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CHAPTER XI

500 Days Of Pure Bliss

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Anywhere with you,

Is everywhere I want to be.

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My little sunflower Delilah,

The moment of our first conversation until we got closer, didn't hesitate to be open to one another, I recall it all. We were joking, bickering, even talking from unnecessary things to serious ones. Then there was something so delicate I could feel, this incredible sense of optimism like my heart planted with flowers. It was something I can always keep close to me, to draw from in my darkest hour like a ray of unspent sunshine. Unknowingly I found comfort in you and love bloomed between us.

It's been 500 days since I first told you about my feeling and asked you to be your girlfriend. It was a moment that changed my life and put us on a path that has brought us such joy.

As times goes on, I am much aware that my love for you grows deeper, richer and more satisfying. You show me how beautiful the smallest things in life are, you make everything that is simple becomes special. I can't thank you enough for pulling me out of myself. You have absolutely no idea how precious you are to me. I like the person I am when I'm with you. You opened up new worlds within me and reminded me all that I'm capable of. You are my greatest adventure. You are my best days and my endless starry nights. You made me complete and now I have a cause a reason to believe in all the wonderful things life has to offer. You bring out part of me that I never knew existed, a part that was born with our kiss. I love you for all that reason and for so much more.

I love you for everything that we are doing together. I love you for everything that you are. I love you for making me whole. No matter what happens next, I will always be glad to know there is someone like you in the world.

Lots of love, Rayner.

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CHAPTER X

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Love Grows More Tremendously full Whenever You Goes.

Between us, love grows

Naturally blooms under the rainbows

Love flows like a river to the sea

Spread all over the area

Two souls merge with genuine combination

For duration of pleasant and long relation

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My love Delilah,

There is a great smile on my face as I write this letter. Just thinking about you makes my dopamine and serotonin levels go all silly. I have been living on a roller-coaster, and right now it's at the top. I am still surprised that someone could stay with me long enough and I am so glad that someone is you. It feels just like yesterday when we met, how time flies when one’s having fun. From the first time I set my eyes on you even till now, I have never loved you any less than before.

Having you has been my greatest and most honourable decision in my life. After every passing day for the past year, my love for you grows bigger and stronger. And even these days, my heart fills with a huge amount of happiness and I am so much elated. This is because of your presence and influence in my life. It's you who inspires me to be better every day; by your side I learned many finer things. I am strong and bold because you are always with me and in my heart. Thank you for coming to me and sticking by me. No matter how hard the situation was, I'm so grateful you didn't give up on me and I will never give up on you either. Our journey may not be as easy as it seems, but I'm happy to go through it all with you.

Each moment we have shared has been very special and because of you I discovered how wonderful the feeling of love is. Only you understand me and love me as I am, you are my better half.

I can't imagine what my world would be if you would not be here with me, since you offer me all the merriment I need. I'm looking forward to our journey ahead and creating more wonderful moments with you.

I love you beyond words, now and ever.

Always yours, Rayner.

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CHAPTER IX

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300 Days of Perpetual Sunshine and Overflowing Happiness

I harken back to the memory of 300 days ago and I know for a fact that you were all that I needed to truly feel whole. You have filled my life with so many lively colors that it's hard to keep track of all the delights you bring. Sometimes in silence, I look at you and think to myself "how lucky could I possibly be, to have her?" I don't say this to flatter you, but I just want to let you know that love is something that means you and it will always be so.

Has anybody ever told you that love is a promise of happiness? It could be. All the calmness and peace that you pass to me are much more than a mere promise, that's what I feel for you. I am so happy fall in love with you, even until now.

I would like to thank you for your maturity and understanding in matters. Thank you for placing your trust in me and helping me understand where I was going wrong. You keep showing me how special I am and how happy you are to have me by your side. Your genuine support and affection means the world to me, and I can’t ever repay you. Unless with my everlasting love that is inexhaustible.

My love for you is deep & enormous, it envelops me every single day. I feel it expand, it’s so vast that sometimes it overwhelms. Yet I revel in the rapture and passion that drives me in equal measure to my love for you.

I love you with every breath I take.

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CHAPTER VIII

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YOU Belong To Me

I am no longer unsure as I know it's true. I am where I am belong, and that is in your heart. When I think of you, an instant smile comes to my lips. You bring so much light and blooming flowers to my life. There has never been a dull moment with you. All day long when I am busy outside, I always look forward to being home and spending time with you. You're greatest treasure that life could have bestowed upon me.

In all my good and bad phases, day and night wishes, you're mine and always be. I will fight for you and protect you at any cost. I will keep going to shower you with so much love and affection. I will not let a tear fall down your cheeks and even if they fall, I won't sleep until a bright smile flashes on your face again. You have a special place in my heart and I promise you, I will never give up on us. I hope you know how much our relationship has come to mean to me. Having you as my lover, my best friend, my partner in crime, my human diary, my favorite person, I'm so lucky. I'm happier than I have ever been. I adore your kind heart and gentle soul. You have so much good in you. You treat me so well. You truly know how to calm me down. Your love and genuine support giving me a lot of positive strengths. You can always make me laugh even when I don't always want to. You're worth to fight for, and I know there is no place on earth that I would rather be.

