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felix has been temporarily moved to @contrariian

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in my mind, blair is flo.rence pu.gh. but this gifset is making me go "oh... hunter..."

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sir???? SIRRRR????? how sir????

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Fuck. I can't do anything right. *pulls my shirt up slightly and you can see a little bit of my abs*

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10 Things Joe Alwyn Can't Live Without | British GQ

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"you're a paragon of grace, vic," he says drily. halfway to the door leading onto the roof, he can't stand his tie anymore. he tears it off with his free hand to shove it into the pocket of his pants. normally, it wouldn't bother him—being buttoned-up, engaging in polite small-talk, all the things he was raised for—but felix is feeling particularly sour tonight. if vic weren't here, he might have done something stupid. hell, he still might. his wife isn't here to badger him about appearances, busy on some yoga retreat in god-knows-where.

the sun is finally beginning to tip beneath the horizon, and across the road, central park seems to be strewn with stars as the last of the streetlamps come on along its paths. he sits heavily in a chair, pulls the stopper off the decanter, and takes a swig. terrible manners; he doesn't care. he passes the whiskey to her, then rubs at his face : "fuck."

it's funny, really, when it's not happening to her. were it her mother's dinner party, vic would never hear the end of it — victoria, this is all your fault; vickie, why didn't you do this, that or the other thing; victoria, your father wants to have a word with you. despite her attempt at keeping composure, keeping up appearances, her mouth twists into a grimace at the thought. eugh.

yes, she's incredibly grateful that felix is the one who truly has to deal with the fallout, however minor it may be.

"i couldn't possibly let you be that pathetic," she says, like she's doing him a favor, like he's not one of her best friends in the entire world. maybe her only one, really. "someone has to save you from it and i am more than willing to be that kind soul."

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nobody should kiss felix but also more people should be kissing felix

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it's not a proper family gathering until everyone is upset. @kissmedcadly

handsome face is twisted into a frown, brow creased with irritation. another of his mother's precious dinner parties, falling apart at the seams. blair's boyfriend��what was his name? tom?—is a dirtbag without an ounce of manners, and she's upset that their parents hate him. he'd wonder if it's late-blooming teen rebellion, but he honestly doesn't think she has capacity to rebel. no, it's stupidity—plain and simple.

felix lets out a humorless laugh. "yeah." then he sighs, drains the rest of his wine, and grabs his father's whiskey from the sideboard.

he doesn't know where his sister's gone. back to her apartment with her boyfriend, presumably. she'd been pouting like a child after tom's fight with their father, and felix hadn't had the energy to tell her their parents would get over it. even thinking about the disastrous dinner makes his head hurt. he rubs at his temples, then shakes the whiskey decanter vaguely in vic's direction. "are you coming to the roof with me, or am i sinking to new lows and drinking alone?"

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the verifiers.

dialogue prompts from the verifiers by jane pek.

you look like someone who makes lists for everything.

i'd like to hear your opinion before i tell you mine.

you're too nice for our family.

you act like you don't know me at all.

how strange that i used to worship ____.

we're not friends. we just pretend.

it's not a proper family gathering until everyone is upset.

killed anyone lately?

that's what i aim for: to be just a little less shitty than people expect me to be.

i feel sort of sleazy.

you're right. i haven't been fully honest with you.

i'm still figuring things out. what they might mean.

between deceiving and being deceived, i prefer the second option.

it always surprises me how surprising death is, when it's the one thing that's inevitable.

you don't know shit. don't try to pretend you do.

not all mistakes can be fixed.

neither admit nor deny. that's a very lawyerly approach.

take it, please. i'll feel better.

believing something for its convenience is at best negligence, and at worst culpability.

i don't trust anyone, except you.

how do you know what i like to read?

do you want me to help you take a picture?

it looks like your party's a success.

you're even sneakier than i thought.

i hate being told what to do.

guilt is the currency that our family traffics in.

i feel like i could ask you about anything, and you'd have something interesting to say.

walk it off. nothing hurt, right?

you've never known any of us.

well? aren't you going to say anything?

you never do anything for me.

don't tell me what i can and can't be like.

you don't deserve it. the way ____ loves you.

writers always talk about their characters like they're real.

let's pretend we're tourists.

i've been all fizzy with happiness, ever since we met.

you call it like it is.

i never meant to hurt you.

you can't always pick your weapons in your duels.

it's too late to change anything.

what if we take turns? we can answer each other's questions.

i know the truth is right there, but i can't see it.

here i am, crazy as ever.

all those little lies just make the truth feel worse.

i didn't mean anything by it. i just wanted it all to go away.

i love you, you little brat.

if you ever went away, there would be a hole in my world.

you millennials are unbelievable. all laziness and instant gratification.

i see you couldn't wait to get into more unnecessary danger.

is that a threat or a warning?

if i tell you, i'll have to get rid of you.

this is bigger than you know.

if you go any deeper, forget about getting out.

is there anywhere to eat in this wasteland of a neighborhood?

why do i feel like i've missed something?

did the english major make you such an annoying pedant, or were you always that way?

what's the point of knowing, if you don't do anything about it?

i always knew you were a romantic.

try to grow some balls.

you love me. i'm sure you do.

you become something, if you act that way for long enough.

is a digression into backstory really necessary?

can we get to the action?

you can be very persuasive.

we told each other everything.

you only ask to hang out when you want something from me.

i want someone like you. who isn't you.

are you having a quarter life crisis?

no matter what, you'll be okay. i'll make sure of it.

i'm having a bodysnatcher moment.

this would make a fantastic setting for a murder mystery.

people are constantly mistaking me for someone else.

i wish more people could think like you.

still trying to save the world?

i want the best for you. i always have.

damn, you're ruthless.

maybe i still don't know you at all.

you have to tell me the rest of it.

people tend to hear what they want to hear.

who do you think i want you to be?

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im ending it all. not the hamiltons 💀

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i took the character quiz for felix too im Screaming

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the left column of this gifset is so percy and felix im gonna yartz

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if u have a song that reminds you of felix u legally have to tell me. btw.

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Joe Alwyn for Man About Town 2019

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percy is a stronger woman than me bc if felix looked at me like 🥺 i'd forgive him in an instant