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So...how do I put this. The person who I was going to be staying with in September has cancelled those plans, and my mother had already served me an eviction notice. So while I'm going to try and talk to my mother about it, (not that I want to live with my mother any more than I have to, she is abusive and an awful person) it's starting to look like there's a good chance I'm going to be homeless in September.

I'm on disability with CFS, and because of my depression, autism and ADHD that makes it extremely hard for me to organize myself and remember things, along with the rest of the suite of issues.

I currently don't really have the funds to move elsewhere in London (Ontario). I've been looking for a job for months and it's been over a year since I last had a job. I can't really do a lot of stuff due to my disability or need accommodations that employers don't want to or won't provide. I also just haven't really gotten a call back in ages. I would prefer to work on my own schedule because I have days where I can't even get out of bed and would prefer to work part time but at this point I can't really afford to turn down any opportunity to make money, even if it's a full time job that I'm only going to last for a month or two in.

My body just shuts down and stops working the more I push it. I have good days where I can do some chores and stay out of bed for 12 hours and I have days where I take 2-3 naps for multiple hours and spend most of my day in bed.

I know everyone is really struggling. I know money is tight. I don't have much to offer. I'm just a sad depressed 30yo tgirl virgin who's had every relationship she's ever had fail miserably trying to find happiness. I'm trying to survive. I really am. I didn't ask to be born or thrust into the life I have. I'm doing my best.

My paypal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

This is my wise, I guess? I'm not really sure how it works, but it's one of the few non PayPal options we Canadians have. wise.com/pay/me/annal3831

Please share/reblog. Any donations, no matter how small, will help me.

Thank you for reading this...and I'm sorry.

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Woo! That first level was painful, but now we're cruising. Went from level 3 all the way to level 6! 60 something Conjuration. I summoned a Dremora today...still not entirely sure what those are...some kind of alternate dimension demon or something? Didn't have a ton to say to me. Mostly just bitched and evilly cackled and stuff. At least I'm learning a bit more about this place...apparently we're on the continent of Tamriel in the...country? Empire of Cyrodill. The blood is kind of starting to get to me here to be honest...I really gotta make enough money for an inn or find somewhere else to sleep.

And thusly, Maria Vindisel, hero of Kvatch and chosen one, was isekai'd into the world. Waking up in a damp dark cell in the imperial prison, she was gifted a single key said to open any lock and the ability to cast any spell by a mysterious entity, a voice in her head.

Her journey begins, scared but determined to make a better life for herself, using the power of invisibility to avoid fighting (or dying!) in the imperial subterranean and it's corridors.

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Draynor, the blue team gladiator (who actually said he's the same rank as me? a pit dog!) gave me some tips on marksman and let me collect his arrows. I'm super poor so I'm grateful for that...I decided I would train Conjuration first...I heard that I can summon not just animals or monstrosities but also humanoids? Everyone here is so focused on training, so there's not much to chat about. It would be nice to summon a friend, or at least someone to talk with, so that'll be my first goal! My first day I became an apprentice of Conjuration and I'm almost level 2...it's hard work but I can't wait to keep leveling up!

And thusly, Maria Vindisel, hero of Kvatch and chosen one, was isekai'd into the world. Waking up in a damp dark cell in the imperial prison, she was gifted a single key said to open any lock and the ability to cast any spell by a mysterious entity, a voice in her head.

Her journey begins, scared but determined to make a better life for herself, using the power of invisibility to avoid fighting (or dying!) in the imperial subterranean and it's corridors.

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The voice in my head told me to head to the Imperial City and that I could find a free bed at the Imperial City Arena...I was pretty scared of having to fight but I guess they don't require it? Well, time to level up my skills and train! Everyone from the blue team seems pretty nice...the yellow team not so much.

And thusly, Maria Vindisel, hero of Kvatch and chosen one, was isekai'd into the world. Waking up in a damp dark cell in the imperial prison, she was gifted a single key said to open any lock and the ability to cast any spell by a mysterious entity, a voice in her head.

Her journey begins, scared but determined to make a better life for herself, using the power of invisibility to avoid fighting (or dying!) in the imperial subterranean and it's corridors.

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And thusly, Maria Vindisel, hero of Kvatch and chosen one, was isekai'd into the world. Waking up in a damp dark cell in the imperial prison, she was gifted a single key said to open any lock and the ability to cast any spell by a mysterious entity, a voice in her head.

Her journey begins, scared but determined to make a better life for herself, using the power of invisibility to avoid fighting (or dying!) in the imperial subterranean and it's corridors.

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So...how do I put this. The person who I was going to be staying with in September has cancelled those plans, and my mother had already served me an eviction notice. So while I'm going to try and talk to my mother about it, (not that I want to live with my mother any more than I have to, she is abusive and an awful person) it's starting to look like there's a good chance I'm going to be homeless in September.

I'm on disability with CFS, and because of my depression, autism and ADHD that makes it extremely hard for me to organize myself and remember things, along with the rest of the suite of issues.

I currently don't really have the funds to move elsewhere in London (Ontario). I've been looking for a job for months and it's been over a year since I last had a job. I can't really do a lot of stuff due to my disability or need accommodations that employers don't want to or won't provide. I also just haven't really gotten a call back in ages. I would prefer to work on my own schedule because I have days where I can't even get out of bed and would prefer to work part time but at this point I can't really afford to turn down any opportunity to make money, even if it's a full time job that I'm only going to last for a month or two in.

My body just shuts down and stops working the more I push it. I have good days where I can do some chores and stay out of bed for 12 hours and I have days where I take 2-3 naps for multiple hours and spend most of my day in bed.

I know everyone is really struggling. I know money is tight. I don't have much to offer. I'm just a sad depressed 30yo tgirl virgin who's had every relationship she's ever had fail miserably trying to find happiness. I'm trying to survive. I really am. I didn't ask to be born or thrust into the life I have. I'm doing my best.

My paypal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

This is my wise, I guess? I'm not really sure how it works, but it's one of the few non PayPal options we Canadians have. wise.com/pay/me/annal3831

Please share/reblog. Any donations, no matter how small, will help me.

Thank you for reading this...and I'm sorry.

[findingoblivion]

So...how do I put this. The person who I was going to be staying with in September has cancelled those plans, and my mother had already served me an eviction notice. So while I'm going to try and talk to my mother about it, (not that I want to live with my mother any more than I have to, she is abusive and an awful person) it's starting to look like there's a good chance I'm going to be homeless in September.

I'm on disability with CFS, and because of my depression, autism and ADHD that makes it extremely hard for me to organize myself and remember things, along with the rest of the suite of issues.

I currently don't really have the funds to move elsewhere in London (Ontario). I've been looking for a job for months and it's been over a year since I last had a job. I can't really do a lot of stuff due to my disability or need accommodations that employers don't want to or won't provide. I also just haven't really gotten a call back in ages. I would prefer to work on my own schedule because I have days where I can't even get out of bed and would prefer to work part time but at this point I can't really afford to turn down any opportunity to make money, even if it's a full time job that I'm only going to last for a month or two in.

My body just shuts down and stops working the more I push it. I have good days where I can do some chores and stay out of bed for 12 hours and I have days where I take 2-3 naps for multiple hours and spend most of my day in bed.

I know everyone is really struggling. I know money is tight. I don't have much to offer. I'm just a sad depressed 30yo tgirl virgin who's had every relationship she's ever had fail miserably trying to find happiness. I'm trying to survive. I really am. I didn't ask to be born or thrust into the life I have. I'm doing my best.

My paypal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

This is my wise, I guess? I'm not really sure how it works, but it's one of the few non PayPal options we Canadians have. wise.com/pay/me/annal3831

Please share/reblog. Any donations, no matter how small, will help me.

Thank you for reading this...and I'm sorry.

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name yourself alice

alright its time. this is an important day. today we dedcide my name. go forth (sorry i had to cut a lot of them to make it fit the poll)

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So...how do I put this. The person who I was going to be staying with in September has cancelled those plans, and my mother had already served me an eviction notice. So while I'm going to try and talk to my mother about it, (not that I want to live with my mother any more than I have to, she is abusive and an awful person) it's starting to look like there's a good chance I'm going to be homeless in September.

I'm on disability with CFS, and because of my depression, autism and ADHD that makes it extremely hard for me to organize myself and remember things, along with the rest of the suite of issues.

I currently don't really have the funds to move elsewhere in London (Ontario). I've been looking for a job for months and it's been over a year since I last had a job. I can't really do a lot of stuff due to my disability or need accommodations that employers don't want to or won't provide. I also just haven't really gotten a call back in ages. I would prefer to work on my own schedule because I have days where I can't even get out of bed and would prefer to work part time but at this point I can't really afford to turn down any opportunity to make money, even if it's a full time job that I'm only going to last for a month or two in.

My body just shuts down and stops working the more I push it. I have good days where I can do some chores and stay out of bed for 12 hours and I have days where I take 2-3 naps for multiple hours and spend most of my day in bed.

I know everyone is really struggling. I know money is tight. I don't have much to offer. I'm just a sad depressed 30yo tgirl virgin who's had every relationship she's ever had fail miserably trying to find happiness. I'm trying to survive. I really am. I didn't ask to be born or thrust into the life I have. I'm doing my best.

My paypal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

This is my wise, I guess? I'm not really sure how it works, but it's one of the few non PayPal options we Canadians have. wise.com/pay/me/annal3831

Please share/reblog. Any donations, no matter how small, will help me.

Thank you for reading this...and I'm sorry.

[findingoblivion]

So...how do I put this. The person who I was going to be staying with in September has cancelled those plans, and my mother had already served me an eviction notice. So while I'm going to try and talk to my mother about it, (not that I want to live with my mother any more than I have to, she is abusive and an awful person) it's starting to look like there's a good chance I'm going to be homeless in September.