I might not tell you enough, thank you for always believing in me even when I do not believe in myself. Thank you for allowing me see all the different sides of you. Thank you for always being honest with me and telling me if something bothers you instead of keeping it bottled up inside. Thank you for deciding that I am the person that you put all your effort and energy into. Thank you for all the little things that you do, I will never be able thank you enough.

I love you. I love you tenderly, violently, desperately, completely. If you ask how I could be so certain, but some things can't be measured by time. Ask me a minute from now, ask me an hour from now, a year, even a lifetime. The way I love you will outlast every calendar, clock and every toll of every bell that will be cast.

Happy 8th of 17, my little sunflower.

I love you so. 🤍

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CHAPTER VII

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YOU are the sun to my shine

My Sunshine,

Your radiant smile competes with the sun and the moon. I love you and will always falling in love with you with every breath in me. When I say I love you because I will stay by your side no matter what life throws at us.

I want to thank you for draw everything out of me that I've been afraid of sharing. I want to thank you for painting my world as a beautiful place with your lovely presence. I want to thank you for those pretty little eyes you have that even the stars can't match because I see more than galaxies, I see universes where I could find my home. I want to thank you because you are one and only, there's no quite like you, and there's no one who could mame me this way. I love you by saying all of these things and more.

It's so much more than loving you, it's wanting to be with you all the time. It's wishing to know how your eyes flutter open in the morning ot how your tuck yourself at night. I want you, to know you, to love you and your entirety. I love you and there is so much more than it being words.

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CHAPTER VI

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Nature and YOU

Nature is gracefully.

Nature is lovely.

Nature is so marvelous, full of emotion.

There is pleasure in the pathless woods.

There is rapture on the lonely shore.

There is an incomparable beauty in nature.

That is you, I naturally select you.

Of all kinds of nature scattered on earth,

You are my place to go to,

When my mind searches for peace.

Your heartbeat is the voice that whispers home.

Your whole presence gives meaning,

I am no longer stuck in a dull life.

I think about you on my busy days.

I think about you when I lay down to bed.

You're like a tattoo in my mind,

that will never be erased.

I love you in my Unique way.

What you've done? you've illuminated my soul.

It's you and your love that has made me whole.

You entered my life through a ray of sun above,

You've brought to my life all your love and care.

The feel of your love, your soft touch and caress,

We're tight, so close.

Our love is life.

we are the strongest tree,

Which will always grow for evermore,

Like you and me.

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CHAPTER V

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My Whole Universe, YOU.

Your heart shine bright like the sun

That lightens my life every single day

And always with me no matter where I go

Your hands are like the maps

That leads me to ge through the darkness

With comfort and gentle

Your embrace is soothing like the blue sky

That nurture my soul

And deliver me to unmatched serenity

Your love completes min every way

And you are the perfect gift to me

By the universe

The day we got closer and trusted each other to be more open up,

The seed was planted.

It was the perfect season for love

Both of us warmed by the sun

And marveled at the spring blossoms we made

Now winter is here, the cold winds blows

Some of our branches is broken

But we growing stronger with each passing days

Our hearts swell underneath the earth

we stand as one

Like an ancient tree, our roots are bound to no end

As we face the sky together

It's all about you in my heart and mind

Everywhere I go and everything I do

I cherish you and want you by me forever

I love you endlessly, continously and shamelessly

Limitlessly for all eternity beyond infinity

My love for you comes naturally

Love you immensely, my princess.

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CHAPTER IV

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Focus on YOU

You shine on me and cause me to see

The rainbow that spread across the clear skies

Through the pure sincerity inside your heart

The ethereal beauty of your wondrous name

Awaken my love and set my heart a blaze

So you are tender in my eyes

That is how I will stay

To focus on you

For the rest of my life

When I feel the electric look, your eyes grow endlessly

Deeper and deeper

Your elegantly beckoning hands

When I trust myself to you

You and me, just think about now

I will match the tempo to you

My heartbeat matches yours

Whatever you do, I don’t care

If it’s about you, it’s all fine

Our hearts are overlapping

No need to explain, it keeps growing

Under the darkened lights

Our shadows are dancing

Like a scene from a movie

When we feel each other’s emotions

It gets drawn into the moonlight

We get closer to perfection

This love is only for you

My beautiful, beautiful Delilah.

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100 Days of Happiness

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Dearest Delilah,

To write a love letter to you isn't easy. Not because I couldn't think of a thousands things I love about you nor because words won't flow from my heart to the ends of my fingertips. I find it hard because how does write the love of lifetime into just a few short paragraphs?

