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He sitting like he WANTS me to suck him off, like what? He's gonna have to get armed forces to pry me off of him once I get on. I'm riding that shi. I'm sucking that shi. Gimme 5 minutes with him and he's coming out a changed man. I'm deepthroating that shi. Not even the navy seals could stop me. Not even a straitjacket can stop me.

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LEVI ACKERMAN

The last fight / S4

There can't be so many of these...angles.

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Morning routine⛅

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remember to take up space, talk about what you love, love unabashedly. we are all going to die. live your life to the fullest

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cant stop going wrong

since ive got her dart in my heart

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i just fell in love.

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Christ what happened in the wild card??? Why is kuni greying

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If evil why gorgeous?!!?

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One day I am gonna grow wings (freedom).

One day I am gonna grow wings (success).

One day I am gonna grow wings (love).

One day I am gonna grow wings (understanding).

One day I am gonna grow wings (happiness).

One day I am gonna grow wings (growing up).

One day I am gonna grow wings (acceptance).

One day I am gonna grow wings (purpose).

One day I am gonna grow wings (detachment).

One day I am gonna grow wings (hope).

One day I am gonna grow wings (knowledge).

One day I am gonna grow wings (meaning).

One day I am gonna grow wings (family).

One day I am gonna grow wings (peace).

One day I am gonna grow wings (revenge).

One day I am gonna grow wings (friendship).

One day I am gonna grow wings (mindset).

One day I am gonna grow wings (independence).

One day I am gonna grow wings (recovery).

One day I am gonna grow wings (coming out).

One day I am gonna grow wings (moving on).

One day I am gonna grow wings (justice).

One day I am gonna grow wings (victory).

One day I am gonna grow wings (safety).

One day I am gonna grow wings (survival).

One day I am gonna grow wings (belonging).

One day I am gonna grow wings (kindness).

One day I am gonna grow wings (proof).

One day I am gonna grow wings (potencial).

One day I am gonna grow wings (self control).

One day I am gonna grow wings (identity).

One day I am gonna grow wings (resolution).

One day I am gonna grow wings (death).

One day I am gonna grow wings (self love).

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im sobbing

+1 hug

I found a watercolor brush, I feel powerful

Any suggestions to draw?

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i don't think i'll ever get over banana fish

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Your honor I love them

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Finally got the Nagi crash out I’ve been waiting for YES GAWD BOOMSHAKALAKA

The fucked up knuckles really did it this time I’ve been WAITING for this one

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bllk babbles! #2

itoshi sae! when he sends you a letter after a year of breakup

starring: itoshi sae

a/n: last post for today! i completed my drafts now haha

love of my life,

i wish i could say i want your happiness above all else.

that’s what people say love is, right? letting go. wishing the best for someone even when it’s not with you.

but i don’t feel noble. i feel wrecked.

there’s a part of me that still aches for you to remember. just one memory. one second where we still existed. where i wasn’t this empty version of myself chasing something i can’t even touch anymore.

but no. forget me. forget my name.

forget how i looked at you like you were the only real thing in a life full of things that never made sense. forget the nights we stayed up talking about dreams i never had the guts to chase unless they came with a scoreboard. forget the way you made me feel human.

because that part of me, the one who loved you, he’s already gone. i buried him beneath every decision i made when i chose football over everything else. over you. over us. over whatever future we might’ve had.

i’ll pretend it was worth it. i’ll pretend this loneliness is something i chose.

i’ll keep walking forward like i don’t flinch when i hear your name. like i don’t wake up in the middle of the night still expecting to hear your voice. like i’m not constantly looking for pieces of you in cities you’ve never even stepped in.

you’ll move on. i know you will.

you’ll laugh again. smile again. love someone else.

and i’ll sit with the version of me that only ever existed when i was with you. the one who felt something other than pressure and noise. the one who wasn’t cold all the time.

and i won’t ask you to remember me.

i won’t ask for your sadness. i’ll carry the weight of what we were on my own.

because you deserve peace. and i’m the last person who could ever give that to you.

so forget my name. forget what it felt like when i touched you like the world would stop. forget how i softened around you without even realizing it.

live your life. smile without me. i’ll keep pretending that doesn’t shatter me every single time.

and maybe, eventually, i’ll forget yours too. or maybe i won’t. maybe i’ll carry you with me, quiet and buried, until there’s nothing left to carry.

that’s the version of goodbye i know. the kind where i leave and never look back, but knowing the part of me that left will never truly be free from you.

take care. —sae

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why are sports anime so homossexual