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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Twenty-One

Submitted by lisajean74

Five Fave Fics: 

Bright Lights, Small Town by @lecrit​

Why I love this fic:  Even though I am a fan of Lecrit, something about the summary made me read this story last of all her works. Ironically, it wound up being one of my favorites. Granted, I did find it a lot harder to re-read once my own mother passed away, but it did not diminish my love for the angsty, vulnerable story. Also, did I mention it has some very adorable dogs? Who can resist Alec Lightwood with a dog by his side?? Well Magnus thought he could, poor guy. Lecrit has a knack for being able to capture the correct tone between any and all the characters, from Magnus and Simon to Alec and Jace. Not only that, this is a full story, about pain, healing and learning how to accept love. 

Fave quote: “I’m a veterinarian,” Alec retorted, just as obstinate. “I’ve been bitten by wilder beasts than yourself, Bane.”

If You’ve Got The Money, I’ve Got The Time by j__writes 

Why I love this fic:   I have a real soft spot for this story. I don’t know if it is because I am familiar with the 90’s or if I just can’t resist these two dorks in love, plus I am a sucker for a slow burn. The writing is genuine and @jwrites_ is not afraid to tow the hard line. Some may disagree with the ending, but I really felt that it was warranted and truthful. Plus there is an extra one shot, that lets us have a little bit more of this lovely story. @Jwrites_ paints a beautiful portrait of young love, with humour, a thread of self doubt and softness. 

 Fave Quote: “You had a little mustard on your lip,” he says, darting his eyes away when Magnus runs his tongue along his lips. “Sorry, if that was weird.” “No.” Magnus continues eating. “Thank you.” He nudges Alec with his elbow, smiling while he chews. “You’re better at this boyfriend business than you think.”

Love Looks Not With The Eyes by Ariadne & orsoly_writes (malec_hun)

Why I love this fic: This is a controversial pick, because sadly, this story has not been updated since 2018. That being said, I do believe it is still worth a read. This is the slowest of slow burns, filled with anger and misunderstanding, healing and the most tender, fragile moments. You will have feelings. I so want these two together, and would love nothing more than this story to be finished. 

Fave Quote: You know, you don’t have to have eyesight to be able to see, Alexander.

Trust Me by LoverOfWriting

Why I love this fic:  I spent almost a whole weekend binge reading this fic. It is not finished yet, but the author is still updating and promises to finish. Alec is an escort, so yes, this is explicit, and super sexy. But more than that, there are secrets, budding relationships, adorable moments and other storylines that makes this a robust story. Some may say there is too much story, but judging how I devoured this, I disagree. 

Fave Quote: Magnus closed his eyes and let himself feel Alec’s lips as if it was their first kiss. It felt like a brush of warm, sunny breeze into his burdened soul. Alec broke the kiss and smiled softly. “I lied, actually.” He whispered. “Mmmm?” Magnus hummed, his lips still tingling from the kiss. “I made two cakes.”

Higher than the Big Trees by @carmenlire  

Why I love this fic:  Ready for a long fic that is well written, and has all the fluff you could ask for in a #malec story? Carmenlire is a master of crafting a loving and beautiful relationship between Magnus and Alec. Get lost in a story of a famous musician and a university professor. There is some eventual smut, and it is very satisfying ;) 

Fave Quote: Magnus just stares at him, blinking before he’s falling forward into Alec’s chest and laughing. Alec wraps his arms around Magnus to collect him on autopilot as he starts smiling himself. Magnus is laughing his ass off, great chuckles and gasping breaths. It takes him a moment but when he finally collects himself, he pushes playfully at Alec’s shoulder before sliding his palm down until it’s resting against Alec’s heart.

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Eighteen

Submitted by @caspiennelightwood​

FIVE FICS

Appassionato by @chonideno​ 

One of the very first fics I ever read, and it has stayed my favorite ever since. I don’t know what happened while reading it, but it felt like a beautiful, poetic experience. The fact that I read it while listening to the playlist the author made probably did a lot for that. I was just really transported into the lyricism of the fic, and it was a great experience. 

Favourite Scene:

Up, up, up then soft and flying, elongated and down then graceful, the modest piano starts singing. Like water under a bridge, measures flow one after the other with delightful fluidity; first a subtle song is born, right in the center of Magnus’ chest, then an ode arises. Gentle and oh so warm, it carries his name and blooms in his heart like a sugar rose. A pattern, finesse itself, builds up and emerges from under the swirls in the tune. Never drowned in it, never lost, the pattern floats and accompanies, perfectly crafted for the piece. One hand marries the other; bold and intense, the music rises and blossoms in Magnus’ throat like a cotton flower. He can’t swallow, he can’t move. The man downstairs is talking to him. 

This is Me (Fighting for you) by Fanatic_Weirdo 

This one is a special one because it’s a totally unique pairing between Max (Alec & Magnus’s son) and an original character created by the author. It’s part of a series called ‘Lightwood-Bane Family’ which I really love too. But this specific one I really enjoyed. I’ve read it many times and still love it as much each time. There’s just something about seeing Malec with grown/teenage kids that I never really found in other fanfics. That’s why I really like this series. I don’t know if the author ever plans on continuing it, but I would absolutely read anything they write in this universe!

Favourite Quote: 

“I couldn’t let that happen. I can live with a broken heart. I can live knowing I broke yours. But I cannot live with the thought that I would have forgotten that I was loved by you. To be loved by you, Max, even if just for a few years, is an honor that should go to someone far more deserving than me. But you picked me, at 6 years old, you picked a mop top ragamuffin to love. And it’s selfish, it’s so selfish, that I would rather suffer for the rest of my life and hurt you so badly, than forget that I was once good enough to be loved by Max Lightwood-Bane.”

Anonymorous by @superficialpeasant​

The summary could be frightening when you think about it. Two strangers having sex as an art performance during an art exhibition. Like, what? But you actually find yourself reading something intimate, funny, and sensuous. A chance encounter between two strangers that are inexplicably creating a connection during this beautiful and unique moment. A brilliant, brillant piece (just like the author other fics by the way).

Favourite Scene: 

He looks down at Magnus now - and while his mouth doesn’t say the words, his eyes speak them loud and clear. If you’re going to run - run with me.

Blankets, jam & other metaphors for love by Oumy

Single Parent, Italy, Family feels? I was sold from the start only by reading this! But I didn’t expect to love this story so much. Then again, I love Oumy’s writing and other fics so much, so I should have known really. But this one stuck with me the most I think. I felt like I was in the Italian countryside, I felt for these characters trying to navigate their lives and their feelings. And Alec’s daughter in this is just the sweetest girl. So yeah, a warm, beautiful story, just like Italy in the summer. 

Favourite Scene:

He probably didn’t even realize it, but Alec’s other hand snaked around to rest on the small of Magnus’ back as he braced himself, and Magnus felt sparks of dizzying electricity course through his spine at the feel of it, warm and substantial on him. To an outsider, they probably looked picturesque, Alec cocooning the two of them in his warmth as Magnus held the little girl in his arms, and his yearning intensified, manifesting itself in a tightening around the region of his heart.

Bright Lights, Small Town by @lecrit​

And ‘Everything is great’ too. I know it makes two, it’s cheating. But these two fics have a theme in common that I think Lu writes amazingly, which is grief. It’s something I experienced in my life and I felt close to the characters’ sorrows reading these fics. Also, both have cute dogs in it (with great, funny names), what else can you ask for? 

Favourite Scene:

Magnus wondered if ripping his chest open and exposing his own heart would have felt the same, if it would have appeared as rotten as it felt, as dark as it seemed. He had heard before that people who opened their hearts started to heal, but it all sounded like a lie now. He wasn’t healing. His heart was exposed, and he felt like he was crumbling under the weight of it, suffocating with the heaviness of his grief, of his doubts, of the burden he was carrying. 

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What writing for the fandom means to me:

I really love writing for this fandom. There’s always so much enthusiasm for these characters. I know reading about them brings me joy, so I hope that with my very small contribution I can bring a little bit of joy to others as well. Also, it’s helping me working on my writing, especially in English as I’m not a native English speaker. So, it’s always a bonus. It’s a nice way to practice your writing skills with stories and characters you love. And I just love writing in general (I write outside of fanfics too, mainly short stories).

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Sixteen

Submitted by @miss-shiva-adler​

Five Fave Fics:

1. Your Love is Payment Enough by @tobythewise​ I don’t know what else to say, I have religiously followed this fic from the first day of posting. It really made me fall in love with Toby’s writing, every word was a treat and really made me just fall in love ? I don’t know what else to say. Toby is an amazing person and I am blessed to call them my friend. They have taught me to fall in love with omegaverse AUs and to be openly writing about kinks that have made me feel embarrassed about to write about before. This fic is the prime example, I love it so so much. Toby has made me feel comfortable to just write things that I otherwise wouldn’t even have conceived sharing with the world. The way Toby writes is a real safe space for me. I thrive on angst and tears and tragedy. But when I read Toby’s fics I know it’s safe, I know they will transport me to a world where things will be alright, writers like Toby are a beating heart in this fandom when you need a fluffy fic to go to. This fic has the right amount of angst that I can read and reread whenever and don’t need to be in a special mindspace to be for it. This fic is a gift that has kept on giving by every update and every chapter.

2. I’ve got a renegade heart (and it’s screaming his name) by LiviKate

This fic was recommended to me by an Aro-ace friend following a discussion about Raphael’s sexuality and how to explore it in fanfiction while still being consistent with a sex-repulsed headcanon. This fic has given me a better insight on how to write Raphael and I take that with me every day when I write Saphael. It helps me navigate on what I want to include and not include in my own fics and that’s wonderful. I love rereading it when I can.

3. thousands upon thousands made an ocean by @oh-la-fraise-blog​ Team mortal!Alec for ever especially in a TWI! Au I love this fic so much, the wording, the way it’s constructed, it made me want to try things narratively. In so little words it got me to places and emotional places. I literally cannot even remember how many times I have reread this fic. Because it’s this just REALLY REALLY GOOD. I’m glad it exists, I’m glad how it inspired me. I still think about this fic often days or even months after reading this the first time. It’s amazing, it’s everything I want from a TWI fic.

4. In the Sin Bin by @otppurefuckingmagic​

I have to mention my first fic I read of this fandom. I was swept away with emotions and I loved the world building from day one. I’m usually not so interested in depowered/human AUs but this one made me like it and convinced me to read more of them and give them a chance. My primary attraction to Alec is the fact that he is closeted and I mean : such a mood ? This fic was around while I am still struggling with myself. This fic somehow helped me, in times where I wasn’t feeling nice or up for it or when I was broody. I was just able to tune out and read this and it made me feel so much better about things; things being myself, my gender etc. I’m glad it exists, I’m glad this is a to go fic that made me feel nice and good. AND THERE ARE ANGST SCENES THAT LIKE I STILL REMEMBER UNTIL THIS DAY AND ITS BEEN LIKE OVER A YEAR NOW.

