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Maybe someday.

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Even more custom followers as tweets on my pinterest feed, comin right up. Bit more Kaidan centric to celebrate Revoiced release + jumpscare at the end

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Also this scared the shit outta me.

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This man

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Breath in my lungs. Blood in my heart. Flesh on my bones.

Pairing: Kaidan x Reader

Reader type: Gender neutral 

Warnings: none

Type: Smut but like… Not descriptive.

Song: Work Song- Hozier

An: Something short and quick. I'll honestly probably expand on this later. It's just one of those things I needed to get out of my head lol. Any feedback is appreciated!

The taste of them lingers on his tongue. The warmth of their skin nearly burns his lips. Trailed up their stomach and over the soft swell of their chest. Littered with small bruises and marks. Laying his devotion there. His mouth settled against their pulse. His nose in the crook of their neck. Breathing them in as he felt the rapid beat of their heart. Reminding him of the iridescent hummingbird wings outside their home.

They sing like one too. Breathless as their lips part. Praising his name like he was something worth crying out to.

They touch him as if he is valuable. Pressing their lips to his with fevered heat. Putting breath into his lungs and breathing new life into him. His own mouth parting to let them in. To taste the sweetness he has pulled from them. 

Kaidan is turning. Now on his back and looking up at them. The sight of them nearly pulls his heart from his chest. Squeezing something painful into him. 

You seem to glow. Face flushed and chest heaving. Skin damp with sweat. Glowing in the low redlight of the setting sun filtering through the window of your bedroom.

His palms settle against your hips instinctively. Slowing sliding up your ribs until one broad palm settled against your chest. It nearly scalds him. The heat you throw off. If he could he would lay his praise there. Speak his devotion upon you until it raises the words against your skin for the world to see. Something worth worship. And he would speak your name like the hallowed thing it is for the world to hear until they to. See you as you are.

He swore to no more gods. No more deities. Bad or good. After her after them. He…

He never thought he would find something with worship. Worth devotion. Not until now. Now he was willing to pull his heart forth as a sacrifice. To put his faith into your palms. Into the hands of someone that both scares him and brings so much light into his life.

He never thought someone could see past the darkness, grab ahold of him, and draw him from the fires he knew he was destined for.

Call him selfish. Foolish even. For daring to even bask in the gentle sun-like warmth you so freely gave him.

He chokes back a sound as you settle against him. The length of him buried somewhere deep inside. He does shudder out a breathless moan as you rock your hips.

It's his turn to sing. His own hips bouncing up to meet yours.

Kaidan praises. He sings. Speaks out his devotional hymns.

“My bright little Starlight.”

“Sweet and pretty. Just like that. Just like- fuck.”

“Take me. Take what you need Starlight.”

He cries out your name. Swallowed when you lean over and kiss him. Hips rocking. Your hands slowly sliding up his chest. Past every old wound and scar. Up until his jaw is cradled in your hands. Stubble poking and scratching against soft flesh.

And then you speak his name. “Kaidan” soft and sweet against his lips. Sugary and thick. It traps him.

His ears ring and the heat builds up. “Kaidan”. Again. The sound of his name falling from your lips. Drawing him out of whatever darkness he was falling back into. “Kaidan.” Again. The push and pull of each other. Like the moon to the tides. 

Like the sea to the moon, how could he ever hope to touch you? To touch and taint that golden light with his bloodied hands.

He will settle with this. Your warmth settles around him. The scent of you filling his lungs. The taste of you in his mouth. Your touch burning his skin.

You pull away. Back arching and head thrown back as you reach your peak. His name on your lips. And like any faithful hound. He follows. Red gaze burn like coals upon you.

You were no God. But he would worship you all the same.

He was brought to ruin by one already. But whatever pain you inflicted upon him was far sweeter than any he had faced before.

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I'm vibrating I'm so excited I found the mod and I'm able to play

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A few more. Having fun figuring stuff out and playing around with mods lol

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Totally didn't just get got by the dark brotherhood in a random abandoned shack. Nuh uh no way.

Also mad dark

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From Riverwood to Falkreath. Including Gore and me realizing two mods are clashing and making floating lights lol.

I'm messing around until the Kaidan workshop is able to get the mod onto the Xbox. But uh... Ye. Pretty mods.

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I turned my iPad on and I blacked out and woke up to this like idk what happened man suddenly Kaidan was just on my screen with his tits out 😫😫

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mr kaidan skyrim commission for my good friend @/akaviris!

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A quick snippet. I have roughly.... Four chapters written out?

I love the title name for this one tho. I think it's funny.

:Oh. So mods are a thing now? How about one that replaces the Thalmor with cheese wheels. No... Sweet rolls... Damn I'm hungry.:

"Who are you?" You ask. Still unsure if you should help him. Well, you would. There was no way you were leaving him in the hands of the Thalmor. Even if you run the chance of the mod being entirely untrue to who he was.

"Kaidan. My name is Kaidan." He watches something flicker across your face. Curiosity? Recognition?

Definitely not. There was no way he could forget a face like yours. And those eyes. Something lingered behind them. Sharp and searching.

You had knelt down. Frightened eyes looking into his own. He had to suppress a shudder at it's intensity. It was if you were peering into his very soul. Plucking out the very being of him to examine.

He would never admit it. But that day he was terrified of what you would find. If you would see him rather than the broken man in front of you.

"Why are you here?" Clever girl. Smart question.

It didn't mean that every man would give an honourable answer though.

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Fata Viam Invencht

(The fates will find a way)

Synopsis: :I'll probs change this later lol. Spice it up a little.:

It was just a game. That's all it should be. All it should have been. You are no hero. No Dragonborn. Certainly not a warrior.

But you do have a bleeding heart. One that yearns To help others. You will do what you can until you can find home.

The playlist so far

Chapter 1: Meet you at the Grave yard-Cleffy

Chapter 2: The lonely Ghost-Pawns or Kings

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And Gore I'm crying over him to rn

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Fuckin Auri has got me crying omg

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Rules n Stuff

Who I'll write for

Kaidan Vilkas Lydia

Inigo Farkas

Lucien Brynjolf

Aela Ulfric

:Will be filled with fics,drables, shit posts, vids of funny things that happen.:

:Uh... Ya I have a fic I wanna write. A Kaidan x Reader but I kinda wanna just. Dip my little toe in the water to see how well that will go lol. Uh... Ye.:

:Don't be a meanie or you will be fed to Mr.Dragonfly: