes into his back as he walked away.

He walks to the bathroom to rinse his face. He feels oddly warm. Like he’s getting sick or something. Ultimately he decides to ignore it, Hoping it’ll go away. He’s in the middle of splashing cool water on his face when he hears a knock at the door

“Steve? You in there?”

Shit it’s Eddie, why is he panicking? He shouldn’t be panicking. But he is. He’s in the bathroom, wet face, messy hair and bright red cheeks.

“Just-just a second!” He shouts quickly, he really needs to calm himself down.

He takes some deep breaths and pats his face dry with a paper towel. Deciding to think about his mini panic attack later. He opens the door and gives Eddie a wide smile

“Hey! What’s up?” He asks

“Uh-just need to piss man.” Eddie says, confused

“Oh yeah, right, duh. Cause this is the bathroom…and you’re a human.” He stutters. Oh my god this is embarrassing please shut up Steve

“Yep so…I’ll just squeeze beside you” Eddie says laughing.

Steve feels utterly humiliated. He hasn’t stumbled over his words that badly since before he became “the king” of Hawkins high.

The door closes behind Eddie and Steve puts his face in his hands. Shielding his embarrassment from whoever may see. He groans softly and rubs his eyes a little. Accepting the fact that he pretty much just blocked a man from going to the bathroom.

He walks towards the staff room and sits down at the little table inside. He scarfs down his lunch and chugs his water to make this break nice and quick.

Theyve got a long week ahead of them.

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Okay this one’s a bit shorter because I’m exhausted and need to go to sleep as it’s almost 2am. But I promise the next one will be longer.

Feedback is always welcome as I’m trying to get better

Love ya!

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Love is a tricky subject 

Part three to ‘the one who got away’

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Steve went home that night. As much as he didn’t want to because he knew Robin would want to talk about what happened and he just wanted to sleep.

He unlocked the door and slowly pushed it open, partially because he didn’t want to alert Robin that he was there but also because he was just so numb in the moment that he couldn’t bother to move quickly.

Robin, being the good friend that she was, was already sitting on the couch with two hot cups of coco for her and tea for him. Steve dropped his bag on the floor and fell down onto the couch, laying his head in robins lap, her hands immediately went to play with his hair to comfort him.

“Wanna talk about what happened?” Robin says, softly

Steve shrugged. Not sure if talking about it would make him feel better or worse.

“Well, just talk to me when you’re ready okay?” Robin says, looking down at him.

After a few minutes of silence and Steve trying to gather his thoughts he spoke.

“He told me he regretted it” he whispers

“Oh? And what did you say?” Robin asks

“I didn’t reply to it. He left before I could. He kept calling me ‘Stevie’ throughout the shoot. Gave me his number too”

Robin mumbles something under her breath, probably along the lines of “fucker” or “asshole”

He takes a deep breath and begins the long rant of what happened. What he had said, how he feels bad about snapping at him, That he still loves him, everything.

“Do you know what you’re gonna do?” Robin questions

“I really, really wanna text him” he sighs. “I don’t know if I should though. Part of me wants to pretend like this never happened, but another wants me to text him now and to tell him how I’m feeling”

Robin sits for a moment before speaking “it’s ultimately up to you, but… I would text him. Just say something about how it’ll take a while for you to trust him and how you want to go about getting closer to him again”

Steve nods, trying to think of what he’ll say. He’s too tired to think as of now so he says goodnight and walks upstairs to bed.

It takes a bit for him to fall asleep, but eventually he does.

The next morning, he’s decided to text Eddie, he nervously types his message, his hands shaking while doing so.

“S” ‘hey, it’s Steve, I appreciate your honesty last night, and I’m sorry that I snapped. You have to understand how I’m feeling at the moment though.

I am willing to start hanging out again and maybe, maybe, we can talk about getting back where we were. But it will take me some time to trust you again. If you can’t understand that then there’s no use texting me back.”

He was worried he was a little harsh but he said what he needed to. He places his phone on his bed and begins to get dressed. A part of him wanted to look nice, and of course that part was able to win him over. So, he put on his nice jeans and a fun button up. Styling his hair and makings sure he didn’t need to shave.

As he leaves, Robin gives him a weird look, but decides to stay out of it. If Steve wants to talk about it he will.

