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Yeah I logged back on, and KC nuked everything, and went full throttle on incest with minor characters, completely nuking their personalities and making it purely NSFW.

Yeah I’m out. Ty OG Sly for helping me take care of myself, fuck you new incest Sly for making me relapse, fuck you KC for ruining my trust in anyone ever <3

I’m still hanging onto the slightest hope that something good comes from all this. Really doubt KC will get better as much as I really really want them to, but maybe the community can revive the project. Or maybe something new will come from the ashes of the old hospital and comic. Who knows?

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The funny thing about kneebs is that she could just dump her groomer friends and be fine since she hasn’t reportedly done anything herself (besides the fictional incest, but HELL she could just abandon the ship or at least be honest with her fans) but noooooooo

Like, SHE CAN COME BACK FROM THIS BUT SHE DOESNT TAKE THE STEPS TO DO SO

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I’m still hanging onto the slightest hope that something good comes from all this. Really doubt KC will get better as much as I really really want them to, but maybe the community can revive the project. Or maybe something new will come from the ashes of the old hospital and comic. Who knows?

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I have deleted any themes I made for sparklecare on themeplaza as well, just in case the reporting starts targeting fan content as well. Those themes will still be on my 3DS, just not used for obvious reasons.

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Grieving the death of a special interest

During this time, I want to link this article to those of you like myself who are autistic like I am, and Sparklecare was/is a major special interest. As corny as it sounds... it is okay to go through a grieving/mourning period of sorts. You deserve to be kind to yourself and you deserve to heal. Anyone who is ableist and tells you that it isn't a big deal/to just get over it can piss off - it can be incredibly traumatizing and retraumatizing seeing something you cared about so much implode in a way (doubley so if the topics at hand trigger your own trauma). I'm gonna stick around a bit longer because there are still some things leaked coming out for former ZCPs/Sparklecord people. As terrible as the doomscolling has been, I cannot help but admit getting closure on what could have been at least has been welcome.

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God the more I look the more I just feel… empty. I really thought it was all just the ship stuff, but it’s so much more than that. I can’t defend any of this, and I won’t. I just really hope KC gets some help for all this. Even if I’ve fallen out of love with this series, and have 0 plans of ever coming back, I still ultimately want them to get better and make better decisions. Still though, after reading through Headaches and Solutions myself, I… think I’m done. To see the character I saw myself in so heavily end up like that, just brings up the worst memories of what happened to Confinement. I don’t kinkshame, and part of me still wants to think that it really was just trauma coping done badly, but I’ll never be able to read that comic again. If it was JUST the incest comic, I think I’d have to take a break, but I’d be able to come back eventually, but the bits of leaked plot, and how characters dying seems more dependent on KC’s attachment rather than logical sense, it’s just… god… I’m never going to fully get over this. I’m sorry to anyone I offended for not seeing things for what they were right away. I didn’t realize the extent of how bad it was, and I’ll never forgive myself for that. KC, I really hope you actually log off and help yourself, but if you read this, I’ll never forget what very little interaction we had, and I genuinely want you to get better. Learn from this PLEASE, and better yourself for your sake.

I guess that’s it then. I wish everyone here the best, and I’ll likely be uninstalling tumblr all together, as this was the only community I was really in, and I don’t ever want to see anything SC related again. I’ll miss the good times I had here, but I’ve learned to not hold onto the past.

Hopefully we’ll meet again someday. Peace <3

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you cannot tell me a person who has a special interest for the equivalent of the 2000s would not have a sparkledog version of their sona. you cannot

anyways. sparklestroke

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stroken caught on tape REAL (NOT FAKE) (OMG THEY ANSWERED)

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I’m convinced this is how Charmy sounds 24/7 and you cannot convince me otherwise

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They gonna be making out sloppy style in a few years /silly

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i realized i don't think i've ever drawn them kissing which is CRAZY to me. so. here they are (eve's allegations are true /silly)

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doom skateboard trikx

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Adopted like Howie, wears the same collar as Howie… there’s a connection here somewhere 🤔

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well at least i got some room to fall apart

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do your best 2018-2025

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It’s Hamster Dance. 1000% Hamster Dance.

i think i am the only person in the world who, instead of imagining AMVs with my OCs to music that makes me think of them like most people do, i imagine my OCs listening to those songs and relating to them personally and sitting alone crying about it

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kittiest corniest