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Lost my job bc of my sickness. Life isnt fair.

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I hope one day my fantasies come true.

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I feel like I don't have time for everything that gives me joy, because I work full time.

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I need help, when do I really realize that?

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Sometimes I feel like I am just the annoying person in every group I try to integrate myself.

Nothing to say more ig.

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OMG MY STREAM WENT CRAZY TODAY!!!!

I met a cool guy on Valorant and we played some spike rush, he was really kind, i dropped him my skins bc he only used battlepass ones, and it made me bit sad tho. After 2 games he invited his friends. And after some games... I GOT A LOT FOLLOWERS .. HE POSTED MY STREAM IN HIS DISCORD and they were all soooo lovely and kind, i am melting

I MADE 20 FOLLOWERS PLUS and I also hope we play some games still because I do really like them, its a cool Crew!!! I am really thankful how they supported me!! I am speechless!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH !!!!!

And also i am thankful for my friend Megz, he also Supports me and my stream as much as the others did. WOW SO MUCH PPL DID ALSO LOVE MY STREAM AND ITS SOOOOO HUGEEEE AT THE BEGINNING I DIDNT EXPECT THATTTT

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I do stream for selftherapy, not being that shy anymore. At the beginning I was so shy I couldnt even speak to strangers, my face went all Red and I was embarassed by everything I did.

It went all better when I found a Job

But since I stream, I do also have the courage to talk in voicechat.

And it makes my life a bit easier.

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What a cool day!

At first i drank a coffee, cold brew coffee caramel. she putted a looot of caramel in it, it was awesome.

then i was streaming and got 3 follower more! WOW!

So thankful i have 43 follower on twitch, maybe its not much - but when i saw how much people that are, i was like - damn. and they all watched and liked my stream! its insane!

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I wanna lose weight so bad, I just dont want to eat anymore. Hate how people just judge me in which they only look at me.

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One day if my cat dies, I will cry. but just a little moment after i will go to the animal shelter and look for the oldest one. I will keep going like this. Every pet has the right to die in a wholesome place. I love you, my little babygirl

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at the end of the day everyone is just a human. -

We have feelings.

(x)

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Sometimes when I say I am at home, I still dont feel like I am.

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Weird to be a normie.

Went outside for supermarket. my boyfriend asked me to do it alone. I agreed... was so stressed and in panic, i didnt even look for the prices. everything went in my mind like, what happens if i dont have enough money, what if i do something embarassing. Ppl will just laugh about me and think how stupid i am. also i messed up putting all the things in the cart and was kinda ashamed letting the next customer wait bc i dont know how to do all this by myself.. At least i bought a Nut nougat cream, delicious. c: