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(Tw: unreality, Scopophobia. Mentions of death and blood (not in the drawings but the text you will see under them!)

“Entry ???”

“For these past few months… I have noticed someone out there at night, someone who seemed to glow bright with light, literally! It looked like an actual goddess! She was…so beautiful! I really thought I was seeing a true deity for the first time in my life like the ones you hear from stories! I tried calling out for her but I never got a response.

So I went to try find her myself, hoping that maybe I could finally talk to her now, maybe even get my wishes become true!.. and maybe even finally get to see her face that I never got the chance to see before!

But I was wrong, I was SO WRONG!

That wasn’t no true goddess, no deity. not even HUMAN!! No…that…that THING was no true deity!! That was…was…a DEMON!!! A REAL DEMON I TELL YOU!!!

All the blood, all the bodies, the monsters, these awful gas around the place, the destruction- IT WAS AWFUL!!! ALL DONE BECAUSE OF HER- IT!!! IT WAS ALL ITS DOING!!! ALL OF IT HAPPENING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!! ALL I SAW WAS THE DEAD BODIES OF MY OWN FAMILY!!

WHAT HAVE I DONE!? WHY DID I CHASE THAT HORRIBLE CREATURE TO BEGIN WITH!? ITS ALL MY FAULT!! AND NOW, ITS FACE HAUNTS ME. THE FACE THAT I, BACK THEN, ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT WHAT LOOKED LIKE… ITS.. DEMONIC!!! THOSE EYES, THOSE MANY EYES. I SEE THEM WATCH ME EVERYDAY, EVERY NIGHT, EVEN NOW AS IM WRITING THIS ALL DOWN!!

(A long messy line seemed to be drawn under the letters, as if done by accident..?)

ITS HERE, ITS HERE AGAIN AND ITS LOOKING FOR ME!! WHAT AM I GONNA DO!? I HAVE NO WHERE ELSE TO GO!!! PLEASE!! ANYONE OUT THERE, WHOEVER YOU ARE!! IF YOU SOMEHOW FIND THIS AND HAD READ IT!! PLEASE!!! WARN EVERYONE ABOUT THIS!! ABOUT IT!! ABOUT-“

(The writing seems to have abruptly ended before it could even be finished, a few big splashes of fresh blood now staining the letters… soon, a piece of paper being ripped to shreds before being all burned into a crisp could be heard…)

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“I apologise, young mortal… but I cannot let you do that…. I’d rather let the reveal of my existence be done by myself.”

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R.i.p unknown person

HOLY MOLYYYY ITS DONE BBYYYY

I just started this yesterday and didn’t think I would even finish it today (especially along with this text i decided to add after the drawings) but here I am gghdhdhd,,,

The ‘goddess’ content lets goooooo-

And yea, I put some song lycris in this! It’s literally just the words at the end of the song but i really liked it so yea,,

Phew….now if you excuse me, I gotta answer some few asks I have gotten oopsie,,,

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Sakura/First Shinobi reference - RC9GN OC

Here’s a digital reference of her, god I love drawing her btw.

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uhmm yea i suppose i’ll post :P

doing sum redesigns, to lucy and finja and MIORI WHAT theres sum silly doodles/ refs hehe

i also doodled @bubbleteaop ‘s oc aka first shinobi!!! she’s super pretty i love herrryesysyyeysys

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hey guysss sorry for lack of anything lolll

haven’t rlly been drawing much umm here’s sum stills from the reference sheets im redoin

sry it’s mostly lucy umm

this ver of lucy is just my interpretation. the fernification of lucy if u will.

oc is owned by my awesome friend @lucy6767

hopefully i’ll have these out soon and draw more hehes

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I’ll keep my discussion of Sakura/First Shinobi and Mei Freeman’s dynamic pretty brief cause well Mei sees Sakura as an older sister figure with Sakura acting serious to her when she needs Mei to focus.

Anyways, I could write more about it but I don’t think I have the time to.. also I’m open for art trades from Fridays to Sundays so if you want to do one with me DM me!

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In Seth’s ref, I mentioned he was a part of a ninja team and I said I was gonna make refs for the rest of the members in it too….which I ended up not doing for quite a long time :,)

But NOW! Now I have finally done it!

Everyone, meet the rest of the members of the ninja team and Seth’s friends!

Let’s gooo finallyyy, more of my Rc9gn ninja ocs

And yeah, they’re all different colors! They were originally just red like Seth but then while doing them, I was like “naaaaah let’s make them different colors instead!’ And that’s what I did! I think they look nicer this way!

