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i always forget my grandma used to be a clown so it caught me the fuck off guard when she saw this

and no hesitation saying “oh it’s that creepy clown- oh he’s drinking that’s against clown code”

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I'd like to ask for spacecore and rainbow space things please :D

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hi i need friends please i dont really have a whole lot an i like talking a lot an clowns an history stuff an bright colors an drawing. im part of a system im a little im 7 years old. please no minors but if youre a little thats okay i want more friends my age but the body is older an also please nobody who sends pictures of corpses i dont like that stuff. i just wanna be able to talk about cartoons an have a long friendship an maybe someone who talks a lot cause i wanna talk an i dont wanna have to message people first all the time please. no people who think littles are kinks that stuff is weird. also please no lying or being mean that stuff hurts my feelings

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i think theyre called beautiful an kinda high strung a bit maybe

ya'll what is this kind of character called

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i wanna feel happy like this please

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In britain, you can't just call someone a "guy" or "dude" anymore. Because of bloke.

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sometimes i wish he was gone. he wants to die so bad why doesnt he go off an do that instead of hurting us an wanting to kill us

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hes hurting me :( i dont like him anymore hes mean an awful to me he yells an hates everyone hes scary i wish he would be nicer but hes not gonna be nicer even when hes nice its scary cause i dunno when its gonna be bad again he used to be nice to me everything started going bad when he called me parasite i wanna go back to before that when we danced to jekll an hyde song confrontation together

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Multiple Mabels

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everyones yelling an fighting an its scary i just wanted to help i dont mean to be annoying i promise i wish i was better i wish everything wasnt bad if i could fix everything i would but i dunno how. my head hurts really really bad i cant see sometimes i dont think thats good

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YEAH!!! i think people get mad at kids shows cause just cause some stuff is more complex doesnt change the target audience is still kids. an thats okay. also lots of times even adults need simple representation cause they were never taught stuff. an thats okay, it doesnt make them bad, an people need to stop getting mad at stuff that teaches them. just cause YOU got to have those things taught to you doesnt mean everyone did :(

I need to say something and I need y'all to be calm

if it isn't actively bad or harmful, no representation should be called "too simple" or "too surface level"

I have a whole argument for this about the barbie movie but today I wanna talk about a show called "the babysitters club" on Netflix

(obligatory disclaimer that I watched only two episodes of this show so if it's super problematic I'm sorry) (yes. I know it's based on a book, this is about the show)

this is a silly 8+ show that my 9 year old sister is watching and it manages to tackle so many complex topics in such an easy way. basic premise is these 13 year old girls have a babysitting agency.

in one episode, a girl babysits this transfem kid. the approach is super simple, with the kid saying stuff like "oh no, those are my old boy clothes, these are my girl clothes". they have to go to the doctor and everyone is calling the kid by her dead name and using he/him and this 13 year old snaps at like a group of doctors and they all listen to her. it's pure fantasy and any person versed in trans theory would point out a bunch of mistakes.

but after watching this episode, my little sister started switching to my name instead of my dead name and intercalating he/him pronouns when talking about me.

one of the 13 years old is a diabetic and sometimes her whole personality is taken over by that. but she has this episode where she pushes herself to her limit and passes out and talks about being in a coma for a while because of not recognizing the limits of her disability.

and this allowed my 9 year old sister to understand me better when I say "I really want to play with you but right now my body physically can't do that" (I'm disabled). she has even asked me why I'm pushing myself, why I'm not using my crutches when I complain about pain.

my mom is 50 years old and watching this show with my sister. she said the episode about the diabetic girl helped her understand me and my disability better. she grew up disabled as well, but she was taught to shut up and power through.

yes, silly simple representation can annoy you if you've read thousands of pages about queer liberation or disability radical thought, but sometimes things are not for you.

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i would give you that stuff we could go find it together :D i dont have money or anything but people tell me shoplifting is okay so maybe we could do that

Do you want to give me cookies and cakes and candies and chocolates and granola bars and ham sandwiches and pies and pizza slices and cheese wheels and roast suckling pigs and roast venison and wine and rare apples and dog kibbles and little stones and silt and