The moment comes where Steve is pulling into the parking lot, seeing Eddie’s van that somehow is still kicking. He doesn’t know if Eddie has texted him back yet. He’s too scared to look.

As he gets out of the car, he makes eye contact with Eddie. Awkward as it is, he waves and gives a small smile. Being bitter about everything is just going to make the shoot worse, it’s better to just be nice.

He unlocks the building and lets everyone in, however, he sees Eddie stopped outside the door.

“Can we talk?” He asks

Steve, who is beginning to feel nervous, nods softly and shuts the door to the studio.

“I saw your text” Eddie whispers “thank you so much for giving me another chance, and I completely understand that it’ll take you a bit to trust me again. We will make plans on your terms. I don’t get a say” he says, putting his hands up

Steve smiles a bit and nods “ah-thank you Eddie. I…I’m glad we get to talk again” he says, his face turning a slight pink.

Eddie smiles wide “okay! I’m glad we get to talk again too.”

Steve nods again and opens the door to let Eddie in. Eddie does a curtsy which makes Steve laugh, and walks inside with Steve following suit.

Hopefully this shoot goes better than the last one. Steve thinks it will.

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Okay! So we’ve gotten to a third part, I’m enjoying writing this, I like how the story is going.

If you have any constructive criticism or feedback I would love to hear it as I’m trying to get better.

Thank you always, love ya!

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Somewhere between the lines

Second part to “the one who got away”

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Lots of things could’ve happened today. Steve’s car could’ve broken down, a small earthquake could’ve hit, someone could’ve mugged him. But none of them, NONE of them, could’ve hit as hard as this.

“Hi Stevie” the man says, almost a whisper, a sheepish little wave thrown across the room.

Steve is stopped dead in his tracks, looking at the man he once knew and loved. The man he used to call every night to tell him about a crazy customer. Standing in front of him.

“Eddie…” he whispers, his voice barely carrying through the room.

His mind goes back to the last summer before he left. The conversation they had.

“Promise we’ll never grow apart” Eddie had said. And of course Steve promised, he’d promise anything to Eddie if it meant he would stay.

“Of course” Steve sighs, holding out his pinkie for Eddie to take. And as they link their pinkies together, Steve knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with this boy.

“Been a while hasn’t it” Eddie says, walking up to Steve with a smile, arms open wide, ready to hug.

Steve steps back, small tears beginning to well in his eyes. He looks Eddie up and down, as he can’t believe he’s actually here.

“I…I need a moment” Steve says, before rushing off to the staff room.

He slams the door, the walls shaking with the loud thud that probably was heard from outside the studio. A loud sob finally escapes his throat, and big tears flow down his face.

He scrambles for his phone, desperately wiping tears from his cheeks. Pressing robins contact, he moves to the couch and places his forehead on his knees, his shoulders shaking with sadness.

Robin picks up “hey I can’t talk long I- are you crying?”

“Robbie…” Steve sobs, “it’s…it’s him…it’s Eddie”

“What? What about Eddie? Steve what’s going on?” Robin says concerned

“He *hic* he’s part of the band I’m filming. He’s the lead. Bobbie I can’t do this” Steve says between his shaky breaths

“Oh god…Steve listen to me. You can do this. You can’t let him get to you again. So sit up! Take a deep breath, blow your nose, wipe your tears, and stand tall! Don’t let that asshole let you down again. Face him and get through this shoot. Then when you come home I’ll make you dinner and we can drink together okay?” Robin states. She always knew what to say, even if it sounded mean it was all in good faith.

“…okay” steve says reluctantly. They say their goodbyes and he hangs up. Taking a few deep breaths before following her instructions. He looks at himself in the mirror hanging off the wall. Nods to his reflection and walks out the door, and to his dissatisfaction, Eddie is there.

“Let’s start. You have your props?” Steve says sternly.

“Yes but-“ Eddie starts

“Good” Steve interrupts, walking past a worried looking Eddie.

Despite his effort, Eddie can’t get Steve to talk to him about something that isn’t related to filming. So eventually, he gives up.

Everyone starts to set up, the green screen behind the band and their instruments being put together. Steve lets them play a test round to get the audio settings all in order.

The bigger man, whos name is Garrett or so they all call him, stomps on the hi-hat pedal, settles the noise, and adjusts the cymbals to his liking.

After about twenty minutes or so, they start filming. Steve, who can’t seem to take his eyes off Eddie, moves the camera as they asked him to. Up, down, side to side, round and round and all that.

They finish filming the first scene for the day, and Steve lets out a sigh of relief. But he knows he has to be right back here tomorrow to film more of the video.

“Okay that’s it, I’ll see you all tomorrow.” Steve says quickly, wanting to get out of there as soon as possible. He wheels the camera back to the staff room, followed by Eddie, who is determined to have the one conversation Steve doesn’t want.

“Steve, please, talk to me” Eddie pleads softly

Steve angrily snaps around to face Eddie. “Oh you wanna talk? Okay let’s talk. Let’s talk about how you told me that we wouldn’t grow apart, let’s talk about how I had to wake up to a note from you telling me you were leaving. Let’s talk about how I sat in Robbie’s arms sobbing thinking it was MY fault you left. Let’s talk about that.” Steve shouts. Not caring if anyone else is hearing him.

Eddie sits there wide eyed, before taking a deep breath and speaking “look, I get you’re pissed at me. And rightfully so! I had no right leaving like that. And I regret the moment I stepped out that door every day. I am so unbelievably sorry Stevie”

“Don’t. Don’t call me that. You lost that privilege. We promised forever, and you broke that promise. And that hurt more than when I was being strangled by the vines” Steve whispers

Eddie looks down at his feet. “Okay Steve.” He says, pulling out a piece of paper “this is my number. Please, please text me” he says timidly and begins to walk out the door “oh and by the way… I never stopped loving you. Even after I left.” And with that, he shuts the door to the staff room.

Steve falls to the floor. Quiet sobs escaping his lips. He wants to forgive Eddie. He really does, but he’s too hurt right now.

That’s the man he loves, and has loved for years. And though he’s hurting, he won’t let him get away again.

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Okay because I felt motivated here’s the second part. I might turn this into a series but I’m not sure

Once again constructive criticism and feedback is always welcome!

Love ya!

[sharkie-writes0]

The one who got away

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Hawkins was never warm and sunny. Warm? Sometimes. Sunny? Barely. Both at the same time? Something is going on.

But despite everything, today was a really warm, very sunny day.

Steve woke up to a sweaty body and a very hot room. The whole reason he stayed in Hawkins was to avoid the scorching hot weather in other places.

He lets out a tired groan and throws the blankets off him, immediately going to open his window. The fresh cool breeze hitting his face as soon as the sliding glass window moves away from the wall. A sigh of relief can be heard from him as he lets himself relax in the winds path.

Groggily, he takes a step back, removing his sweat stained t-shirt and throwing it into the hamper. He makes a mental note to do laundry today as it’s getting full. Stepping into the bathroom, he takes a look at himself in the mirror, moving his hand up to scratch the stubble on his face that’s beginning to grow back.

He continues to strip his sweaty clothes off and steps into the shower, letting the water rinse the sleepiness off his body. As he’s showering he hears robins alarm go off, signaling that it’s time for her to start her workday.

Robin works from home, something with telemarketing maybe. Steve had some trouble listening to her ramble about her new job.

He steps out and shakes his head to get any excess water off of his face and hair. Like a dog after climbing out of the pool. He brushes his teeth, gets dressed, and heads downstairs for breakfast. Something easy, like eggs or cereal.

He’s got a big shift today. Working with some newfound celebrity that needs to film a music video. He always hated working with new stars. They were either too shy to tell him what they want or too cocky for him to understand what he needs to do. No inbetween.

His shift doesnt even start till one. But still, he wants to get ready and be prepared for the worst.

By the time one’o’clock rolls around, Steve is still dreading his shift. But no matter how he feels, he needs to start, it’s how he makes money to feed him and the gremlins.

He enters the camera room and sees a few people. A bigger curly haired man with a shirt saying “lamb of god” another curly haired guy wearing a flannel and a shirt that says “descendants” and a girl with bright purple hair tied into a ponytail and wearing a long black layered dress.

He starts off by introducing himself “hey guys my name is Steve I’ll be your photographer today. Are there any more people coming?” He says with a little wave

The three strangers turn to him and the two guys give each other a look. Something Steve can’t recognize. He lingers on it until the girl speaks up.

“Yeah we’re missing two people, they’re on their way but they said traffic is slow” she says, grabbing a blue electric bass out of a guitar case.