5. as your sun sets (i know you in bleary-eyed 3AM) 

by @the-prophet-lemonade​

I don’t know where to begin and where to start, this fic, the writing style. I have yet to review this fic but I feel like I can’t because there is so much that just feels perfect to me. If I ever had writing goals I think it’s theprophetlemonade’s writing style. I can only wish to write this good. I hope to get there eventually and this fic is a motivation to keep going and hoping that I’ll be able to develop my own style and to continue writing even tho the words are sometimes not doing THEIR THING. About this fic I only have this to say : I almost never read Gen or T rated fics that are over 3k, I just don’t, unless very special circumstances. These were super special circumstances, I really needed a long ass fic that was a sense8 AU and I was desperate. So I tried this fic any way. AND OH DAMN (just imagine me capslocking the rest of what I’m about to say)  this fic changed how I saw fanfiction as a whole; this fic also kept elements that I really enjoyed in the show, Jace and Alec’s relationship, the background actual polyam Clacemon a pure delight. The yearning both as a reader and Alec for wanting to meet Magnus. It was so good, so.fuckng.good.oh.my.god. I can’t explain how much this fic just made me want to be better at writing as a whole; I’m thankful it exists, I’m thankful it’s there and that I can read it as many times I want. I love the character building, I love the entirety of it. The way the cluster manifests, how it feels natural and how the narrative flows, the fluidity of it, the way that this whole fic is constructed is a pure work of art. I weep as much as I am elated for it.

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Tell me what writing for this fandom means to you.

I don’t know where to begin, through this fandom I have found a whole set of friends that mean the world to me as of today. I have wanted to and definitely have improved my writing thanks to this fandom. I have tried things I wouldn’t have even imagined writing before. There are things I was able to try and still want to try and even if I don’t have a steady audience of people I still want to write what interests me above all. Ships that I find interesting to try out to explore. AUs that are maybe a bit over the top or are a bit silly but I feel confident enough to actually share these with readers because I am finally starting to believe that there is readership for what I write.

The first thing I did was cater to my fandom experience and this has just melted out to the better. I’m so grateful. So grateful there are safe spaces for me out there with my main, rare-pairs and even controversial ships. I have tried different styles still in pursuit of getting better and to improve my writing, I’d like to believe and have improved. These characters, oh do I love them all so much. All these characters have potential and made me help focusing on improving them through plot. I have so much improved in my writing when it’s about atmosphere and emotions. And godamned even dialogues (dialogues and fighting scenes are the bane of my existence). This is a gift that I just cherish beyond everything else out there. Next to the friends I have made out there of course.

I also finally wrote my first actual long fic and finished it ? it’s an achievement I’m proud off and will be forever proud of. A bit longer than a year ago I was somewhere really deep, very deep, mentally. I was able to pick myself up again and do what I really love doing best, and that’s writing. I have this fandom to thank for that.

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Fifteen

Submitted by jwrites_

Five Favourite Fics:

1. What’s It Gonna Be by @lemonoclefox

Why I love this fic: I’m a sucker for Pride & Prejudice. San was able to take that dynamic and put it all in a modern day telling of it. I can’t count how many times I’ve read this. Sometimes I read it all the way through, other times I go and find my favorite parts just to get that rush of emotions it never fails to give. The enemies to lovers is done perfectly, the dialogue is great and flows seamlessly, the way she tied in the storyline between Simon, Isabelle, Valentine, and Alec together was genius. I truly love every word of this story.

Favorite scene: Awkward - love - confession - in -  the -  rain

Favorite quote(s):

(Yes. Love confessions are great but have you ever overheard someone say something rude about you and then have the opportunity later that same night to be able to casually call that person out for their comment?)

“Her friend is…” He trails off, as though searching for the word, and Magnus can imagine him gesturing in the meantime. “Interesting,” Jace eventually settles on, pointedly.

“Who, that Bane guy?” Alec says, and as he does, Magnus is hit with a wave of intrigued surprise. Does Alec like men? Interesting. The assumption could be wrong, of course, but Jace’s tone implies that that’s why he’s mentioning it. “He’s a bit over the top, don’t you think?”

He sounds almost disdainful as he says it, as though Jace’s mere suggestion is laughable, and Magnus’s intrigue immediately shifts to offended annoyance. He straightens a little where he stands, reluctantly affected by it.

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“I mean, love songs are great,” Magnus admits lightly. “But stringing a few pretty words together does seem a bit unoriginal when everyone does it.”

Simon shoves him lightly in offense, and Magnus can’t help but laugh.

“Then what do you suggest?” Magnus is taken completely by surprise when he realizes that it’s Alec who’s speaking, and he turns to him. The guy’s expression is neutral, but seems genuinely curious.

“Oh, I don’t know,” Magnus says, swirling his drink around in his glass. He shrugs. “I suppose I’m more a fan of showing and not telling. I’d much prefer someone showing interest in what I like and who I am, than comparing my eyes to the night sky, and whatnot.” He gestures airily, then hesitates. He suddenly can’t seem to stop himself, the memory of the Lightwoods’ overheard conversation bubbling to the surface. “I think most people can appreciate that. Even if some of us are a bit over the top.”

–Okay…I’m gonna go ahead and throw in a love confession~

“Look, I don’t expect anything from you,” he says, as though the words are hard to say. “You’ve made your feelings pretty clear, and I respect that. But I heard you talked to my mom, and with the stuff you said to her… I guess it just kind of made me a bit hopeful, or something. A bit.” He clears his throat, while Magnus just listens. He turns to watch Alec’s profile as the young man struggles to find the words, eyes on the view in front of him. “Either way, I’ll admit that how I feel hasn’t really changed. Maybe it should have, but…”

Alec shakes his head, and Magnus feels his throat go dry. He wants to interrupt Alec, wants to say and show everything that’s bursting out of his chest, but he waits. Alec takes a deep breath then, turns to him. He looks determined.

“If you want me to,” he says steadily, “I’ll go. I’ll leave you alone, I promise. You won’t hear from me again.” He pauses, licks his lips. “But if you don’t want me to, if something has changed since last time, somehow… I’d really like to know. Because that would be pretty great.”

2. 42 North 71 West by @lecrit​

Why I love this fic: I was blessed with the opportunity to witness Lu working on this fic from its conception to its end. I was there and still I am blown away at the way she was able to work the time jumps. I remember thinking with every chapter I read, ‘Wow. The way she is telling this story is amazing. She is amazing.’ Lu has a way of presenting so much honesty in her characters. She writes them in a way that feels so real, that you can’t help but understand their fears and hesitations even though it hurts. The story is a back and forth told through scenes set in the past and present. You get to see what they were and where they are. The story is beautifully heartbreaking. And she was able to make me enjoy a story that dealt with politics? What? Sorcery, I tell you. – also, the bench.

Favorite scene: This was almost impossible to choose and I took way too long trying to pinpoint just one. But I’m going to go with one that I hold very dear. When Magnus goes to visit Alec on his birthday and he finds Alec playing the song he only plays when he’s sad. That’s all I’m going to say because I don’t want to spoil~

Favorite quote(s):

“Magnus,” Alec breathes out.

The name feels almost foreign, as if he hadn’t uttered it in too long and now his mind is troubling to catch up with his mouth. Still, it manages to make Alec’s heart stutter.

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“We should’ve stayed on that bench in Boston,” he murmurs.

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The good thing is, he knows where to go to find his way back. It is inked on his body, engraved into his soul, sealed into his heart.

3. Lead The Way by Clockworkswan

Why I love this fic: Because it takes the wonderful adventure of Doctor Who and packs it in with Malec. This is the ultimate fun and feel good but you will also cry at one point fic. I always go back to it if I want a wonderfully written Doctor Magnus and his adorable companion Alec. Seriously, even if you’re not into Doctor Who, give this fic a shot. It’s written in a way that you will get so caught up in the adventure that you won’t even realize it’s based on something else. And if you’re a Doctor Who fan, you’re in luck with all the little Easter Eggs Heather left throughout.

Favorite scene: I really don’t want to spoil anything. The planet of Ablorix. This will mean nothing if you don’t read the fic (so you should ;])

Favorite quote(s):

Magnus extends a hand. It’s just like before, when they were in the hallway a couple of weeks ago. It’s just as inviting as it was the first time.

“How about it, pretty boy? Name a star. Any one will do. Or a date,” Magnus says. The double meaning is evident when he winks. He pauses then, and his expression shifts, growing solemn.

A clear shift in his demeanour happens. Magnus turns from playful to sincere in the blink of an eye. Although, there was also a serious tone to it. Magnus looks at him, and understanding eyes meet Alec’s hesitant ones. “Alexander, you seem like a man in need of a break, and I am very much a man in need of a friend. Adventures are always a quick way in figuring out what you want. What do you say?”

What does he say?

He says yes.

Of course Alec does.

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Before Magnus can think of a good retort, he tries to ignore the clenching ache his stomach gives at the sight of a confident, smirking Alec Lightwood watching him so openly. He settles for pointing in a random direction. “I have to go and see a dog about a man. Meet back here in five?”

“Uh, isn’t the expression, ‘see a man about a dog’?”

“Not when the dog ran off with the man’s wife. A rather big scandal, it seems. The president wants me to try and step in. Smooth things over, so to speak.”

At that, Alec just stares blankly.

Magnus holds up a finger. “Yes, this is normal for me. No, you may not come along. Go.”

4. Love & Other Drugs prequel of Our Love Is A Harsh Chord in the Semi-charmed Kind Life series by @la-muerta​

Why I love this fic: I’m kind of cheating here by listing two fics but they’re a package deal. Love & Other Drugs was a smutty one-shot that left me wanting

more…

backstory. Let me tell you the pining and 'unrequited’ love between those two demanded a story to be written. Which is why when la_muerta ran a poll on whether or not she should start it or another series first, I campaigned for this one like it was my job (I lost but I still got the series eventually so did I really lose?) The writing in this and with all of la_muerta’s fics will hook you. The sadness over the back and forth between them is done so well. It’s angst that will grip you and hold onto you until you eventually finish. Just go on the twitter hashtag of #OLIAHCfic and see my screaming.

Favorite scene: Probably the LSD scene.

Favorite quote(s):

Alec was still here, in bed with him.

How many times had Magnus wished that he could wake up with Alec in his arms? He didn’t dare to move, wanting the dream to last a little longer, but Alec was already stirring.

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he’ll wonder if life would be a little easier if he wasn’t hopelessly in love with Magnus, but it is a fact of who he is now: Alec Lightwood is 6'3, has dark hair, is gay, and is in love with Magnus Bane.

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They are lying next to each other now, turned on their sides and face to face. The world is no longer warped and weird, but glowing and perfect. Magnus is tracing a path of lightning down Alec’s body with his fingertips, and in a moment of clarity Alec understands that in Magnus’ eyes he is as beautiful as he thinks Magnus is (it is the first thing Alec forgets when he wakes up sober later).

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Words aren’t enough to express how he feels, but they’ve always understood each other better when clumsy words don’t get in the way.

5. The Lonely Hearts Hotline by @unrestrainedlyexcessive​

Why I love this fic: It’s funny, it’s endearing, it’s heart wrenching, it’s sexy, etc. The way Alec is written in this fic is one of my favorite characterizations. The way his situation can resonate with so many young adults today. That feeling when you’re an adult and you feel like you should know what to do with your life and who you should be but the truth is, you’re still just as lost as always. Being an adult sucks tbh and even when you’re an adult, sometimes life doesn’t quite feel like it. Alec’s character and growth in this fic is beautiful. (I also really loved Jace in this fic)

Favorite scene: A tough choice. Probably the office party and follow up scene in Magnus’ office.

Favorite quote(s):

The problem with being a new grad, in general, is that the world and job force demands you have experience, but you have to live a certain number of productive years on the planet to gain that experience.

Early adulthood is no man’s land. You don’t have the experience to matter and no one wants to pay you to gain it, hence how he ended up in the precarious situation he’s in: dodgy sex work by night, an even dodgier roommate, and desperately hoping an internship eventually turns into an actual paying job.

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Magnus runs his tongue down the knobs of Alec’s spine. “You’re so beautiful,” he says, pausing.

“I’m really not,” Alec insists, eyes fluttering closed.

“Why are you so kind to everyone except yourself?”

“I’m a work in progress.”

“Aren’t we all?”

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story -Part Fourteen

 Submitted by @blackroses91​

Five Favourite Stories: 

In the Sin Bin by @otppurefuckingmagic

What I love about this fic is how real and honest the characters are. Magnus and Alec didn’t like one another at the start but working with one another they came to know that there was more underneath the surface. As a reader, you are able to feel what they are feeling as if you are them and it’s a beautiful thing. 

“In a cascade of consequences that couldn’t be undone, Alec’s actions had dredged years’ worth of heartbreak and painful memories to the surface for Magnus. Lost loves, an abusive childhood, a journey halfway around the world seeking escape…. Normally, guilt would’ve overtaken Alec, but guilt was selfish. How Alec felt right now came secondary. In this moment, Magnus needed to know someone cared for him. That Alec cared for him.” 

I love fics that show Alec’s love for Magnus and Magnus’s love for Alec but what I like about this quote is how Alec knew what he had done affected Magnus and how he wanted Magnus to know that someone cared for him. That literally made me cry. I just love how the author is able to balance both characters’ stories in a way that doesn’t overwhelm the reader. 

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I See You in the Dark by @sfjessii​

This is one of the first fics I have read in the Malec fandom. There are some deep emotional and honest feelings in this one that makes you want to give the characters a hug and shelter them from all the evils in the world. Alec and Magnus’s love is so strong they struggle to deal with it sometimes and it is amazing to see how in each chapter they do. Really it’s a very deep and emotional fic when you put everything together. 

“Our feelings just aren’t so extreme, not consuming to a point of being destructive. I don’t mean that in a bad way, for your bond with Magnus to be even stronger than your Parabatai one, I think it has to be. But it makes it much harder, and you’re both suffering a lot more, and you need to work even more on not letting something like this damage you. You both love so deeply and completely… you need to find a healthy balance to not smother each other, and right now all you’re both going through is making it even more difficult. But if any couple can make it, it’s the two of you.” She smiles softly, trying to make him more confident.”

In this quote, I love how Izzy describes the love that Alec and Magnus have for one another. I feel that you can feel this throughout the whole fic and not in a bad way. From chapter 26, where this is from, you can see how Magnus and Alec work for their relationship and try to balance everything else around them and that is a beautiful thing to read! 

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 The Drive of Life Series  by @little-fandom​ (contains 2 stories We Only See as Far as the Headlights and We Take a Way Back for a Better Future)

This fic is special to me for the simple fact that I can relate to both characters in different ways. For me, it’s therapeutic and I don’t know, it somehow makes me feel heard. This fic is all about acceptance, learning to trust, to love, and just learning to forgive yourself for mistakes and healing from tragedies. It’s beautifully written and it’s real at its core! The quotes below speak to a little I have mentioned and I love how Alec and Magnus both accepted one another regardless of what happened in the past or present.

“I love you.” He repeats slowly. “And I can’t just sit here, and listen to you rumbling about how no one will ever love you, because I’m here. And I love you, so much. No matter what you did in the past, I know you. The real you, and you’re the kind, selfless, caring man I fell in love with. I don’t care, about who you were, I care about who you are now.” 

“I trust you.” He speaks, his voice quiet, but more than enough for Alec to hear. “And I will share everything with you. Even the darkest parts of my past, because I know you won’t judge. And I’m not going anywhere too. I love you, Alexander, and I think I have for a very long time.”

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Love is not a Victory March by @lecrit​ and j_writes

I needed a box of kleenex for this fic because of how raw the emotions are in this! Anyone who knows me knows I love angsty fics that dwell in reality and this had it. Magnus and Alec resemble what couples can go through after being together for years when a tragedy strikes or when they drift apart. It shows how a couple has to start at the bottom and work their way back to one another through communication and simple gestures. It’s beautifully written! 

“They fought for all the wrong reasons, feared loneliness and despair for terrible ones, but they found the right ones to stay, the ones that matter and that feel like a whole other world under Magnus’ fingertips, the gold of Alec’s wedding band made slightly rougher by the years, just like them. They don’t have the innocence of their first days anymore, and they have long lost the youthfulness of the love they shared. Instead, it grew stronger with every hardship, deeper with every obstacle, and although Magnus is certain there will be more to come, more fights to fight, more shattered hopes and more struggles they can’t have control over, in this moment in time, this awakened dream they can claim for themselves, he knows one thing with absolute certainty: Tonight, they won.”

This quote speaks to everything that Alec and Magnus had to go through to reach a place of balance that’s full of love and happiness, to overcome something that divided them thinking it would never happen. They never gave up and that takes strength. I think it takes a lot of strength to work through a relationship and it takes communication and this fic showed that through Alec and Magnus. 

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A Tiny Spark by @magicandarchery​

Can I say this is one of those fics that just stays with you and you can’t get over how beautifully written it is? This is another fic that feels so real and grounded in reality. Those types of stories are the ones I love the most. In this one Magnus and Alec balance one another. There is no give or take and there is communication between them. I just love how all the characters are supportive of one another and how there is this little family dynamic between them all. Through everything that Magnus and Alec have been through their love for one another outweighs everything and the quote below speaks to it and I don’t need to add more. 

“The steel that goes into the fire is always stronger when it’s taken from it. It’s not the same as it was when it went in. It becomes malleable with the heat and the flame, and can be changed and shaped into whatever it will eventually become. But it’s stronger. Alec and I are no different.”

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Thirteen

Submitted by @la-muerta​

Five Fave Fics

1. One Show Only by KouriArashi

Why I love this fic:

This is one of the first fics I read when I joined the fandom and just has so many things going for it. Fuckbuddies to friends to lovers, Alec and Magnus being cops for supernatural cases?! Sign me the fuck up! I loved the instant attraction slowly developing to them being comfortable with each other and trusting each other both in work and in their personal life. 

Favourite quote:

I love a lot of the conversations Magnus and Alec have, but I think my favourite bit from one of them is this:

“Things are better for you, aren’t they?” he adds, and Alec nods. “So let them be better, and don’t be cruel to yourself because everything isn’t perfect yet.”

2. Counting Lies by @inrainbowz​

Why I love this fic:

I loved the narrative structure and style of it, and the characters and their relationships with each other were very well done. It gave me a lot of feelings for a pretty short fic, a true testament to the author’s skills. 

Favourite quote:

“Don’t say it” cut Alec aggressively. “Don’t say it,” he warned again when Magnus opened his mouth.

“I do love you still,” Magnus said anyway. Alec closed his eyes briefly, his breath hitching just barely, which was satisfying in a terrible, twisted way. Let us both suffer, Magnus thought. Let us regret this greatly.

(Number of lies: 7)

3. he was the ocean and I was the sand by firstaudrina

Why I love this fic:

This is easily one of the best Maia-centric fics in the fandom (in my opinion) and firstaudrina just captures Maia’s voice so beautifully. 

Favourite quote:

But Simon paused, this intent look on his face. She was still mostly dressed, her top rucked up over her stomach and lace of her bra half-exposed. But he wasn’t looking at any of her bare skin. He was studying her face with a kind of naked longing she didn’t quite recognize on him. She almost wanted to ask who he was looking at.

4. The Great Repression by CryptidBane (Impetus)

Why I love this fic:

Maybe I’m a bit biased because as the beta for this fic I worked very closely with the author on it and was very fortunate to be privy to the thought processes that went through the writing of this fic, but I thought it was an amazing combination of humour, evocative visual imagery, solid action scenes (which are always hard to write!), very good casefic, and Alec’s complicated relationship with religion and sexuality.

Favourite quote:

It’s odd to Alec that there are conventions to falling in love. In movies there are always timelines the characters follow, milestones to meet, and moments he admittedly does want to experience, but cannot help but shirk all the same.

Here, holding Magnus close, Alec thinks that this feeling must be some kind of love. Maybe not the full-blown version with the fireworks and the confetti, but an inexplicable and hungry fire that demands attention he’s all too willing to give. 

5. Far From Gone by Agnes Joseph (alray)

Why I love this fic:

A lot of this made my heart hurt, but between the tears there were also plenty of beautiful moments between Magnus and Alec, and some bits made me laugh. Complex plot, well-paced, and deftly woven. Also, Catarina is badass and amazing. A truly enjoyable read.

Favourite quote:

“What was my first gift to you?”

The smile that bloomed across Magnus’ face made the memories come flooding back: the stunned look in Magnus’ eyes, his startled little, “Me?”, the way he immediately discarded the dainty gift bag from Tokyo in his eagerness to get to its content.

He was so sure the word omamori would come out of Magnus’ mouth, he sucked in a startled gasp when instead he answered, his voice warm with tenderness, “Your strength.”

Author Story:

So… funny story, but I thought I was just going to write a cute little one-shot for Shadowhunters back in 2017 when I started watching the show, and currently I’ve written about 960,000 words and counting LOL. 

I haven’t written fanfic for more than 20 years, by the way, so I’m just as shocked as anyone. Most of the credit goes to Malec being beautiful and inspiring of course, but I’m also a big fan of sibling relationships and found family (like the Lightwood siblings, Magnus with Catarina and Ragnor, Magnus with Raphael, etc). I’ve had a lot of fun writing and reading the amazing stuff by other writers in the fandom, and I’ve made so many friends through writing, which is cool because I’ve always been more of a lurker and loner in fandom spaces. Very glad to be here and part of the SH fandom! 

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Twelve

Submitted by notquiteascrazy

Five Favourite Stories

The Stars Aligned series by @lecrit​

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC:  The only thing I knew for certain coming into this “picking faves process” was that there had to be something by Lecrit on this list. The way Lu writes Magnus & Alec enraptures me every single damn time and to narrow it down to just one was so hard. So I cheated & picked a series ;) It was one of the first Malec fics I read and just the whole AU is perfect.

I re-read it when Oscar Nominations are announced and on the day of the ceremony (I don’t even care about the Oscars). And probably 5 or 6 times throughout the year on top of that. The mutual pining is so strong to begin with, there’s some very light angst with some classic “bad guy” action by Camille and when they finally get their shit together, well, it’s just beautiful. Jace being an idiot, Izzy being the most supportive ever, nerd Simon… It’s got the works. If you haven’t already read it, why the hell not? Go. Now.

FAVORITE QUOTE: “I know we usually don’t thank our agents in these things,” he says, still scanning the room, “but my agent is also my PA and one of my best friends, and I just won an Oscar so I think I can do whatever I want tonight and he won’t hold it against me.” The audience laughs, as much in amusement as it is in surprise but Magnus doesn’t really notice, finally giving up. “Okay,” he exclaims in the mic, “I can’t find him. Has anyone seen Alec? Tall, dark, handsome and probably glued to his phone right now?” [Trying to cut this entire speech down into the best bit? Impossible but I decided to go with the start]

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2C by Oumy

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC:  I love the antagonism between Alec & Magnus to begin with and while the source of this is revealed in an additional fic later on, while reading 2C you can entirely predict what started it all. And within the main work itself, it doesn’t need saying because the way the characters are written subtly folds in all these personality traits that we know & love. Even before they finally get it together, they’re pushing each other & challenging each other to be the best versions of themselves. The way it builds from rivalry to romance is just *chefs kiss*

Plus, the mental image of Alec & Magnus as incredibly skilled musicians is Hot. We’ll ignore the slight “Magnus can’t play the charango and it’s awful every time he tries going near an instrument” thing… In this universe, they’re musical maestros!

FAVORITE QUOTE: Alec moved from the door, his long legs already eating up the distance to the entrance, and the competitive side of Magnus, the one that reluctantly thrived on their rivalry, refused to let him have the last word, so he blurted out at the retreating figure “Bite me, Lightwood” Alec turned around, walking backwards and spread his free hand, that perpetual half smile still etched on his face “Only if you ask nicely”

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Between the Lines by @msalexiscriss​

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC:  The plot is fantastic. The entire concept that Magnus is a criminal didn’t necessarily sit well with me at first but then as the story progresses and you realise why, it all starts to come together. And so much of their characteristics & traits are woven into it in a really fun way, e.g. Magnus’ love of glitter. From the very beginning the chemistry between them is so well written considering they’ve barely interacted in person. The way Magnus taunts Alec, the way they play this cat & mouse game. About halfway through I had this sudden fear that I would not enjoy the ending. I just couldn’t see a satisfying conclusion where no-one’s morals were compromised and they still got their happy ending but it really came together and did all the characters justice!

FAVORITE SCENE: The entire “first date” on the rooftop. The way Alec ends up there, the way Magnus has it all planned out. The conversation & the teasing from Magnus. The prying for information from Alec. The way they both dance around each other while enjoying the company & getting to know one another. 

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Deeper Than the Truth by insieme

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC:  Can you really compile a list of favourite fics without including at least one coffee shop AU?! And this one is so much more than just a coffee shop AU. I love how Magnus’ unbridled passion & enthusiasm jumpstarts Alec. I love the slow burn that builds up between them & how their relationship develops. I love the quiet moments of their relationship that are interwoven with the bigger moments. I love the balance between Alec hating the lies he’s telling and knowing that he could hurt Magnus and the inner turmoil he goes through. I love that the reveal is realistically handled and not just swept under a rug but they actually talk about the communication issues. I just love it all.

FAVORITE QUOTE: “Well Alexander, I would love to continue this conversation at the present except I have a whole room of ladies with sharp sewing needles who are not going to be too pleased with me if I keep them waiting any longer. Perhaps if you’re here tomorrow, around the same time, we could bump into each other again, and you could tell me your ridiculous dislike for Mr. Archer over a cup of coffee?” Magnus looked at Alec confidently, like he had no reservations whatsoever that Alec wouldn’t accept his offer. He was right. “Tomorrow. Yeah, okay. I’ll be here.” Alec said, unable to stop the smile that crept onto his face. Magnus was already on his way out the store when Alec realized what Magnus had said. He called out after him, “My name is Alec!” Magnus just waved over his shoulder, calling out “See you tomorrow, Alexander!” He was so screwed. [What I have learnt about myself going through this exercise is the early moment of relationships in fics are my favourites. They set the tone of what’s to come & build the chemistry from there!]

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Choose your weapon by @steakandvodka​

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC:  Clalec BROTP ftw. Honestly, this is just cute and shows such lovely character growth & their relationship develops so beautifully. Alec is shown as supportive & a good leader and very typically Alec in response to Clary. But it also shows a softer side & how him & Fray become friends.

Meanwhile, we see a struggle from Clary that isn’t shown in the show about how not being brought up in the shadow world means working harder to get up to scratch & her insecurities around it.

FAVORITE QUOTE: “Look, I know better than anyone how much pressure it can be to be perfect all the time. Especially when you have people doubting you — the drive to prove them wrong can overshadow every other responsibility in your life. But hard work isn’t always a good thing, not if you don’t go about it in a healthy way. It can set you back, and more importantly, you can get hurt” [Alec Lightwood finally embracing healthy work-life balance <3]

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Author Story

At first I felt a little bit like a fraud trying to write this. I’d hardly consider myself an author - I’ve barely really written anything (politely ignoring my terrible contributions to the HP fandom well over a decade ago)

I’d never really considered myself particularly creative, much happier to just absorb the fruits of other people’s creativity and be glad that there are so many talented people in the world writing stories and making art. Shadowhunters changed that for me. The characters have resonated with me and I found myself inspired on a couple of occasions to actually put pen to paper (Well, fingers to keyboard)

I still consider myself very creatively challenged but I’m enjoying exploring the little bursts of inspiration, even if I find myself wishing I’d paid more attention in English class! Reading has always been my escape from reality, writing is now giving me that opportunity to create my own escapes. So if there’s anyone else who’s new to this and nervous about trying to write/sharing their writing, I feel you! But if you have a story you want to tell - go for it! You might surprise yourself :)

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Eleven

Submitted by fairphyllis13 

Five Fave Fics:

THE BOUNDLESS SAGA by @povverbottoms and teumessian

A path of birth, rebirth and awareness. I can’t say how much I was hit by this series, one of the first things I read about Malec. A crescendo of fear, awe, stubborness, love and power, all displayed in the amazing chapter in which Alec faces the Irak-Ta, declaring his contempt towards his world taking on the hardest ordeal for a Shadowhunter to become the ruler of his own life, while Magnus can barely cope with his lover’s suffering.

Favourite quote: Magnus running towards a barely alive Alec to free him:

Before anyone reaches Alec there’s a blast of wind and Magnus is there, arms bare and hands glowing blue as the shackles explode off Alec’s wrists.

Until the glory of the last part of the series, that, oh god, can’t be described.

He raises a hand, turns open his palm. There’s one golden spark, and then a purple fire blooms in his palm. Alec glances at it, chuckles, and then it burns even brighter, flames turning to silver and gold.

“Who are you?” Magnus breathes.

Alec drops his hand slowly, ball of magic blinking out as his fist closes around it. He holds Magnus’ eyes as he speaks, open and pressing for understanding.

“I’m Alec. The Alec that does belong to you.”

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INVICTUS by @lecrit

The art of tattooing: the art of covering - or highlighting - your wounds through drawings and thanks to a strong connection between the artist and his canvas, a body who wants to yell at the world through a kind of psychoanalytic session.

Alec feels responsible for the accident and thinks he doesn’t deserve happiness, he doesn’t want to be happy, trying to atone for the guilt in which he’s drowning. But making his mind in covering his scars highlighting them with a tattoo means a new beginning, just like my tattoos represent a path: knowledge, love, chains, anger, and finally peace, awareness, balance and renewal.

Favourite quote:

To mark your skin with something that will be a part of you because you have decided

That’s it: something you get control upon

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ALL REALMS OF WHERE AND WHEN BEYOND by @la-muerta

A fantasy tale – what I love the most – which brings out the best qualities of truly strong people: honesty, loyalty, self-sacrifice, love towards those who you are responsible for. Magnus and Alec have a long journey towards each other, learning to be together but never forgetting their duty and their responsibility, and their happiness happens only when they’ve fulfilled what they are expected to do. This is a milestone for me, what I appreciate the most.

Favourite scene: their heartbreaking first time, just before they split.

“Magnus, please,” he whispered, not knowing what he asked for, overcome with emotion, but Magnus just hushed him with a kiss, swallowing Alec’s cries as he began to rock into him.

The gentle waves of pleasure washing over Alec began to rise and swell into a roiling tempest. They were joined so deeply that Magnus’ magic was sparking blue all over Alec, his pleasure feeding Magnus’ and Magnus’ pleasure pushing back into him, both of them completely lost in each other.

Alec threw his head back against the pillow, crying out Magnus’ name as he let Magnus fill him over and over again, until the crest of pleasure broke inside them both, and they both came whole to the night.

Too soon, the sky began to lighten.

Neither his siblings nor his liegeman made any comment that he had only returned to them in the wee hours of the morning, arms laden with travelling supplies and face streaked with fresh tears.

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BETWEEN THE LINES by @msalexiscriss

An absolutely amazing cop/thief AU, a thread I like so much, in a neverending game between two smart people on the opposite side of the law. Yet, no one is totally right or wrong and our thief is much nicer than we thought; moreover, their continuous challenge makes the story interesting and lively through a series of coup-de-theatre. From enemies to lovers they learn how much love and hate might mix in an explosive blend but eventually morphing into something beautiful. And also how love and hope push you to make amends of your mistakes to gain a greater reward.

