fearrfreak

[fearrfreak]

Wearing my skimpiest royal blue lace thong for moral support

[fearrfreak]

Okay maybe I’m just super easy or a simp but I’m seriously crushing on this guy hardd. I just can’t help but be chatty as fuck and spill my guts every convo 😫

Have a date with the gorgeous photographer with whom I’ve been exchanging art tips and complimenting his work (and perhaps inadvertently flirting with)

[fearrfreak]

Have a date with the gorgeous photographer with whom I’ve been exchanging art tips and complimenting his work (and perhaps inadvertently flirting with)

[fearrfreak]

I really want to breed a pretty boy. Oh I really would love to just stretch him out with my dick, stretch out his tight boypussy, seeing him whine and tighten around it. I just want to fuck him for as long as I wanted or as much as he could handle, breeding him over and over again, pumping him with so much cum. Telling him how he’s such a good boy for letting me fill him with cum, how he’s so pretty/handsome being bred like this, how he’s doing such a good job for me. When I breed him for the last time, I would take my cock out, and watch how his boycunt pulsates at nothing as cum leaks out of him. I don’t want too much cum leaking out of him, no not at all. I would scoop it up and put it back inside of him, fingering his fucked hole for a little bit. If too much was coming out though, maybe I would have my pretty boy plugged up. To make sure nothing spilt out, to make sure he’s always filled with cum.

Read my dni

[fearrfreak]

Hmm.. Thinking about being your dad and coaching you to take my husband, your father’s, cock. Laying next to you when he fucks you, brushing the hair from your forehead and pressing kisses to your temples. Where your father is dripping sweat onto you, hushed grunts and groans and he rocks into your soft, wet hole, I’m whispering into your ear and encouraging him as he grinds his hips into yours. Cooing at you - how handsome our little boy is - and praising you for how slick and pliant you’re being for your father. Goading your father into pumping his hips faster, drawing his attention to how gorgeously your flesh splits over his. I just love my husband and my boy so much, why wouldn’t I want them to make eachother feel good?

- 🦦 (if you’d have me)

oh my god i've never considered the potential of TWO dads... this is so lovely thank you!!!

🦦 is all yours ^3^

[fearrfreak]

mutuals i would let perform my autopsy

[fearrfreak]

Take One. Wakefield Poole, 1977.

[fearrfreak]

it's not just about getting knotted. it's about being fucked hard and fast by something that's not concerned about anything but it's own pleasure. it's about being mounted and stuck in place by a knot that keeps you pinned under a panting animal. it's about the helplessness when it gets bored and tries to pull out and you're just being pulled around by your soaked cunt until it finally pops free and leaves you dripping with cum and completely brainless

[fearrfreak]

I just think us fucking in the mating press position would bring us closer together as mutuals.

[fearrfreak]

i wanna take advantage of a cute boy when he's drunk. just a liiiiittle

[fearrfreak]

I need to get you pregnant. I need to get you pregnant. I need to get you pregnant. I need to get you pregnant. I need to get you pregnant

[fearrfreak]

your 'audios' post was a sexual awakening for me, Dr. Freak 😵‍💫 where... uhm... can we find more like that?

Personally, I browse GoneWildAudio subreddits - such as r/GoneWildAudioGay, which is rather accommodating for transgender individuals such as myself - for audio porn in general, but finding specific kink content can be tricky. Thankfully though, posts are generally going to be tagged pretty thoroughly for contents of audios, and the search function is not bad. For example, sexual dynamics such as top/bottom or dominant/submissive are going to be tagged, along with required warnings (such as rape, usually in the form of dubcon/cnc), indication of speaker and audience identity [TM/M4TM/M] and keywords like [incest] [brother] [stepbrother] [dad/daddy] etc if you’re looking for fauxcest specific

[fearrfreak]

The best part of sucking cock is nosing against their pubes and kissing the head of their tdick and looking up at them like you’re in love with them

[fearrfreak]

They should invent a man that likes annoying stupid autistic faggots that are bad at everything

[fearrfreak]

“In the war film, a soldier can hold his buddy—as long as his buddy is dying on the battlefield. In the western, Butch Cassidy can wash the Sundance Kid’s naked flesh—as long as it is wounded. In the boxing film, a trainer can rub the well-developed torso and sinewy back of his protege—as long as it is bruised. In the crime film, a mob lieutenant can embrace his boss like a lover—as long as he is riddled with bullets. 

Violence makes the homo-eroticism of many “male” genres invisible; it is a structural mechanism of plausible deniability.”

–Tarantino’s Incarnational Theology: Reservoir Dogs, Crucifixions, and Spectacular Violence. Kent L. Brintnall.

[fearrfreak]

Here is a guide to hitting others. It is not about safe impact locations or how to develop picturesque bruising. It is about how to hit someone, and keep hitting someone, until you're both satisfied. It is how I approach hitting masochists for my own pleasure.

The first thing to note is that...

This is going to Hurt.

That fact cannot be shied away from. Pain, even for masochists, hurts. There is a tolerance to how much someone can take, and ways to engage with that tolerance. You will need to learn how each masochist takes pain, and potentially even teach them how to manage and endure it.

So you've got a paddle and a tied up piece of masochistic meat, or perhaps you're using your hand and it's bent over your knee, or perhaps it's cuffed to a cross and you've got a whip, or perhaps you've got a knife or needles or... well by now I've laboured the point enough.

How do you get the most out of your meat?

Start slow. Hit them slowly and rhythmically, building up in intensity every few hits, and when they tense too much or start struggling to breathe or can't stop themselves from making too much noise, slow down again.

Your aim is to warm up the meat so that it can get used to the pain, and once it's used to the pain you can intensify it. Climb up, drop down, and climb back up again. Vary the strike location, but remember that locations you haven't hit as much will need warming up too. The more skilfully it's done, the more you'll get to hit it.

On the subject of their breathing, tension, and noises, you'll want to pay attention to these as you hit them. As you hit them, their breathing will try to get sharp and shallow. Their muscles will try to contract to harden against the impact, and they'll make noises as reactions to your hits. Encourage them to keep their breathing steady and calm, and they'll take the hits better. Encourage them to relax so that the impact dissipates into their flesh instead of getting caught in their tension and you can hit them harder while hurting them less. Listen for moans of pleasure if they're so inclined, and encourage them to verbalise their pain, intentionally responding to pain verbally will help them endure it. Let them calm themselves between your hits, and they'll feel like they can take it and let you push them harder.

Watch how they react, but be aware that you may need to soothe or goad them. Try different things: Hold your off-hand on their shoulder so that they can brace against you. Praise them for each hit you've delivered. Tell them they can take more for you. Tease them. Rub them while they catch their breath and tell them how happy you are with them for taking it. Be verbal, but don't expect responses unless they enjoy responding. Pay attention to what helps them calm.

Once you've got the hang of these things, you can begin to play with them and challenge them: forbid them from making noise. Blindfold them so that they can't prepare for the pain. Make them watch you hit them so that they can't help but tense up in response, and play with false swings to mess with their minds. You can be cruel, because you know how it works. You know which moving parts can be shifted, and which must stay still.

Consider also what your masochist wants from being hit: some do not want to be overwhelmed, they want to be guided and hit into a meditative place where they can dissolve into the pain: intense but never too much, and then you can hit them until they're bloody and raw. Others want their pain to push right up to the edge of too much and stay there until they break. They want to cry and scream, and your challenge is to see how cathartic you can make it: break them too quickly and they might not find it satisfying, and neither will you.

And afterwards, aftercare, and you can work out what that looks like with your masochist yourselves.

[fearrfreak]

don’t be afraid to have a parasocial relationship with me. i’m in love with You. yes You.