“Cool, okay. There’s snacks and drinks up for grabs in the fridge over there, help yourself. I’ll be right back.” Steve tells the three, (that he’s nicknamed the trio just to make things easier for himself)

He walks to the back and plops himself down on the couch, pulling out his phone and beginning to write a text to Robin.

“Steve-o” ‘These people remind me of that dnd group the kids were in while in highschool. It’s weird’

“Birdie” ‘how so? Like looks?’

“Steve-o” ‘yeah’

Steve closes his phone when he hears other people enter the room, walking down the hall, he hears a familiar voice, something in him sparks when the voice speaks. Like it’s something he’s been missing.

He enters the room and begins to introduce himself once more “hi, I’m Steve, I’ll…be…your…” he trails, seeing the voice he apparently missed so much

The tall, curly haired, tattooed man turns around “hey Stevie”

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Okay what do we think of this? Do you want another part or do you want to just make an idea of what happens next. Even so, I might make a second part if I’m still motivated to write.

I also want to make a name for the few fans I have, if you have any ideas please lmk!

As always constructive criticism and feedback is always appreciated! Love ya!

[sharkie-writes0]

Okay here’s what I think steddie would have for pet names

Eddie’s;

-babe (because ofc Steve says babe)

-honey (when they’re a bit older, like in their 30s)

-love (when they’re having a soft romantic moment)

-asshole (when Eddie bites Steve’s hand too hard because Eddie has an oral fixation)

Steves;

-sweetheart (because it’s Eddie’s trademark obvi)

-sweet boy (Eddie loves calling him that when he’s sleepy)

-baby (because he’s a baby sometimes 🤷🏻)

- bitch (because sometimes Steve is a bitch (but everyone loves him for it))

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Sorry it’s been a bit lmao, been busy with school and work and stuff. Got myself a partner too.

Anyway that’s what I’ve got right now. Eat up children

[sharkie-writes0]

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Au where Steve has a sister

Somehow, she always got the most attention.

Steve got an A on an assignment? Too bad his sister needs help with a school project.

Steve made Capitan of the basketball team? Well his sister needs mom and dad’s attention right now.

Eventually he just stopped bringing up his achievements, to anyone really. Kept everything he was proud of and happy about to himself, didn’t wanna bother anyone with it.

So of course when Eddie finds a letter on their counter addressed to steve from his dream college he worries. What if Steve didn’t get in? Did they reject him that badly? Was he embarrassed by the fact his dream school didn’t want him? But nope! Once Eddie opens the letter he sees the word “congratulations!” In big bold letters at the top of the page.

He sits there for a moment, a little confused but then Steve walks into the living room. He’s tired from a long shift and wants to just sit down and relax when he sees Eddie staring at him slack jawed and holding his acceptance letter

“When…when did this happen?” Eddie stutters, still processing this whole situation

“Oh…a couple weeks ago. I was gonna tell you tonight. It’s not that big of a deal honestly” Steve says sheepishly

“Not a big deal!? This is huge baby! You got into your dream school! How are you not jumping at the chance to tell people?!” Eddie says, waving the letter around

“I didn’t…I didn’t think it mattered that much” Steve says, looking down at his shoes and fidgeting with his vest

“Baby, why on EARTH would you think that? I am so unbelievably proud of you. You’ve worked your ass off for this.” Eddie says softly, placing his hand on Steve’s jaw

Steve looking at him with wide eyes, no one had ever really told him they were proud. So as the words left Eddie’s mouth he felt tears well in his eyes

Eddie pauses, seeing the tears about to spill from his boyfriend’s eyes and smiles “baby…I’m so proud of you, you did so good” he says, pulling Steve into a warm hug

Steve can’t do anything as the tears fall down his face, both happy and sad as he lets his face fall into Eddie’s shoulder.

They’re gonna need to have a long talk about this

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Idek if this is anything, it might be shit because I’m tired but this has been in my mind for weeks

[sharkie-writes0]

Not a fic but guess who got their first tattoo!

Ignore the makeup on my bathroom counter but check it out!!