Favourite scene: Magnus’ exit out of jail after paying his debts and letting himself love Alec

“I know I have nothing left to offer you, I am an ex-convict without a job, money or any plan for the future, but I love you. I love you with every fiber of my being and that’s never going to change. Maybe I’m four years too late, maybe this isn’t what you want. I know that a lot of things have happened since this started but-”

“Yes!” Alec exclaimed, kissing him repeatedly. “Yes, yes and a thousand times yes!”

Magnus smiled, feeling his heart making thousands of somersaults inside his chest. “Risks and all?” He asked.

“Risks and all!”

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MAJOR ALEXANDER LIGHTWOOD by  caffeineaddicted_malec

A tough military AU, a couple of happy husbands who have been separated by war and then by death. Years of mourning and one day yes, major Lightwood is back, being held captive for 6 years, tortured and abused. The long winding path of two souls that need to reconcile, their deep connection challenged by an awful experience and a resulting PTSD, when love sometimes isn’t even enough. I never experienced PTSD myself: but it made me think about what people I know is going through and made me aware about how much they need love, understanding and support: let’s try to be kind.

Favourite quote: Maryse talking with her son-in-law.

“I miss him sometimes. Our Alec. The one who would have killed Luke yesterday just because I had started dating him”, Maryse sighed and sat down on the table curling her hands together in a fist. Magnus looked at Alec again and nodded, a tint of moisture collecting in his eyes.

“He’s still in there…we just have to be patient”, Magnus assured.

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Ten

Submitted by @mirrorofliterature​

My top 5:

known subjects | @faejilly​ | rated: m | 12.5k

WHY I LOVE IT: I’ve always enjoyed outsider perspective fics, and jilly really creates a vivid and engaging character with Fuller and this fic has an element of found family to it which is delightful. I particularly enjoyed Magnus and Alec’s relationship and characterisation in this - BAMFs who can just relax around each other - and Fuller’s asexuality and the acknowledgement of aphobia, and Magnus and Alec and all of the team’s support, really was wonderful to read. As always, jillyfae is a wonderful writer, and this is a wonderful fic.

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Directions mean nothing (in the dark) | @steakandvodka​ | rated: t | 15k

WHY I LOVE IT: This is such a delightful, angsty fic that just really is one of my favourite’s, with the memory loss, how realistic everything feels and it’s a fic I like to come back and reread whenever I want a good dagger in the heart. Here’s a quote to illustrate just how wonderfully angsty it is: “Do you think I wanted him here, Raphael?”

Magnus’ eyes widened when Alec’s voice followed the accusation.

“I didn’t ask for him to come. Izzy sent him that fire message without telling me.”

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Like Smoke Through Your Fingers | @la-muerta​ | 69.7k | rated: m

WHY I LOVE IT: Such an intriguing, well-written, compelling concept and mystery, with a heaping of angst and beautiful writing and characterisation. Such a gritty and complex plot executed so well with pining and grey morality.

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For You To Burn | @janoda​ | 11.7k | rated: m

WHY I LOVE IT: I’ve gushed about this fic thousands of times before: it’s such a well-written, well-constructed tale based on Greek mythology: it’s so tragic, so angst-ridden and perfect. I wrote a very long comment for this one when it came out: some snippets of my commentary include: Alec is so supportive and beautiful, I don’t think I’ve ever enjoyed a kissing scene before so much. The emotions are palpable, heartbreaking, the honesty stunning. All in all, a fic that ripped my heart out and I love so much, the writing style was verging on timeless poeticness and the story was beautifully crafted.

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Family Is Family | hexicity | rated: not rated | 5.3k

WHY I LOVE IT: Found family goals. Such well-written characterization - Alec finally getting the love and support he so desperately needed from his new roommates Clary, Simon and Magnus is so sweet, so wonderful. A cathartic fic of Alec finally finding his happiness

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Nine

Submitted by Mary Kate 

Sanctuary by @sfjessii​

Why I love this story:

If i have a bad day, i download this, log off and escape into this wonderful world. This is my comfort fic. I adored the way Magnus and Alec had this instant connection. Never too shy to tell the other how beautiful they are, and described so beautifully. Nala, Alec’s dog was such a vital part of this story, i really loved the way the animals were involved, especially the way Nala and Chairman Meow turned into these wonderful characters of theor own. Nala’s bond with Alec was beautiful, how she reacted to his feelings, and was a support for him. This story has little bit of everything, fluff, pining, loving, makes your heart burst with love. We had Magnus’ family welcoming Alec, then Alec’s also welcoming Magnus! Domestic moments, mornings together at the loft, cuddling, making risotto - What’s not to love.

Favourite lines:

[“You buy pumpkins, all kinds, from me, though you’re allergic, you run after me in slippers, you are… really special.” He grins so wonderfully, Magnus can’t but smile, his cheeks suddenly heating up.]

[Magnus adores the way Alec kisses him after a long day. As if he had missed him every minute he was gone, as if he can only wholly breathe, and be at ease, once he’s with him again, as if Magnus is the reason for his happiness, his sanctuary].

[“It’s not to prove our love, or anything like that. You’re right, we don’t need that, and this won’t change anything, except that this is a once in lifetime experience - well, for us anyway - and I want to have that with you, because you’re the one, the only one, and I… really want to see that glorious wedding you planned, and you outshining everyone in your wedding tux when you bawl your eyes out,“ he smiles, close to tears, and takes a shuddery breath. “But most of all I want to call you my husband].

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In the Sin Bin by @otppurefuckingmagic​

Why I love this story:

This fic was my introduction to hockey, i knew absolutely nothing about the sport before this and you really don’t need to, because it’s  so well explained in the story. I love the torture of the slow burn before Malec’s first kiss, it was so intense as there was so much anticipation and neither wanted to cross a line but also really knowing that it would eventually happen. Some of the lines in here are absolutely beautiful, and also painfully beautiful like their break-up because the break-up was because the loved the other so much they were trying to protect them which made it even harder and makes it so easy to get lost in this work. There are so many character developments here too but they happen over a period of time and not rushed which i liked and made it feel real and natural. And our protangonists work things out but there are many twist and turns along the way, and a beautiful friendship between Magnus and Max. 

Favourite lines:

[“This is crossing another line, Magnus”

“I don’t even know what a line is”]

[You know,” Max called out as he approached Magnus, “it’s a pretty well established superstition that if you sit on the Raziel statue that you’re doomed to an eternity of forced abstinence.”

Magnus practically flew off the base of the statue in front of the Angels’ arena at Max’s words].

[Because there’s someone I’m involved with and I can’t deny his importance in my life—no matter what the consequences are. The blackmail, my parents…. I can let all of that shit go on the ice if he’s at my side. He and hockey are the most important things to me right now. I’m fighting for my pride as a gay man and an Angel, Coach. It’s not an either-or scenario for me—it’s both.”]

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Power Play by @bbmonarch​

Why I love this story:

I had originally seen Art for this story on twitter and i was so intrigued that i had to read the story. The content in this story is heavy and at times quite dark and normally content i hide away from but this one i just couldnt stay away, it’s just so well written with complex yet well-rounded characters &  i when i started reading it, i couldn’t put it down, there are two parts to this and i read it all as one and have a sob-fest. But amongst all the darkness there is enough happy/fluffy moments to keep a balance to the story and the deep love that Magnus and Alec have in this universe is one of the strongest i have seen in any other story, part of what drew me to it and why i love it so much. Another thing i liked  is the friendship between Jace and Magnus and that is something i always love in a story, like when Jace was there to look after Magnus, making sure he got back back safe and took care of Magnus so he was there and well when Alec woke up in a certain scene. We get loads of fluffy moments and cute when it was just them, the normally fearsome Alec a blushing mess when Magnus calls him everything from, pup, puppy, munchkin etc. Lastly i loved the way they cared/looked after each other when they were hurt/sick and magnus looking after Alec when he went off the rails and helping him through his addiction was amazingly sweet, even when they had broken up at the time summed them up to me. 

Favourite lines:

[Magnus smiled and looked down to where Alec was ripping the label into small pieces “Sexually frustrated?”  Alec snapped out of his thoughts and stiffened in his seat, Magnus laughed softly “It’s what they say you are if you play with the labels on your bottles”. “I don’t.. I didn’t know” Alec said and pushed the bottle away. “You didn’t know that what it meant or you don’t know if you are sexually frustrated?”]

 [“I love your eyes” He let out before he had a chance to think about what he was actually saying. “Thank you”. Alec could see in his eyes that he was smiling, not needing to take his focus away from them. “Do you wear contact lenses or something?” he asked and tipped his head slightly to the side, shivering a little as Magnus hand moved around to the back of his neck and his fingers played with the shorter hairs, like he was trying to twirl it around his fingertips. “No” Magnus was still smiling “I am just a little special”]

[‘Magnus’s eyes were filled with love as he cupped his face, leaned down over him and kissing away his tears. Closing his eyes, Alec felt Magnus’ lips against his eyelids so softly it was barely a kiss. Alec moved his hands to rest against Magnus’ knees, feel his own heartbeat echo off Magnus’ palms as Magnus pressed his hands against his chest.”]

[Alec reached for his hand and brought it up to his face and gently places a kiss against the back of it. “I love you just the same. There may be a little bit less of you but that just means the left-over love I have is spread out equally amongst the rest of you” he said, sounding adorably cheesy.

“I can’t with you” Magnus laughed, feeling better about himself than he had in a long time, maybe even before everything with Jonathan happened. “I love you so much, puppy”. Seeing Alec’s eyes light up at the nickname, Magnus regretted not using it more frequently].

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Love Is Not a Victory March by j__writes and @lecrit​

Why I love this story:

Tried hard to choose my fave stories for this TOP 5 Favourite’s and these two writer have some amazing ones and were so difficult to choose from. I planned to have ‘Bright Light’s Small Town’ and ‘Take Me To Church’ but this collab had such a huge effect that i couldn’t possibly leave it out. Honestly, one of the most beautiful, deep, meaningful stories I ever read about Alec and Magnus because the raw content and these two writers are hard-hitters when it comes to writing angst. Watching these characters pour their hearts out, falling apart, nearly breaking up and divorcing and then realizing their love was stronger than any of it and starting from scratch, building themselves up again, such an amazing thing to see and also is so very real-life. So many things (and people) had got in their way but they finally managed to communicate and begin again. Watching them fall in love all over again was such a pleasure and so beautifully written. 