100 days isn't short period of times to spend with, in lovely way. Day by day I'm learning many things about you to the point I feel little bit closer to you. We have also been through all the good and bad things in 100 days. They say that the perfection of some relationship lies in its imperfections. Without ups and down, we wouldn't be where we are today. Despite of everything, I'm glad we are still in harmony and hand in hand to taking care of this precious relationship.

How 100 days has come and gone is absolutely beyond me. Time speeds by around us so quickly, I can hardly remember what it's like to not have you in my life.

There is so much that I'd like to say, but I have no idea to categorize it and truncate it into something that would not encompass ongoing volumes of what I feel for you. So much has happened in 100 days, but having the constant comfort of you by my side has made me feel like I can do anything. Until now, I still can't believe that we ended up together and I have always been wondering do I really deserve someone as amazing as you? But I am truly grateful to have your love, support and affection. Thank you for being you and for having me by your side. When you are around me, I feel so good. When you are around me, I feel some kind of a passion and connection with you. Your presence in my heart makes me feel so much lighter. From the bad times to the wonderful times, with both heartbreak and laughter, you will and always be my person.

Much, much love

Rayner.

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CHAPTER III

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𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗔𝗿𝘁.

I have just realized how you resemble art

An excellent piece, stroked by abstract lines

Combined into thousands of significances

yet understood by few.

Your simplicity makes you subtle

As if your mind is a bundle of paradox

Just like an endless chain of diversity

That keeps my mind out of boredom.

So it comes to me of how you resemble art

Or actually,

How art resemble you.

They say that souls meet

Before we are brought into this life.

When I met you,

An established comfortability between us.

As if we had known each other

For many, many years.

I know in my heart without a doubt

Even if I can never find the words to say

You are the one I am crazy about,

You are the one I fall for each day.

When everything doesn't feel right,

I look at you.

My sun, my moon, my morning light

My happiness when all is blue.

With you I am always safe

And since our day one until now,

You make my heart race, every day.

You are my home,

My soulmate,

My saving grace.

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CHAPTER II

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You and me alone

A million stars up in the sky.

One shines brighter— I couldn't deny.

A love so precious, a love so true,

a love that comes from me to you.

The angels sing when you are near.

Within your arms I have nothing to fear.

You and me alone.

Madness of world locked away.

Peace and quiet reigns.

I am giving you all of my heart.

Together forever and never to part.

Thoughts of you surround me.

You're the beating of my heart.

The love you give defines me.

None can tears us apart.

You give your hand so sweetly.

I will always hold you tightly.

You have me so completely.

I cherish you night and day.

Nevermore will dreams expire.

Keep it burning, guard the fire.

Hold my hand and don't let go.

Feel my heart and you will know.

Hearts entwined with heavenly bliss.

Spell the most romantic kiss.

Yearning for the sweetest place

Nowhere less in your embrace.

In the middle of my chaos, there was you.

My lady, I incredibly in love with you.

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CHAPTER I

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𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗺 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝗲

The depth of my heart

Filled with a garden growing

The most beautiful rose

That has ever been

And that will ever be

Bloom gracefully inside me

You are that rose,

Forever to me.

The sky flaming

by the splendor of the moon

So vigorous

I fell to the ground

Your love

has convinced me

I am ready to forsake

this worldly life

and surrender

to the magnificence

of your Being

To share everything and be honest with you.

To understand and respect you, accepting who you are.

To find shelter in you when I am afraid, and hold you when I need warmth.

To be with you through all seasons, walking with you in the sunshine and embrace you in the cold.

To care for you are down and be joyful with you when you are happy.

With you only, I want all these things.

For you only, I would do all these things.

To you only, all my love.

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𝐈 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔

I don't know when, I don't know how.

But I am sure that I am discovering something new,

That's really a special feeling.

I let this feeling flow until it grow more and nurtures me.

This feeling only you can arouse.

When I'm with you, I feel like I'm right where I belong.

And I found something I love,

It's you.

Now that I found you,

I found pure love, affection, and comfort in you.

I found an all new universe in you.

I found my perfect partner in you.

I found recognition respect and forgiveness.

I found a reason to smile.

I found new dimensions about my life.

I found a treasure of love burried under my own bones.

Finally, as if that wasn't enough, I found myself in you, too.

My spirit settled like dust

Felicity reached the sole of my soul

Your grace ignited my world

The heavens roared in delight

You blind my darkness with your light

In your eyes I see where my future lies

In your palm I put my world

In your heart I found a home to stay

I love the way you act

I love the way you make me feel every single time

I love the way you drive me insane

I love you exactly the way you are

On this day

I declare all my love

To the girl who make every beat of my heart worthwhile

A lady who colour the arcs that draw my smile

On this day

I want to take you to a more intense step

from bestfriend to lover

On this day

I proudly tell the world that I am the luckiest man

To have a very special girl as mine

Only you, Delilah Hellstergeist.