[sharkie-writes0]

here’s your daily reminder that

you aren’t worthless

you’re worth more than you think you are

you mean a lot to someone

you’ve done something to make someone laugh or smile

you’ve laughed and smiled

you’re good enough

you deserve to be happy

you’re allowed to be sad

you’re you and nothing can change that

and there’s no one else you need to be

[sharkie-writes0]

Eddie that sleeps with stuffed animals

When he gets into a relationship or even just makes friends he tends to hide his plush friends. For fear that he will be judged. when he started dating Steve, he tried his best to hide his room but Steve likes to surprise him.

One night Eddie was on his bed, writing ideas for his next campaign, when he heard a knock on his window. He shoots his head up to see Steve waving at him through the glass. Eddie’s face turns horrified and goes to shut the curtains before Steve can see the stuffed penguin he’s holding.

Eddie quickly covers all his plushies with a blanket and opens the curtains again, sheepishly smiling at a very confused Steve.

“Sorry love” Eddie says, opening the window “had to…had to clean up a little”

Steve looks softly at Eddie, a shine in his eyes that says he knows about Eddie’s secret. He goes and gently pulls the blanket off the plushies and smiles sweetly. He picks up the aforementioned penguin plush and squishes the belly

“What’s his name?” Steve says, holding the penguin out for Eddie to take

“Oh…uh his name is sir willington” Eddie says shyly, taking the stuffed animal and looking down in embarrassment.

Steve’s hand moves up to Eddie’s face, caressing and cradling his cheek. As Eddie leans into the touch Steve sighs…

“You don’t gotta hide this from me baby, I think it’s sweet. Why don’t you show me your little friends” Steve says to a wide eyed Eddie

Eddie smiles and begins rambling about his companions while Steve smiles and nods along, listening to the backstories and the roles of each plushie

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This isn’t the best because I’m tired but here’s a gift.

[sharkie-writes0]

I can’t stop thinking about Eddie getting home from tour a few days earlier.

Like maybe he lied to steve or maybe a show got canceled but nevertheless once he enters the house all he hears is Steve screaming from the couch as he jumps up and runs to hug him.

Steve has hot tears streaming down his face and is holding Eddie in a death grip type hug while Eddie had just gotten through the door. Eddie has a hand on the back of his head and is dropping his guitar so he can hold his boyfriend properly.

“You’re home early!! I missed you, I missed you so much baby!” Steve says, sobbing and mumbling words into the crook of Eddie’s neck

“I know my love I know. I missed you too, I’m here now it’s okay” Eddie whispers, his tone soft and loving.

Steve pulls back and pulls Eddie into a soft kiss, a kiss filled with longing and love. They pull away and place their heads together and Steve smiles, unable to stop the tears coming from his eyes.

Your honor I love them so much

[sharkie-writes0]

Steve has a big rainbow handheld fan that Robin got him for his coming out party. And so, with summers being very hot in Indiana, he uses it when he needs too. When the sun is blasting through his window and causing his legs to turn a soft red color.

And normally, using the fan wouldn’t be a problem. But once Steve met Eddie he realized that eddie likes to pop in whenever he wants to. The first time it happened it scared the shit outta him. Steve was on his couch watching what the paper called “the movie of the summer” when eddie comes barging into his house completely unannounced.

Steve of course freaks out, screaming and yelling until he sees it’s just Eddie who is just sitting there confused like he didn’t just give Steve a heart attack.

And as much as he likes to say it doesn’t, Steve still gets terrified when Eddie throws himself into the, usually, empty house.

Which leads to this, steve sitting on his bed listening to music, flipping through a magazine, trying to figure out weather or not he likes the way the clothes fit on the model on the page or if he just likes the model. And of course he’s waving his fan back and forth to try and get rid of the heat surrounding his face.

Cue Eddie throwing himself through Steve’s window shouting “surprise!” Steve, as always, screams a little and in self defense throws his fan at Eddie. Which hits him right on his cheek.

“Dude! What the hell was that for! Jeez you could have thrown something softer…” Eddie says, voice getting softer as he sees a big rainbow fan on the floor. He sits there for a bit, staring at it, contemplating on if he should comment on the “Queen” that is written in pink cursive.

They’re both just stuck there, frozen in time until Eddie bursts out laughing. Steve is of course worried Eddie is laughing at him until Eddie throws the fan back in his face.

“Here queen. Don’t want that pretty face to burn up now do we?” He says, giving Steve a smile. Getting up from his spot on the floor and going to take his designated spot next to steve.

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Y’all can figure out what happens from there but I’d like to think they kiss on the mouth.