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This might actually be worse than the infinity stones thing lmao

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Video based on quantum physics. The colored balls are placed together alone by the resonance of the quartz crystals. Each color has a different resonance. In the same way we group the people that vibrate in the same frequency. This is how the universe works.

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DATA COMPUTING EQUIPMENT AT REACTOR  1960

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Crystal Sword Pendants

LORIEN on Etsy

See our #Etsy or #Jewelry tags

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Floating

So with everything that has gone on within the last 4 or 5 months. I can say that 2018 has been the one year in my life I wish was different. Even though it has been the roughest year of my life and having to deal with losing a very close family member. I am not happy or sad but most like floating in the middle of both sides. Now that I am working again along side of just trying to learn what I can so I can better myself. I don’t take much free time to enjoy...well my free time. I try to stay busy to keep my mind off of some things best as I can. Being that at the start of the year with how bad my depression was and how hard it was hitting me. I wanted to kill myself so many times and would think about it a lot while at home or at work. But when I got put out of work and ended up losing my job (long story there). After about a month or two I kind of sat back and said to myself “Why am I going to be mad or upset of something stupid?”. I started gaming a bit more but also working on myself so my back would heal. I became slightly happy and was in a ok place with myself. But when the news hit that I would be losing my grandfather. I didn’t know what to do and how I should feel at the time. I did stay strong for long as I could with a couple times where I broke down crying in my room or in the kitchen. Even more when that day came and we had his funeral. I lost it a good 3 times but after it was all said and done along with being home alone. I stood in the living room where his bed was and knew that things were about to change. Even if I didn’t want them to or could stop them from happening. My life is on a new road now and I feel like I have cruise control set while driving on the highway. I know what I need to get done and what I need to do so I can better myself. All I can do now is look forward while as I live my life and try not to look back at what I have done. My future is ahead of me and I will do what I can to make sure that no one or thing gets in the way of finally being happy. 

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Good wood - situated in the foothills of the Andes in southern Chile, ‘Casa R’ by local architect Felipe Lagos is a lovely little log cabin where you can escape the daily grind.

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Might Be Back

So sadly on Oct 26th I lost my grandfather to liver cancer and just didn’t know what to say or do. Next thing I know I started working again with out fully being able to settle down and think. But I took a step back from a few sites/games like tumblr. So I am slightly back and will post at random times but who knows how often I will be on. 

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IG @jaylenecook_

Te Waihou Walkway and Blue Spring

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it’s getting chilly!!!

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NOW LIVE so come hang out and chat a bit while watching me suck at black ops 4.  https://www.twitch.tv/hdfinch

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Now live so would be awesome to meet some new people while playing some Call of Duty Black Ops 4.

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Hardest Thing

Just recorded two videos talking about what is going on. I will say I have never had this hard of a time recording something. But links will be posted after I edit them and hope people will like and share

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The Nightmare Before Christmas Directed by Henry Selick (1993)

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red pandas just stand up when they encounter things they dont understand & i love them for it