Favourite lines:

[He wonders how he could have ever forgotten how it felt to fall in love with the wonder and light that is Magnus Bane. He can’t believe he ever let Magnus spend so many days in sadness. That he was the cause of that sadness. There’s so much he needs to make right]

[“There is the rawness of an open wound in their cries, their embrace certainly the only thing keeping them from completely falling apart. The distance between has been washed away,”]

[There is nothing left but the blunt honesty on his features, the same that always leads one of Alec’s earth-shattering declarations. He never seems to realize how the words he utters so candidly can throw Magnus’ whole world off balance while at the same time grounding him to the reality of Alec’s love for him. It is, quite possibly, Magnus’ favorite feeling. “Every time I think I can’t possibly love you more you just–” he shakes his head with a sense of fatality that he seems to welcome gratefully, “– God, I love you so much.”]

 [‘Carefully, he disentangles her fingers from the chain, pressing a quick kiss against her tiny hands. When he is done, he slips the necklaces off his neck and tucks them away in the top drawer, smiling down at her.]

[Three years ago, Magnus had a grim, morose thought that perhaps it had been the universe’s way of telling him that this isn’t what he should have, that this life he had dreamed of was but a dream, meant to remain unreachable like the stars. He has to believe now, no matter how foolish, that there is a star out there, far away from his reach perhaps but forever embedded in his heart, that is looking over him, over them. He hopes she can feel it, the love he had for her, and he hopes she will forgive him, for failing to protect her.]

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Set Me in Motion by lemonoclefox

Why I love this story:

Such a wonderful story. It’s different from the others i have listed as in this story, we start off with Alec having a boyfriend before anything happened between him and Magnus but its made very clear that this relationship is at times very one-sided and that this Raj is not the right person for Alec and he didn’t seem to have any interest in Alec’s life outside their relationship and hadn’t even met his family.  The relationship with Alec and Magnus was so natural, realistic and mature, it was obvious from the start they had chemistry but with Alec in a relationship, nothing was ever going to happen between them and they had this lovely charming friendship. And which moved forward after the break-up primarily thorough Alec looking after Magnus and making sure he was eating when he was working too hard, how sweet is that? The communication between the two is something i really love about this too and you always get the impression they’re both on the same page. There’s wonderful fun and humour between the two and even on the business side, in their jobs , they are each other’s biggest supporter, lastly the story has another thing i love in fic, a friendship between Magnus and Jace. 

Favourite lines:

[‘You don’t have to sit here and wait for him,“ he remembers Magnus saying, that first night theytalked. "And if that’s what he expects, he’s probably not worth it, they never are.”]

[“In more ways than one. Even when other stuff was a mess, being with you always just…“He tries to find the words, shakes his head, and Magnus finds the words for him "Made sense,” he suggests gently. He turns his head, and he and Alec just gaze at each other for a few moments, the two of them suspended in time].

[I like you,“ Jace proclaims loudly, throwing his arm over Magnus’s shoulders as they end up sitting next to each other in the far back, once the car starts moving. Magnus is squeezed in between him and Alec, and Alec is just gazing happily at his brother and his boyfriend, a drunk smile on his face. "I mean, you’re a bit―” Jace gestures exaggeratedly with his hand. “But it’s all good. You’re alright”]

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Seven

Submitted by @lecrit​

Five Favourite Stories 

The Haunting of Lightwood Hall by @bonibaru​

Why I love this fic:

The plot is simply spectacular and the writing beautiful. I love murder mysteries and this one had me on the edge of my seat. I read it on the plane and didn’t see the trip go because of how engrossed I was in this story. Jace was a great side character and his relationship with Aline (plus their moment of closure) was one of the gems of this fic. Then of course, Magnus and Alec were amazing (their characterization is on point) and their relationship evolved beautifully. All in all, it instantly became one of my favorite malec fics ever the moment I finished it.

Favorite scene:

I could pick many more because of how I adore this fic, but the first scene of the first chapter is probably my favorite. I was hooked from the get-go, intrigued by Magnus’ late night wandering as much as Alec was and I felt curious alongside Magnus about Alec’s stiff yet oddly amiable demeanor. I just loved that scene, and I immediately knew I was in for a treat.

Favorite quote(s):

But Magnus found himself seriously considering an attempt to court the handsome – and hopefully not murderous - Lord Lightwood.

It was strange that such a small point of contact could carry with it such keen awareness of another person.

“Men and women love to tell themselves elaborate stories about why they can’t take on love. They will go on for hours and hours bemoaning their circumstances, their fate, even chalking it up to phases of the moon. But the truth is very simple. Either you are willing to hurl yourself, body and soul, into love - or you aren’t. If you don’t take this chance with Lord Alexander, you will be throwing away what could have been the greatest love of your life.”

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The Way It Should Be by j__writes

Why I love this fic:

It’s so genuine and heart-wrenching and utterly beautiful I’d fail to fully put in words who deeply I love it. The depth with which the emotions are portrayed, Alec’s struggle to come to term with his true feelings, Magnus’ heartbreaking denial over his own situation. It’s raw and visceral, but so beautiful and deeply human. Overall, it’s just realistic and relatable, and that’s the kind of thrilling experience I love to have as a reader. This fic is a gift to all of us, as is its author.

Favorite scene:

In chapter 4, the scene where Alec takes care of Magnus when he arrives with a swollen lip and Magnus opens up about Camille’s abuse. It destroyed my heart in the best possible way.

Favorite quote(s):

A shuffle of paper, the creaking sound of aged leather, the click of Magnus’ heeled boots, the hammering of his heart against his ribs, the gentle turn of the golden knob, the air rushing out of his lungs, the sound of rusting hinges squeaking, and then…Magnus.

“Magnus looks at you the same way.”

He hated himself enough for allowing his feelings to get this far. He never wanted this. If it had been up to him, he would have made his heart stay in love with Raj. Raj had been good to him and they’d built a good life together. It made no sense for his heart to betray him like this. To fall out of love with a perfectly good man and fall in love with someone else who was wholly unavailable to him.

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Salem by @la-muerta​

Why I love this fic:

It’s safe to say at this point that la_muerta is one of my favorite writers in the fandom. I had a hard time picking one fic, but Salem just holds a special place in my heart. I am deeply admirative of writers who manage to make world-building so effortless and this one just hit the spot for me. This is a thrilling read from start to finish and the combo of fantasy, horror and romance was so perfect I couldn’t put it down until I was done reading. Also one of the best dramatic climax I’ve ever read, fanfic or otherwise.

Favorite scene:

The scene in the tunnels where Magnus chases the spirits away and helps them find peace. I love that it’s from Alec’s POV, because we can feel his shock and awe at the display of Magnus’ power, especially because it seems so effortless for Magnus. I don’t know why it’s this one in particular, but I just deeply love this scene.

Favorite quote(s):

“So this is all we can do? Babysit the Mayor’s son?” Ragnor asked Magnus in an undertone.

“I don’t think we’re babysitting him, Ragnor. I think he’s babysitting us,” Magnus said wryly.

Alec came downstairs to find his family ready for war.

And the Book fed on the love and the memories, and bided its time.

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Three to make a pair by @like-a-bucky​

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14360721/

Why I love this fic:

I love classic fanfiction tropes as much as the next person, but I love them even more with a twist, and this is one of the best Fake Dating AUs with a twist fics I’ve ever read. I love strong friendship dynamics and the one between Magnus and Jace was as unexpected as it was delightful. I also love that Alec being a soldier isn’t idealized (which is a problem I often have with works of fiction where a character is in the military in some way); his torments and trauma are raw and realistic and it adds infinite depth to the kindness of his character. Magnus is just as greatly written, and he broke and healed my heart several times throughout the fic.

Favorite scene:

It has to be the scene where Jace and Magnus tell Alec they’re not actually dating.

Favorite quote(s):

“But I… I don’t share, Magnus.”

“Jace,” Alec cut him off, a bit more gently this time, “Please, get out. We’ll talk about this later. You made your point, you’re not dating and right now, that’s all that matters. Because if he allows me to, I’m going to kiss Magnus senseless and I’d prefer that you weren’t here to see it.”

Thinking of you, on the bottle of milk. I love you, creased and hidden inside a random pair of socks. Don’t eat all the ice-cream, inside the freezer, and Magnus had chuckled while reading it - he’d almost choked on his laughter the following month though, when he’d found out the I told you not to stuck to the last tub of ice-cream.

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Blankets, jam & other metaphors for love by Oumy

Why I love this fic:

I never left my home and yet I was right there in Tuscany the whole time. That’s an amazing thing to achieve through writing. This fic is just a slightly angsty but exquisitely warm blanket wrapping around your shoulders and guiding you to a journey of slow build, character growth and one of my personal weaknesses, found family. Magnus’ struggle and grief are just beautifully portrayed, and I don’t have enough words to praise how much I adored the Lightwood-Garroway family in this. They have my heart and I don’t want it back.

Favorite scene:

It is hands down the stargazing scene in chapter 4.  The tension woven through something as simple as holding hands was breathtaking. It was just… chills. Literal chills.

Favorite quote(s):

For the first time, he didn’t feel like part of the chaos of it, but rather a spectator on the outside looking in, drifting on the edges as his feelings churned, ebbed and flowed and hit him again and again with the certainty that he’d been wrong. It wasn’t that Alec didn’t have anything inside; it was that he had too much.

He listened to the sounds of the bustling morning, the world moving forward, unbothered by the crippling sadness he felt, and he braced himself and counted to ten.

All he knew is that there were words to be said, and that Alec was wholly unequipped to say them.

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Five

Submitted by @ladymatt​

Five Favourite Stories 

Dietary Restrictions by @alexandergideontrueblood

Why I love this fic: I’ve enjoyed many stories from this writer but I’ve settled on this little gem because in exactly 1,500 words it served up a memorable tale of relationship woes between Frat Boy Alec and Incubus Magnus that still manages to tug at my heartstrings. Against a wickedly humorous backdrop, we’re treated to mutual pining, crude banter, searing honesty, an unconventional first-meet and the priceless image of a not-so-angelic angel bathed in moonlight as his heart breaks. Sometimes the best stories require fewer words, and it’s the little details that give us the bigger picture - and when a writer can give so much story while inviting you to fill in the blanks, you know’ll you’ll always remember it fondly!

Favourite Quote:

Love fucking sucks, Magnus thinks, running hands through his hair and tugging at his angelic robes. He’d been going for irony, but now it’s just irritating because not only does he look like an angel, he’s going to end up celibate like one too. Magnus is the living embodiment of lust and he can’t even get a 21-year-old frat boy to fuck him.