And ofc, they’ll have some info that I’m gonna put here now. It isn’t a lot like Seth’s but still enough to at least know some stuff about their character! Oh, and they’re all different ages, Seth being the only 14 year old pff- I will be putting their ages as well so you’ll know. (And just like Seth, I still haven’t been able to think of their last names along with their normal/civilian forms oof-)

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Karina (16) (she/her) (pink ninja)

- a girl who was badly turned down when trying to become a ballerina back then, due to SOME people humiliating her that bad during her performance. She was devastated, heart broken. And then once she became a ninja, the suit just HAD to resemble and look similar to a ballerina in a way…. Wow. How fun. It’s like it’s taunting her.

- thankfully she gets to get used to it and soon move on from the painful past memories….she still holds a grudge tho.

- Karina is quite sweet and friendly, always there to be the one to give comfort to her teammates. You need a shoulder to cry on? Come here, she gotcha!

- while she can be nice, she can get quite a temper pretty easily, ESPECIALLY when being reminded of her terrible ballerina days. So unless you want to get karate chopped very gracefully, I suggest you shut up-

- oh well. At least she can freely be both a ballerina and a ninja at the same time now!

Nolan (16) (he/him) (blue ninja)

- a boy who had always dreamed of living in an action hero like fantasy and now finally has his dream come true by being a ninja now! He takes his job seriously tho, don’t worry.

- seems to be the most normal looking ninja out of all his teammates. Why is he even with them? Because he finds them so bruce!! Plus they’re his best friends! Why wouldn’t he be with them?

- quite too bold for his own good, also very talkative too. Will yap about his hero stuff related interests right away if asked. Both the bold part and chatty part mixed together doesn’t usually end up well. He sometimes ends up saying things he shouldn’t be saying.

- in battle, he literally ends up doing it too much like boy please

- just a silly little guy….. with hidden insecurities oh no-

Asher (18) (he/him/they/them) (grey ninja)

- a tall guy who is the oldest of the group (and tallest). He was 17 when he first became a ninja and now after some months, he is now 18. but even so, he still hangs out with all his friends/teammates. Cuz he cares that much about them, they’re like his little siblings.

- Their ninja suit ended up looking kinda like…..a butterfly theme? Weird. Till this day, they still have absolutely no clue why they ended up looking like that. They don’t even like showing off that much.

- speaking of not showing off that much, Asher here is really good at being very stealthy and quiet. As quiet as a mouse.

- he’s so good at it. TOO good. There are times where one of his teammates didn’t hear him at all while he’s around and the moment he finally speaks up, they get scared shitless.

- This guy ends up acting like he’s more old than he actually is due to being the oldest. Ends up accidentally say things you’d hear old people say like: ‘back in my day’ and gets immediately embarrassed by it every time.

(oh! And that big burn mark (yeah that’s what it’s supposed to be) he has on the half of his face that you see there? That was done by Seth. It was an accident during training that went terribly wrong. And yes. Seth felt VERY guilty about it.)

Berri (15) (they/them) (yellow ninja)

- a non-binary chubby gal with creativity and imagination up so high, you’ll be wondering if they ever get tired of everything they create…. Well, that only happens when they have art block lol.

- similar to Asher, Berri’s ninja suit ended up also having a kinda insect theme of some sort…a bee. And the fact that they’re the yellow ninja only makes this even MORE obvious. They don’t seem bothered by it in the slightest tho.

- back to the creativity part, Berri is an artist! And also a creator! Not with just making art but creating lots of items too! Mostly ones that can help them and their team!

- See those googles they have? It was made by them! Yup, they made it aaall by themselves! They can create anything! Well, ALMOST everything.

may or may not be kinda a student of S.Ward Smith-

- May seem alright but also have a few struggles. Poor Berri here barely talks about what they REALLY want most of the time, leading to them mostly doing people pleasing. Thankfully their bffs are very understanding and help them with that!

Ataru (17) (he/him) (purple ninja)

- a guy who seems quite short for his age. He’s 17 yet seems like he’s only…13? 14?? What in the world?? Uh alright.

- His ninja suit ended up looking a bit similar to a little wizard(?)… he even seems to have his own hat…aww, that’s sooo cute… kinda like Seth, he ain’t a big fan of it but he’s more used to it then the ninja rabbit.. though he often leaves the hat behind.

- it doesn’t really help that he actually likes using the magical abilities like earth attack and the ninja balls more then the weapons like, bro is not beating those wizard allegations-

- Ataru acts most of the time tired, like he’s an overworking adult or something. He has even drank coffee a few times! Asher makes sure to stop him most of the time because sir, you really don’t need all that.

- besides all that, he’s a pretty nice fella! Surprisingly likes puns, believe it or not….desperately needs therapy tho

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Yeeeeeeee finallyyyyy they’re all hereeeee

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I'm uploading this a little early in my timezone so.. ASEXUALS, ARISE!!! TOGETHER WE SHALL DESTROY THOSE ACE-PHOBES!!!!

Happy (Early or late in ur timezone) International Asexuality Day guys!!

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I’m currently in the middle of working on some writing and all.. so have another quick NN AU related ‘meme’ for now

Kurai and Nobu again yayyyy

It’s literally my birthday soon (6th of April, right on frickin Sunday-) and I haven’t even started on doing a single birthday drawing as a treat for myself like I have done before oof. Even if I ain’t so excited about my birthday anymore, I still want to draw something for myself, try to be nice to myself, ya know? Since im usually so harsh on myself, very mentally

Oh well- lol

Oh here’s the original:

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dumbass doodles unm yeah im posting this at work idk what else to say

also did a thing where i dewdled a few ocs as their headcannoned va wahoo um idk maybe i’ll do the others

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“For 800 years, Norrisville High has been protected by a Ninja…..

No one knew that every four years, a new warrior was chosen….

And now today, a new warrior has been chosen once again….a new brand new face, who never saw it coming from a mile away..

Go, Ninja!

A new freshman who has been chosen to be the next hero to fight the new upcoming forces of evil…

That is me! Nobu Chiharu-Sirius.

The new ninja of Norrisville!”

Smoke bomb!

‘Few years have passed ever since the sorcerer was finally defeated. With Randy Cunningham now in 12th grade along his bff Howard Weinerman, it is now time for a new Norrisville ninja to be picked and it ends up being none other then Nobu Chiharu-Sirius, a new 14 year old and surprisingly short 9th grader who just recently moved into town.

Now having the new mask and the Ninja Nomicon in their hands, Nobu has no choice but to go and be Norrisville’s newest protector!…even if this sudden and very big responsibility is already burying them to the ground bit by bit.

Will the new kid become the brucest new ninja ever? Will Randy, now being their new ninja mentor, be really able to help them along their journey?’

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FINALLY AFTER BEING FORCED OUTSIDE AGAIN FOR HOURS AND A FEW CHORES GETTING IN THE WAY, THIS IS DONE YESSSS—

You’re probably wondering with the intro: ‘isn’t that literally just what you did in the April fools post?’ Yeah expect this is actually the original, the April fools one was just this but I changed the name from Nobu to Hajime lol.

But anywyyyy, yayyyy finally finished this! Yeah it’s supposed to be like a poster eheh-

And look! A new watermark! I actually made that few months ago so it’s nothing brand new, I just didn’t use it until now. ‘Who is Nova?’ Me! Well, actually it’s the name of my sona (who is also my pfp hehe,,) so yea it’s basically me,, you can either call me that or just ‘trash’ cuz of my username, whatever you like best. But yea, im gonna try using this watermark for now on on my arts….. if i don’t get too lazy that is pffssn,,

And Yes, I kinda tried copying the shading of the first rc9gn poster-

I still dunno if I really want to either make a comic for this au or a fanfic. Egh.

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guys… i have a confession. unfortunately i’ve succumbed to my insecurities about my art style and my ocs and whatever and am deciding to completely overhaul everyhting.

new designs new everything yay,,%,::!!!!

i hope u guys like and don’t mind the chnages!!!! ^_^

just kidding LMAO you have been april FOOLED

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“For 800 years, Norrisville High has been protected by a Ninja…..

No one knew that every four years a new warrior was chosen….

And now today, a new warrior has been chosen once again….a new brand new face, who never saw it coming from a mile away..

Go, Ninja!

A new freshman who has been chosen to be the next hero to fight the new upcoming forces of evil…

That is me! Hajime Igarashi.

The new ninja of Norrisville!”

“Smoke bomb!”

If you remember what day it is today, then you know this isn’t actually serious lol.

Some goofy swap version of the NN AU where only Hajime and Nobu are swapped.

This is so lazy and stupid-

Would you believe me if I said that this is my first time ever making an April fools joke? Like….EVER?? I usually don’t care about this ‘holiday’ at all.

And yes, you’ll get to see Nobu- oh sorry…I meant Akarui as well! (This one sucks even more)

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Finally got to doodle agaiiinnn

And this time, it’s some mk x Rc9gn crossover Rain (mk 11 design again) and Randy stuff that again nobody asked for!! Cuz right after making that one drawing , I’ve been wanting to draw them together again sooooo bad and still kinda doooo hhhghghhh,,,,

(Knowing tumblr, the quality will probably turn out a little shitty once posted-)

My two favourite ninjas from two different media’s that I am so obesssed with (Rc9gn 1st, Mk being right next to it).

A old goofy kids show first shown back then in Disney XD and an old on going adult video game famously known for having so much gore…. Huh, an interesting duo lol.

Yeah the last doodle part is them fighting. I tried making it seem like that the water turns into ice as Randy (in ninja cold rage form) shields himself but it looks off to me eck.

Let’s just hope he doesn’t end up getting a fatality on him..

Speaking of fatalities…..

Warning: kinda bloody ripped out eye balls

Now you probably think that’s it and honestly, I was planning on just doing these two at first…

But then a part of me just HAD to go and add another certain familiar Norrisville ninja (oc) into this madness of mine which made all this doodling take even awhile longerrrr,,

Yes, it’s Nobu/NN themselves,

Just when I thought it couldn’t get worse /silly

Really wanna try drawing more mk stuff too honestly…. And if you’re wondering (I’m sure no one is wondering at all but-), yes, I do in fact also have mortal kombat ocs ;w; (im planning on giving them a slight redesign tho, I haven’t done it yet so they still have their current (kinda old) designs for now oof)

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Todays Doodles once again hehe (i still want to doodle/draw some more rn mmm,,,)

1st doodle: related to the Nomi Nobu/NN situation. Just like with Randy and Howard, Nobu ends up waking back up to reality, after getting to leave the Nomicon, in Martins body, his hairstyle now similar to theirs. Not much else to say here lol

2nd doodle: Kurai stuff once again cuz yes (ft Hajime). Just some kinda related to his self hatred. As for the last part of the doodles… Kurai is together with some of his inspirations! And by inspirations I mean characters who inspired me to make him and the way he is!

First is the Sorcerer. And it’s not just cuz of the chaos pearls, stanking and stuff like that, but because of his ancient design. That’s why I drew him with that design here, cuz this old outfit of his gave me a bit of inspiration for Kurai’s own outfit!

Now for Kurai’s personality and his whole villain kind of style or whatever. The ones who inspired that are Lady bone demon from Lmk and shadow milk cookie from cookie run kingdom!! (This is my first time drawing these two too, which is why they look kinda crappy) mostly Shadow milk mixed with some parts of LBD.

A quick fun fact: just like Martin, Lora and Ellie, Kurai used to be a very old Rc9gn oc of mine as well! Unlike the students, he got a bit way more big redesign than them, even a name change! (Now being ‘Kurai’) he also used to be part of a very old Rc9gn story of mine with another oc that was called ‘mystery quest’, it never got finished and was sadly scrapped.

lol Why am I even telling yall this? It probably even isn’t THAT interesting-

Anyway, I’m gonna keep drawing rn-

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finally posting his ref good lord

before u say anything yes related to s.ward smith hehe

yay daedalus YAYYYY gentle giant swordsmith my beloved just a cutiepie just a guy….

ummm idk what else to add…. gonna redo everyone’s ref for artfight before july but for now this will do :3

here’s sum doodles not much since i haven’t drawn him recently buuuut meow

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A drawing have actually worked on for a few days and just finished yesterday but didn’t get the time to post it then ;-;. But now I can! So here ya are.

A mortal kombat x Rc9gn crossover art nobody asked for!

Rain (mk 11 design that I just loooove) meeting Randy.

Why? Why not? I’ve always wanted to draw them together and plus, they’re both my top favourite characters. Like Scorpion has always been my favourite mk character since I first saw the game and still is btw yet Rain, for some reason, got me in a chokehold, like this motherfucker somehow got to my brain rent free help- /silly

This is also me messing and experimenting shading again I guess.

A Demi god ‘prince’ vs a human ninja… interesting.

I don’t think these two would get along at all lol.

Have a version without text and another with a different type of filter/lighting cuz I kinda like it too mm,,

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Ninja Cafe AU shorts & lore

Original post & my reblog here

Lore brainstorming:

Actually it's probably better to be a simple coffee shop au or something. Randy got a part-time job in a isolated ninja-themed cafe, and began to work as waiters together with First Ninja.😜(Their boss is Nomi, I suppose)

Or, my craving for a bigger story can make it like: the cafe is a hideout or disguise for the ninja heroes. They secretly accept and carry out missions to stop the bad guys' evil schemes, like secret agents or assassins✨

For now this AU is pretty much an excuse for me to draw desserts