I'm on disability with CFS, and because of my depression, autism and ADHD that makes it extremely hard for me to organize myself and remember things, along with the rest of the suite of issues.

I currently don't really have the funds to move elsewhere in London (Ontario). I've been looking for a job for months and it's been over a year since I last had a job. I can't really do a lot of stuff due to my disability or need accommodations that employers don't want to or won't provide. I also just haven't really gotten a call back in ages. I would prefer to work on my own schedule because I have days where I can't even get out of bed and would prefer to work part time but at this point I can't really afford to turn down any opportunity to make money, even if it's a full time job that I'm only going to last for a month or two in.

My body just shuts down and stops working the more I push it. I have good days where I can do some chores and stay out of bed for 12 hours and I have days where I take 2-3 naps for multiple hours and spend most of my day in bed.

I know everyone is really struggling. I know money is tight. I don't have much to offer. I'm just a sad depressed 30yo tgirl virgin who's had every relationship she's ever had fail miserably trying to find happiness. I'm trying to survive. I really am. I didn't ask to be born or thrust into the life I have. I'm doing my best.

My paypal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

This is my wise, I guess? I'm not really sure how it works, but it's one of the few non PayPal options we Canadians have. wise.com/pay/me/annal3831

Please share/reblog. Any donations, no matter how small, will help me.

Thank you for reading this...and I'm sorry.

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Cheddar smokies are so fucking good. Sucks the cheese out of your cheddar smokie

[findingoblivion]

So...how do I put this. The person who I was going to be staying with in September has cancelled those plans, and my mother had already served me an eviction notice. So while I'm going to try and talk to my mother about it, (not that I want to live with my mother any more than I have to, she is abusive and an awful person) it's starting to look like there's a good chance I'm going to be homeless in September.

I'm on disability with CFS, and because of my depression, autism and ADHD that makes it extremely hard for me to organize myself and remember things, along with the rest of the suite of issues.

I currently don't really have the funds to move elsewhere in London (Ontario). I've been looking for a job for months and it's been over a year since I last had a job. I can't really do a lot of stuff due to my disability or need accommodations that employers don't want to or won't provide. I also just haven't really gotten a call back in ages. I would prefer to work on my own schedule because I have days where I can't even get out of bed and would prefer to work part time but at this point I can't really afford to turn down any opportunity to make money, even if it's a full time job that I'm only going to last for a month or two in.

My body just shuts down and stops working the more I push it. I have good days where I can do some chores and stay out of bed for 12 hours and I have days where I take 2-3 naps for multiple hours and spend most of my day in bed.

I know everyone is really struggling. I know money is tight. I don't have much to offer. I'm just a sad depressed 30yo tgirl virgin who's had every relationship she's ever had fail miserably trying to find happiness. I'm trying to survive. I really am. I didn't ask to be born or thrust into the life I have. I'm doing my best.

My paypal is aelathehuntresshf@gmail.com

This is my wise, I guess? I'm not really sure how it works, but it's one of the few non PayPal options we Canadians have. wise.com/pay/me/annal3831

Please share/reblog. Any donations, no matter how small, will help me.

Thank you for reading this...and I'm sorry.

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I'm getting blade ads on Reddit I swear to god if marvel rivals is baiting me by 5 fucking days I'm going to lose it yes I know this mf is coming I want to play him is he playable yet???

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look it's me,,,the black tboy

(HE/HIM) 🏳️‍⚧️👍🏾

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The idea that trans men should keep the lesbian label after finding out they're men doesn't make sense. You aren't losing anything by not id'ing as lesbian. You still have your community behind you. If you think you can lose that by changing one aspect of your identity, perhaps you don't have as much confidence in your community as you thought

I think part of the reason this idea persists is because of how granular and divided the queer community has gotten. Like, it shouldn't feel like you're losing something when you find out something new about yourself. It should be a celebration. Trans men shouldn't feel like they only have space in the lesbian community by having the ID. Like, it's definitely not a space where men are going to be centered, but we are a community and we will always support other queer people

Ultimately I don't think people should expect 100% accomodation wherever they go. It's similar to a concept in the disabled community: some people's accomodations will be your barrier. Like bright lights for low vision people and low lights for light sensitive individuals. Different spaces prioritize different accomodations. Men, trans or cis, shouldn't expect to be centered in lesbian communities. We aren't for them. Lesbianism is not about men. We support and love the queer men we stand behind, but our community centers lesbianism. Just like how lesbians wouldn't be centered in gay men's spaces. Just like how manhood wouldn't be centered in trans women's spaces. It's not helpful to say " everyone should feel 100% accommodated everywhere" because then no one is accommodated.

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Had a dream about eating a huge hot dog and I might let the intrusive thoughts (/s) win and go buy and cook some hotdogs