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The purpose of life is to get really into stories that drive you so crazy you sometimes feel the need to throw up from how much you love them

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i love love LOVE the complex friendship between the Xianle trio. there is so much to unpack, so many contradictory feelings, so many unsaid things and inexpressible emotions, but at the end of the day when XL ascends for the third time and needs help FX and MQ show up immediately. they conceal themselves, unwilling to express their friendship towards XL so easily (which in itself is so funny and revealing especially considering they BOTH came up with the same idea), but they cannot conceal much at all.

there is an absolute abyss between who they were when they last parted and who they are now, so many things have happened to each other that they couldn't even fathom, but their feelings haven't faded. they care about each other. they always have, and always will.

TGCF is incredibly good at being an epic love story but it's also so much more than that and everyday it makes me a bit more insane

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Feng Xin fans, we want to hear from you today! 🏹 What is your favorite Feng Xin moment? (from the books or any of the adaptations) Let us know in the comments!

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If anyone wants me to say my opinion on a character with this bingo

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Pairing: Feng Xin/Xie Lian

Rating: G

Word Count: 2,212 (Ch 1/?)

Summary:

Nan Feng threw his head back and laughed. It was a bright, merry sound, rippling through the clear night air like light. Something about it transported Xie Lian right back in time to the old days in the palace, where he'd whisper a joke to Feng Xin during dull banquets that dragged on endlessly, and his best friend would burst into peals of wild laughter, clutching his ribs, gasping for air. For a moment, Xie Lian couldn't breathe too, hit by a gut punch of nostalgia so strong that it stole the air from his own lungs. He didn’t realize he was staring until Nan Feng asked, “Daozhang, what is it?” “Nothing. It’s just…” Xie Lian paused, then glanced back at Nan Feng with a smile. “...You remind me of an old friend.” 

AU in which Feng Xin, disguised as Nan Feng, finds Xie Lian in the mortal realm. (Based on @nekoning's art)

(For @fenglianweek 2025)

Tags: Alternate Universe - Different Second Meeting, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, set sometime before xl's 3rd ascension i guess, NanLian, Feng Xin as Nan Feng, POV Alternating, Mutual Pining, Fluff and Angst, Nostalgia, self-deprecating thoughts, Secret Identity, full title translates to 'my homesick heart wants to fly home to you swift as an arrow'

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Pairing: Feng Xin/Xie Lian

Rating: G

Word Count: 2,212 (Ch 1/?)

Summary:

Nan Feng threw his head back and laughed. It was a bright, merry sound, rippling through the clear night air like light. Something about it transported Xie Lian right back in time to the old days in the palace, where he'd whisper a joke to Feng Xin during dull banquets that dragged on endlessly, and his best friend would burst into peals of wild laughter, clutching his ribs, gasping for air. For a moment, Xie Lian couldn't breathe too, hit by a gut punch of nostalgia so strong that it stole the air from his own lungs. He didn’t realize he was staring until Nan Feng asked, “Daozhang, what is it?” “Nothing. It’s just…” Xie Lian paused, then glanced back at Nan Feng with a smile. “...You remind me of an old friend.” 

AU in which Feng Xin, disguised as Nan Feng, finds Xie Lian in the mortal realm. (Based on @nekoning's art)

(For @fenglianweek 2025)

Tags: Alternate Universe - Different Second Meeting, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, set sometime before xl's 3rd ascension i guess, NanLian, Feng Xin as Nan Feng, POV Alternating, Mutual Pining, Fluff and Angst, Nostalgia, self-deprecating thoughts, Secret Identity, full title translates to 'my homesick heart wants to fly home to you swift as an arrow'

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a house in nebraska by ethel cain is so book 4 fenglian

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tshirt that says "I ❤️ HOMOEROTIC FRIENDSHIPS"

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Some misc quanyins <33

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nothing scarier than being a fan of a fic and then becoming mutuals with the author. like hi shakespeare. big fan of your fake dating au

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“Now I’m 70, but you’re still 17”

Fenglian Week 2025 day 5: immortality @fenglianweek

In which Feng Xin still leaves, having a normal life as a mortal, and Xie Lian is doomed to remain young for the rest of eternity.

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A careful first kiss 💕

Fenglian Week 2025 day 6: delicate @fenglianweek

This is me attempting, yet again, something different just as an experiment to get out of my comfort zone, with more stylized characters and using some brushes I had neglected for a while.

I was influenced by some illustrations of magnolias I saw the other day while working on something else and, of course, by the work of Nakamura-sensei.

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Pairing: Feng Xin/Xie Lian

Rating: T

Word Count: 2,608

Summary:

“A-Xin,” Xie Lian was still sobbing, pleading, begging. “Please, don't go, don't leave me — A-Xin, do you hear me? I can't lose you! Didn’t you say you would never leave me? A-Xin, you swore to me that you would never leave me! You promised!” Each and every one of Xie Lian's words, her sobs, her screams, pierced Feng Xin like the sharpest and most cruel of bone blades. Feng Xin's hands shook. Her vision was blurring now, her own eyes wet. She blinked and it spilled onto her cheeks, an endless sea of sorrow, an endless ocean of grief, Xie Lian's and hers both, and it tore at her, ripped her into bloody fucking shreds. But there was no other choice. (Fenglian The Locked Tomb AU for Fenglian Week 2025 Day 2: Magic/Scifi)

Tags: Major Character Death, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - The Locked Tomb Fusion, Angst, POV Feng Xin, First Kiss, Canon-Typical Violence, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Codependency, self-worth issues, Hurt No Comfort, mind the MCD tag, no beta we die like my ability to write coherently