The Way It Should Be by j__writes

 Why I love this fic: This bittersweet story of two people falling in love while they’re not free to do so actually made me feel things I didn’t expect and for characters I’d never thought it possible to care for - all because of the painstakingly honest way Jackie wrote each of the characters, with their all-too-relatable flaws and virtuous intentions. Each scene is laden with emotion and telling gestures, the incremental shifts in everyone’s relationships written with a deft touch that left me almost as conflicted as those involved - but ultimately relieved. When a writer makes me feel the unthinkable, you know the story, and the writer, is a keeper!

Favourite Quote:

“The worn dark leather, all the photographs of teens you’ve helped, the old man caramels in a bowl, even the potted hosta— your office, Alexander, feels”—Magnus closed his eyes breathed in deeply, holding his breath in for a moment and smiling as he exhaled—“warm, comforting, safe. It feels like you.”

Anonymorous by @superficialpeasant​

Why I love this fic: I can’t read this fic without laughing out loud, mostly thanks to Clary’s enthusiastic gratitude and Alec being one giant pillar of salt throughout - I always love reading this writer’s work because humour is never far from the surface. The instant chemistry between the two masterpieces as they’re lost to everyone but each other in that most public of settings, certainly doesn’t hurt either, and the intimate teasing and burgeoning attraction that’s central to this ‘exhibit’s’ success is deeply satistying to witness, as is the post-performance leap of faith. I’m guaranteed to enjoy whatever delights are served up by one of my favourite fandom writers!

Favourite Quote:

“Remember to have fun. Be yourselves. Focus on each other,“ Alec can almost hear her pumping her fist into the air, “Get those orgasms!”

Alec just about reaches out to smack her again, hisses, “We’ve got it, Fray.”

The Difference Between Knowledge And Knowing by @otppurefuckingmagic​

Why I love this fic: This wonderful story offers us a window into Magnus’ world, a magical place where his unique connection to everything and everyone around him is both beautifully explained and easily visualised, thanks to Sam’s evocative words and perfect characterisation. That it focuses on what makes them special to one another and adds yet another layer to the bond between them would be reason enough to single it out for praise, but this writer’s incredible gift for capturing the importance of the occassion is what makes it a favourite of mine!

Favourite Quote:

“It’s not just your personal aura. Yours and mine….” Magnus hovers his hand over Alec’s chest, searching for words to explain what he sees. “They are like the shoreline. Right now, there are…waves crashing out of you—like a storm-surge sweeping in—and mine is like the shifting sand, molding to the shape of the waves and being drawn out. Two separate entities that push and pull, yet never part.”

Stupid Cupid by @unrestrainedlyexcessive​

Why I love this fic: With a distinctive writing style and a hilarious penchant for dry humour, this writer has entertained me countless times by managing to weave the reliable threads of familial bonds, unlikely friendships, disastrous relationships and razor-sharp observations about life’s ups and downs, into stories that always feel relatable, even when dealing with supernatural or fantastical situations. With plot twists and soul-searching to keep us on our toes, this guardian angel fic is but one example of how wickedly good this writer is at playing with our affections - in the best of ways!

Favourite Quote:

“I know it’s silly, but what if I used all my talent up?”

“I’ll make it easy for you: you probably have.”

Magnus rocks back on his heels, face hot and hands balled into fists. “Oh my sweet fucking god, you’re the worst guardian angel ever, you angelic dickhead.”

Author Story

Before Malec lit up my screen and burned their way into my heart, I neither read nor wrote fan fiction of any kind, and would’ve laughed at the suggestion of me ever posting something online - but here we are, 29 stories later, and I can’t imagine a day passing where I don’t feel the need to somehow touch base with these characters - either through my own or other people’s stories - because I find them so rich in complexity and character that the potential to explore them through so many different lenses is too good to pass up - especially with all the talented creatives in this fandom! Yet, I also can’t imagine ever wanting to write anything other than Malec, despite enjoying all manner of different show and ships, because I’m just not motivated by them in the same way - and I’m fine with that! My forays into writing are an escape, a chance to use my imagination, and if someone enjoys them, I get all warm and fuzzy - but as far as my writing journey goes - I’m afraid it begins and ends with a magical warlock and his loyal Shadowhunter!

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Four

Submitted by @little-fandom​

Five Favourite Stories

Set Me In Motion by lemonoclefox

Why I love this fic: This is one of the first fics I’ve ever read, definitely, the first AU and I keep coming back to it. I love the way the characters are built, that fact that there’s really not a lot of angst. It’s just such an easy story, in a way that makes you want to reread it in some difficult moments. For someone like me, who loves parallels, the ending is just pure perfection *chef kiss* 

I love love, love Malec’s relationship and how it develops through the story. It basically has everything, shameless flirting, softness, steamy moments… everything you wish for. 

This fic actually convinced me to take a shot at AUs, I realised how much of a world you can build around my favourite characters because it’s done perfectly in this story. 

Everything Of Me by gingergenower 

Why I love this fic: A few of my favourite tropes combined: friends with benefits, friends to lovers… Lots of feels. Truly an emotional rollercoaster. The way that Malec take care of each other is so beautifully presented here, how they seek comfort in each other, how comfortable they are around each other (I might have shed a tear). I love the writing, so true and real, makes you feel, reflects perfectly on the emotions those characters feel, I can feel their pain, their love. It hits deeps. For me, the best kind of writing is when it moves you, here it definitely does.

When We Touch by @carmenlire​

Why I love this fic: All of the works of this author are my definite faves, I love basically every single one of them. But this one holds a special place in my heart. Firstly, because of how incredibly it is written, how all of these moments, even though they’re separate events, have all the same purpose, to show how both of them crave the touch. The moments are picked just perfectly and I adore them. I love the intimacy here, sometimes I feel like I’m preying onto some private moment, and all of these amazing descriptions and dialogues create such a soft and special mood. It’s all so honest and I can definitely see Alec and Magnus acting like this. It literally made me cry because of how beautiful it is. 

Favourite quotes: He smiles as Alec’s face tilts up and he shuffles until he’s hovering over Magnus. His cheeks are flushed, there’s a crease on his cheek, his eyes are soft.

Magnus’s chest aches. He looks like home.

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Magnus’s thumb never stops running across his cheekbone as he replies, “I know and this will only take a minute. For me?”

Well, shit, that’s something Alec can’t say no to.

Alec Lightwood Wants to [REDACTED]  by @cardiamachina​

Why I love this fic: I’ve been gushing about this one on twitter for a longer while (I’m not sorry). The softness here is off charts, heart-eyes everywhere. Malec are the cutest babies. I adore every single part. I love how they got together, just want to point out that there’s no unnecessary angst here. I love how they talk and communicate, how high school life is presented. Also, friendships? Amazing! The support they show for malec is so pure and just wonderful. It’s this kind of a fic that you never want to end and will gladly come back to (several times probably). What stroke me I was starting reading it, was how easy the writing feels, how it really captures the high school vibe. Malec’s relationship and the way it slowly develops, with no pressure, how they take it at their own pace… it’s incredible to read. It has everything you could ever dream of and malec are romantic and soft kings! 

Favourite quotes: 

“Can I kiss you?”

Magnus gives him the same proud grin, and the same small wink. He tucks a curl behind Alec’s ear, fingers settling at the angle of his jaw.

“Show ‘em.”

And Alec does, presses his mouth against Magnus’ as encompassing as their lips would allow, barely fighting the smile that tries to push through.

They kiss fully, happily, freely.

And what joy such a simple thing gives.

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Alec gets what Magnus is saying. With thoughts so heavy, silence can hurt. Even Alec would seek noise of any kind too if he was in Magnus’ shoes.

“I’ll make noise.” Alec says, and he doesn’t really know why he words his thoughts that way.

He takes whatever courage the few sips of alcohol gives him and runs with it. Magnus knows Alec enough to know there’s more words to come, so he waits for the rest of it with a small smile on his mouth. Despite his embarrassment, Alec feels inexplicably warm to be known with such depth.

“What I mean is,” Alec continues, “You don’t have to pick between no noise and all the noise.”

Five Times Alec Hides His Tears And One Time He Doesn’t by @notcrypticbutcoy​

Why I love this fic: This whole series is beautiful, even though it can be heartbreaking sometimes, but this part is so important to me because I can relate to it so much. The way Alec is described here, all of his insecurities, his fears, it’s something that speaks to me personally and it’s so good to see someone going through something similar, to see that you’re not alone in your troubles. This fic gave me that, for which I will be forever thankful. Magnus is, of course, an amazing support system here, which I adore too. The writing is beautiful and so real, I always cry while reading this story, because it feels so cathartic. It’s hopeful and so honest. Just pure perfection, treating a very important and fragile subject with such care. 

Author Story

Writing has always been my idea for some sort of escape, but I struggled to find the courage to share it with anyone. Till one day (pushed by my disappointment about the show’s cancellation and the 3a finale) I decided to try. The positive response I received after posting my first fic had been overwhelming in the best way. Still, I found it difficult to share some pieces of my writing, especially those emotional ones. I write to release all of the emotions that I bottle up, they’re mostly ugly and angsty, but they are real. And still, I got showered with all of the lovely comments and messages. If someone can at some point relate to my story, if it makes someone feel understood, then my goal has been reached. What I love about this community, is how we support each other, how nice people are (even to the newcomers), how we can not like every single story, but still be respective about it and not bring each other down. Joining the sh fandom has been truly one of my best decision, and getting to share my stories with you is an absolute honour. 

[fictionalrambles]

Shadowhunters Fandom Story -  Part Three

Submitted by @notcrypticbutcoy

Five Favourite Stories

1. Magnus Bane’s School For Young Warlocks by @miasunri​

Why I love this fic: It’s a stunning piece to read. Max and Rafe (the kids) are featured prominently with single-dad Alec, and they feel like actual people with well-developed personalities - like real, authentic children - which is something that I almost always feel is missing from fics featuring kids. The mutual pining between Magnus and Alec is gorgeous, the tension is blissful, there’s a perfect blend of Actual Plot (the politics is SO GOOD) and Feelings, and I found myself just as invested in the relationships between Magnus and each of the kids as I was in Magnus and Alec. Magnus and Alec’s relationship blossoms like the petals of a flower unfurling. I cannot overemphasise how much I smile whenever I read this fic - except during the angsty parts, of course, but those are the best sort of hurt/comfort, and the drama always gets excellent payoff. This isn’t finished, but don’t shy away from it. It’s such a wonderful fic. 

Favourite Quote:

An ocean spreads under his feet and swallows him whole.  Jace goes up to stand with the newly wedded brides to deliver his speech, and Alec hears exactly none of it.  Magnus’s lips fill out into a cascading grin, lighting every inch of Alec’s body, from the root of his heart to the dendrites of each nerve, from his fingertips to the bottom of his feet.  The slowly sinking sun and the moon fill the lines on Magnus’s face, make the glitter shine and dive down into the depths of his cat eyes, reflecting all the flecks of yellow, even from here.

He’s beautiful.

This is one of many quotes in this fic that I adore, but it’s right before the culmination of weeks and months worth of tension. The chapter it’s from, and the couple following, are my favourites. 

2. Traveller by bumblebeesknees

Why I love this fic: This fic manages to marry light and heavy with absolute ease. It’s sweet and funny, in places (140 year old Max is an interdimensional bounty hunter who’s accidentally time-travelled - need I say any more?!) and incredibly serious and sad, in others (bounty hunter Max really misses his dad and wants validation of his life choices, okay?). I love the care and thought given to how the immortality issue is handled here - there’s no fix, but the emphasis is on love and communication now, to prepare for what’s to come. It helps that the prose is lovely and the dialogue extremely heartfelt! It’s a really touching piece, and it reads effortlessly. 

Favourite quote: 

“Because I love you, and I don’t want there to be any uncertainty as to what that means. I know you know that I care for you, that I would move heaven and earth for you – but you’re also a part of me. You know things about me that I had left buried for centuries, rekindled parts of my heart I thought had been burned to ashes. There’s no page in my life that doesn’t have your fingerprints on it, no hidden corners that you haven’t brightened with your presence. It took me four hundred years to find you and I’m not – it’s not going to happen again.”

Sue me, I have chosen the most sappy and self-indulgent quote possible. But the way it’s written is stunning and it hurts so good! 

3. Universes of You by giidas

Why I love this fic: I’ve waxed poetic about this fic a lot recently, and for good reason. Alec universe-hops and finds his life intertwined with Magnus’ in every one. Some of the universes are tragic, some are the epitome of a happy ending, and some made me laugh endlessly. My favourite detail that threads through every universe in this fic is that Alec always recognises Magnus, always knows him, always sees the many similarities, but he never smells quite right; he doesn’t quite smell like Alec’s Magnus. I thought that was a really beautiful touch. The end is agonisingly sweet, and so worth the pain. Alec’s relief when he gets home is palpable.

Favourite quote:

Alec lets his full weight settle on Magnus’ thighs, allows his muscles to relax. His nose is filled with sandalwood, the earthy smell of the remnants of the memory spell that still linger on Magnus’ skin and the salty tang of sweat. His hand has a mind of its own and is settling on Magnus’ neck, tilting his head back, exposing the line of his throat to Alec. The memory of the alternate Magnus, sheen of sweat on his skin, flashes through Alec’s mind, and he does what he wanted to do then, licks from the base of Magnus’ throat all the way to his ear, biting his earlobe, burying his nose there when he’s done. Magnus shudders, makes a soft hurt noise.

Like I said. The end is my favourite brand of comfort after a fic full of sweet sweet hurt.

4. as your sun sets (i know you in bleary-eyed 3AM) by @the-prophet-lemonade​

Why I love this fic: This is a slow-burn (as much as is possible in 50k), but it burns like the sun. One of my favourite things about this fic is the found-family feel, and how well-developed all the relationships are. It’s a Sense 8 AU, and it’s seamlessly merged with the SH characters. Magnus is enigmatic but endlessly kind, and Alec is prickly but cares deeply about the other characters. I love the friendship and shared desire to protect that underpins Magnus and Alec’s relationship in this. This fic is unique in how it made me feel while reading, and I urge everyone to curl up somewhere and immerse themselves in it. The storytelling is unparalleled and the prose is extremely rich.

Favourite quote: 

“I’ve been waiting for you to visit,” Magnus says, soft. “Man in my head.”

“I’m … sorry it’s taken so long,” Alec replies.

It’s extraordinary - existing in two places at once. Here, there, his own apartment - and then, where Magnus is. He wants to tell Magnus: you make me feel things I haven’t felt before, how is that possible? He holds that need tight against his chest. Magnus looks at him like he’s hung the sun in the sky. 

Alec doesn’t feel so broken anymore.

“Man in my head” and “3am” now trigger extreme emotion in me.

5. Hath No Fury by @trellanyx

Why I love this fic: A slightly different pick, but still my favourite theme of angst with a lovely payoff. Magnus in this fic is definitely a little bit morally grey, in a way, but it’s written so well. He’s uncompromising and unashamed about his desire to protect and enact revenge when those he loves are hurt. This slightly brutal characterisation of Magnus is one of my favourites, and I really love the exploration of his darker side. Alec’s gradual realisation of what Magnus is willing to do for him is lovely, too. 

Favourite quote: 

Magnus spoke to his rings, unwilling—or unable—to make himself watch Alec’s reaction to what he was saying. “It’s something I’ve had to come to terms with, to accept in all its ugliness, because it is as much a part of me as your Nephilim heritage. Nothing is too vicious—too demonic—when it comes to protecting what is mine. And if I fail in that protection, I will gladly let entire worlds burn in punishment. I’m not proud of it, but I’ve long stopped fighting it.”

This quote really sums up what I most love about this fic!

Author Story

These characters feel like they’ve been a part of my life for a long time. The show gave them exactly the new, modern lease of life that they so desperately needed, and I am eternally grateful. Writing is and has always been a reprieve for me, and writing fanfics even more so. I always say that the best way to improve your writing is just to write, as much as you possibly can, and that’s certainly been true for me. I would like to think that my writing - and definitely my patience for editing and proof-reading - has improved since I started writing for this fandom! 

This fandom was also the first fandom I found that so wholeheartedly and enthusiastically embraced queer characters, and headcanoning probably-straight characters as queer (which says a lot about the fandoms I’ve frequented before, but I digress) which has been lovely. I never have to worry that someone will get annoyed that I’ve written about a bisexual Isabelle, or tell me that they like my writing, but not if I’m going to include explicit depictions of queer sex.

I’ve had so much fun writing in this fandom, and I’m thrilled by the response to my fics and by how much talent there is from other writers, freely available to us all. I think I’ll be sticking around for a few more years!

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Shadowhunters Fandom Story - Part Two

Submitted by @cardiamachina

Five Favourite Stories

Dirty Water by @superficialpeasant

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC: World building is succint but efficient, the environment is built through every sentence, through smaller descriptions but ultimately gives the readers a more natural entry. Sexual tension is immense, weaved into the fight scenes and packing a punch but also incredibly intimate. Just such a good fic all in all! Though it’s not the Magnus and Alec we know (and this is exactly the point of the fic itself), it’s so wonderfully written you would suspend belief.

FAVORITE QUOTE: “What’s the matter, Lighthouse?” He grunts, keeping the pressure with his thumb. Lightwood’s face goes a delightfully veiny pink at the effort to downplay his pain, “Gonna try to suck my dick out of this one, too?” Lightwood huffs a hoarse laugh, lips spraying spittle as they stretch into a smug smirk, “Why? So you can lie back and moan like you did last time?” (This is just so reflective of what the entire fic is all about lmao!)

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Rumor Has It by @lecrit

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC: Dialogue is impeccable, and Lu always has a knack for story telling that just feels so much like it’s lifted from real life. Something as light and funny as this shouldn’t have such a surprising amount of depth (Magnus’ reluctance to pursue Alec) but it does, and it works seamlessly through the fic, not a jarring surprise. So much delicious emotional tension that caught my breath in my throat!

FAVORITE QUOTE: “The answer seems obvious when Alec’s thumb maps a faint, gentle but deliberate circle against Magnus’ shoulder, sending his whole world off its axis with a simple touch.” (Even rereading this quote I can’t breathe my goodness)

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If You’ve Got the Money, I’ve Got the Time by @j_writes

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC: Jackie is another writer whose dialogue is just so natural and real. The way she wrote Magnus and Alec throughout this story is just so perfectly realized and characterized. The plot is simple but so well built, and it hit all the quintessential highschool AU tropes that one would ever want. You could really feel the push and pull between Magnus and Alec and it’s all because of how Jackie built it little by little  painstakingly throughout the thirteen chapters, which makes the epilogue have such good payoff.

FAVORITE QUOTE: “Everything fades around them and Magnus is floating with only the soft gusts of Alec against his face; the wet sound of their kiss; and Alec’s quiet contented hum when he pulls back and opens his eyes to gaze on Magnus. He’s smiling, and the honey brown is a thin ring around his pupils.” (Eep. I squeal just rereading this)

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Never Stand Between Two Mirrors by @oncethrown

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC: This piece of writing is as captivating as it gets. I don’t think I’ve ever seen an author really go through SH lore the way this author did. I would choose this fic over anything CC has written as canon. Magnus has a spiel in this story that just astoundingly fleshes through the shadowhunter prejudice and it’s so well written you wouldn’t think it was taken from the book because it’s SO MUCH BETTER. This fic such a smart story delving into a lot of important themes, with such a good timing and a tempo that is just right. There’s promise not only for Real Alec but also for Alt Alec, and it’s like you’re getting two happy endings at the same time. And there never has been a better exposition of Lydia and Alec’s relationship even if it is in the alternate universe’s version of their friendship. I still love it a lot.

FAVORITE QUOTE: “You asked me, at the end of the day, what did I risk?” He asked quietly. “It’s everything, Alec.” (If you read what transpired before this quote, you would understand why it’s bears so much weight in my heart)

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The Lonely Hearts Hotline by @unrestrainedlyexcessive

WHY I LOVE THIS FIC: Oh, this wonderful, emotionally intelligent story. I thought I was just getting a funny prompt filled in. I didn’t expect this to alter my life in such a way. The plot of this story and how it progressed is so interesting - just when I feel like a resolution is coming and we’ve hit peak conflict, it yanks me the opposite way. The usual story would have a rising conflict that hits a climax. I feel like this fic has multiple little conflicts that rises and falls but still builds upon the ultimate climax of the story. It stays true to the main point of the fic: “It is so tempting to want the perfect ending, the storybook kiss. But that’s not how life works”. This story wasn’t wrapped up with a tidy bow on top, but still holds so much promise.

Author Story

FAVORITE QUOTE: “You taste like lightning.”

*And because I also write I’m gonna do the author part of this too :D

I have been writing for the past thirteen years. I thought when I was younger, I would study to be a better writer. I became a nurse instead. My last piece of writing before I met Magnus and Alec was dated November 19, 2014, right in the middle of nursing school which I was struggling with. I let writing go in favor of being a better health care provider, and I was lost in it for five years. I didn’t write a single thing, fearing I’ve lost what it takes to do so, and that I didn’t love any character enough to ever try again. When I am asked why I love Magnus and Alec so much, I say a lot of the usual things; they’re perfect representation, their love is healthy, and they are portrayed by people who care just as much as we do. But also, I love them because they’ve given me back something of myself I thought I’ve parted with a long time ago. For the first time in a long time, I feel whole. 

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